im so tired of being disabled. i want to go out, have fun, i want a social life, friends, boyfriend, normal life.school is already so hard for me and i cant do anything else. during summer i can sometimes go out but i have to be careful cause if i do too much ill be exhausted for days after. one time i was pretty much bedridden for two weeks after a like 3 hour activity.i wish i could just be normal, i wish i wasnt like this. why did this have to happen to me? i wish there was treatments or a cure. theres nothing i can do and i hate it so fucking much.
>>84171091I wonder what cripple pussy is like. Can you cum? Or are you dead down there.
>>84171119i can, im not paralysed in any way, just have severe chronic pain, fatigue and my joints are weak
>>84171091What's your disability? Have you gotten medical opinions?If anything you gain as many options as you lose with disability checks and affirmative action
>>84171091If you're hot I'd put up with it. Because paralysis is technically fixable.
>>84171134>What's your disability?some of them are diagnosed but generally doctors are very unsure. but i have intense chronic pain, joint pain especially, chronic fatigue as well.>Have you gotten medical opinions?so so many. ive unironically probably been to 100 doctors appointments, most of them ending in "just exercise more" or referring me to another specialist.>If anything you gain as many options as you lose with disability checks and affirmative actiontrue, yeah. but i also live every second of every day in excruciating pain considering my doctors refuse to actually treat me because my case is too complex for them
>>84171143im not paralysed. my disabilities are incurable.
>>84171159Have you ever tried fasting even intermittent fasting?Do you take anything for the pain?And are you overweight?
>>84171167How severe is it? Is it a bone thing or a nerve thing?
>>84171131If your joints are weak you may want to try exercises to strengthen them. That could help with the fatigue as well.
>>84171175>Have you ever tried fasting even intermittent fasting?ive tried that and probably every single other non-medical "treatment", it doesnt work.>Do you take anything for the pain?yeah, i take ibuprofen and paracetamol pretty much every day. ive been able to get prescribed stronger meds before but the doctors in my area are very hesitant about long-term strong painkiller usage>And are you overweight?technically i am medically overweight but it is not significant enough to cause health issues and when i have tried to lose weight in the past it has made my health significantly worse, so i figure its best to maintain.
>>84171184its a nerve, muscle and connective tissue thing.>>84171217ive been to physical therapy a million times and it has never made any significant change in my condition
>>84171227I'm sorry to hearI don't see why you can't have a social life, a lot of people have online friends or even only online friendsMy Discord is duwaplol
>>84171091I know exactly how you feel.Being disabled is so fucking shit, especially when you are not even diagnosed so you have to just go to normal school and suffer this bullshit. But i hate it for all the reasons you said.No social life, can't get a boyfriend or have friends, can't even go out and buy groceries without having some problem most of the time.I ruined my Dad's marriage and basically his whole life by being a burden on his shoulders. I pay him the little rent he asks for with my disability checks, but other than that, my life is going nowhere. I didn't even finish highschool because i was taken out after being finally diagnosed and put on disability.I have no idea what a social life is even like. I made my Mom ragequit parenting, i made my Dad have a depressing lonely life instead of a happy marriage because he is taking care of me and still loves me for some reason. I spend 99.9% of my life in my room being a NEET and wasting away while playing vidya or gooning. The one time i tried to do something social to attempt fixing myself it ended up with me getting raped. Literally nothing i have ever done or achieved, which is nothing, has any value to show for.I wish there was some cure, but there isn't, and the future is looking as bleak as ever. Only reason i'm not homeless is my Dad. What happens when he is too old, or decides he doesn't want me around, or dies. I will follow him into the grave likely, because what could i possibly do. Being disabled fucking sucks.
>>84171240Ok. And the only symptoms you have is pain? That's entirely fixable if it is. And how old are you? Are you fine in terms of everything else?
>>84171269i feel you, and im sorry anon. i fear this is likely whats coming in a year or two for me. i wont tell you it gets better because i know how much it sucks to hear that when you know it really wont. i hope youre able to find something to make you happy.>>84171272i have pain, fatigue, nausea, migraines, cramps, so much shit. im also autistic asf. im 18.
>>84171091sounds like Myalgic encephalomyelitis
>>84171331i do suspect i may have that yeah, though its a nightmare to get diagnosed
>>84171318Oof, at 18? Wow. Well if it wasn't heritable I'd take you. If you weren't ugly I'd probably spend the rest of my life trying to fix you. That's just what I would do. But we'll never know each other, so you'll have to find someone else I'm afraid. Good luck, it doesn't sound good. You have my sympathies, life is cruel.
yeah i was expecting paraplegia or something, OP has the standard chronic fatigue syndrome and mystery joint pain.
>>84171345yeah, thanks for not trying to downplay it lol. wish you luck as well anon
>>84171377wow this makes me feel so much better. my pain is cured wow thank you anon
>>84171393masturbate the pain away it works
>>84171318>happyI mean i just kinda try to distract myself with stuff. My meds make me hazy or make my mind cloudy and just the lifestyle is pretty numbing. Being able to just waste my days helps in the way that i dissasociate a bit, but highschool and before was pure suffering.The sad part really for me is just that despite having SPD it doesn't kill your want for social stuff, like having a boyfriend or meaningful friendships, i just can't form them or exist around people. It's that loneliness that makes it shit too. I don't know i think i will just Rot away in my room one day, and it will probably be for the best.
wow a fembot i actually feel bad for im not supposed to feel these feelings
>>84171408i mean yeah that does help but only temporarily lol
>>84171091Is this melody?
>>84171422so never stop masturbating rub yourself until you lose yourself
I could cure your condition if you were my woman, but you're not, so I won't.
>>84171424i actually have no idea who that is haha
>>84171418Sorry we make you feel these feelings. Please go commit a hate crime or something out there to restore the healthy balance
