29 yo KHHV. Never even been on a date. Never had my first kiss. Also a socially awkward and anxious broke NEET and basically a total loser. Short and ugly and likely autistic. Very lonely and depressed. Self esteem is basically zero. Lost all interest in things. Nobody likes me. What is the quickest and least painful way to kill yourself? I am tired of being in constant mental and emotional anguish. Not asking for a friend as I have none of those.
https://youtu.be/95D2BF2wPxg
>>84154442>KHHV NEET>immediately considers suicide Have you ever fucking tried actally improving your life tard, just actally put in effort for once and change your life. You guys give up too quick and act like youre irredeemably evil, your arnt special and can fuxking fix yourself if you actally tried
>>84154442I'm curious how that happened to you, anon. Did you indulge too much in escapism like games, porn etc. or how did it come this far? Recognizing what led you to feel suicidial may help you fix it before you decide to end it all. 29 isn't too old to make significant change.
>>84154459If I was 18, maybe. At almost 30 it is simply too late. Might use my savings to buy a gun and use it to end it. Will have to hide this from my parents.
>>84154470Kek okay annon as if there arnt people that have changed things later in life. You might actally be tardded if youre ending yourself over "wasting" like what 15 years of your life?
>>84154459If I improve my life none of the women would have liked me at my worse nor for who I am. Rather be gay.
>>84154461A combo of being bullied and being completely unable to socialize with others and deal with stress and adversity, and probably being coddled on top of being very mentally ill
>>84154474Who wants to date a 30+ KHHV At best I get settled for by a single mom that resents me and does not find me desirable like her Chad exes
>>84154477Who cares about foids or moids for romantic relationships. Get it together, you don't have anyone but yourself and that's the only truth, there's no use ending yourself because you can't get validation from society, clearly normies arnt doing well either.
>>84154481Again with the dating is that your only goal?
>>84154491What kind of question is this? You just want me to accept never finding love and be okay with a life of solitude and no intimacy?
I'm 32 NEET. I can tell that your useless ass and my useless ass would botch the suicide and live in even worse agony as disabled. As was said in NHK, a dramatic death just isn't fitting for us.
>>84154503NTABut fix your damn life first, get a hobby, find friends, be a good friend. If you leech off your parents, find a job. These things should be a priority before even considering dating and intimacy, you manchild.
>>84154503Is have platonic relationships too much of an ask for you? If you do everything right 95% of your relationships should be platonic. Start with friends and don't be too desperate, just being okay with being single helps. My point is youre focusing too much on one aspect of life when there's so much else
>>84154442why dont you take your little savings and go on holiday to a developing country instead? you could live like a KING for a week and maybe it would give you a different perspective on life... maybeee even come back home with a wife you bought there...? it seems like your problems are related to loneliness... that why im suggesting this. please dont get mad, daddy1
>>84154508lmao my life is unfixable, I will never be good enough for friends or have anything that is not dead end retail minimum wage stuff nor will I ever have a family, I have zero reason to live >>84154509I want friends but dying a lonely unloved virgin is not the way to go >>84154513I barely have any savings, I cannot afford to travel anywhere
>>84154514Fine. Be defeatist then. See how well that helped you until now. I'm not worried you actually will kill yourself because you lack the ability to follow through anyway. Enjoy rotting instead of striving for a better life for yourself.
>>84154523I never asked for your shitty, condescending advice. I asked how to kill myself. Fuck off.
I feel you, anon. I just want to die but I'm scared. I feel like I'm in a corner and when I think about my situation I go into a panic attack. So the only thing I can do is indulge in escapism but that only delays the inevitable. Everyone around me is slowly tiring of me.
>>84154459I tried a few times but it didnt take...eventually you just dont have any hope left and dont want much of anything anymore
>>84154529I fucking hate defeatist acting fags like you omfg. Ofc youre going to kys you've never done anything else right but.youre going to make sure to get this irreversible shitty action to happen, great job annon. Im sure youre adding to the percentage too
Another option for you OP - live and make fags like this seethe at your existence.>>84154540
>>84154540Dont you have a girl or friends or something to be with instead of bullying depressed incels on the internet
>>84154529You won't do it anyway you limp-wristed waste of space. Even if someone gave you the most foolproof plan ever, you don't even have the discipline necessary to do it.A manchild seeking some attention, that's what your retarded thread amounts to and don't pretend otherwise, faggot.
>>84154553Fuck off, normie. Go hang out with your wife or something.
>>84154553btw I plan on killing myself tomorrow, gonna down a bunch of pills with vodka
>>84154560You're projecting majorly, dipshit. Calling everyone normie who isn't a self-loathing, pampered piece of shit like yourself. You lack any introspection. You have never tried to be better. All you can do is cry and moan and pretend you want to take drastic measures while you don't even have the energy to brush your teeth regularly. Pathetic.
>>84154574They will just rush you to a hospital and pump your stomach since you're too retarded to get the heavy hitter pills anyway.
