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The current Edition
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i eat bulldogs lololololol
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>>84136451
no one gives a fuck thread
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>>84136451
I worked all day building 2 server racks and a exoskelelton to harness then in so they are floating above the desk. I got everything measured for the exoskelelton so tomorrow I'll use my metal cutter and grinder to size and drill press the holes to bolt in. I also have a issue with the base of a electric rising monitor holder and marked it where I will cut with a dremel. Hoping to get the floating speaker arms installed tomorrow as well.
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>>84136465
Mike samefagging cuck thread
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Dear whatever is up there:
Please remove attention whores from this plane of existance, especially tripfaggots. Anonymity is a feature that is becoming more and more scarce by the day and people throwing it away like that should not be allowed to live.
Thank you.
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>>84136537
M
I worked all day building 2 server racks and a exoskelelton to harness then in so they are floating above the desk. I got everything measured for the exoskelelton so tomorrow I'll use my metal cutter and grinder to size and drill press the holes to bolt in. I also have a issue with the base of a electric rising monitor holder and marked it where I will cut with a dremel. Hoping to get the floating speaker arms installed tomorrow as well
-m

Happy?
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>>84136553
yes i am happy
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by the way thats me up there saying i eat bulldogs
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I'm stuck in my own world
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>>84136583
Good, glad I make you happy
-m
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>>84136666
And in there ye will remain until ye are complete a gain.
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You're a whore S. You were a whore when I met you, and that's all you'll ever be. A leech and a whore.
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So natan is Colton catfish
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So natan is Colton catfish
Huh
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What color nail polish are you wearing right now, Mikey?
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I'm above that behavior. But I'm glad to verify that is you Colton.
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>>84137641
So could mods remove the dox? Thanks
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>>84137212
Same but to my S
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B
Go fuck yourself
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S
I know your still here just reply already
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Turned on a video and this played

>you know it's funny, I was going to wish to go home too
Yeah?
>When it came down to it I just couldn't go back there
Oh,why not?
>Oh,you know. Was miserable and hated myself, felt ashamed
Oh, just normal.. normal reasons
>Yeah, the normal reasons!
Yeah,no,I mean ,same. I uh... Same

I would like to sleep with your touch. No more nightmares, no more being haunted hearing you in everything.
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M,
Turned on a video and this played

>you know it's funny, I was going to wish to go home too
Yeah?
>When it came down to it I just couldn't go back there
Oh,why not?
>Oh,you know. Was miserable and hated myself, felt ashamed
Oh, just normal.. normal reasons
>Yeah, the normal reasons!
Yeah,no,I mean ,same. I uh... Same

I would like to sleep with your touch. No more nightmares, no more being haunted hearing you in everything.

-M
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Honestly, this is my fault for mentioning trip filtering Mike.
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>>84136594
Is it? Could have sworn it was the other anon.
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>>84137537
Colton doesnt exist. He represents the antithesis to Mike, the villain against everything he stands for. But he is a mere abstraction.
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I dont want any friends other than Nastiya. I wish I could stop wanting her attention and give friendship to everyone else instead.
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L
Was it something I said
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Fucking crafty faggot walking around in perfect karmic neutrality being all sincere right before wrapping up the energy vampirizing and shit. Cunt.

I will be your undoing one day. All of "you".
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>>84138518
Thats a lot of big words, anon
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>>84137641
Wow, he doesn't look a punchable faggot whose inner ugliness shows on every inch of his body. This actually means I have to retroactively edit all instances where I thought Mike's intent was housed in an inferior vessel to account for the fact that the person taking those actions wasn't actually a total nigger.

Much to consider.
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>>84138284
He really got worse after that comment popped up
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M,
Sure
-m

https://music.youtube.com/watch?v=cYT70GqGi-Y&si=TnZotJ6TPdT8b6S3
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>>84137641
This is too funny. Mike the Kike.
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To or from? Only we know
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A,

Fart balls.

