>>84067638
>somehow end up meeting someone irl a few months ago
>turns out he actually likes me
You were always a normalfag.

>>84067638
How did you meet him? You must be pretty, irl guys have never once asked me out. You are right otherwise that it's not a good use of time

>>84067638
Why can't you guys just use a website without it consuming your reality?

vamp come back we miss you

>>84067638
>be femanon
You are a 45 years old man Francis...

does your boyfriend know about that ugly jeet ougi that pimped you

its always about sex and celibacy and shit

>>84067638
Fuck off normalfag whore kys

>>84067638
>be a femanon
>claim to be online for years yet never got groomed once?

girl what were you even doing?

you getting a boyfriend and loosing ur virginity is the final straw for ougi

>>84067716
she got groomed and her nudes got leaked here

>>84067638
God DAMN women have it easy

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>>84067638
i asked out my best friend since elementary school and he pulled out his phone to show me a picture of some model in photoshopped cosplay and told me i wasnt his type. hes never dated. i spent like years imagining he was some gentle souled shy romantic but he was actually just a gooned out retard and didnt even like me as a friend that much. just because you got lucky first try doesnt mean its like that for other people.

also not every comment in here is even negative, i'm always making nice comments for robots as deserve it

>>84067638
"when I confessed all the crazy stuff that happened here"

what happened? I mean you're out and have a boyfriend that loves you (?) and knows about it so why not just say it

>>84067784
because it's a fake green text story written by an old man.

>>84067760
>pulled out his phone to show me a picture of some model in photoshopped cosplay
>photoshopped cosplay
listen lads, i was addicted to porn and gooning since before gooning was a word to describe porn addiction but this shit is beyond the pale

>>84067796
but there's nothing seethe worthy about it

>>84067638
>please don't let this place become your entire life, go outside sometimes and talk to people or try new things because real life is actually way better than doomposting every night

I've been here since 2005, long before r9k existed. I was having sex then and now. I did drugs and partied. I've been married twice and have 5 kids.

This place is very bad for your mental health but you can have a life outside of it for sure. I think most of us have undiagnosed autism and/or personality disorders. It's worth getting checked

>>84067804
Seethe is never worthy real or fake story either.

>>84067824
how do other people suffer from using r9k? I don't get it lol. I just shitpost and meet cute girls.

>>84067664
nta but can I see what you look like
the vast majority of women who say things like this are a lot prettier than they think they are

>>84067831
>I just shitpost and meet cute girls.
one part here is not true.

>>84067831
First example. There's a tranny discord group constantly posting suicide fuel about dick size, height, and racebait. It follows a pattern and there's a lot of transfers that use this site and believe what they read.

Second example. The endless retarded blackpill incel posts from guys who clearly have severe personality disorders and autism. A lot of that is based in fact but distorted by insecurities that go further than any physical trait. Thought poison.

Third example. BPD girls getting attention from sociopaths who lurk here and being encouraged to self harm, be anorexic, or God forbid meet one of you IRL.

r9k is a very dangerous place and most of you should be locked up

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>>84067859
good resume, another glass of wine Anthony please.

>>84067859
>First example. There's a tranny discord group constantly posting suicide fuel about dick size, height, and racebait. It follows a pattern and there's a lot of transfers that use this site and believe what they read.

oh yea that shit got me a few times, there use to be this one guy that would obsessively post about the A spot. But I just kept meeting girls from here and asking them about it, and yea real girls don't actually care. And I'm talking about girls that I was talking to just as friends, who had an autistic level of honesty so I don't think they would've lied.

>Second example. The endless retarded blackpill incel posts from guys who clearly have severe personality disorders and autism. A lot of that is based in fact but distorted by insecurities that go further than any physical trait. Thought poison.

yeah this one's big, I'm old but I guess if I was young this would've gotten to me

>
Third example. BPD girls getting attention from sociopaths who lurk here and being encouraged to self harm, be anorexic, or God forbid meet one of you IRL.

true true true.

Funniest thing is OP is probably like 19

>>84067859
>BPD girls getting attention from sociopaths
ope its me
havent cut anyones name into my thigh yet!

>>84067638
Happy for you anonette, good job getting out of the cave. Sadly your advice doesn't do much for me, because i can't go out there and talk to people, but my life is basically in my room forever, or at least very long foreseeable future, so i'm kinda used to it. I'm not an infinite 4chan dweller tho, i mostly spend my time gaming or gooning with my toys... which is probably worse but who cares it's not like my life is going anywhere.

>>84067638
>"u- us femanons are ust like you guys"
>>84067894
19 mtf probably called luna and will have a heart attack from drinking monster on 11/4/2027 13:20 UTC time

>>84067831
I have been ghosted by every single foid from here literally after sending a few messages.

>>84067928
if u drop a tag i will talk to u for like. a couple dozen messages at least.

