you guys ever feel like you've been a bad influence on the world?two people i knew died and i think it was because of me. i'm a bad influence, you know like the butterfly effect? if it weren't for me i think the world would be a better place, i fucked the timeline up.you guys ever feel that way?
>>84166277I introduced a guy to marihuana and years later he ended up in a mental hospital.
>>84166277i notice i have left everyone i've known worse than i found them
>>84166277I'm wouldn't say I'm a bad influence, but I'm certainly not a good one. If anything I've deprived the world of good influence through my love of inaction.
>>84166277no i don't interact with the world ever
>>84166612sometimes when i'm walking i spit in ponds because the bacteria in my mouth could alter the entire ecosystem. if you've ever done something like that you're influencing the world.i'm always paranoid i said something to someone once that led to them doing something wrong later in life, it could be any little thing that could change the course of history.
>>84166285same shit happened with one of my friends, i gave him a brownie and it only went downhill from there, last time i heard from him he had a manic episode and ended up in a mental hospital for some time and is now addicted to clonazepam
>>84166285I'm that guy. It wasn't the weed.
>butterfly effectI'm EXTREMELY self-conscious about this type of stuff. It fascinates me how, from even little words and actions we say and do -- big results happen.
>>84166692yeah one time when i was a kid i tried to brag to a girl that i could jump off my roof and she tried to copy me and got hurt and i was just lying about jumping off the roof.any little retarded thing we say or do can have horrific outcomes. any small little thing.i think about it a lot too, it's why i like being in my room listening to music or playing single player vidya, the world is too unpredictable.
>>84166702Same. I try not to say anything to anyone since one bad misquote or unintended consequences could ruin someone's life. I mostly keep to myself and just nod and smile when people talk to me. I may have said and done things I'm not proud of and they probably ruined someone's life, but oh well... live and learn? Keep on going? Try to be as encouraging as possible? Give up and just stay alone and isolated, only playing single player games to ruin the lives of npcs there?
>>84166692That's why I always believed that the idea of God having a plan for you may not be nearly as inspiring as it sounds. Maybe your whole reason for existing is to do something very insignificant at a very specific time. Let's say you took the last gallon of milk at the store at the age of 30, and it made someone else have to go to a different store for milk, thus making him late for a certain event and kicking off a different chain of events. Your whole reason for existing was to make it to that point in time and after that's done, you are no longer a part of God's plan, because your part is done.
>>84166727i'll just stick to squishing arm flabs *squishes your arm flab*
>>84166277I asked god to kill me so if I amNOT MY FUCKING FAULT OR PROBLEM.Faggot kike belongs on that cross in the furthest depths of hell for putting people through this shitty test just because he's "good enough" to justify having a fucking circle jerk about how "good" he is for gambling with Job's soul. Because if a HUMAN did anything even remotely close, he'd be in prison.
>>84166702>yeah one time when i was a kid i tried to brag to a girl that i could jump off my roof and she tried to copy me and got hurt and i was just lying about jumping off the roof.That's actually based as fuck. If bitches wanna be attracted to stupidity, they can pay the price themselves.
>>84166733>"Well SOMEONE has to go to hell and pay the price">you are no longer a part of God's plan, because your part is done.Thanks for the free will, what else should I have expected from a fucking JEW
>>84166789You do technically have free will, just as God is free to manipulate your circumstances to put you in a position where your actions are in line with his vision.
>>84166774i thought she was cool and a good friend we had this funny conversation going, it was just an unfortunate accident that all of that occured. i wish i just hadn't said that to her and the whole world would be completely different.
>>84166277Tbh I've actually been a good influence. ALl things considered, i'm not in a bad spot in life (big room for improvement) but I just wish someone could positively influence me for a change.
>>84166800>technically>goalposts>guilt>etc.god hardened the Pharaoh's heart.
>>84166816>i wish i just hadn't said that to her and the whole world would be completely different.>>84166800>God is free to manipulate your circumstances to put you in a position where your actions are in line with his vision.What a great gift!
>>84167058>What a great gift!It's what keeps humanity entertaining for him. It wouldn't be fun if there wasn't at least a small chance that we could defy his expectations.
>>84166277Ask me again in 6 months.
>>84167078Ya that's how torture works.
>>84166277Three people named their kid after meTwo people got fired because I blamed my mistakes on themOne person killed theirself because I took their french friesLife is weird, I suppose I'll break even.
>>84166727>>84166702But even inaction is still an action. You may like being alone, but imagine those who are close to you, who may not show it but are worried. Imagine (if you live alone) your neighbours gossiping or all the events they wrought upon themselves, merely by you doing nothing. It seems there's no escape really. Even in death, our bodies (if buried) go to the ground, our corpse feeds the life around us, all that energy we accumulated over the years goes back to the Earth. We take and take from this planet, and ultimately give it all back in the end. Even in cremation. Someone may choose to scatter our ashes somewhere, or use them as fertilizer for a tree or plant. The circle of life.
>>84167429https://youtu.be/zOgLmD06YfsLife is funny like that..
>two friends killed themselves in exactly the same ways I used to say I would kill myself when I was being an edgy teen>I was ironically memeing about red pill, masculinity, misogyny, being alpha male, and dating strategy to a young relative who admired me and I think its why he is almost 40 and a khhv despite being highly educated, successful, and good looking>there was a barely functioning autist in my friend group who clearly loved women and women's feet who we constantly called him gay who ended up trooning out in his mid thirties
