I'm turning 33 soon and I never planned my life more than 24 hours in advance.I was content to reject the world, hide in my room, live off escapism and hedonism and for a very very long time I genuinely enjoyed that life. But lately it's been nagging at me more and more, that my time is running out, that I should I dunno...do ANYTHING with myself while I'm still young-ish. I don't wanna be a normalfaggot with a mortgage and wife but like...if I live the rest of my life like I have up to this point, I think I'd be disappointed in myself. Anyone know what I mean?
>>84178047Just accept that you're one of the lucky ones who can neet and live forever like that.
>>84178047Do you have any dreams, OP?
>>84178047I know what you meanI'm a couple years younger than you but the same feeling creeps in more and more with every passing year.In my teens and early 20s I though>surely there is enough art and entertainment in the world to last multiple lifetimes, who needs anything else?But who knew that games, anime, movies, books etc just start to eventually feel like they are sort of decaying?Every new thing you consume feels a little less newI'm not sure wtf you're supposed to do about it. Immersing myself in media has left me socially retarded and aimless in life so there is pretty much no going back. If a time comes, and i feel like it's not that far away, where i just can't stomach another derivative game or movie, it might be rope time.
>>84178222>I'm not sure wtf you're supposed to do about it. Immersing myself in media has left me socially retarded and aimless in life so there is pretty much no going back. If a time comes, and i feel like it's not that far away, where i just can't stomach another derivative game or movie, it might be rope time.This is it really, summed up.I'm telling myself this summer I'm gonna try to shake things up, go outside more, think positively but...I dunno. Unless a miracle happens, I think my time is coming to an end. I enjoyed my 20's more than most people do but I think the price I pay for that is not getting to enjoy my 30's, 40's or anything beyond that. I don't really see a path forward for someone like me. It's like I stood there and gave the middle finger to the world while they pelted me with stones and now I'm ready to keel over, I've had enough, I made my point and there's nothing more to say.
>>84178047younger than you but i felt the same way and did the same thing for a very long time. the thing that got me out of it was somehow finding a partner who cared about the trajectory of my life far more than i do and now i think im transitioning into a more normal adult life somehow with her.
