i feel so ashamed of everything that i avoid even going to stores or doing anything because in my head someone might ridicule me for it
get over your ego, being made fun of hurts less than a papercut
>>84162587no it doesnt it feels like death and like everyone is laughing at me and making fun of me and i want to avoid it all costs because it hurts so bad
>>84162581They will. In fact, people have, are, & will make fun of you for not being able to even go to a store. Even your fav board on your fav website stills you're a loser.So what does it matter.
>>84162581I understand how that feels, but it is not reality.
>>84162590you're a pathetic faggot and deserve to die
>>84162581Anon just get up and go to the store, start small, push through the worry. And no matter what happens, be proud of yourself for doing it.
>>84162581Just go outside and realize everyone is ugly and weird looking and retarded. You'll feel a great sense of belonging
>>84162581Hey guess what, no one gives a fuck irl. The Internet is a cesspit of negativity but irl is not. You maybe get one or two people that will glance over and think ewww but who gives a shit, go have fun
>>84162581Haha, look at anon, he stays within the walls of his confinement instead of soaking in the sun's radiation and planting his feet on blades of verdent biomass! Hahahahahaaa! I am mocking his life choices because they contrast with my own! Mockery, mockery, mockery!
Whenever i hear laughter I KNOW people are pointing and laughing at me specifically. They can sense that i am someone to make fun of solely by how i walk and look. Like even just my phenotype is pitiful
>>84162581Same. I feel I could do better if I moved far away though. If I went places now people would just recognize me as that weirdo they haven't seen in 15 years. I live in a very small town btw.
I don't mind being in public, I don't think strangers can guess I'm a loser just by looking at me.But, I hate talking to people because the conversation almost alwas lead to a "tell me about yourself?" to which I can't answer anything that won't be embarassing.
>>84163003I think I creep people out by refusing to share anything. But I dont think I can physically tell people about the manga I read or games I play. It really is just too embarassing like you say.
>>84162590I DONT CARE ANONI DONT GIVE A FUCK ABOUT WHAT YOU DOSTUMBLE ABOUT AND MUMBLE BUMBLEFUCK TRIP AND FALL AND DROOL AND VOMIT ALL OVER YOURSELF WHATEVERI ONLY CARE WHEN PEOPLE START SHIT WITH MEOR LOOK AT ME WITH CONTEMPTIT MAKES ME WANT TO DESTROY THEMIF YOU'RE QUIETYOU'RE DOING JUST FINEBUT DON'T BE TOO QUIET
They say easy come easy go.
>>84162581I'm sorry that's how you experience being out in the world OP, hope something makes it easier for you <3
>>84162799Lmaao gottem