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show ur boyfriend a picture of the guy that groomed you while you was using 4chan and let us know what he thinks

>>84067638
doom scrolling cause typical woman unable to do anything to better her situation
finds man, who betters her situation
gets dick first time so gets the feelgood drugs
feelsgood

wow, surprising, this is the story of every woman who has ever lived, ever lol

>>84067638
The last 3 men i met raped me.

Im glad you found love. The world needs more of you and less of me

>>84067981
>The last 3 men i met raped me.
Wtf
>The world needs more of you and less of me
Less of them. Nothing you did wrong.

>>84067638
Why do foids think that we can ditch off antime we want some of us don't have that luxury . That's why you could never relate to us you were never one of us you think you could come across r9k and suddenly you're my peer ?

>>84067760
Moids are 95% human scum

>>84067981
Sorry to hear that happened to you, i only had sex once in my life but it was also by forced drugging and rape, and it was horrible.

Hope you aren't drowning from Trauma from it or something, i guess i got lucky that i'm too mentally ill to focus on just this 1 bad memory for it to be a substantial one. Plus brain fixers numb everything.

>>84068005
>it was also by forced drugging and rape, and it was horrible.

I do be lying my teeth out on the internet too

>women goes outside

>immediately gets an above average guy viable mate to show interests

this is a bait thread but again women cannot be femcels

>>84067991
>>84068005
Was homeless, men prey on vulnerable women, was desperate, hurt me, no good.

My mental health is 100% fucked, i dont cry anymore, done with crying. Just how it goes. Glad that some one has had good things happen, need more good things

>>84067900
>ope its me
>havent cut anyones name into my thigh yet!

Fourth example. Tranny predators pretending to be BPD girls to get you men to sext with them and possibly gain blackmail material to torture them with

>>84067638
>woman thinks shes cooked from reading 4chan
>guy wants to bang her because shes hot
>woman is confuzzled

Women are just morons

>>84067709
Incel or femcels, call it.

>>84067760
I'm with >>84067797, I'm a degen loser but your crush is just weird. I hope he fixes himself or you find better.

>>84067880
>But I just kept meeting girls from here and asking them about it, and yea real girls don't actually care.
I feel like we should do an official poll with how often racebait and shit about size gets posted.

>>84067981
>The world needs more of you and less of me
You've done nothing wrong, we need less of those men.

>>84068005
>i only had sex once in my life but it was also by forced drugging and rape, and it was horrible.
Why is it whenever rape comes up, it's a very common experience for women?

>>84068011
Not a lie, it was when i was 13 and i got hyperdrunk, because i thought maybe it would fix my inability to be around people. This 1 guy put a pill in my mouth and held his hand on my face to force me to swallow it. Only reason i even went there really was because i blamed myself for my parents divorce, which likely was mostly my fault, even tho my Dad gave me the "it's not your fault" talk.

>>84068028
Well i'm glad you are done with crying and are healing now. For me my mental health has always been fucked, but there was nothing i could have done to prevent it or do about it, because i'm diagnosed neurotic SPD and on disability, the problem is just that i got diagnosed very very late, so i still had to go through normal elementary and like half of highschool, which was pure hell, and all the bad things happened in that span. Since my diagnosis i basically just live in my room in my Dads house, it's safe here.

>>84067902
>which is probably worse but who cares it's not like my life is going anywhere.
Your life doesn't need to go anywhere right now. Don't worry so much about the pace of things.
>>84068028
>i dont cry anymore, done with crying
I don't either but that's different for me. Your mental health will recover. It's annoying to hear that time fixes things to a degree but it's true. There's a balance between avoiding and over-fixation that you want to aim for.

>>84068069
>SPD
Schizoid or schizotypal

>>84068068
>Why is it whenever rape comes up, it's a very common experience for women?
Rapists usually have 3-5 victims before they are caught, if they are ever caught. I think it's 1/3 women too. It's common.

>>84068068
Well i can't speak for others, me i was always just a mentally ill trainwreck, and this was my first time getting obliteration drunk, because it was a desperate attempt to see if maybe alcohol is the key for me to not be limited by my SPD. Spoiler alert, it wasn't. It just got me raped, so yeah don't do that.

Also i want to say, i do believe a lot of men got raped too in the technical sense of it, but they enjoyed it instead of it being traumatic. Like i have read so many men here on both /b/ and /r9k/ say how when they were 13 or 14 they had sex with some 40yo pedo woman, and it was the best MILF sex they ever had, so instead of trauma it's just a W for them. I mean who knows, maybe if i was normal and didn't have an aversion to human touch from my disorder, i would have loved that sex and would think that party was awesome and i got laid. Who knows.

>>84068068
>Why is it whenever rape comes up, it's a very common experience for women?
You enter a very murky zone. Whether it's rape depends on how she feels afterward.