A
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>>84138806
>drugs
So THATs the reason for all this
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MM,
Reflections
-MM

What do I say when there's nobody listening?
I walk this earth all by myself I'm doing drugs, but they don't help
My voice is nothing when I'm
screaming out for help
I stretch my hand, but my grip just gives out
I walk this earth all by myself I'm doing drugs, but they dont help

https://music.youtube.com/watch?v=xeMTHR6hkxQ&si=f8A3k4RSoik0IuVS [Embed]
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>>84138809
That's what the echoes say

Something,something

>you know it's funny, I was going to wish to go home too
Yeah?
>When it came down to it I just couldn't go back there
Oh,why not?
>Oh,you know. Was miserable and hated myself, felt ashamed
Oh, just normal.. normal reasons
>Yeah, the normal reasons!
Yeah,no,I mean ,same. I uh... Same

-m
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>>84138442
Just give me another chance, third times the charm
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And there it is
The next track
I Told you Im haunted

Coming home
-the haunted youth

>Would you wanna go to a place like home?
>Don't you really think about it?

https://music.youtube.com/watch?v=z0wAkESI8Y4&si=mc4EiNY2qQeWypgu
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>>84138225
Good on ya dude. Fuck these whores

Btw S I heard how you got close to that old man without even knowing his age. You are a whore. I gave you a chance knowing you were a whore but you chose to just be a whore. I'm going to enjoy watching you burn; the others were worth WAY more than you and were way more human than you
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M,
Recognize, remember.
-m

Soft edge, shapeless Fade to black
Let the range elate Trust that you'll be ok Cave-like, airtight Lucid dream
Desire turned hollow Fever turned dear
Make-do decade
Come loose, can't wait The space in the seams
Starts to grow, helps you keep Separate from the rest of it The pace that you need
Drags the heart that you keep
You move like moonlight
Trapped beneath a cruel shade They wait to see you crushed Beneath a sown wave
No, I won't fall apart
Whenever the sea starts its holy endeavor
Slow life with blue ink Bleeding in transit
Coat tallied-on, pressing down Feel you gone
List truer loves, met alone
hear you leaving

https://music.youtube.com/watch?v=NSN2HezBgiQ&si=y1RiPtl8FU8kC4_L
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>>84138858
Funny, my S fucked an old dude too.
Bro.
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M,
Do you see how the silence isn't really silent? Hearing the unseen.

Video, audio.

Not sought , just what washes to me as I sit on our shore.

It's a cold one tonight.

I'll keep the candle lit

Dream good dreams,
M
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Sorry for saying I wanted to kill you in that letter last year, I love you and I'd never do any harm towards you. I get sad that you'll never be with me and I'll probably kill myself because of that, but it's not your fault since you never gave me a chance in the first place and I never really tried to make a move as well so why should I murder a poor girl who did nothing wrong? Watching you work today made me feel sad that you'll never be mine, but I was also proud of you. If we were together I guarantee you that we both would be so happy and I'd satisfy you in every way, but it won't happen. I already almost everything I wanted in life with you being the only exception, but since I don't have you, none of this matters. Thank you for involuntarily turning me into what I thought it was the ideal me, but now I realized that it's not enough and it'll never be. I shall kill myself.
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>>84138945
M,
Empty words from a scorned heart.

No sense in even reading them

Just lying to yourself because you feel like shit without me

M
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A
I really should not have gotten mad at you for throwing a rock at my dick
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>>84138793
>>84139015
Bro, if you wouldn't mind.

