coming to the realization that i think i might be asexualit makes me want to blow my brains outi will never ever ever have a normal relationshipi need to fix this. i hate it so fucking much. what a fucking meme
>>84015280>i wasn't the only one who cropped this homugod fucking damn it
>>84015535it was too good to pass up. i instantly resonated with her when i saw it
whats being asexual like and no i dont want a definition of it
>>84015584fucking horrible. maybe it's different for other people, but for me i legitimately think it's a medical issue or something. sex just doesn't feel good. most of the things that are supposed to feel nice just don't. i still feel romantic attraction to people, and i like kissing (although not overly so - there's a limit). but i could probably go the rest of my life without ever having sex again and be like meh. it's just horrible because it makes me feel broken/incomplete, and i know it's going to be basically impossible to get into a stable long-term relationship because of it. every other relationship i have been in, the other person wanted sex waaayyyyy more than me. so i had to just go through the motions to keep them around. depressing
>>84015280try being asexual and aromantic nigga, im a fucking robot beep boop. it doesnt bother me i enjoy living like this. sex was ok i guess but i'm able to live without it
>>84015630so even on the non sexual level just basic interaction like kisses in passing or light hugs dont feel pleasurable man thats a horrid existence to carry i hope you can find someone you love who can work with that man
>>84015652i feel like being aromantic would be better, because you wouldn't feel like you were missing out>>84015656i mean, hugs are nice. i like nonsexual touching. and i like kissing, i think. it's definitely better than sex. i just have had enough of it for a few hours pretty quickly after startingbut yes, it is a horrid existence
>>84015630nta but you sound sweet and I'm glad you can at least experience romantic feelings. Have you had your hormone levels checked and general bloodwork done?
>>84015693i mean yeah being aromantic and asexual is ok to me, i dont even think i am this cause i just lack emotions entirely. sometimes i think im broken but then i can go wait i dont have to deal with all this emotional bullshit and go on with my life without a care in the world
>>84015702i don't know if i'm sweet so much as "miserable, but too (a)pathetic to do anything about it"but the thought is nicei haven't had them checked in recent memory. could that be affecting it, do you think? i feel like it would be weird for that to be the case, but i guess stranger things have happened >>84015703sometimes i think i care about things too much, to the point where it overwhelms me, and the only way to deal with it is to just not think about it at all
>>84015693okay just wondering my older sister is on the spectrum and had alot of red lines when it comes to physical contact so i was just trying to hash out the sames here
All of this is just a variation of being an autistic retard.
>>84015732>>84015747oh, i am autistic i guess. maybe that has something to do with it? i've never heard of that really being a thing before, though
>>84015280i went to a wedding where 2 asexuals were getting marriedits possible anondont give up
>>84015280Let's assume you got into a relationship. Would you still have sex with your partner just for their sake even if you have no interest in it?
>>84015630>sex just doesn't feel goodis not supposed to feel good u retard, you should feel fucking tired and mentally exhausted after you're done, and the only satisfaction being a psychological one by the realization you are going to probably have a baby
>>84015280Maybe you've never met a man who makes you feel a certain way op. This is why so many people believe they have a perfect match or whatever. I mean this is the reason a lot of people even go to college.
>>84015280Do you know what alexithymia is?Might be worth looking into. It's common with people on the spectrum, and may be a factor in your lack of feeling during sex.
>>84016513do you know why a shark keeps moving >they gotta keep moving or they'll die or somethingThere's a psychological condition known as alexithymia, common in certain personalities. The individual craves almost ceaseless action, which enables them to avoid acknowledging the abhorrent things they do
>>84016532Your AI is hallucinating.