>>84068089
>Like i have read so many men here on both /b/ and /r9k/ say how when they were 13 or 14 they had sex with some 40yo pedo woman, and it was the best MILF sex they ever had,
These are mostly just fantasies. The reality is not so good and not so female oriented. Men raping boys and such.

>>84068077
Neurotic schizoism, basically hearing people talk is like sandpaper to my ears and being touched is like having acid spilled on my skin. Makes it hard to pretty much exist in this VERY populated world, hence why i'm NEETing on disability. Kinda also why i said >>84068072 that my life is going nowhere, because it's not like i'm getting a job or anything anytime soon. I will just live in my dad's house in my dirty room for the next idk how many years the way i see it going now.

>>84068095
More likely the boy was raped by another older man

t. me

>>84068092
>Whether it's rape depends on how she feels afterward.
I think this is just your brain on internet. We're talking about girls being drugged and homeless... not some woman who regretted a hookup.
Use the context clues anon.

>>84068099
>Makes it hard to pretty much exist in this VERY populated world, hence why i'm NEETing on disability.
I am too, you don't need to rush for a job.
>because it's not like i'm getting a job or anything anytime soon. I will just live in my dad's house in my dirty room for the next idk how many years the way i see it going now.
I did this for a long time, it's not something you need to be ashamed of and you don't need to rush to change it. Shit sucks out there without any issues.

>>84068028
At least it sounds like you're not homeless anymore? I hope things get better for you and I'm sorry that happened.

>>84068083
It sounds too common.

>>84068089
>but they enjoyed it instead of it being traumatic
Is it possible to mask trama with pleasure?

> i was normal and didn't have an aversion to human touch from my disorder, i would have loved that sex and would think that party was awesome and i got laid. Who knows.
Plenty of women have gone through the same process, they did not enjoy it and did not have any prior mental health conditions.
It's not up to you to enjoy being assaulted, that shouldn't be asked of you.

>>84068092
I'm not saying that doesn't happen, but these two stories sound very different than equals having a regrettable night.

>>84068100
Much more common and less talked about because it's taken less seriously. I''m sorry that happened to you too.

>>84068112
>It sounds too common.
How so?
>Rapists have 3-5 victims
>1/3 women are victims
That checks out to me.

>>84068103
I mean in his defense, people these days can genuinely be into fucking anything. So to clarify my context in case it was not clear, no i did not enjoy being forced to swallow drugs while i was drunk and then being raped by some random guy, hope that clears it up <3

>>84068109
I mean yeah i got used to it, i'm not beating myself up about it as much anymore, but i'm still not celebrating it. Thanks for the encouragment words tho. Honestly as long as my Dad doesn't mind having me here, i could live with it fine, but i'm really ashamed and dissapointed about my hygiene and how i sometimes don't do the things i tell myself i will do today. That part i really hate about myself...

>>84068112
>Is it possible to mask trama with pleasure?
Absolutely is, i imagine a ton of the turbo freaks out there have this as their origin story.
>Assault
I mean i'm not advocating for the rape, and i know it shouldn't be asked of me to enjoy it. I'm just saying that maybe if i was a diffirent person, i would be the kinda gooner freak foid that would enjoy it somehow, and it would be a pleasant memory instead of a bad one. I just mentioned it because it was topic relevant as to how to some people this can genuinely not be an unpleasant memory. But it was to me and i think if it's something you enjoyed it's probably a very unhealthy response. Then again what the fuck do i know about healthy...

>>84067638
its not because you started eating banana that you should reproduce.please dont! remember natural selection. theres a reason why youve spent so much time here feeling bad. it amazes me how weak brained people can let the most insignificant things change the course of their lives...bet your bf is ugly.lmao
t.femanon

>>84068068
Women have a very loose definition of rape, being raped is also a status symbol. The feminine psyche seeks pity and revels in how weak and victimized they are. In opposition the masculine psyche feels disempowered and ashamed in being victimized, and not for no reason. Think about the reactions you get from a woman vs man getting raped, the former attracts pity and validation while the latter is mocked. So if a woman is saying for she got raped it's because she's looking for validation in the form of pity, they want you to go "oh you had it so hard". A noteworthy observation of this is that society in general is getting more feminine, people will humble brag about their mental or physical ailments; people complete with each other on the basis of oppression and victimhood. It truly is disturbing but at the same time comical, it's like when niggers brag about how hard they had it and how had their hood was, as if it was something to be proud of.

>>84068163
If a woman is saying how*
People compete*
How bad their hood was*

>>84068138
>I mean in his defense, people these days can genuinely be into fucking anything.
13yos don't enjoy being drugged and raped i don't think.
>ashamed and dissapointed about my hygiene and how i sometimes don't do the things i tell myself i will do today.
I used to have long hair and not shower for months, plural. Or brush my teeth. I even did the piss-bottle meme for a few weeks too. My hair turned into a nest at the back and was oily as fuck. I would get it cut, let it grow and nest, get it cut and did that for a couple of years. My poor mother was doing the cutting. All because i couldn't be bothered brushing it or showering.
My teeth are still fucked to this day but i'm going to the dentist now that i'm back on top of my hygiene.
That's the only thing you absolutely have to do. Brush your teeth. Seriously, i almost died from infections. The rest is less important and detrimental to your health.

