>>84155988
bootstraps time anon

XD

I once offered to save someone from this board. They didn't want saved. Is that you OP? Are you the one who complains about needing saved and then rejects saviors?
Tell me about what you need saved from.

in fact people are just gonna leave you if you even have any

>>84156012
>Is that you OP?
no
>Tell me about what you need saved from.
mostly my own retardation and cowardice

>>84155988
Did you ever save someone? If not, quit complaining.

>>84156018
Very informative OP. I can't save you from retardation.

>>84155988
Yup that's life kiddo. Get used to it as it just keeps getting worse. Learn to save yourself or drown.

I am a 37 year old wizard. I have myriad mental disorders none of which have ever resolved. I have no job and soon will have no home. I have been wanting to be saved from this fate for 19 years now. No one has ever volunteered and I accept now that no one ever will. If I was a girl maybe things would be different, but no woman has a savior complex strong enough to want to take in a man of my age and negative value. I do not blame them. They can do better. I wish I was gay or at least willing to be gay. I could be some rich man's fucktoy. It would not be a good life, but it would be better than starving to death under a bridge, raped to sleep by my fellow homeless on a nightly basis, ravaged by disease, and pelted with trash by passersby.

umm actually misaki is coming to save us trust the plan chud!

>>84156047
this guy didnt trust the plan so she didnt come

>>84156064
>this guy didnt trust the plan so she didnt come
I trusted the plan for 12 straight years but when my mother died and my father, unshackled from her love for me, disowned me and cast me out into the world, I lost all hope. It has been 7 years of being truly alone now and my heart has died a little more each day. My brother will no longer speak to me. I have no other relatives. No friends despite my best efforts. I have never dated and likely never will. I have considered death but I cannot bring myself to do it. I would prefer to suffer than to cease existence. I can afford rent for three more months, but what then? I have been kicked from disability. I am rationing funds to the point that I have lost 30 pounds so far this year. I am skin and bone. Yesterday, I raided a dumpster for food. Someone saw me. I have lost all self respect it did not even bother me. I wish there was even a single soul in this world that cared about me, even just in the abstract, but there is not. I am truly alone.

>>84156111
I'm sorry. I'm really sorry i was just fuckin around. I'll probably catch up to you eventually some day. I really dont think there was ever any other path