These are my letter initials. Steer clear please. You can have Z or sumthing
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>>84138869
What's her second initial? Doubt it's the same one anyway
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>>84138257
>Mike
Mike Hawk hahaha
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>>84136666
Let me guess, your world is dark, hot and moist?
Checked.
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I'm turn between ruining your life right now or waiting a few years and just showing up and taking everything you've gained without a word to return the favor. It's an hour by hour thing.
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I hope your brother blows his brainz out in front of you, whore. And I hope you then follow suit
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>>84139093
Whats up is down, whats A is V to me. You clearly used V
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>>84139243
As above
So below

M
W
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>>84139192
If you're a morbidly obese retard that got shit-canned for being grossly incompetent... you have not the slightest chance of stepping into my shoes but you're welcome to try. BTW, everything you've worked on was either trashed for being shit (too expensive, too few useful features) or has never seen the light of day. The bloated 5 man department "you ran" is now ran by a couple of robots/automatons and myself, so have fun hiding your incompetence by blaming others, you fucking loser.
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>>84139258
Mike and Wike, glad you finally found someone
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>>84139346
Mike and Maria
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More streamers should play this egg frying game. It's the perfect game to harvest funny/intense streaming faces someone was so self-conscious about.
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dear penthouse
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>>84137641
Is he on twitch?
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>the adrijus whore
>natalya or whatever
>A Penis, formerly known as Juan
>Michael
You know, if it means these four retards shut the fuck up, I would be glad if these threads died.
There was, once upon a time, a good reason for these to be upheld. It's to vent in the ether where nobody will ever care, because the one they're talking about never lurks here.
Now, we have discord dumbasses waltzing in here, blitzing the thread with their bullshit, and ruining it for everyone from ADV to here to soc.
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I'm going to get my revenge against my torturers and false accusers and end this program for everyone for good.

Also fuck you Rachel and Shannon, if you knew what was going on and played ignorant, y'all are scum.
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Dear dad,

You have been dead for 7,497 days, now longer than I even knew you in life, and I will always miss you. I know you'll have been deeply disappointed that your family never gave a shit about me in that time, and that they never even told me that they took your ashes home and that they buried you.

Only yesterday did I find out, on the internet, that they even buried you, and where you are. Sadly, it is in a difficult place to travel to; many hours away, and it will cost me an extortionate amount of money and an overnight stay in a hotel, but I certainly hope to visit your grave in person. It's also very sad that my mother never had a chance to visit your grave when she was alive. Though I hope you have been together for some time. I want my ashes and her ashes (which I have) buried and scattered at your grave.

I did not know for sure that the family took you home until three years afterwards. I had thought until yesterday that you were on some cousin's shelf all this time. I'm surprised and grateful that you have a proper grave with headstone in a cemetery, even if it is almost 400 miles away (I have no car, burgers). It's just immensely painful that I could not visit you, and maintain your grave.

My life has been fucking awful in these past two decades, and I know that you and mum will be disappointed in how things turned out. Just my surviving each damned day is a good thing. Though, in truth, I cannot wait to be with you as soon as possible.

Your son.
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I genuinely hope you die of an std and that's not something I've wished on any ex
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84141353
Oh Hecking Chungus, noooo, baby girl, really, wishing an STD on an ex? That's never happened in the history of ever, noooo, you're such a sweet adorbs little angle baby, how can you do such a rude, cruel, evil thing, waah.

What'd she do? Text another boy?
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>>84140162
The Adrijus poster is a virgin though she mentions it nonstop. As an incel I wish I had a gf like her with BPD love. >>84138945
Extremely relatable post.
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>>84139093
When it's not mike spamming with his twenty attention whoring personalities, A used to be the most common letter in these threads.
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https://youtu.be/in2ux3RxiTc

us
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>>84141812
Second most common is J, but usually, Js are the most infamous initial.

