hello r9k ^_^/hope you all have a wonderful day, I love you anons!
>>84018031cute gato picture thank you opi hope your day is nice too
Unexpected nice post. Thank you and have a good day
>>84018349>>84018478I like making nice posts :)too much negativity in this board
>>84018031hey op how's is it going?I'm pretty well, I think I'll try making something today
>>84018742I'm doing ok :)trying to have a relaxing day, what are you planning on doing?
>>84018772>I'm doing ok :)that's great :D>trying to have a relaxing dayhow? are you watching something?>what are you planning on doing?I don't know yet @_@I want to make a video game level, like just a place to walk around kinda want to make something sorta dreery but I'm not sure what, I'm not a creative person I find it hard to come up with ideas
>>84018834>how? are you watching something?I'm playing some games and later I'll read something still not sure what>I want to make a video game level, like just a place to walk aroundcool you make games?
>>84018857>>84018857>playing some games what games? I might play some games too, cs1.6 > I'll read somethingwhat kind of books do you like?>cool you make games?I wouldn't say games but more like places, I use hammer for half life 2 for it so I don't create a while game just a level and they usually don't have any gameplay, just a little place to walk around in
>>84018950>what games?probably dmc 3 I've been replaying the games since I recently got dmc 5 and wanted to play them all again, they are very short anyway>what kind of books do you like?I love PKD's books and also the vampire hunter D light novels! I might start reading ubik!>I wouldn't say games but more like places, I use hammer for half life 2 for it so I don't create a while game just a level and they usually don't have any gameplay, just a little place to walk around inoh that's pretty cool!
>>84019017I gotta leave the house now talk to ya later anon
>>84019093have a nice day! see ya!
hi OP what do you do when life keeps beating you up
>>84019312I get depressed and sleep a lot but eventually I recover
>>84019338i see... i wish i could sleep my problems away....
>>84019402I don't like sleeping though I don't like wasting my time even more, I want to fix my life but sometimes I get too depressed to be awake.
What should I do if I want to become a hikikomori because every time I go outside I want to throw up because I am an idiot who can't act around people
>>84019424I understand the feeling really well but I don't like being a hikimori, it's making my mental health worse, now I'm desperately trying to get a job.it's hard but if you keep trying you do get better at being less awkward DON'T give up anon!
>>84019419are you doing bad in life anon? do you wanna vent or something
>>84019459yeah I'm doing bad in life, I can't find a job and I want to move out of my parents house I can't stand living with them I don't get along with anybody in my family and I feel like I'm slowly going insane being in my room all day.thanks for listening to me anon :)
>>84019486funnily enough i am dealing with the same situation you are right now. i cant seem to find a job, ive been ghosted by so many recruiters or interviewers its ridiculous... have you been dealing with this too? what kind of job are you looking for?staying inside will slowly kill you anon you need to at least go outside for a walk every other day
>>84019501I'll take anything at this point but I can't even get a factory job or a job at a supermarket, I wanted to finish highschool but I can't without money!yeah I do need to go for a walk one of these days, I haven't done that in like 2 or 3 weeks, I'm getting really pale again.why is it so hard to find a job now? I really regret not caring about the jobs I had when I was younger, past me is a fucking idiot.it's nice to know I'm not the only one struggling though!
>>84019556did you drop out of high school? if you dont mind me asking, why did that happen?yeah you definitely need a walk, you can get some icecream during it but you need that sunlight and the breeze on your facei am not sure why honestly, i have a degree and i struggle finding entry level jobs for it, i suppose its because people lie so much in their resumes, HRs are trying to look for perfect matches for their requirementsi know what you mean with your last line, but it sounds like if you wanted more people to be struggling hahahaha its okay though
>>84019594I was really depressed at the time (and now too lol) I just couldn't concentrate and I was considering suicide every day so I stopped going.man so you're telling me even if I had a degree I still would struggle to get a job? that really sucks.>i know what you mean with your last line, but it sounds like if you wanted more people to be struggling hahahaha its okay thoughlolno it's just nice knowing I'm not alone in this
>>84019636i see, but then i was wondering, what makes you think you'll be able to finish high school this time? i'm not trying to make you feel bad, i know you're doing bad but maybe you need to attack the root of your depression firstand yes, even with a degree, it's still hard to find a job. some countries have it harder, i just hope yours isn't as fucked as mine>no it's just nice knowing I'm not alone in thishaha i know, no worries
>>84019679well this time I'm actually motivated!
>>84019770that sounds good! how old are you, if you don't mind saying?
>>84019786I'm 26 it might be too late to fix things, I don't know
>>84019791nah, you're never too old :)
>>84019797well that's good to know! :)hope we both find a job soon anon!
>>84019821good luck anon! have a nice day :)
>>84019825you have a nice day too! :D
