What do I do anons? she is talking with someone else as of now and I genuinely don't think I have the balls to contact her. I also have some other girl right now. But my mind still drifts away towards her. Even if she is way worse than the one I have right now, I still need her more than anything. I will forever be hers.
>>84163291I miss her too but she told me to never speak to her again. I think she hates me. Oop.
i have the opposite problem. she hates me but absolutely will not leave or admit to herself that she doesn't care about me or us. and i still love her, so i always let her talk me out of leaving over that. why can't things either just work out or stop when they don't. man, it's always fucked for everyone.
>>84163298I left her first, that's even worse. I'm sorry it happened to you.
>>84163324Sounds like she's just using you either for money or attention.
>>84163341she also spent on this relationship despite being poor. net negative for both. attention? possible, but it just hurts her.
>>84163331I keep hoping she'll break the silence. I won't message her but if she messages me I'd be overjoyed. It'll never happen. I'm never going to hear from her again. We're in the same boat, you and I. I have another girl now too and I can't stop thinking of the one I love. I feel like such scum.
>>84163372If I wasnt such a pussy I'd invite you to a beer, anon. But were probably on the opposite sides of the world anyway. Either way, I really want to contact her. It's easy to reach but god, I did too much for it to never work out again.
>>84163460If I weren't such a pussy I'd take you up on that offer. I keep writing letters in my head to send to her. As if the right combination of words would change her mind. I've never loved someone so much as I loved her and she's gone. It's so hard to accept. If there's a possibility for you, take it. Love is too important to let go of without a fight.
>>84163291Why did you stop talking to that girl in the first place anon