It was kinda funny watching the As and Js go at it.
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warriors... come out to playay!
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>>84141890
You have nothing to do with us and I want nothing to do with you
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https://youtube.com/shorts/iRVNCTMwdlU
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>>84142087
Can't be bothered to watch tik tok spam
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Dear A
Sorry for using your first name so much on here. Sorry for being a girl failure. Sorry to everyone on 4chan for putting up with my endless vents. Even being insulted on R9k is enough to make me feel real like I matter to someone somewhere. All the pills and academic achievement and I still want to die with you. I wish I could forget you. I wish someone would love me again. Autistic girls like me should always be aborted rather than live like this. All I ever wanted was to be a good white woman settle down and have three kids. I hope when I do cowardly kill myself you will visit my grave. Stupid emotions stupid numbness stupid stupid stupid ugly stupid me.
A
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Always remember

Not all who wander are lost.
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>>84142172
https://youtube.com/shorts/VdENxE9WR8o
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>>84142356
M,
Our compass home ensures we will never lose each other.
-m
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>>84142296
NTA, before you do anything drastic... just take some time off and get a couple of nights with good sleep under your belt and evaluate your situation again. Things may look dark right now but let me tell you that I went to really dark places and came back from them and feel kind of ok recently.
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Should i join state police?
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>>84139602
You dong spell Maria with a W, doofus. That would be Waria.
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What are you supposed to do if you have bpd? Suffer internally for the rest of your life? I cant talk to anyone about this. I cant fix myself. Nobody can.
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>>84143087
Stop giving a shit and just live your life?
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lol @ discord treating you turds the way you treated us
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>>84143087
find someone stable who can handle your bullshit
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>>84142964
An m mirrored is w
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Like the waves to the shore

M
---
W

Mirrored, 2 sides to the whole. Complete each other.
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>>84143087
What is life like with bpd? Do you feel guilty about making the lives of potential partners more chaotic? Is it true that therapists refuse to work with BPD patients since it's usually pretty therapy resistant?

If you could fix one aspect of having bpd, which aspect would you fix first?
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>>84143595
Just like my non chinese cartoons! Very cool!
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>>84143675
>If you could fix one aspect of having bpd, which aspect would you fix first?

I would fix us from loving too deeply and feeling emotions that are so much stronger than normals.
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>>84143675
>What is life like with bpd?
Instability relationships with friends and family. Funny enough hasn't affected romance with when in an ltr but short term hook ups were as unstable as with friends and family. Emotional instability has also negatively affected my career.
>Do you feel guilty about making the lives of potential partners more chaotic?
No. See my previous answer.
>Is it true that therapists refuse to work with BPD patients since it's usually pretty therapy resistant?
I wouldn't know since I didnt get help after being diagnosed. I dont want to pay someone to listen to my intimate thoughts and probably end up judging me and talking about me to all their friends.
>If you could fix one aspect of having bpd, which aspect would you fix first?
Not being a jealous piece of shit who intentionally or unintentionally pushes people who care about me away.
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>>84143583
Wario is the mirrored version of Mario, so Waria is the evil Maria
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>>84143694
East? I thought you said Weast!
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>>84144106
>Funny enough hasn't affected romance with when in an ltr
That is interesting... I thought shallower relationships are easier since you don't spend as much time with them but I guess it's reversed in your case. Does the stability of your LTR help to make the relationships with friends and family more stable as well?
>no thank you to therapists
oof, this reminds me of my shit therapist who talked to my boss about things we talked about in my sessions. She should be glad that I'm not petty enough to get her into trouble with her license...
>jealousy...
I guess it's a pattern that you've lived through a couple of cycles already, so did you find any situations / actions / circumstances that help you be less jealous? You're not expecting him to be more faithful to you than you towards him, right?
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Just got In from the garage. Showering to get all these metal shavings off of me. New rotary angle grinder worked really well. I found my glasses as well!
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>>84144260
Losing the glasses is the fucking worst. I had a phase of hitting the sauce pretty hard and me waking up and not finding them lying at their usual place was such a bummer. I have these rim-less glasses with a really thin frame, just perfect for people with shit eye-sight. I got these frames with my first money I made and I still like them 23 years later. The best cure for wandering eye syndrome is to find something truly great, just like Maria for that Mike dude.
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>>84144231
>That is interesting... I thought shallower relationships are easier since you don't spend as much time with them but I guess it's reversed in your case. Does the stability of your LTR help to make the relationships with friends and family more stable as well?
I think ltr works for me because of the stability and security the person gives me. If they cant give me that then we cant even be friends. When in an ltr I still have failing relationships with everyone else. Your question actually helped me realize this because ive been confused about it for a while.
>oof, this reminds me of my shit therapist who talked to my boss about things we talked about in my sessions. She should be glad that I'm not petty enough to get her into trouble with her license...
Exactly. Its hard to trust people. Even some highly educated professional. They are a stranger who now has your personal information and thoughts.
>I guess it's a pattern that you've lived through a couple of cycles already, so did you find any situations / actions / circumstances that help you be less jealous? You're not expecting him to be more faithful to you than you towards him, right?
I am a hetero male btw. I am not the bpd male trip who responded to your response to my post before I did. I dont know how to answer this right now. But I think your questioning is helping me sort through some things which can help me understand myself better. Yes I live with intense jealousy. I have trust issues if a person seems secretive or aloof with me. When I like a person (in general not a romantic sense) I can be very open. In general I expect to be treated the same way I treat another.
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>>84144231
Why are you avatarfagging on here?
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>>84144422
Moids post cute dog or cat pics when they reply to bpdemon foids as a form of courting.
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>>84144334
Little did you know you are talking to that mike dude. I'm currently rocking a pair of razer anzu smart glasses.
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Dear A,
We could have fixed each other and lived happily ever after. Life could have been so simple. I sat next to someone on the bus that wore a red jumper like yours and it made me think we were partners again.

