Thread for discussions about selfharm and mutual supportit's cold here again Dxheya >How are you doing today?>Any plans for today?>When was the last time you hurt yourself?>Why did you hurt yourself?>Is there anything bothering you right now?
waddupHere's a bunch of helpful links>a long list of self harm alternatives (thank you muddy):https://imgur.io/a/7Q2zgw7>a first aid post cuting:https://www.lifesigns.org.uk/first-aid-for-self-injury-and-self-harm/>a wound care guide:https://docs.google.com/document/d/1CsvJs8qNCVkHWHKekMSmCn6qn0GBEcgnq9fIqlA6Uv0/mobilebasic>a bpd workbook:https://d-pdf.com/book/1781/read>a bpd Information Book (anon said it's exceptionally good)https://annas-archive.org/md5/1a4f329474320214a120a4d553c6b60c> bdbt (dialectical behavioral therapy)workbook is intended for BPD but can work for anyone:https://cursosdepsicologia.com.ar/wp-content/uploads/2021/05/THEDIA1.pdfPlease don't post any drastic images and if you have to, spoiler them
I LOVE MY WIFE SATANIA!>>84226892>How are you doing today?Okay kinda........just still thinking about my future. Still thinking about what the right choice is to make........life isn't going the way I want it and I don't think I will truly be happy or satisfied. I hope I can make the right choice. The future is so scary with everything, sea level rise, my future career, money, etc. I know I'm capable of doing good, I will try my hardest.>When was the last time you hurt yourself?A couple of days ago. I've been cutting on my shoulders so nobody sees, since t-shirt season is soon.>>Why did you hurt yourself?Body dysmorphia, and I hate living in the USA, laugh at me all you want I would be happier in Japan. I want to move there but it feels like I never will :(>>Is there anything bothering you right now?Just worrying about my futureI hope everyone is doing okay. Stay safe out there frens
>>84226892>not on the connecting with any party here. feels great.freedom to realize they're all full of shit>what kind of laws come to mind?knife laws, marijuana, etc. What's legal in one state, they'll throw the book at you for even having in another. I think moving across state borders is the thing as well, since weed is federally illegal (which is a whole other thing)>chose where you spawnedYou're supposed to move to a place you know no one and is unfriendly to outsiders I suppose. >that old and dementedif it's consolation, this movement will not survive him since he's made it clear he has no desire to pick an actual successor if he actually turns out to be in bad health like people speculated, I imagine the infighting between successors is going to be ugly mixed with fearfulness when legal cases start taking place>>84222609>sometimes the thing you see with your own eyes is what actually happened This is true sometimes but not this one. I just admit waifu posting had rotted my ability to process the story as is. >>84224934> I find quite admirable.It is refreshing when it doesn't cross into rude. Too many people beat around the bush in a way that is not helpful at all>how introspective the person is.or what conclusion they come to. I had a friend see a really really horrible disaster that would haunt some people for life and got the takeaway to work harder professionally? Which I don't see how...>stereotype for Asians to bring up marriage really soonI do not blame them. Chinese culture especially is very unforgiving about the "left behind woman" thing. >want what's best for their kids.Americans especially are bad with this because the whole "go out and build you own" attitude that has made generations after the boomers start over with nothing.
>>84227044hi satania anon> I will try my hardest.best of luck. Know things are all around scary right now and hard to make sense of things. I feel that too even being mostly established, but do the best you can, and prepare for whatever you can prepare for>Body dysmorphiahmm what kind specifically if you don't mind me asking? if not, okay. Just trying to talk>hate living in the USA, laugh at me all you want I would be happier in Japan. nothing to laugh about, I get what you mean. I did spend a lot of time not in Japan, but Asian in general, and I also think I'd be way happier that part of the world than where I am here.
>>84226892and heya cat! hope you had a good day>it's cold here againnice and warm here. Hope it improves for you soon
>>84227092Hi officeanon!>best of luck. Know things are all around scary right now and hard to make sense of things. I feel that too even being mostly established, but do the best you can, and prepare for whatever you can prepare forThanks, I'll try to keep preparing for the worst. I'll try to make the right choice>hmm what kind specifically if you don't mind me asking? if not, okay. Just trying to talkI don't mind! I have body dysmorphia because of 2 things really. First is I have neurofibromatosis which although it's not as bad as others people I still have gross birthmarks and stuff all over my body....I hate it. Second ( this is related to me hating living in USA ) is I'm circumcised. I'm trying to restore my foreskin but I can't help but be depressed that something like that was taken from me as a baby without my consent.....>nothing to laugh about, I get what you mean. I did spend a lot of time not in Japan, but Asian in general, and I also think I'd be way happier that part of the world than where I am here.Thanks for not laughing. I'd just be so much happier there, the food culture, being able to buy different kinds of manga and doujins, more cool anime events, melon pan, visiting shrines, just everything seems so much more fun :( I hope everything is okay where you live. Also did you have fun in Japan when you visited?
