i would do a lot of things just to hear his voice again
35kms bicycling, some weight exercises, some running for today at the gym. ill eat only one little bit of food before the gym because i ate quite a bit on my recovery days. i still lost weight despite that, but im sad i ate so much
Are you the anon obsessed with the YouTuber?
>>84159792no thats a different creatureim obsessed with a real person i met on here
>>84159792haha no that's MEand i've never read berserk but i also would do a lot of things to hear my angel's voice again
>>84159771But what would you do for a Klondike Bar?
>>84159814>>84159810I'm starting to think there are like 10 people here total.You two should just become obsessed with each other, then you'd have something to do. I think YouTuber suicide heartbreak husband is a female. Make it happen
>>84159844i'm a pooner and i inject myself with testosterone op is probably not interested
>>84159819nothing, ive never tried one before and don't particularly care. need to avoid sugar too>>84159844r9k is dying and rotting away and only the weirdest are left>You two should just become obsessed with each other, then you'd have something to do. no thats a stupid idea
Would you murder
>>84159871yeah id murder. especially if i got to hear his laugh as a bonus because thats a pretty tall task. i miss that laugh
>>84159860>i'm a pooner and i inject myself with testosteroneI don't know what that means but maybe lay off the hormones. Testosterone makes you horny, aggressive, goal oriented. It sounds like it isn't going well if you are obsessing>>84159863>no thats a stupid ideaBut you are also stupid so it makes sense
>>84159884nta how do you use r9k and not know what a pooner is? >But you are also stupid so it makes senserude
>>84159884i was obsessing over this guy even before i started hrt again nonny>Testosterone makes you horny, aggressive, goal orientedit has made me none of those thingsi'm still as sad and lazy and unmotivated as ever
>>84159883You're magnitudes worse than the robots simping for egirls here that's kinda crazy
>>84159863That's too bad. A box of Klondike bars would be much easier to get a hold of.
>>84159771>i would do a lot of things just to hear his voice againWhat can anons do to help you with this?
>>84159814>i've never read berserkLiterally every female Griffith simp
>>84159912thats fine. i dont strive to be better than mud and dirt. at least im happy i guess>>84159914not in my country, i can only import>>84159916theres nothing anyone, not even i, can do. it all boils down to him
>>84160016nta but im op and i read all of berserk
>>84160016i don't know anything about the character or the mangai only recognized it because op posts it all the time
feels good to be back in the gym but i wore shorts today instead of pants so im hating life
>>84160070im scared of weighted exercises tbdesu i might just pussy out and do 40kms bicycling and some running
>>84160106New things are fun
>>84160136new things are scary and make me incredibly nervous, i hate new things
desperate for more RI so i started the novel while i cycle. 2000+ chapters... the chapters arent long but goddamn
>>84159810>>84159771Im curious if this is about me or not, theres a few fembots i talked to that i would again but i deleted my pisscord long ago
>>84160163There isn't an ounce of adventure in your heart
>>84160247deleted the account? his accounts still up. anyways to save time, what are the first and last letters of your discord username >>84160282yes there is, im gonna solo travel one day. that's adventurous. ill just be a skinbag when i do it
already at 11kms, 1/3 of the way there
I just found out castlevania SotN doesn't require thumbstick input I am ecstatic my busted ass Dualshock drift won't impede me from experiencing kino>>84160308Have you done it before? Travel in general even
>>84160341it costs so much to fix stick drift btw i recommend getting a new controller if you end up needing one. enjoy castlevania>Have you done it before? Travel in general evenyeah, not solo travel, but i have travelled. not out of the country either. but one day i will
>>84160359I'm BROKE next time I get expendable income it's going to new earphones. I got 150 CAD to my name and I'm saving it for band merch when I'm at a concert later>not out of the countryDoesn't count desu
>>84160388do you need new earphones or are you upgrading for funsies>Doesn't count desusorry my family is dirt poor and aus passports are the entirety of my neet paycheck, i can only afford to travel this year and next and it wont be solo for my first time and i have to save enough so my mother can come and wait enough time for her to get off drugs because china does a drug screening upon entry but she refuses to let me go alone and i have no friends and no desire for them so IM STUCK is this good enough for you
>>84160417They broke a while ago. I still wear them in the gym so I don't have to listen to gym sounds>is this good enough for youI mean my point wasn't thats it's unheard of to not travel (Literally nobody does in NA compared to other continents cause its stupid expensive) but that travelling within a country doesn't compare to international travel remotely. Ingerland felt more foreign to me than Quebec even tho they were Englsh speakers for example.
>>84160476so they cant play music or what?>but that travelling within a country doesn't compare to international travel remotely.it feels foreign to me cause other states feel so entirely different from each other, its like a texan travelling to new york it feels entirely different
20kms, 15 more to go before running and maybe maybe maybe strength
>>84160488Well technically it's the charging case that broke but in a roundabout way the earphones are also unusable>its like a texan travelling to new york it feels entirely differentIt still feels pretty different but like I said them change is like 1000x that on a country to country level. I'm gonna go shadowbox and play vidya have fun weightlifting
>>84160517oh gay theyre wireless>I'm gonna go shadowbox and play vidyahave fun bisho-non
also im skipping muscles because im too scared to talk to the attendant for advice and knowledge on how to use the machines tbdesu. being a disgusting skinbag is fine its not like i have anyone i need to look good for anyways
>>84160573i can already see loose skin coming in on my thighs
>>84160647tbdesu if it gets too bad ill probably just give up on fashion forever
i wonder if my depression is making up for a lack of suicidal thoughts by making me wish to ruin my body and make myself miserable for my long 30 more years of life
what sorta fucking business do 10 year olds have coming to a gym and breaking gym rules and drinking energy drinks talking to their friends in the one free space between the weight and cardio areas, get out the fuck way this isnt a school yard
>>84160739theres kids even younger piling in just to take up space jesus fucking christ
2.50kms left
finished, gonna do some running and leave. didnt even get the chance to do weights because now the weight section is filled with kids and the attendant is nowhere to be found so whatever ill just suffer with skinbagdom
>>84160852its my fault for being fat anyways
i skipped running cause my back hurts and im coughing everywhere and i cried my eyes out in the bathroom for being fat
>>84160564It's way more portable, I use wired at home.>>84160852Why would you stack running with cycling? If you're doing cardio it's way more efficient to just bike cuz it's lower impact (i.e it won't explode your spine as fast)>>84160739Aussieland is retarded you have to be 16-18 to even enter the gym here
>>84159771I miss a moid so much too. I tried distracting myself with other guys and now I'm even more hurt because the new guy I like is too distant and I didn't even get over the first one.