i am so immensely. tragically. schizophrenically. Traumatised. to the point where NEET is not a personal choice. I would've wanted to be part of society in some fashion, having a job would atleast allow me to socialize with people, perhaps make friends and a girlfriend. Earn some money, manage to live life like you're "supposed to" but. That's not what occured. I got psychotic and got electric shocks several times, lobotomized by antipsychotics and mood stabilizers. Just completely fucking ruined. I decided to stop taking the meds, and find occult practices to heal my mind and soul. It works, i'm able to access my heart space. but it is in an agonizing and tormented fire. I can feel it burning. the pain, it just wont stop. I feel all the tears i never got to cry, since i always distracted myself with computer games, music, and all other forms of entertainment. But if you stop doing that, and access your heart, via meditation. Man i tell you , you're in for a ride, joy awaits, the kind you'll never imagine. connection to god/source. healing and so forth
>>84018522I fucking hate when people use commas where they don't belong as a way to indicate pauses in speech
>>84018569chud? chud.
>>84018522Being unable to trust your own mind is a scary thing
>>84018522>But if you stop doing that, and access your heart, via meditation. Man i tell you , you're in for a ride, joy awaits, the kind you'll never imagine. connection to god/source. healing and so forthexplain will you?
>>84018522I too have gone through some pretty gut wrenching stuff when I was in psychotic episodes. Difference is I take my meds, because the times I stopped I thought I was going to get killed by some unknown organization. Also I've ended up doing some pretty wacky stuff that got me in trouble. I wont lie I still kinda believe that it's all demonic, but it's fine because nothing ever really happens. I still occasionally get synchronicities which make me feel like its more than just my brain misfiring.
>>84018569that's,,,, the whole purpose of a comma,,, idiot. It's a useful way to, you know, demonstrate the, natural uhhh rhythm of the,,,,, speech, right? You can't tell online when someone is,,, pausing, but, with commas, you can create that,,,,, rhythm making a speech-like cadence, in text. This is not uhhh you know, a fine literature site,,,, it's a site for,,, random shitposting, or whatever,,,,, so, like, who gives a shit?anyway, OP is abusing periods more than commas but OP is also a schizo and schizos always write very distinctively. They can't help it. They have innate difficulties with communication. They don't organize their thoughts like normies. You're just being negative for the sake of it. OP's post is easy to read and they're communicating pretty effectively
>>84018522open up your anus and let the rope in