Hello everyone. I need to sleep but I'm not really tired at all...Please wish me luck for my presentation tomorrow. The millstone around my neck will be removed once it's over (assuming I don't beef it).>>84227076>Too many people beat around the bush in a way that is not helpful at allIt can be very confusing what people mean sometimes. >Which I don't see how...What matters is it made sense to him.>Chinese culture especially is very unforgiving about the "left behind woman" thingI don't really get it (like I don't with a lot of Asian things, if I'm honest). It just seems like a lot of unnecessary pressure. I suppose it's just a deep-rooted cultural thing.>the whole "go out and build you own" attitude that has made generations after the boomers start over with nothingI never got this. Surely you'd want to give your kid the best head start possible. Isn't that the point of stuff like private education?>>84227280>being able to buy different kinds of manga and doujins, more cool anime events, melon panI'm in a different bit of Asia but we get these things here too. Lots of figure and model kit stores too and cute girls who like that stuff. I must admit it was very nice to learn that after moving since I wasn't really expecting it.
>>84226892Doing fairly bad tonight, doing some light cutting. My left arm is already a mess of scars, so it's not like it's making things any more socially difficult. Hope the rest of you are doing better!
>>84227280>I'll try to keep preparing for the worst. I'll try to make the right choicejust try to stay open minded and think hard before making decisions. I had a lot of stress the past few years with work and the job market, but recently left a job I wasn't happy about and switching to a new one. It takes a lot of work, but can usually find a way b unless you're in a really bad place.>body dysmorphia because of 2 things really.I see. I remember the circumcision part bothering you(which I agree it's kinda odd this is still so prevalent here to me) before now you mention it. Birthmarks I understand as well since I feel like anything distinct that draws attention can be a source of insecurity of lots of people. My big thing was I used to have a bad eating disorder, but that's been gone for a while now>I'd just be so much happier thereUnderstand all the answers you gave since I like Asian pop culture stuff like all that more and it's obviously very niche where I live. I have my arcade for rhythm games and can get anything online if i want but stilll>I hope everything is okay where you live.I don't hate it and it's better than a lot of places in the US, but I do feel like what you feel, it's probably not the best place in the world for me either >when you visited?ah not sure it was clear from what I typed but I meant, I did not go to Japan, but many other Asian countries (South Korea, China, Vietnam). Enjoyed my time everywhere I went. And even not being in Japan, it's nicer to be in Asia. Would like to see Japan some point though
>>84227503>I'm in a different bit of Asia but we get these things here too. Lots of figure and model kit stores tooThat sounds fun! Jealous of you lol >>84227533>just try to stay open minded and think hard before making decisionsYeah, right now I'm in a difficult choice of starting college or joining a great electrician union. I mentioned it before but it's a tough choice, don't know what I'm going to decide >but recently left a job I wasn't happy about and switching to a new one. It takes a lot of work, but can usually find a way b unless you're in a really bad place.Hope you like you new job anon!>I see. I remember the circumcision part bothering you>Birthmarks I understand as well since I feel like anything distinct that draws attention can be a source of insecurity of lots of people. My big thing was I used to have a bad eating disorder, but that's been gone for a while nowI'm glad your eating disorder went away anon :) Also thanks for the support>Understand all the answers you gave since I like Asian pop culture stuff like all that more and it's obviously very niche where I live. I have my arcade for rhythm games and can get anything online if i want but stilllYeah arcade games are cool in Japan I hear. Shame it's mostly dead here. Also yeah, it would be cool to buy doujins for cheap or even digital ones. Some I can't get a hold of sadly when I could buy them in Japan but melonbooks sucks>I don't hate it and it's better than a lot of places in the US, but I do feel like what you feel, it's probably not the best place in the world for me eitherI don't know what I want to do. I'd like to move to Japan but I feel like I'm going to be alone with Satania my life so that might not be realistic....if anything I'd like to be cremated and buried there with her....I know that sounds strange>ah not sure it was clear from what I typed but I meant, I did not go to Japan, but many other Asian countriesMy bad! Glad you had fun though!