Love from,
A
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>>84141353
it'll probably happen to you instead of them
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>>84144497
You've bested me. I don't find it easy to admit this but you're so much smarter than me I guess. It creams my corn, GOOD DAY SIR!
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>>84144422
This is a IMAGE BOARD, no? Sorry, but the guys who post without an image are the weirdos here.
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nothing ever works with me, I'm just not worth anyone's time
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>>84145026
Don't be such a negative Nancy
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>>84144553
You should read the rules.
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What's the avatar? Is she a monkey, a dog in a mushroom suit, or a night elf? What's she avatarfagging as?
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Let it be stuck on repeat

When I find myself in times of trouble..
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Letter bump
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I've had this wart-looking thing near dick shaft for almost 3 months. When it was tiny, I tried ripping it off but it bled a lot and grew back like 4 times bigger. Then I started putting apple cider vinegar on it for a few days but that did nothing. I figured it might be a genital wart so I bought some imiquimod cream from a pharmacy and it didn't do shit after 2 weeks; not even the expected skin irritation. Now I've had a tight skin tag band on it for a one day and the wart has shrunk down A LOT and should hopefully disappear within a week. I wish I had thought of this solution months ago because I've been awkward around my gf regarding sex since I don't want her to see that I have a wart near my dick.
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>>84146270
could be cancer. get it checked before your penis needs to be amputated
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>>84146299
I highly doubt it. The growth isn't shaped weird or have funky colors. And apparently skin tags or warts are normal as you get older or been exposed to HPV. The fact that my growth wasn't flat and didn't respond to imiquimod tells me it likely wasn't an HPV genital wart. I'll probably see a doctor to figure out the cause if it pops up again.
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>anon is going to get his pp touched
Dang it anon is ascending! He's leaving us khhvbros behind
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You already know who the fuck it is, the one, the only. "Konrad letter thread." Back again to send this letter to the only woman to melt my heart in such a fabulous and fashionable style.

To my dearest darling, E.
Your lore drops are wild. You should have told me, yes, in december. I hope you're done with all the bullshit gaslighting. I went sober for 2.5 months last year, when my pot was laced with meth. I went back to the same guy, in November, and when you told me I was still being laced in december, I was resolute to quit cold. I had to confirm it for myself. I only did around the 19th of February. Its coming on a month of sobriety from meth, Thursday. But for pot and alcohol it'd be the 24th. I'll keep away from cigarettes, save for a motorcycle. I don't really stay in Hamilton. Except for when I need to be at course. Mainly because I'm helping with my parents renovations, thus the dead animal smell. It was seriously dead rats and birds, almost mummified. If you can't handle that type of smell, don't go into residential. Don't go into H-vac. My brother in-law was telling me dead cats and rabbits smell worse. I'll be back in hamilton from tomorrow night through to Friday once more.

