how do you cope with being the ugly friend?
>>84153083Sir, I don't have any friends.
>>84153083I don't know who those people are. Which one is supposed to be the not ugly friend? Or are they both each other's ugly friend?
>>84153104They are some Italian brothers that make videos about Italy I guess, I just saw some of their shorts.
>>84153083I lost all my friends a long time ago
>>84153083Nigga in my circle of friends I am the most handsome
By being the smarter and funnier friend, with more money of course.
>>84153083I had friends. But when I got to 26yo, all of them were highly educated, had girlfriends, and had high-paying high-status jobs. So I ghosted them, because I couldn't stand being around people who were better than me by every conceivable metric. Being around them made me feel like my life is redundant. That I'm a subhuman who's a burden to everybody around me. That there's nothing to me that's of any worth and that I should just kill myself. I couldn't go on living feeling like that. Now I'm still a worthless subhuman, but at least it's not rubbed in my face constantly, so I can distract myself more effectively with copes.
>>84153083i dont have friends, but i cope with being ugly by trying to convince myself to rope everyday. little by little i will destroy my self-preservation instcints until i'm too sad to even care i die
