>average traumatic childhood. no real relationship with my parents> start in freshman year of college. 2020>covid>stuck in dorm because id be homeless otherwise, school made an exception for me>move in with boyfriend in the summer because i have no other option>socially isolates me, and yells at me a lot>wont let me break up with him>cheat, but regret it>eventually tells him, but he beats and chokes me.>still feel like i deserved it>mental health gets way worse>multiple ward visits over 3-4 years>drop out of college>break up with boyfriend of a year to move cross country to a cute trans woman i met online two months ago>she proposes but we plan to get married in a few years>happy for a while but get unhappy>break up, but our entire friend group hates me now>one friend still likes me, offers to date>everyone hates me even more now for dating her>sleep stuck in my exes apartment on the floor because again id be homeless otherwise>i propose and get married to new gf after 4 months of hell>make local lgbt group for making friends>push to try to be poly with wife>she reluctantly agrees>community gets really big>wife is uncomfortable with me being with others but happy when she messes with others>convince me to be a throuple with her new gf>third wheeled>unknowingly and knowingly cucked more than i can count>kinda hot but i feel pathetic for it>step away and give community to someone i thought i could trust>that someone was apparently besties with wifes gf...>separate from her cause i felt lonely>get kicked from discord because exwife accuses me of being abusive>have to couch surf for 9+ (and counting) months because i cant afford housing on my own despite working full timewhat do you say anons? am i a lost cause?honestly left out even more shitty things ive done
>>84170841femoids have no trauma or no issues, you literally close your blog with >couch surf for 9+ monthshow many average guys can do that? none. no one. that privilege alone is female privilege.kill yourself.
u can couch surf at my place
>>84170841I hope you will kill yourself no one want your smelly destroyed holes you should neck it
>>84170841can u post a booty pic
>>84170841Your society failed you. While your life may have been ruined, you can save the lives of future generations of women from suffering this fate by helping spread the collective will of the white race to take back the healthy and structured society that was stolen from you
>>84170841i hope you get raped and become infested with super aids and die stupid fucking whore. any faggot that gives u sympathy should also get super aids
>>84170841>cute trans woman Embarrassing troon larp. You just had to shoehorn that in didn't you? Please kill yourself.>>84170875Boohoo no consequences for me because i have a vagina. I am a victim!!!!
oh sorry anons forgot to mention im a tranny myself. hope this helps
>>84170841Holy shit. Some people really have some sad ass lives. Are you a lesbo or bi? I guess a genuine lesbian by how quickly you move in and marry people. I have nothing else to say but yeah you're definitely fucked in the head. Your life sounds like a car wreck that'd be fun to watch. But I wouldn't even want to be you friend. Tell us more of the shitty things you've done. I usually hate the femanon attention seekers here but your shit is actually entertaining.
first time on 4chan. not sure how to reply as OPbut>let the family dog fuck me in middle school>still horny about it sometimes>cheated on fiance by sexting with some guy i met online.>stayed at the guys place when couch surfing>got mad i couldnt find a job and gave me the boot>stayed single for 8months after exwife stuff>runaway in fear from new gf after two months>been in therapy sense childhood>still fucked
>>84170989>let the family dog fuck meI love you want to be friends?
>>84171009no way this isnt bait
>>84171057I ain't baiting, I've just never met a dogfucker I didn't like
>>84171083fuck it. make me worse anon
>>84171090I wanted to passively absorb the insanity not make you worse but now you're getting me a little hot under the collar. How much worse are we talking here? I could get you to ruin your life in style, you ever done IV drugs?
>>84171121only ever smoked weed and done mushrooms a handful of timeshonestly i think itd be hot to get drugged and just be meat for someone. idc i give up
>>84170841You're not femoid, at best you're femiform since no matter how outwardly female you may look, you'll never be an actual woman. Anyways your story here is basically the classic tranny lifestyle so this is about the best you can hope for out of life unfortunately
>>84171151Do you mean get drugged or prostitute yourself for drugs? Imagine the depths of that depravity. Having sex with disgusting, STI infested men for just one more hit. Begging for the drugs before the sex so you don't have to think about their unwashed cocks ravaging your holes, being denied and taking it raw and sober. You'd hate yourself and feel eternally unclean but you wouldn't be able to stop yourself from doing it again the next day. Or the same day, the high never lasts as long as you need it to. why do you want that?
>>84170841It's not a surprise that someone who comes from dysfunction became dysfunctional.
>>84171151>honestly i think itd be hot to get drugged and just be meat for someone. idc i give upYou can do that with Xanax honestly. I had an ex who would take a Xanax and let me use her body while she was asleep and I'd just spend all night pumping loads in her. Was really hot actually.
>>84171176i meant like date rape or being kidnapped or something. i actually did prostitute myself for a little but stopped cause i wanted to get better
>>84170841just get a new job and then find some roommates that you dont want to and wouldnt fuck no matter what and then try to finish community college or something to get a better job do not fucking date anyone man woman tranny doesnt matter
>>84171223Date rape is an easy one, hang around bars with your back to your drink. You'll get raped within a week. Guaranteed. Tell me about the prostitution, what's the worst client you had?
>>84170841I wasnt able to make positive progress until I self reflected and stopped feeling sorry for myself.
>>84170841>have bfGET THE FUCK OUTTA HERE YOU NORMALFOID!!!!
>>84170841Your bio describes a trend of constantly leaning on others and never being comfortable or capable of simply being alone. You are as much a victim of abuse as you are a willing participant in it because you have never had to learn to be independent. Your pattern of codependency and (mostly) self inflicted abuse leads me to believe you probably have a cluster B personality disorder.Trauma hurts and influences our behavior but it does not excuse our behavior. Whenever you willingly make a poor decision despite having adequate knowledge beforehand of the consequences of that behavior that is no longer something you can blame on trauma or bad luck. That is you actively making a choice to do {the thing} and stay trapped in your bubble of self perpetuating misery.Here is a radical idea. Learn to be by yourself for a bit. Take a solid year off where you do things for yourself instead of asking others to do things for you. Learn to have some agency in your own life and things will stop seeming like one long string of bad events that just mysteriously keep happening to you for no reason.
>>84170841no1xurr
this story is made-up for ragebait
>>84171295i wish, but i lived it :3>>84171290actually solid advice. i keep wanting to stay single but then someone i like confesses they love me and i dont have the backbone to say no
>>84171313after all you've been through, you should not feel like everyone who confesses to you actually liked you.
>>84171313why are you here posting amongst the virgin robots?
>>84170853fbpb. every other post are simps trying to pump and dump