Now for compliments and gratitude.
E. You're simply the most beautiful woman I've ever met. Your taste in fashion is exquisite. That channel is simply astonishing. Your smile makes me feel lighter than air.
Thankyou for complimenting my stupid hair. Thankyou for saying something even though you didn't know what to say when I was dissociative, that was enough. Thankyou for chatting in the mornings, even when the other girlie is spooked. And thanks for saying I'm not as disgusting as curze on Friday. It means the world to me.
I do, however, see it as a very good metaphor. It gets those fuckwits on edge doesn't it?
But seriously its just a drawing in the back of my workbook. No need to be spooked or on edge yourself. I really do just draw to entertain myself.
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This night I was weak and did unspeakable prison gay things.
I need help.
-C
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M,
I am always dreaming of you
-M
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You keep writing demoralization campaign from my "perspective" you make up to make a narrative. I think it would be a better time to just spend it with me instead of imagining you are me all day and writing these negative things.
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You unfriended, proving you were Colton catfishing.
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J

my heart feels ripped out of my chest 24/7, I'm more angry than anything most of the time, but I miss you every 5 minutes and I feel that drop in my stomach like I'm a naughty child about to be punished and it makes me physically sick.

I'm sorry I didn't open up to you. you hurt me deeply and I never even got an apology. I didn't feel safe to share my feelings, even though you communicated yours well. I found an emotionally available man that understands every single one of my stupid references and is crazy about me and I go and fuck it up royally. I feel like I'm never going to feel peace again. every single night I think of you all night long and wish I could hear your voice and make you laugh again. I could listen to the voice notes you've sent me but I'd probably sit here sobbing. I'm smoking and drinking myself into oblivion and just sitting here resending my friend request to you over and over and over with a fury and a pain that I haven't experienced in a long time. the kind of heartbreak from someone that truly understood and accepted you is some of the worst shit I've ever felt. I often wish I had never met you, so I don't have to feel this anymore.
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>>84147376
feeling like I'm going to die without a man is some of the most pathetic shit I've experienced in a very long time. I've been single for years. I left an abusive situationship and went no contact, I moved to a new state on my own, I got through losing my mom before 30, I've been cheated on and treated like shit, I've been desperately lonely, but this hurts more than any of it.

knowing that I personally fucked up and you wanted to be friends and still valued me a lot, and I acted like a cunt because I couldn't deal with the rejection will forever haunt me. I was falling for you, hard. being rejected for something I can't control really broke me and then losing you broke me even harder. I woke up and saw your message and that you had removed me and I just snapped. I've been spiraling ever since. I can't find a personal phone number online but I'm literally considering calling your job and asking for you so I can talk to you, because this quite literally is a crisis at this point. I've sat and looked at your discord profile and resent my friend request over and over for a full 8 hours tonight. really not doing much else. just looking at it. feeling the worst anxiety I've ever felt in my life.

now I have two great regrets. that fucking surgery that caused all this trouble in the first place, and losing you.

miss you. love you. come back.
T
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>>84146796
It's okay if you're legit gay and don't hurt yourself and or be ashamed, just don't become a nonce. Just be extremely cautious if you ever decide to day other men.
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I would do anything for you to care for me and be with me again. Pathetic.. huh?
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>>84147612
Not pathetic anon
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>>84146270
>>84146324
Anything but soung the sane thing and going to a doctor.
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>>84147728
Thank you for your comfort. That was very kind of you
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>>84139655
What game is Rose exceptional at? I want to see her smurf and merk noobs at least once.
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>>84148320
We both love shadow of Chernobyl
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I'm doing a cleanse.