>>84068163
You went from
>women seek to play victim
to
>people seek to play victim in society
to
>niggers seek to play victim
By posting all this you are just seeking attention and trying to play victim. Everybody knows about victim olympics now. Everybody knows about social currencies. You are not revealing anything new. Now shut up and let us talk without your whinging.

> be a woman
> prince charming shows up and my life owns

many such cases

>>84068122
Too common as in we've failed as a society since it's so high rather than the statistics are wrong.

>>84068138
There is nothing I can do to help you but offer empty reassurances, I'm sorry I'm just words on a screen.

>>84068163
I'd like to see your psychology degree sir because that sounds like bullshit.

did OP fucking die or why did they not reply to a single thing

>>84068069
Im glad you are safe, being safe feels nice, brain can switch off a bit

>>84068207
>Too common as in we've failed as a society since it's so high rather than the statistics are wrong.
Ah i was being cynical with my post and thought you were like the other anon and trying to insert some argument about false reports. I'm sure that happens but it's not what anybody is talking about and not worth the discussion right now.

>>84068213
Her boyfriend got her attention right as she posted so she forgot about us

im not supposed to feel bad for fembots please stop this thread is against my religion

>>84068181
My hair matted too. All stuck together. Was down to my bum. Want hairdresser to fix.

Hope teeth will be ok, hope dentist helps you

>>84068112
Not homeless, got a home, was sleeping on abandoned sofa but now have a bed, i love my bed. Blanket too, no more sleeping in coat. No more horrible people near me, good.

>>84068072
Time kinda helping, memories distant but soul changed, dont smile anymore, miss smiling

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>>84068234
Good. Use your compassion, anon. Let the empathy flow through you.

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>>84067672
Because of something like this

>>84068215
Well mine mostly switches off thanks to meds, but yes.

>>84068207
>I'm sorry I'm just words on a screen.
You don't understand, it's awesome that you are that. Because otherwise we wouldn't be talking. If you started talking to me IRL or grabbed my hand, i would probably have a violent neurotic outburst and either cause a scene or just scream at you like a dog with rabies. Speaking from experience, i literally screamed like this at a cashier in a Billa a couple days ago because he wished me a nice day and his hand brushed mine when he gave me my change.

>>84068181
>Hygiene
Damn that sounds rough. I guess i'm not THAT bad at it yet, but i'm also unhappy about it. Thing is, the mindset of "don't need to take care of myself, because for who? for what?" really drags me down, and then my meds. The meds really blur our the brain. It's not like i don't want to wash myself, i just forget. Or fall asleep without doing it. And then i don't feel like it when i wake up, i just tell myself i will do it when i go to sleep again, and then forget again. Last shower i took was last week on tuesday, because my Dad commented on it and said i should take one. Honestly the only outside force that can make me do it, because i care when he says it, i want him to think i'm pretty and clean, as fucked up as that sounds. There are other equally mentally fucked reasons for that.

I think maybe having long hair is a mistake if i'm like this tho. I like my long hair and it's nice and puffy when washed, but most of the time it's straightened out from being oily. Never did a piss bottle, but i do piss myself in the bed here or there because i just can't be bothered to get up from being mellowed out by my meds and fatique. It's honestly good because it at least forces me to change and wash my bedsheets. I do brush my teeth tho. Every morning. I got an electric brush on my desk. I'm deathly scared of tooth pain, that shit hurts more than anything.

>>84068253
I refuse to acknowledge the empathylorians in my blood

>>84068028
Lmao stfu whore

>>84068248
I know hair is important to women but i felt great just getting it cut short and not having to deal with it anymore. Literal weight lifted.
My dentist is good, she's welsh and tries to give me free treatments when she can. A bit overboard even with fussing for me because she knows i didn't go out for a long time but that's better than someone who doesn't care.
>memories distant but soul changed, dont smile anymore, miss smiling
It will keep changing, for the better if you can let it. You'll smile again too it might just take a longer time.

>>84068196
None of those are mutually exclusive. It's a womanly disposition to seek validation in the form of pity. That does not mean only women do it, only that it's a feminine thing to do, and women are obviously more feminine than men. But as a whole society is becoming more feminine, that is also true. All you have to do is compare and contrast androcentric cultures with gynocentric cultures to notice this. Idols of worship of androcentric cultures is a strong man, today it's a fat black woman. Androcentric cultures are justice-oriented, gynocentric cultures are sympathy-oriented. Androcentric cultures venerate strength and competence while gynocentric cultures see it as evil. Androcentric cultures are meritocratic while gynocentric cultures are obsessed with equity. I could go on and on. I'm not sure how you could come to the conclusion that any of these things don't follow or are somehow contradictory. Niggers are more feminine and matriarchal, that is also true. They're obsessed with bling and fashion, they self-victimize, they're emotional, they're ruled by their mothers, their objects of worship are the phallus and fertility.

