should i end it all. let me know
>>84161198Same time next week anon?
>>84161198noApparently no was an unoriginal answer so i need to write more useless shit in order to reply.
>>84161198Go out in a blaze of glory at least
im still young in my late teens but im kinda over it all already ive gotten told it doesnt get any better
>>84161198even if i said yes you wouldnt
There is no dialogue option for that
im asking more for a way of how to do it. ive attempted before but it was just a mess of blood and vomit everywhere plus my dad found me because he heard me. i honestly dont know how i would go about it this time though im a retard sorry.
depends how old or ruined you are>>84161411just jump infront of a train
im XVII but thanks almost all the train tracks around me arent even in use anymore but ill look for one.
>>84161511You're fairly young, what makes you want to end it already anon?
also im not really ruined i just dont have anything going on for me in life im ugly not even a face a mother could love my own mom called me ugly im an academic failure i dont go out i only really socialize with people online. people at school call me stuff all the time. the 26 year old i was talking to left me for someone older he said he doesnt want to waste time when he could be starting a family. i dont have anything else to do in life and i have no goals all i do is play roblox and watch youtube lol.
>>84161572You'd be surprised how many of those issues are either fixable or not real issues at all anon. You probably have a really warped sense of things.
>>84161572Your a woman arent you. Dont worry this is a suprisingly common phase for them in their life, quite literally all of what you described. You will sort yourself out soon enough.
i guess..but i dont think most parts are fixable lol these things are recent to the last 3 years of my life i wasnt even supposed to see my freshman year but i failed miserably now ive been way over due lol thanks for atleast chatting a bit :p
>>84161631No problem anon, just let life surprise you, you'll see in time not all is that bad.
>>84161608ive heard that before but ive had multiple pathetic attempts in life lol my first was when i was in 5th grade so i dont feel like its a phase im sure if i dont get it over with before graduation i know ill be to scared by then.
>>84161655I had also heard it before and it turned out to be right (I also almost jumped in front of a train not once but twice). Think of it this way anon: you're young still, so just a few years are most of your life. That means that those few years weigh very heavily on you now, but as you get older and those wounds heal and scar you'll have a much better perspective on things. If you attempted I imagine you're getting medical help, how is that going?
my last attempt was a while ago when i was 15 i switched schools since people at my school found out and i gave up on it for a bit to see if i waited it out ill be normal. i was taking new meds and higher doses plus therapy. i did make some friends at my new school but either way i dont really remember anything from my sophomore year at my new school besides being made fun of for the same shit i have all my lifee. i switched schools this past summer and ive stopped taking my meds since they dont do anything for me its just a waste of time i still do therapy once every week its a painnn but i dont go to school so im failing everything.
>>84161786I've gone through a lot of meds myself, I know it can be hard til they find the good mix (if they find it). Personally I'd take the meds, but maybe I'm biased because I eventually got prescribed ones that work. Personally, in your situation, I wouldn't worry too much about school, you can get a degree for it later on. For now just focus on taking care of yourself, eating well, going outside if only a bit, etc...
>>84161842thank you for the advice i appreciate it. though i do doubt ill ever find the right one since ive been on many different ones since elementary school lol but now im on spring break since i havent gone to school since after my birthday which is in december so its been a while i do plan on going next week. but either way i get distracted sorry i appreciate the advice thank you.