the whole coleg thing is bumming me a bit I don't think my parents can understand that I just can't do something >>84227044hello>LOVE MY WIFE SATANIA!but shes evil! :o>future is so scaryyep it is> I know I'm capable of doing good, I will try my hardest.best of luck !! (tho you probably don't need it ^^)you sound very motivated, how?>been cutting on my shouldersI hear people say they do it but honestly how do you do it? what ai mean is are you able to see what you are doing? because personally I feel like not being able to see the blood would leave me dissatisfied >Body dysmorphiawhat kind of it's okay to ask?>want to move there but it feels like I never will :(hope that you get ro one dayand that you get a good job that won't take much of your time and won't be in the way of enjoying your time there Not working 16 hours a day stealing your life >hope everyone is doing okaythank you!>>84227105heya it's been okay>Hope it improves for you soondw I'll surviveI'm sorta sad about winter leaving, I wouldn't mind if it stayed forever just because it changing reminds me time is sprinting by>>84227503heyo>need to sleep but I'm not really tired at all...I guess don't sleep then? sometimes it's going good job to have a relaxing time watching shiz and drinking something nice Though you gotta keep in mind that if you do that you'll probably be very sleepy tomorrow around afternoon or evening At least that's how it works for me>presentation tomorrowyou've got thiss!!!! you'll see soon it's going to be okay and in retrospect it'll all seem easy>>84227509hey anonwhy are you not doing so hot?
>>84227503> I need to sleep but I'm not really tiredworst kind of nights. Sometimes you just need to lay there till it happens and empty your mind best you can without fixating>wish me luck for my presentation tomorrow. best of luck! Just take it easy this point>what people mean sometimes.i get it since people try very hard to not offend people, but be nice as it were isn't always the right thing and hurts people worse in the end> I suppose it's just a deep-rooted cultural thing.Chinese are still very very traditional among east asian in a lot of ways. Confucian values, wife and daughters place is a very specific thing, failing to be that is a failure to live your role in life. I've known women who basically accept it even saying they hate and are miserable because of it, still their culture.>Isn't that the point of stuff like private education?Where I live, it's discipline and religious values as a big chunk reason. There are more expensive private schools that rich kids go to. Honestly, the rich by large get the concept of passing things on, for some reason middle class has been led to believe this is a bad thing in many cases you'll see.
>>84227600> college or joining a great electrician union. what would you go to college for? College education is being questions by lots of people. I don't think the value is gone away completely, but cracks in the system are pushing more people to trades. Though those as well have risks and are easier to find work in than others. Best thing I can say is try to see what type of work seems and will remain in demand area you live, and start there.>Hope you likethanks, can't be worse than what I'm leaving> Also thanks for the supportalways free to talk about whatever you need to hear>Shame it's mostly dead here.I'm lucky I'm close to one with Japanese rhythm games. Honestly, if that ever closes I may really need to move since it's my go to to place those for hours>I'd like to move to Japan It's possible, but really need to have a plan or money first. All depends >>84227894> is bumming me a bitsorry to hear that :/ It is a bit of a tough spot. And I get why they'd be difficult as well, but ultimately you can't do what you can't and have to decide what's best for yourself at a point.>but shes evil! :owe appreciate evil waifus in this thread now it seems>I'm sorta sad about winter leavingI enjoy the early parts of it for sure, but it took so much out of me as time went by. >changing reminds me time is sprinting byin that case it would be perfect if we could just freeze time at autumn:>
>>84226892Hi /cut/! I hope people here are doing as well as they can today. I havent been cutting as much but Ive been having a very rough time lately. Ive been dissociating so badly, having more hallucinations and been having some awful trauma nightmares. On top of that Ive been getting extremely obsessed with the one person Ive opened up to and have been so on edge for any changes in his behaviour because Im terrified he doesnt really like me anymore god I hate the way I attach to people I keep having to stop myself from going off at him about how hes the worst person ever whos going to leave me. I need it to stop its torture. I am going to stop talking to him because anything that isnt isolation is so awful, the constant threat that theyll go, the checking for any slightest sign theyre upset with me, the way I dont understand any relationship that isnt someone hurting me. And Ive been thinking a lot about my trauma, I mean when am I not, it feels like its consumed all of me and I dont really have anyone to talk to. Ive been trying to get therapy, I went to an appointment where someone refers you to a service but it was so fucking useless. The guy told me Im just autistic and dont understand my emotions and it was sososo useless. If I go to my doctors they say they cant do anything and if I go to another service Im either too severe or they dont have what I need and desu I need meds of some kind but its so hard to access anything. And if Im honest about how suicidal I am I get put into nightmare hospital as punishment. It sucks its stupid Im tired everything keeps failing me
sup guys, have to redo around 2 weeks of writing and shit cus someone turned off my pc while i was doing shit. https://youtu.be/SE0HC5lPRr4?list=RDSE0HC5lPRr4
>>84226892>it's cold here again Dxsame here. went to work in a t-shirt today. that was a mistake. :p>>84227044hi satanianon! satanon! hmm. not sure which one i prefer. what do you think?>I hope everyone is doing okay. Stay safe out there frensi'm ok. not great, but not as bad as before, either. only if you do, too. :>>>84227076hi officeanon!>This is true sometimes but not this one.it happens. good that you let other people tell you what's going on and accept it. being able to accept that you were wrong is a rare skill these days.>>84227503hey dinon!>I need to sleep but I'm not really tired at all...bad state to be in. maybe just go to bed anyway? it's what i'll be doing soon.>Please wish me luck for my presentation tomorrowbest of luck! i'll be rooting for you! (*^*)9i'll go sleep now. good night.
