Does dying by a gun hurtI wanted to just overdose but it hasnt worked and it hurt a lot
>>84152201depends if you hit the brain properly or not. point blank headshot with a shotgun is basically an insta kill
>>84152201anyone who could answer the question is dead
>>84152201what did you try to od on?
>>84152219Yeah but I figured there was maybe some scientist that tracked someones pain receptors like how they made people blink when their heads got cut off in the French Revolution or something Sorry its so stupid. I should probably just shoot my leg or shoulder so I punish myself with the pain but I dont know how to work it yet I think if I just say it was an accident people will overlook it All my past pain I missed because I was high on random prescription mediations and that was stupid
>>84152227Plenty of stuff ive done it lots of times before just to hurt myself for what ive done as a teen but now as an adult I need to suffer more for my sins I wont do this rn maybe a long time later just thinking about it
>>84152251If you want to suffer just cut on your thighs or something always helps me feel better
>>84152302I cant cut anymore I did good damage but now I just punch myself until my skin is purple on my thighs and its easier to explain
>>84152201Nah it was alright last time I died.
>>84152344Aw I like SH scars on thighs :(
>>8415220112-gauge SLUG to FOREHEAD 100% guarantee you will die and it is instant
>>84152372so I hit myself with it?
>>84152372I hit myself with it a couple times and it hurt more than my handsThanks anon
>>84152618Put it in a shotgun yo
>>84152625Not trying to kill myself just venting about hurting myself
>>84152643please go easy on yourselfyou dont deserve pain buddy...you deserve happiness and warmth<3
>>84152201Tsurumu Wataru says according to survivors of suicide by falling say they barely felt anything. Personally I would angle the gun so it would be at a 45 degree angle to my teeth and use a slug so that there is no possibility that my brain stem is intact.
>>84152201Don't kill yourself though. Thinking about it is fine but if you kill yourself you will hurt others too.
hugs for op <3and you too, >>84152302 <3curious what sins you deserve to suffer for...
>>84153209I deserve to be shot>>84154646I daydream about it every second of my life now>>84154699I have hurt people Im a a slut
>>84155769classic retarded BPD woe is meJust do better, don't hurt yourself, actually help other people and fix the negativity you added to the world
>>84155780I know anon I trid but you really cant change foids like thisI just deserve to be rape fodder again
>>84155780Do better what bullshit Theres no good I can do any good I tried to do was useless Betrayal cannot be undone and I prefer to pincushion myself in this void where no one fucking caresDo me a favor and just say how you really feel?
>>84155817I never even said woe is me And I love that song
>>84152201>but it hasnt workedTell me your experience with OD
>>84155834I stole pills first when j was a little kidAnd I lied to my mom I could take themI couldnt open the bottle but I wanted toWhen I was a teenager I would start taking extra pills to make myself sick because I deserved it and it kept me thinI remember when I first technically overdosed and I told a doctor She told my mother to take me to the hospital but my mom didnt want them to lock me in a hospital again or deal with any of that so I just sat through it2024 and 2025 I think ive had 3 overdoses one in seratonin syndrome and another icu seizureI just take small doses now to hurt meI cant really kill myself but I can punish myself in any way I can
>>84155834You learn to like the pain and the shakes And your mind starts to numb and you cant think anything else but that you are scum and rot
>>84152643>>84155769>>84155875>>84152643Either kill yourself or stop whining you attention whore
>>84154646To hell with other people
>>84155875>I stole pillsPills of what kind of med?>seratonin syndromeDid you OD in SSRIs or what?>I just take small doses now to hurt meDoses of what?>>84155880Are you BPD?
>>84156058> what kindI dont know>OD in SSRIsTwice yes>doses of what?Usually something like Xanax or Attarax >are you bpd As of last year yes but I think you could already tell Bpd foids are common and disposable
>>84156140are you at least average to good looking with makeup?
>>84156140>Twice yesWhat were you thinking when you did so? Did you intend to die or was it an accident?>Xanax or AttaraxDo your parents know about that? What's your age?>yes but I think you could already tellKinda.>Bpd foids are common and disposableOh, so you were a foid. What are you doing on r9k? Looking for attention from virgin men?
