I understand now. I wish things were different, or that it didn't matter.I wish we could have breached that gap. I wish these topics could be discussed without issues. I wish you were still here. I have to let go.
We sit in stony silenceI open my mouthand close it againI open my mouthand my voice refuses to come outI wish that things were differentI wish that you remainedWe sit in sullen silenceand it feels like dyingI wonder how this happenedwhen the silence used to feel rightI wonder how this ever happenedthought we'd be foreverWe sit in funeral silenceyour heart beat for me onceand I understand nowyour heart beats for me no moreyou're starting to stinkI have to let go
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