my husband is a god amongst mensometimes it's hard for me to believe that some so great existsi envy everyone who has been close to himhis family, his friends, his lovers, his coworkers, even strangers, they've all been in the presence of a divine being, but they've never realized it
>>84157684>some*someone
if hes so good how come i havent heard of him
>>84157718because you aren't the chosen one or whatever
>>84157684That's awesome. I'm married and have BPD too. I love my partner so much
>>84157773i'm not married and i don't have bpd but good for youit's nice that you get to be with the person you love
>>84157684>my husband>>84157804>i'm not marriedExplain
>>84157815it's just a term of endearment he doesn't know who i ami wish he did though, and i wish we could be together, even if he never wanted to actually get married
>>84157842>he doesn't know who i amWhy don't you change that nona?
>>84158786he's a 'famous' youtuber that's on hiatus now after some dumb bullshit happened in may of last year, essentially he was cancelled and lost most of his remaining fanbase and supporters he stated in his hiatus announcement that he has no interest in talking with the public anymore, only resuming his activities to post his art, his stupid comic and his stupid game, neither of which will ever come outit doesn't fucking matter, even if we passed each other in the street he wouldn't give me a second glancehe's a loser and so am i, but he's interesting and handsome and funny and kind, and he'll die with a legacy, and i won'tit's stupid for me to be so envious and obsessed with him, but i suppose i can't help iti don't have anything elsei wish he would notice me, i know it's pathetic, but i don't want to bother him directly, at least not anymore than i already havehe would find me creepy and obnoxious and unlikeable and he wouldn't hesitate to tell me and it would fucking crush meit's far easier to escape into the pleasant fantasy of his life and characters and accomplishments than ever mull over the unfixable misery of my own life
>>84158943Okay yeah your should probably not expose yourself to the risk. But if you get healthy maybe that will change
>>84157842>he doesn't know who i am