i'm sorry mom for not being the son you always wanted me to be
>>84161799how do you even know her expectations were high? maybe she expected you to be a neet and you made it
>>84161806>how do you even know her expectations were high?she was quite open about it
Mother is the great denier, a boys first taste of the cruelty our world has to offer. I was born svd, spontaneous vaginal delivery. However that's the only natural part, and hers was probably shaved too. Shortly after birth I was tied down to a table and tortured with a knife. Cutting peeling, slicing and scraping from my genitals. Punishment for being born the hated sex, and to delight the sick senses of perverted sadists in white coats and scrubs. Until I could intake solid food there was a constant denial of the breast and it's life giving forces and love. Instead, a plastic bottle filled with water and powders from agricultural and industrial waste and byproduct.Even as an adult the two women I've been with in forty years echo the same denial I experienced as a child. Both shaved despite my expressed preference for good, natural, and loving. Shaving is a satanic ritual done solely to deny men any feelings of warmth, love, closeness, or intimacy. They did not like their breasts played with. One thought she'd surprise me by doing a bedroom remodel. She threw away my very old cotton filled linen duvet and linen sheets and my feather pillow. Replaced it with petroleum industry derived waste and byproduct. Cheap poly fill, cheap blended shell, poly pillows, sheets, and pillowcase. Then she wanted to act like she's the victim and said I should be thanking her raping and destroying my only sanctuary and safe place in the world I intentionally put together myself. I am not exaggerating when I say women are pure evil devoid of even a tiniest spark of good inside.Thats not even the only time blankets were involved. As a teen my mother did the same remodel prank. She was however a bit more dramatic, instead of throwing away the good bedding set she had it destroyed by burning. And when I was five I had a baby blanket I was quite fond of. It had a satin trim. She took it because I was too old to be a little kid.
>>84162066Freud would've loved you, anon
>>84162136At least that makes one I guess