>>84068234
Too bad, you were caught feeling bad for us. You are now one of us. You are not trans. Sorry that i have to be the one to break it to you. Welcome to being a fembot queen.

this is the OP, never imagined vampires would get dicked down

>>84068263
>"don't need to take care of myself, because for who? for what?
I was the same, still struggle with that a bit too.
> because i care when he says it, i want him to think i'm pretty and clean, as fucked up as that sounds.
Not fucked up and i think you should tell him that it helps when he points things out like that or notices. Also you should do the same for him if he's lacking with anything. Both of you have a bit going on so it's important to take care of each other. Especially if you only have each other.
My mother doesn't really eat and for a long time i wouldn't eat much either, but once we started making each other it became a codependent thing.
>I think maybe having long hair is a mistake if i'm like this tho.
It is if the oily hair depresses you, and it's easier to keep short hair clean. Showers seem like less work.
>It's honestly good because it at least forces me to change and wash my bedsheets.
Idk if that better or worse than pissbottles if i'm being honest. Maybe get a plastic sheet so the mattress doesn't end up stinky.
>I'm deathly scared of tooth pain, that shit hurts more than anything.
It does and i just dealt with it really. If you don't brush for long enough it actually hurts more to brush them because you expose the cavities. But i ended up getting infections and tried everything except going to the dentist. Eventually they started giving me antibiotics over the phone but i had to go in the end.

>>84068227
I've come to accept it's higher than it should be and it's better to just tentatively believe women.

>>84068248
I'm glad you have a home and bed now. Is there a reason you type in broken English?

>>84068263
I mean more that I'm sorry I can't do more for you, but I'm glad my words bring you comfort.

>>84068288
You're not telling me anything i haven't heard before. We don't need this meta-analysis. We're talking about the trees, not the forest.

>>84068292
im not a fembot queen, im a man with a penis and im the king of the internet

>>84067638
bitch I ain't reading all that normieslop gtfo my board

>>84067981
>The last 3 men i met raped me
Didn't happen

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>>84067638
As a manlet, I hope something like this happens to me. But knowing the reality of my situation, I'm going to stay on this site forever and be alone for a while

> t. 5'3 male

>>84068302
>Not fucked up
Well it actually is for reasons that i don't wanna get into right now. Already overshared about this in a diffirent thread earlier, and i'm not particularly proud of that so i don't really wanna unpack that. As if i wasn't mentally ill enough without those extra nuclear bombs, especially because i'm never going to act up on any of those thoughts. But yeah, my mom left when i was 11, they got a divorce, and she told me to my face that i either tell the Judge my Dad should have full custody of me, or i will be homeless, because she is not going to take care of me. I feel like when i was around 8 or 9 my mom just kinda gave up on loving me, because i wasn't the classic traditional Daughter she wanted to have girly time with, i was just a mess and constantly getting in trouble, and while my Dad had tolerance from my mental brick, my mom did not, so i treated her almost like a stranger, avoiding talking to her or ever touching her.
>Showers are less work
Actually i genuinely feel like if i had a bathtub, my hygiene would be a lot better. Before the divorce, we had a house with a bathtub. I found baths super relaxing, i would take like 3 hour long ones, but they were genuinely a moment of relaxation where even my brain would shut up for a bit. I feel none of this with showers, showers are a chore, bathing was pleasure. I just wish i had the mental inner voice strong enough to push myself to shower more than like 2-3 times a month.
>Pissbottles
I know it's not good, but it's not really something i do intentionally. Also what, plastic sheets? That's a thing? That sounds horrible and uncomfortable as fuck. Either way i bought a new mattress like half a year ago so i think it's still fine, only had it happen once since i bought it, and i cleaned it up within like 15 minutes, so i think it's still fine.

Kind of dishonest of you to blame this place for you being a retarded whore. You were always a retarded whore. You don't even know how to greentext. Your pessimism, retardation, and whory antics makes this website a worse place.
Worst wishes :x

>>84068373
>Well it actually is for reasons that i don't wanna get into right now.
Those other reasons aren't the sole reasons. It's tangled up with normal reasons.
> feel like when i was around 8 or 9 my mom just kinda gave up on loving me
I'm sorry you didn't get to have a loving mother, i don't know what having a solid father is like but he still loved me even if he was emotionally absent. I wouldn't trade my mother of my father any day.
>Actually i genuinely feel like if i had a bathtub, my hygiene would be a lot better.
I prefer showers, i'm just lazy. Can't you get a bathtub installed? Even a tub that isn't installed... i know that's "ghetto" or "3rd world" but it's worth it if you enjoy them and will feel better. My mothers house doesn't have hot water coming out the tap for the bath so we just use a hose.
> Also what, plastic sheets? That's a thing? That sounds horrible and uncomfortable as fuck.
You put a plastic sheet under all the other sheets. It's louder i guess but you don't lay on the plastic directly and it's easy to keep it clean. I had a lot of nephews and nieces and my mother likes to babysit so it was a requirement.