>>84154514what about those agricultural exchange programs? you dont need a lot of money for that. a cultural exchange program would be great for a hikineet like you. there are a lot of farms here in EU where you could apply. you live and eat there for free. maybe even get to bang their redneck daughter and lose your VIRGINITY ;D
>>84154581My parents have bottles of opioid painkillers, btw this board used to be a place for lonely men to bond before your kind came >>84154588No woman on the planet wants a short, ugly man, at best I will be seen as a green card opportunity
>>84154442Can you at least believe this gospel first? So when you die, even if you commit suicide, you'll go to heaven.
>>84154442You should go to a GP and ask for a referral to a psychiatrist, you obviously have mental health issues. Don't pretend you're competing at the same level as everyone else and get some assistance. I'm also 29 KHHV if you don't count some weird incest shit, but I am schizoid so I don't really care for interacting with others either
>>84154596some women like short and ugly men because they dont want competition... plus i doubt youre so ugly like that. is your dick big at least? lmao.. dont need to answer that one
>>84154608Why? Being alive sucks. Might as well end my suffering, now. I will never start a family, I will never experience young love or have a successful career. I am incapable of any of that.
>>84154596I bet solid gold I meet the criteria for neurodivergency far better than you. You're a dime a dozen manchild whose problems could have easily been fixed but you refused to put any effort into that. Actually kill yourself.
>>84154617>some women like short and ugly men because they dont want competitionYou do not live in reality, and how is that supposed to be good? A woman doesnt really like you but settles for you because you are not good enough to cheat?
>>84154624lmao neurodivergencency means nothing clavicular is autistic as fuck and gets any girl he wants because he is hot as fuck these problems are not easily fixed I have to end it
>>84154619You could get medicated, lose weight, and find a girl within the next four years if you dedicated your life to it. Some guys have children at 39. If you really want to start a family but avoid others you likely have avoidant PD. Maybe I just have more experiences than you but love is really overrated and superficial for the most part, actual long-term young love only happens when kids bond in highschool and stick together past that, something that is extremely uncommon now.>>84154626Yeah this is why I don't really care about it. Either you're chad and women pursue you actively but even then many are willing to cheat when they get bored, or you aren't chad and women have to settle for you after they ride dicks for a while. The only kind of romance that exists IRL that you read about in fiction comes from BPD people, because they will mirror your personality for six months and basically re-invent themselves to be your ideal soulmate. After this period they'll hate you though. Personally I wouldn't want to raise children in this time period or culture, if I had a boy that had to experience everything I did growing up I'd rather he was terminated in the womb.
>>84154636>dood this eceleb!Nvm, you are actually the one who should leave this place forever. Holy shit.
>>84154626people want and like things for different reasons. you have to stop overanalyzing everything. would you complain if she liked you for being too beautiful? itd be just as superficial...
>>84154643Go feel superior to losers somewhere else. You do not care about people like me, you just want to punch down.
>>84154650No because it would mean she is attracted to me>>84154641I do not want to be settled for by a single mom and I do not want to have children at 39, by that time your sperm quality is permanently fucked and you will have kids with autism and stuff
>>84154653I don't feel superior to you, I'm annoyed by fags like you. That's all there is to it, but you have to project another fantasy onto me to keep your little cognitive dissonance game up. You're like a woman. Maybe >>84154540 was right.
>>84154662Why are you even here if you are just here to punch down and be a cunt
>>84154660You have to make peace with what your potential futures could look like and pick one. A lot of people who create children aren't doing it because they want a family, they're selfish and doing it for themselves, and end up with children like the men who browse this board. It's not your fault if you had a sabotaged upbringing or genetically inherited disorders, comparing yourself against others is only going to hurt you, there is no reason to do that. Life is unfortunately very unfair, but I think a peaceful relatively solitary existence isn't the worst thing that could happen to a man. Besides, we have the internet at our fingertips at all times. I hope you begin to feel better soon.
>>84154442I wish people like us could have meet up spaces, because socializing with people who struggle with the same problem are conducive to better mental health. Something like incel anonymous. But it probably wouldn't be allowed, because feminists would sperg out and get it shut down.
>>84154660well, then i guess your best bet is plastic surgery and a pair of high heels ;D
>>84154679You're right. Luckily for you, my hot date just arrived and we are going out to do normie things (like kissing and handholding!)See ya later, nerd.
>>84154704>because feminists would sperg out and get it shut down.I think you overestimate your importance
>>84154727They were sperging out and got male abuse victim shelters shut down. So I don't see why they wouldn't try to get incel meet up spaces shut down as well. In fact from their perspective such initiatives would be way more offensive than male abuse shelters. Probably would try to justify it by claiming those are nazi training boot camps to prepare for shooting up abortion facilities or something.
lmao how do you let yourself get to that point, you are a fucking loser
>>84154744It's about how you frame things. People always want to shit on abuse victims one way or the other. There are still men support groups where I live for example.
>>84154839What men support groups?
Killing yourself would make your mom sad. Think about that, anon.
>>84154986He probably is past the point of caring
>>84154470You don't want to use a gun to kill yourself. Good chance you are going to feel at least a couple seconds of pain, worst case you blow your face off and live the rest of your life. The best way to commit suicide, is to be in a capsule that implodes at the bottom of the ocean, or be standing next to a nuclear device and hit the Go Button.
