>down to my final friend>wake up one day and decide that i hate him actually and see him as the most disgusting creature on earth and i want to spatter his bloody intestines all over the floor>3 weeks later and feeling is not going away>this is the 2nd time ive crashed out on him in the span of 3 months over literally(literally) nothingshould i just kill myself now or what i mean i really cant even complain about being lonely anymore
I think you're hurting yourself a lot , but it's about nothing relevant
>>84157505you should probably get yourself screened for bpd