>>84068407
>It's tangled up with normal reasons.
I genuinely don't think there is a single normal thing about the feelings i got or the fantasies i sometimes get about him. At least i'm not mentally ill to act up on any of it tho, so that's a W on my part.
>Mother
Well what can you do, as i said, i myself was never able to feel that love for her, because my schizoism excluded my Dad from the aversion, but it didn't exclude my Mom, so she was just as much "stay away" as any stranger. I can imagine she just didn't want to deal with it. Another thing is, as i said, i was diagnosed very late, in my late teens, so by the time my mom gave up on me, she basically just thought i was an evil child who didn't love her and enjoyed constantly being in trouble from school or whatever. If my Dad was the one to give up on me, THAT would hurt. That would be fucked. And if i was supposed to live with mom full time... yeah that would be hard as fuck. I mean i already mostly stay in my room, but my Dad allows it because he knows i'm a cave dweller because of my disability, he is so understanding and compassionate. Mom would probably just think i'm a lazy cunt. I mean partially she would be right, but where else would i go when i want to avoid people, outside???
>Showers
Yeah i guess that is a part of why my drugged up brain doesn't think about the showers as diligently. I don't like them, they feel like a chore, standing there and getting those cold patches hit you where the hot water isn't hitting. Hate it. In a bath it's all just warm water and relaxing sensation. Also i imagine shaving would feel so much nicer in a bathtub than the way i do it in my bed.
>Plastic sheets
Sorry but that sounds awful, i'm gonna pass.

>>84068396
Maybe the retarded whore was the memories we made on the way all along.

>>84067638
>supposedly has been here for years
>types like a newshitter
tourist

>>84067656
example a of sad retard cunt manipulating people to go down on it's level

>>84068471
>I genuinely don't think there is a single normal thing about the feelings i got or the fantasies i sometimes get about him
There is normal feelings tangled in there i think. I can't speak from experience but i don't think you'd be so concerned how he thinks of your feelings if there wasn't.
>i myself was never able to feel that love for her, because my schizoism excluded my Dad from the aversion,
I think this is a two way thing. Not just your condition excluding your father but your mother excluding you. They both fed into each other. But i'm not a psychologist.
>Also i imagine shaving would feel so much nicer in a bathtub than the way i do it in my bed.
I don't have to do this at all. I would just let my beard grow out too so never had this issue. I did try depilatories once and it stopped the hair growing back on my shins lol.
>Sorry but that sounds awful, i'm gonna pass.
Fair i won't make you. It would probably just make you do it more realistically too.

I'm talking to you in another thread too >>84068457
Not stalking you, just happened that way. I'm just bringing it up because i'm going to bed now, it's 5am here lol. Incase you think two anons are ignoring you. Take it easier on yourself with how you think and being lazy. It's not so bad and not dangerous at least. Look into getting a bath or some pool you can use even and try talk to your dad about holding each other accountable idk. Don't want to preach too much.

>>84068524
Yeah i'm EU too btw, 6:30 here. Just slept through the day because i just sleep whenever my meds knock me out. Having a schedule when you have nothing to do is kinda irrelevant.
Good night.

>>84068307
>I'm glad you have a home and bed now. Is there a reason you type in broken English?

Havent slept in 5 days, brain taking ages to think

>>84068302
I brushed my teeth just now because of you ty

>>84067981
I wish I could love and help someone like this

>>84067638
i'm a 26 yo femcel who has been stuck in this circle for the last like 10 years. i wake up. i doomscroll 4chan, twitter and discord. as lonely and depressed as ever. i never meet anyone or go outside. i will never find love. when i was younger i had traumatic experiences with men and gave up since then. i don't trust anyone. love is not how we imagine. it's dangerous. happy for you but love is not something to look up to. men have only ever caused me pain.

>>84069598
Do you still want love despite that? Do you feel you could ever trust again?

>>84069502
Well the problem is, if people like us aren't damaged as fuck already going into it, we probably are afterwards, so you gotta know you are signing up for a LOT if you do want to go that route. Or it's just straight up impossible, like in my case.

>>84067981
feeling regret after consensual sex doesn't make it rape

>>84069640
I can't help but feel for femanons like that and want to give them the love they deserve.

>>84067638
>r9k in 2026
>foids telling us how they found love and have sex
please leave this fucking board you dont belong here. this board is a board for lonely robot guys, not girls who have things handed to them on a silver plate

>>84069668
Well that is sweet i guess, good luck with that and be nice to them!
But stay away from me ;) i bite

>>84069691
Were you a different femanon?
You deserve a comfy love life just as much as anyone else.

