I've had multiple chances with women, but I'm too insecure about myself. I'm not a NEET, I do what I can to help my family, but lost one of my jobs, and now I'm at home more than I'd like to be. Feeling disillusioned, not depressed, aimless. The world is kinda gay and I'm not really into anything going on. Suicide would be neat, but I'm gonna die anyway, might aswell ride it out.