I wish I was mentally strong enough to trip balls, but I know I'd end up in the hospital or crazy.
I've been doing Ayahuasca even though I have BPD and it's brutal. I have been to Hell I think
>>84177197it's not worth it. there's nothing there, only trauma and thoughts. it's just revelations about ideas that you don't need to have, you can just ponder the ideas without fully believing them. it's not special or helpful knowledge. a lot of time it's just pure delusion. If anything positive came from me experiencing trips, it's being thankful that the trip ended, because i thought it'd last forever, and even that thankfulness largely goes away and you forget about it. only largely though.>>84177219sorry man. i hope you stop doing that. there's better things to focus on.
I tripped balls on edibles had had DPDR for years. Still to this day I have anxiety issues because of it. It's really not worth it.
>>84177219Pls stop. It wont make you any good. Hell it didnt done any good to me and I only have ADHD. It literally almost made me insane for an entire month. I unironically belived I was going insane. My best friend retarded dad told me was a great idea to smoke weed right after the ayahuasca and it fucked me up BADLY lol
>>84177197I think it's important that people know that psychedelics can be helpful, but that it isn't all sunshine and rainbows. Hell, even weed triggers schizophrenia in people (who are already genetically predisposed to it). I had to quit weed because I'd get incredibly strong depersonalization/derealization from it.As someone who has a myriad of diagnoses (PDD, MDD, GAD, ADHD, BD-II), and who has definitely had traumatizing trips, I don't think you need to go so far as never using psychedelics ever. Just tread lightly and know what you're getting yourself into. I can say without a doubt I've gotten a lot of insight and relief from psychedelics, but I have had a few bad experiences.But if you're just a normie that's scared of having a bad trip, just get a tripsitter and treat the drug with respect xD
>>84179622If that was too long to read the keyword is: HARM REDUCTION
>>84177197yeah i knew I was fucked when I couldn't even enjoy shrooms. normalfags put shrooms on a pedestal as this magical thing that will "fix" you or some bullshit but it just trapped me in a 3 hour loop of self-hatred
>>84179622>tfw undiagnosed>probably autistic & adhd>been doing at least 1 gram of 25%+ THC weed every single day for the last 8 months>biggest issue is the odd phantom noise or image in my peripheral>know it's the weed so just laugh and carry onkek maybe i'm just built different but weed can't scare me because acknowledging i'm high removes 99% of the fear of changes to my senses
>>84177197oh no get elton john away from that baby
>>84178192>>84179585>Pls stop. It wont make you any good. Hell it didnt done any good to me and I only have ADHDThe aya trips have been extremely difficult but my family says I'm like a different person afterwards. It seems like it is working. Forcing me to realize what I've done
I literally committed suicide on 5 grams of malabar coast soaked in grapefruit juice. I'm still fucked up 5 year later. Lmao
>>84180009>what I've doneOh God. Ur one of those ppl....
>>84177197it's about humbling yourself, killing the ego and letting yourself be open to the incomprehensiblity of your insignificance. very therapeutic. just don't do it around people. people are evil.https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=B8NMDmoujfo