>>84069616
i don't have hopes for anything anymore

>>84069746
You don't want to continue being miserable though do you? What do you want to happen?

>>84069772
men hurt you more than loneliness

>>84069794
I'm sorry you've been hurt before and hope you don't give up on happiness.

>>84069698
Well i use my custom name so anything written by anonyMOUSE is me because i like mouse :3

>>84069819
I didn't even notice that before, but that's a cute touch.

>>84067638
I'm already married to love of my life and have cute biracial daughter. I only come here to see men malding and raging. Its pretty fun

>>84067638
your standards were too high, that's your problem

>>84069832
Thanks. But yeah about the comfy love life, very unlikely to happen. If you read my posts, you can tell i'm VERY unwell, and so far the only person i ever had any attraction towards is... a person i should definitely NOT have any attraction towards, so a comfy love life is likely not in the start for me.

NEETing and rotting in my room, that seems to be in the stars for me, and i mean, in a way it is comfy with the bed i bought and my plushies and stuff.

>>84069914
I'll still be hoping the best for you despite you being unwell. Maybe someday you'll be surprised and get a love life you enjoy.

>oh my gosh I had SEX (s-e-x, with a man, a real one!!!) I don't need you guys anymore!!!
I know this is a bait thread but I genuinely want to dunk your head in a vat of acid. I'm a woman with a bf getting dick doesn't stop me from enjoying calling people faggots and arguing about bullshit. You were never meant for this place

I'm not here to find a girlfriend. I just want casual sex.

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>>84067638
you could have done that at any point you stupid privileged cunt
now if you were male...

>>84069965
Well thank you, i too hope that one day i will become less insane, or they develop better brainfixers so that i can stop having a mentally ill crush on my Dad and go out there and maybe get an actual boyfriend whose voice and touch won't feel like a radioactive bath to me, like a normal person would. One can dream, but having a defective brain really makes it hard to make those dreams reality...

>>84070022
Where do you go to find girls to hook up? I want to hook up with guys but I don't want to use a dating app because I find it unattractive that they are paying to speak to me and it makes me feel like a type of prostitute that doesn't get paid the dating app the pimp

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>>84070064
Seeking. Would you be ok with being the type of prostitute that gets paid?

>>84070057
I know it's much more difficult but don't give up hope, you seem very sweet.

>>84070076
No I just want to have sex for free with a guy I am attracted to then never speak to him outside of arranging another encounter if we liked it

>>84070082
Doesn't that sound kind of contradictory? If you are attracted to him you wouldn't want to let him go. Unless he is handsome but the sex is bad.

>>84070155
Have you never heard of community dick? Some men are good for sex despite their personality. Or maybe he is just too geeky and indoorsey but has a huge penis. Or he's kind of a butterface but has a huge penis. Or he's got a couple acne scars but he has a huge penis. Or maybe I'm just not emotionally available right now. I had a vivid sex dream last night about fucking some nerdy blond guy with a huge dick not about having a boyfriend kek. Boyfriend is work sex is just easy then you go home and can post on /r9k/ and watch anime

>>84070081
I know you are just simping now, but you realize she said she takes a shower like once a week max and has pissed herself multiple times in her bed because she was too lazy or drugged up to get up and go to the toilet right? I can guarantee you, the second you step into her room and take a whiff of the nuclear losersmell that is probably trapped in there, you would reconsider wanting a love life with this dirty retarded foid.
Also she said she wants to fuck her dad, what a surprise foid number 9192391283124123 with daddy issues

>>84070185
I would ideally like to help take care of her. I have broken bird syndrome.

>>84070172
What's your bodycount? Do you masturbate a lot?

>>84070236
I mean i genuinely want to say, he has a point... i'm really not a beautiful disney princess stuck in a tower, where she is all dolled up. He is kinda right about everything. My hygiene is very shit because i forget to shower a lot, and my room probably smells fucking abysmal, and so do i stuck inside of it all day... I'm just saying, he isn't just being a dick for no reason, he has a valid point.

I can easily imagine that if i went to a grocery store right now, and i walked past you, you wouldn't go "omg i want to take care of her", you would go "eww what the fuck that girl smells and why is her hair so tangled and oily, jesus take a shower you hermit".

>>84070307
Even if it is a valid point, I would still want to help you or others like you.

>>84070237
39 and yes regularly

>>84070349
That's an oddly specific number.

>>84070344
Well thank you. I just wanted to say that so that you know he wasn't just talking shit. I'm really not the cringe high school movie kinda situation where a girl takes off her glasses and undoes her hair to reveal she is actually a secret 20/10 beauty queen with botox lips.

