I miss my pookie..BPD symptoms might be clear on me now. Tell me anons, tell me about your similar problems.Nothing is new here yet, I just believe my symptoms are screaming BPD.
A bump for BPDers
I think I solved my BPD by reading the book called "Stop walking on eggshells", maybe you should try doing the same.t. lil heterosexual faggot that CLEARLY suffered from BPD but was in denial about it.
>>84020786Too busy and tired to read anything like that these days honestly.Though what kind of symptoms did you have?
>>84019564you fucking monsters get what you fucking deserve
>>84020849>Though what kind of symptoms did you have?Splitting, compulsive impulsive behavior, emotional instability, rage outbursts at whoever I liked at the time.>Too busy and tired to read anything like that these days honestly.Mh, okay, keep enjoying suffering from BPD then.
>>84020887I'm pretty much chill. Read about Quiet BPD. It's mostly being a moster to myself not to others.>>84020900>keep enjoying suffering from BPD thenthanks
>>84020947>thanksYou're very welcome. If BPD really bothered you you would at least put some effort into overcoming it instead of complaining about it and making up excuses. Dumb bnuuy.
What else drawbacks yall face besides dating bpd wise
>>84020984mhm I believe I have good reasons for my own pleasure to be a bit procrastinator, I have a lot of things to do and I barely get to relax so focusing on a new way of living I'm a bit lazy for currently.I don't get a lot of the panic attacks some people get, and even if I did I honestly think I might keep slowing things down for a purpose.
>>84021010Affective dysregulation and a lot of social connections are difficult. And feelings are very disturbed overall.
>>84021010>What else drawbacks yall face besides dating bpd wiseIn my experience it affected all social aspects, it's not just dating. Imagine having a melty at your work bosses or friends or whatever just because in your head they did something that annoyed you, that may not have happened in reality.>>84021025Oh boy do I have a pic that perfectly describes you. Just give me a minute to find it.
>>84021025Here, this is the pic I just mentioned in >>84021049. You may not see yourself as Spike but your mindset is the exact same as the caption.
>>84021060Yeah the pic does relate to me somehow, I do realise that it's true.
>>84021100>Yeah the pic does relate to me somehow, I do realise that it's true.Good. Now ask yourself this: what do you think you will lose exactly?I lost parts of myself by changing my nature as well, and I fucking LOVE IT. Why? Because what I lost was all bad, all of it.
>>84021125Maybe you're at the mindset that doesn't sugarcoat the bad things you had, and I too know that I do have bad things that I should lose but I still find happiness in keeping them. Why? I assume it's something related to the loss of identity, I feel like I use a lot of unhealthy things as a mirror of my personality. I suppose you know what that means. But at the end I will start trying to get things better I just don't find that the best time for it.
>>84020947>I'm pretty much chillmajor cope to deal with the fact that everyone hates you for what you've done to them
>>84021188Noo.. They don't hate me.. You're being evil!
>>84021178I think I know exactly what that means, and while you may really think it's "your identity is tied to your habits or bad personality", in my case my mindset was more like "the devil I know is better than the devil I don't know". Turns out the "devil I don't know" wasn't a devil at all. My tradeoff for losing BPD was emotional dulling, and that's something very intentional on my part. Something I can also easily revert.As for the sugarcoating bit? I will ALWAYS prefer hearing a truth that really hurts over a lie said with good intentions, ALWAYS. And that also applies to my internal train of thought.>>84021188I don't hate OP at all. But I do resent them a little bit for listening to shit advice from people they should have started to completely ignore a long time ago, if OP is who I think they are. I do not appreciate that and I don't appreciate it when people are clueless.
>>84021247>better than the devil I don't knowmhm I understand that, I think my problem is that I'm scared the other devil is indeed a devil and more evil.>emotional dullingYeah that explains. That's respectable of you cuz I honestly preferred my personal enjoyment. Though, I know I will fix it someday.>a truth that really hurts over a lieWell that can trigger my panic>from people they should have started to completely ignore a long time agoHonestly no one is telling me to do this.
1. how are you supposed to know you're BPD when you don't have relationships2. BPD is not a well understood disorder3. BPD is supposedly very different for men than it is for women, but people will still lump it all together at their convenienceso none of it makes sense really. why call it BPD if it's completely different for men?
>>84021783Are those questions you ask for understanding why I talked about my symptoms or you actually wanna know the answers to get general information about the disorder?
>>84021760>mhm I understand that, I think my problem is that I'm scared the other devil is indeed a devil and more evil.While there is only one way to find out, imagine how you would be if you didn't have any of the BPD symptoms. That's likely the devil you'll deal with if you ever solve your BPD.>Yeah that explains. That's respectable of you cuz I honestly preferred my personal enjoyment. Though, I know I will fix it someday.You preferred your personal enjoyment over what, exactly? I'm not sure if I get what you're saying.>Well that can trigger my panicI don't see the brutal truth that way. If I know the truth I know how to deal with it AND I would also appreciate the honesty. If somebody tells me a lie to make me feel better and then I find out I won't be happy. Both about the dishonesty and the wasted time.>Honestly no one is telling me to do this.In my case there was someone manipulating one of the fembots that had or maybe still has a big crush for me into not having that crush anymore. He'd be very subtle while manipulating her, but he wasn't subtle enough for me to not notice. I did warned the fembot I'm thinking of about it, many times.
i regularly fantasize about romancing a purple-haired bpd girl and lovebombing and obsessing over her back and fixing her
>>84022325>i regularly fantasize about romancing a purple-haired bpd girl and lovebombing and obsessing over her back and fixing herThis is likely coming from a foid that lacks Senjougahara's most important emotional trait, her ruthless honesty. That's still good simpbait, however.
>>84022340I WILL find my own 3d Senjougahara.
>>84022352I know someone who looks like 3D IRL Senjougahara. She failed from the start thanks to her being very gullible and also the lack of honesty, two things that are the exact opposite of how the real Senjougahara is like. She also never answered to any of my messages and blocked me, so everything is all up to her. I don't resent her however. But I'm the protagonist of my life, not her.
>>84022409Sure she's honest when she opens up, but she also loves to verbally tease and bully her bf with ridiculous lies and accusations. She's unhinged and violent and I love it
>>84022436I'm pretty sure she's like that with Araragi because he's a bit too much of a playboy.I don't really know how the woman that looks like Senjougahara is like, not for sure. I only spoke with her IRL once, many years ago. When I spoke with her here she was alright, even pleasant and interesting. I wasn't exactly pleasant to her.
>>84022479I loved her yandere scenes, like when she kidnapped him and tied him up and drip-fed him one drop of water from her finger. Peak
>>84022571Ougi you piece of shit how the fuck did u escape my monogatari folder
>>84022571My favorite scene of what I've seen of Bakemonogatari so far is the first time she asked Araragi on a date and the whole episode with the date itself.I know what scene you're thinking of, I also think it's peak and I also think Araragi deserved that.
>>84022325>I fantasize about romancing a really hot girlYawn
Does anyone here have a buildup? Where bad things happen to you and you don't react and eventually you can't take it anymore and how you blow up doesn't fit the situation?
>>84022639That used to be literally me. As in, this Anon >>84020786.
I'm not quite BPD, is there hope for me?
>>84023077Only those who give up have truly lost.
