How can i get fent for suicide purposes if I live in europe?
Don't you want to drop napalm on chinese people for producing it instead?
talking to someone who is suicidal is hard even when there's an actual solution you would rather kys because it's easier so how are we supposed to be friends if you plan to kill yourself? do you realize that's cruel to both of us
>>84166057No i want to kms
>>84166061There is no solution and I have no friends
>>84166072i'm not talking to you am i you suicide fag i'm just talking to the void if you're just going to kill yourself then do it before trying to make friends because your suicidepills are infectious
>>84166085WhateverDo you know how to get fent or not?
>>84166095yeah you buy it from a fucking dealer
>>84166101Your answer has as much value as saying "you buy fent by buying fent"
>>84166062well good thing you have no access to it my little suicidal friend
>>84166105what are you expecting you dumb faggot? you're so retarded you can't even kys properly without asking someone else to drop you a pin for your local dealer
>>84166109Why?>>84166117How am i supposed to find out these things nigger?
>>84166134be an adult before you try killing yourself
>>84166141I see no point in thay if i'm going to spend all my time being miserable
>>84166047>>84166151Why are you miserable, OP?
>>84166171The usualNo friendsNo gf
there is a tor equivalent to reddit that mainly discusses markets. they post links, though i think they aren't really supposed to. there are also dealers there and you can usually just browse their account history to find a link. i'm sure there are better ways, but as someone who learnt it alone that was how i found the markets for my area. how to properly trade crypto, use encryption, and safe vms is covered by general darkweb guides. i think it's all in the easily-findable dnm bible. for specifics, it's all pretty easily googleable, really. in the end, it's safe and tard-proof. tedious, but if you're only out to make this one, super-significant purchase, that shouldn't matter much to you. also, the time to set it up and to wait for the delivery will let a self-destructive passion pass, if that's what's pushed you over the edge. and then, hey, you've a little package of cope, instead.
>>84166182That probably applies to almost everyone itt. Is that really the main reason?
>>84166193YeahI am incredibly lonelyMaybe others can live without these thingsI can't>>84166186Thanks, will look into it. Could I get a name of the site?
>>84166105Just get research chemicals like brorphine, orphine, chlorphine, etc
>>84166209>I can'tThen how did you manage to live until this day?
>>84166047you don't need fent then because you're lucky enough to be able to get real heroin, i sincerely hope this helps
>>84166186just drop the name of the site or the onion link nigga why do all dn faggots have to be like this
>>84166047West or East Europe?
>>84166182>>84166209please dont kill yourself! you still have time to make friends and find a gfdo you play any online games with voicechat? id be completely alone if i hadnt played a buncha overwatch with a microphone<3
>>84166247My quality of life is very poorI'm sick of being alone>>84167236East>>84167297I can't. I am simply not compatable with anyone
>>84167184How do I get that then? Does it have to be with syringes?
>>84167195no one:dn niggas: its quite easy to find everything you ever wanted ever, everything is out in the open, you can find everything on googledid i tell you its easy enough that unborn fetuses can do it??
>>84167972>I can't. I am simply not compatable with anyoneits worth giving a shot i promise! you may think youre not compatible but i guarantee theres some people out there youll vibe with
>>84168159I can easily find people i vibe with. But no one wants to vibe with me
>>84167195dread. it's literally one google search away ffs
>>84166186Yo thanks man I have been wanting to try drugs for a bit but all dealers I have met irl are shady as fuck and always want sexual favours. I will try this.
>>84168237am i retarded is that not the same thing
>>84168237hey thats my line...what, do you talk too little or are you boring?
>>84168623it's notin other words, i can easily like other people but other people don't like me>>84168679yeah, to both
>>84169568im the first guy how old are you? could it be maybe your sample size is small?
>>8416962625i think it was big enoughhow big is it supposed to be?
>>84169772oh id say by the age of 30-40 as an average lmao but it varies person to person of course. like you said the quality of your life is very poor right? do you think that effects your ability to make connections maybe?
>>84169889>30-40i have even less in common with these ppl than ppl my age>do you think that effects your ability to make connections maybe?it's the other way aroundi have no connections therefore my quality of life is poor
>>84166047Any opiate stronger than tramadol will do if you have a low tolerance to opiatesI reccomend getting benzos too so that your way out isn't terrifying (survival instinct and all kicking in)However OP, if you're only killing yourself because you're alone then hold off on it and see if there's anything out there you'll enjoy regardless.
>>84170717>i have no connections therefore my quality of life is poordude thats genuinely the best possible scenario your not like homeless or retarded or super amputated etc. have you noticed any patterns in past relationships on how people react to the things you say/do etc negatively? theres usually something more specific then "they dont like/vibe with me" outside of outliers
>>84170946it's probably because i have no personality>>84170738i am very social and if i can't have close friends/a lover i don't see life as worth living
>>84171047thats like the opposite of specific lmao
>>84171233i don't know what else it could be honestly
>>84166047Don't even attempt to kill yourself using fentanyl, I would advise against killing yourself in general but that seems worthless.If you fuck it up and don't actually die you will regret it so much, you will be so incapable at doing anything you will not be able to even attempt again either
>>84171047>if i can't have close friends/a lover i don't see life as worth livingYeah and things might change in a year or two and then you'll seem fucking stupid in comparison, you're not killing yourself because your life is fucked up beyond repair, or because you're sparing yourself from future misery, you're doing it because of something that can very well be temporary either objectively or mindset wise.stop giving a shit about other people and find something else that makes you happy, hell if you're trying to get a drug to kill yourself with, maybe just do the drugs recreationally instead?
>>84166047Are you white? Don't kill yourself if you're white, Europe needs you. Dedicate your life to saving the white race if you have nothing else to live for, you already have nothing more to lose
>>84171518It's been a constant my entire life>>84171784How am I supposed to "save the white race" if no one wants to even be my friend. I am all alone. I'd rather die than live like this
>>84171956If there's one near you, join a climbing gym. Take the intro class for rope climbing and then they'll probably have a partner board where you can just meet random people to partner climb with. It's a good way to be forced to meet new people, pretty low stakes socially, and good for your health. If not that then find some sort of local arts & crafts club. Then keep an eye out for people who might be politically nationalist as you go
>>84171956>It's been a constant my entire lifeEven more of a reason to not give a shit about it.this is coming from someone who has been isolated their entire life, you're better off focusing on yourself instead of begging for crumbs of social attention.think of it, you get to like whatever you want, you get to dress however you want, you get to think whatever you want, all because you're not worried about pleasing people, it's a freedom socially established people don't have because they can't have a hot take or a unique sense of fashion without it backfiring on them in some way.
>>84167972>>84171956I'd be your friend, anon. What is your contact?