I got this!
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Today I am repairing a cracked display on an Asus padFone X. Really neat device using the phones hardware to run the tablet display
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S, I'm so sorry I called you a retarded HIVan and said I hope you get killed by a Ukrainian thermite drone. I was angry because I thought you'd left me and I didn't really mean it. Please come back I won't do it again I promise
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>>84148320
I don't know? She's usually spending most of the stream entertaining the crowd with sexual innuendos and agonizing over game decisions so there's less time to pwn noobs I guess. Plus, she's a delightful, mature woman now, emphasis on "mature" so I guess her reflexes aren't what they used to be.

I'm probably just a schizo but I have sometimes the feeling that her comments on the game-play contains some double-meaning... but I'm probably just imagining things, ala Freudian Schizo or something. I just see strange coincidences happening, like, the release date of this egg-frying game was on my birthday. Just like Ghost of Tsushima. Wait a minute... both games were released on the same fucking day? the fuck?
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>>84149279
Do you happen to know whether her brothers are in the Royal Air Force?
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Idk but I have a feeling she's one part of the triangle some how.
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>>84150399
>of the triangle
you've lost me. triangle of what?
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>>84150399
oh shit, she's up again on twitch
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>>84150409
Involved with me
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>>84150436
wait, I thought you're a Maria-man? Hmmmm.
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This drama is making a perfect storm, and I hate it. With your information and my friend's, I know for sure you're both lied to and manipulated by the mutual's toxic ass, can pinpoint everyone's troubles for like the past month almost too, but I promised both of you to keep things in confidence so I can't just blow it up and moreso it would hurt a lot. Worse, the past week or so after months of chill I realized I actually am starting to suddenly like you in-that-way, so I can't even separate myself from an ulterior motive if I expose things, it WILL come off as jealousy even if everything I say is the truth. I have no way to avoid being a terrible person and am way too close to just ruining everyone's relations and crushing spirits when already low self-esteem. I feel it is too dangerous for me to give initials so by some dumb stroke of luck and sheer fate if you see this and don't feel it's anonymous, idk. Would be nice if calmly discussed but that would likely be disastrous too. God do I need to vent.
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>>84150769
Yeah, Mike is a drama magnet, isn't he? Good thing I'm just an observer in this mess.
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>>84150467
Hence the triangle.

It is as it is. While there is something going on ,No reason to conjecture.

Doesn't change the map
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Maria, Colton and a third
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Glad I mentioned he was catfishing here so at least you know now

Rather not put up with this shit, but I do it for you
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I miss 100% honesty.
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>>84150826
Not Mike or w/e this stuff is.
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Everything in the right time. Whatever the issue , it will work out. I know where the path leads.
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Listen to me baby
Stop pretending
Drop the act and just dance with me
I am asking you, please, darling
Don't say that you have to go
Please say you don't deny
Because we need this more than you know.
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>Sympatric
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>>84149511
And here it is.
I fixed the cracked glass display on the padfone x!
Replaced the back as well.
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>>84151085
That was a fun project and I'm proud of the results!
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>>84150871
having a stroke? sounds like scrambled eggs
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>>84151085
I think you might like a dude called "Stacker" on the RE discord.
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>>84151214
Resident evil discord? I don't join servers except for game support like fallout new london.

My next project is I bought a Google Nvidia dev unit for the tegra shield (project tango) as well as a Nvidia shield consumer model tablet. I want to check out the software in the dev unit and compare the experience
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I would love to get an APK for borderlands Pre-Sequel and borderlands 2 as those are tegra shield exclusives that were removed from the play store. I'm just getting resident evil 5 apk working
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>>84151235
no, it's the reverse engineering channel / discord hosted by "Hash". I've left that group a while ago after getting doxxed but there were some smart cookies in that group. Their closeness to the military was a bit iffy tho.
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>>84137641
Kek why did I didn't expect him to look like anything but this
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>>84151326
Painting nails as a dude is a bit fruity, isn't it? Do chicks dig it? Doesn't matter since I need my hands to work and worrying about cracked paint is a problem I don't want to have on my mind.
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MIKE MIKE MIKE MIKE MIKE MIKE MIKE MIKE
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>>84138945
I'm right at her side right and I can't stop treating her like shit. I truly hate myself.
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>>84137641 #
Pastel Lilac