>>84156190>what were you thinkingI deserve to suffer and die for my actions and sins as repentance towards those Ive hurt does not exit anymore >did you intend to die Yes but I know OD doesnt work>do your parents know about that?No>whats your age?Old enough>what are you doing on r9kEasy place to vent and attention seek>looking for attention There are far easier ways of getting attention and im well aware of themBut bsing and pretending to be a robot would be rather sinful tooNot sure what im looking for I just like venting it out idk >>84156155No
>>84156264>Nostop larping
>Easy place to vent and attention seek>There are far easier ways of getting attention and im well aware of themwdtmbt?
>>84156264>I deserve to suffer and dieWhy do you care so much about if you hurt others or not? If it doesn't change anything in your everyday life (ex: you hurt someone online) then you shouldn't really care. You should always put yourself in the first place even when you're wrong, why can't you do that?>NoHow? Do you buy your own meds? How did they react when they found out that you had overdosed in the first and second time?>There are far easier ways of getting attentionLike what?>But bsing and pretending to be a robot would be rather sinful tooYou would just be acting as an anonymous person in an anonymous website, but do whatever you want. You will get more replies by saying you're a woman anyway.
>>84156283No>>84156295I think attention seeking sexually and attention seeking emotionally are differentWant attention from me just go post tits somewhere or like a thigh picWant attention from people who will pick you apart and tell you what a piece of trash you arePost this shit >>84156307>Why cant you that?I actually have no one in my life I havnt wronged and have been berated for such actions>how?They dont careMy mom gets calls from hospitals for insurance and she pays it and then tells me how expensive it isI dont know why but it hurts so I take it igEveryone in my life is just waiting for me to die I think>like whatSee above >do whatever you wantPeople can tell when a fuckin foid is posting and even then trying to side step the question is uselessHalf of this website is fembots anywaysAnyone who claims to be a girl can just be larping as one anyways
>>84156406>Nostop the larp
>>84152219Well that's not true there are countless stores and accounts solders getting shot in the gut and living on for agonizing days after before dying. Or was this all about getting shot in the head?
>>84156986How can a dead person tell you if it's a painful death? If they SURVIVED they didn't actually succeed the suicide attempt. Obviously having a bullet rip through your head or half your face missing is going to be painful if you survive.
>>84156434No>>84156986Yeah thats what I was thinking if I shoot my thigh or side I can make it look like a misfire or somethingThe gun doesnt have a safety I dont want to go to the hospital either Idk just daydreams ig
>>84156406I tried so, so hard but I've been pushed far beyond my breaking point and can no longer light myself on fire to keep you warm.I don't hate you but I cannot live like that anymore. Bearing witness has become too upsetting.
>>84157123Who even are youYoure another person hurt by me?This should feel good to watchThis is exactly what everyone wanted This is the punishment I deserved
>>84157097You said dying you retarded larper nigger
>>84157123Tried?TRIED?so tell me are you someone who wanted to fuck me ot not? Thatll give me my answer. You think youre hurting? Try to go to that apartment or to that house
>>84157136Yes I said DYINNGGGG because I am SCARED OF ITTTT and I CANTTTTT Jesus fucking chrissst No one even fucking cares its just why arent you treating me better while you live with pedophiles and bugs and urine I cant even work as my body is falling apart f
God wahhhhhhhhh Jesus fucking ChristTurn your eyes away if its too hard to watchIve got people ti lie to that im going to be okay
>>84157148Just do it nigger, once you are dead it's back to the void so who cares about the possible pain, it can't be that bad. There's other ways you can do it that would be less painful too.
>>84152201get fentayl, it feels like falling asleep.I have friends who've od'd on it multiple times and have been saved by emts
God I shoulve just put out in the And then Id be lov dLeave me alone this is the only place I have left where I can mourn my lost future I mean I really was good at something onceI shouldve thrown away the rest of it like remelia
>>84157176thistake a bunch of sleeping pills on top, put a bag over your head and go night night
>>84157176The goal is pain the goal is PAIN PAIN PAIN PAIN I WANT TO FUCKING HURT Wahhhhhh omg she wast a good enough friend while she wasgettng her stomach stabbed with pottasium Jesus fuckin Christ this is why I have to bloc people because they show up call you a weed call you a whore through their teeth and then cry wolf when it actually guts you
>>84157203shove a knife up your asshole and bleed out, that would probably hurt
>>84157212Little crass arn t we
>>84157228you should be more grateful im giving you great suggestions
>>84157252Im throwing myself out of this car soon dw
>>84157263ok have a nice trip
This car smells like my burning flesh