So i'm just saying, he had a point. I smell, i dress like shit, my hair is oily, i don't wash myself properly, and so forth. It's nice that you would be able to look past these things, and you would still want to help a person like me, even if me specifically i wouldn't want that help, because you are a person and my brain doesn't like those around me. There is probably a diffirent room hermit girl waiting for someone like you who doesn't have SPD, so go help her out instead kek

>>84070436
It's The number I just kept track. It wasn't hard every few days or week I'd update my sex log

>>84070437
Just because your brain makes things harder, doesn't mean you still don't deserve empathy and help

>>84067638
good for you nona, however your advice cannot work for me. and idrc what others think of me

>larp for years as a fembot
>meet chad
>suddenly shes a normalfag
no shame whatsoever, this is why foid animals and their simps must be purged from this board

kill yourself you useless hole i hope you die in a car crash and your boyfriend cheats on you

>>84070442
>my sex log
May we see it?

>>84070307
oh fuck you how is it not a "dumb bitch takes her glasses off and is hot" when all you have to do is fucking shower?

are you skinny y/n

>>84070172
oh this is a larp, you're not real lol.
5/10 larp almost got me

>>84070777
>all you have to do is shower
Well it's hard to find motivation to take care of myself when i have no premise to look forward to, plus my meds mess with my head too, they help but also side effects. And it's not just showering. My room is a mess and an absolute hermit cave, i don't have a good sense of fashion, i just wear whatever is comfy at the moment. I went to buy snacks once while wearing skying pants and a towel robe. I probably looked like a homeless person, but like i just didn't give a fuck, it was warm and comfy clothes, and it was cold outside. And also i would probably need to do a lot of shit to my hair to make it nice again, i haven't been to a hair dresser in like 10 years. Same goes for makeup, i don't even know how to use it. Would have to watch some tutorial on youtube and buy a shit ton of expensive products, fuck that. Disability checks already aren't a fortune, not spending it on this.

>Skinny
Yes, more than i should be. I was in critical underweight nearing 30kg bodyweight at one point, now i'm up to low 40, which is good, my Doctor said it's a good progress and that i should keep that up. Honestly it's purely thanks to snacks. I don't eat a lot, meds mess with my apetite too, but i tried to build a habit of snacking lately, and it somewhat works to keep a regular and steady road to healthy weight and sufficient ammount of nutrients, at least so far. Not a long term solution for sure tho.

>>84070172
>. Or maybe he is just too geeky and indoorsey but has a huge penis. Or he's kind of a butterface but has a huge penis. Or he's got a couple acne scars but he has a huge penis.

No biological woman cares about penis this much. Biowomen seek love

>>84071194
>Biowomen seek love
If only

>>84071248
>>Biowomen seek love
>If only

They are seeking love. Some get lost and make foolish mistakes. But even the most corrupt and loose woman is seeking love even if she denies it.

>>84071280
Men are just a means to an end

>>84071303
>Men are just a means to an end
The impulse for true love is the means for reproduction but it is still beautiful

>>84071508
hey since the other person is a larping tranny I just want to say I see you bro and you have a beautiful attitude. I wish all the best for you, I know you didn't gain that knowledge without pain

>>84070904
ok bimbo just shower and put on some nice clothes and you'll be fine.

>>84072391
Thank you. Correct on all accounts and appreciated.

>>84067760
hey props to you for actually TRYING i wish more guys and girls would do that
sorry that he's so brain-damaged though that really sucks
he's kinda a victim of the psychological manipulation we have in the modern world desu

>>84067950
lol why would he want that exactly?

>>84068163
fuck off with the victim blaming dude this shit isn't cool and isn't helping anyone here

>>84067981
I wish I had the charisma to lure and rape a ltb

>>84069598
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>>84069794
that's really dark
i could imagine telling someone i would never again be able to give my heart to anyone else but, at the same time i think opening up over time as a human being is important
i really wish more than anything that it could happen for you
nothing worth doing comes easy and without risk
your scars are proof of your caring heart and your humanity
so there's no need to be ashamed

>>84067638
It still astounds me just how much privilege women enjoy on the sexual market. Women and normies in general, as all women are normies. It's as if they live in a completely different reality. It's hard to not be resentful as an incel. You want to tear them down. Throw them into the mud, so the can experience a fraction of the anguish you have to go through on the daily basis. But it's not gonna happen. The world is unfair, and at the end of the day nobody cares about you. All you can do is seethe in the corner as life passes you by until you rot away.

>>84070307
>I can easily imagine that if i went to a grocery store right now, and i walked past you, you wouldn't go "omg i want to take care of her", you would go "eww what the fuck that girl smells and why is her hair so tangled and oily, jesus take a shower you hermit".
REALTALK
i would have some food i had grabbed earlier from the free distro and i'd ask you if you wanted some
also i'd probably be working on some custom FUCK RICH PEOPLE artwork in my sketchbook
idk
r u okay with a dude who's a little fucked in the head and scuffed?

>>84067638
This is a quality thread I miss threads like this