>>84151570 #
Ew gross
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>>84151633
MIKE KIRK MIKE KIRK MIKE KIRK
>>84151654
>>84151654
>>84151654
>>84151654
>>84151654
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The last 5 months have been confusing. The vibe is all over the place. First I thought I was going to get married before Christmas. Then I was going to go dating in the new year. Then somehow I got into an online D/s relationship. But then I got ditched. Then I was supposed to quit my job to become a full time artist. But then I'm not supposed to or I'll be kicked out of home. CAN ANYONE EXPLAIN WHAT THE IS GOING ON??
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>Just use your FREE will bro
I'm shackled like a transatlantic slave at this point what am I supposed to do. I give up.
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Baby I, just need you by my side
To have and to hold
I know it's getting old
But I can't stop dreaming of you
Maybe this
Is just a chance too good to miss
Can I get at least a good bye kiss
Cause your driving me insane
With all these games you play
Oh baby won't you come home with me
Darling, don't you move
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>>84152586
Let me out of the remote handcuffs you psychopathic bastard
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Does anyone remember the shadowboxer camera at January 6th? They were basically doing katas or falun gong lol and the 321chat threads where the pipebomber literally said he'd wait to turn himself in when they know he was a government worker or were closing in on his blackness
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Is anyone out there

I might be the last surviving human
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What if I say please really nicely?
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I don't want to be a dog
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Baby I
Just need you here tonight
I'm all caught up
It seems I'm stuck on you
Maybe this
Is just a phase that I'll get through
Cause it's true
That I do
Untill I lose my mind
Sometimes
When I didn't plan on losing you
Baby, don't leave
Come home with me
Darling don't you move
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My birthday soon
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>>84146270
UPDATE:
That shit fell right off this morning. All that's left is a tiny red mark where the wart/tag once stayed. My confidence is back!
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>>84151633
>Lilac
Could she please leave "her" dick out of this mess? It's fucked enough already.
Yes, it's a reference and you're cool if you get it.
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>>84153699
Please do not use that character when bashing her. Especially since you never talk about this anime. Thank you for your consideration.
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>>84152678
Shut your mouth and eat this treat, mutt! Uh, well, not in that order... Y...you know what I meant to s..say... BAKA!!!
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>>84153699
Staring at the png and it looks like it moves. Crazy
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>>84136451
https://youtube.com/shorts/bYeWDkE__Fs
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>>84153707
I didn't watch that anime but I know the gist of her story. She reminds me of Rose for some reason.
I would be happy to spend some mana on a frost spell, if it's desired to secure some rosebuds.
I know I joke a lot but this is serious. I swear on my love for logic and reason.
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>>84153807
>I didn't watch that anime but I know the gist of her story
Do tell.
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>>84153163
Please do not say it's your 40th birthday. That kind of cuinkidink is not acceptable! At some point we have to admit that the RNG algorithm has been tampered with. But who's the "we" in this scenario? Hmmmm?
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>>84153851
It's about a socially retarded savant, a defender of peace, who learns the value of connection, retardedly.
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Freedom from all of the scars and the sins
Lest we drown in the darkness within
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I have to prepare for another bout of wage slaving. Cheers!
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I think I sold the end of that story for a link to the book when it's on amazon
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>>84153868
I'm turning 35.
I am the one who suggested you open the save file in notepad and edit values.

So there is that
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If you're looking for something new. I know somebody that you could choose. What about me? What about me.....

What about you and me together? Something that could truly last forever.
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>>84153926
That sucks good luck. Waging sucks, people suck, well not all of them, just certain ones
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>>84148258
Not you. I meant that other anon. Stop spamming.



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