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i have not cut myself in a week or 2. i want to cut myself so bad but i just cant. usually i just steal my moms boxcutter but the problem is that she uses it everyday for work so i cant really just steal it when shes there. when my parents are not home they are not gone for long so i do not really do anything to hurt myself. i want to go buy myself a boxcutter so that i can cut myself while doing my homework but for whatever reason i have not bought it yet. wtf and my arm is now healing from the cuts. like i think its scarring. are scars forming?
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>>84227931>what would you go to college for?I'm thinking hardware engineering if I can......I'd need to re-learn some math and I'm a bit worried if I'm smart enough but it's something I'd like to do. An electrician might be too much for me>thanks, can't be worse than what I'm leavingGood for you anon! I'm happy you're in a better spot>free to talk about whatever you need to hearRight back at ya!>I'm lucky I'm close to one with Japanese rhythm games. Honestly, if that ever closes I may really need to move since it's my go to to place those for hoursThat sounds fun, hope those don't leave you. It's dumb but I like reading hentai doujins and it's a pain in the ass to get an artist I like......wish melonbook e-books worked in the USA....might see if a proxy can work. Can't find this artist anywhere and I love their work.>It's possible, but really need to have a plan or money first. All dependsYeah both careers I want will get me lots of money.......I don't know....I feel like a piece of shit. I'd be abandoning my family ( brother who's autistic too) and friends but I feel like I'd be so much happier there. I'm probably just gonna keep dating Satania too so I won't carry on my genes there....part of me thinks it's not worth it, but I want to be happy. I hate living in the USA for so many reasons>>84227894>but shes evil! :oI still love her <3>you sound very motivated, how?Thanks and I guess just to be safe and secure. I want to be financially happy>how do you do it? I just pull my shirt off, grab a knife, look at my shoulder and cut a bit. I'm a bit cowardly though and can't do more than 5...>what kind of it's okay to ask?Easier to link >>84227280>hope that you get ro one dayThanks anon <3>>84228561>not sure which one i prefer. what do you think?Sorry I'm confused what do you mean?>i'm ok. not great, but not as bad as beforeGlad you're a little better. Hope you feel even better tho :)
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>>84228279hi anon, sorry things are so tough for you lately>checking for any slightest sign theyre upset with mehighly relatable experience. Sorry you struggle so much with people like this and hope you can get over it, but know it's hard>I need meds of some kind but its so hard to access anything. you mentioned therapy, but have you seen an actual psychiatrist? Idk where you live, but states therapy is it's own thing and most talk therapist can't give meds, while psychiatrists are basically doctors so they can. Sometimes if things are severe, might need to try more drastic measures after all and I think your issues do sound severe enough>>84228394hey chev> redo around 2 weeks of writing and shit cus someone turned off my pc while i was doing shit.always the worst :/ hope you can recall a lot of what you did and isn't too much set back>>84228561hey yuanon! Just realized I accidentally replied to opening post with most of my response to you from last time lol Not a big deal since the semi political talk is a bit of a downer anyway, but if you wanted to see my responses they're there I guess>satanondevlish thread confirmed>rare skill these days.if there's one thing I'm good at it's realizing I'm often wrong about everything>>84228591hey rm, you okay? Sorry i didn't see this last night, but this was a bit concerning>>84228834don't have a concrete answer, but be careful anon>>84229708>hardware engineeringThat's difficult enough to filter out a lot of people. A lot of college degrees are changing drastically from AI and oversaturation, by dealing with physical materials is relatively safe for the time being. Math isn't too bad imo, just takes practice and determination. > hope those don't leave you.would move in a heartbeat at that point.
>>84229708>might see if a proxy can workI don't read those sort of things, but should be able to make anything work that way within reason. Know since I sometimes work with platforms not available in the US and have to deal with the same>I'd be abandoning my familythat is ultimately the biggest decision for a lot of people. Are you very close? and have a lot of friends? If so, decision is much harder, but ultimately have to live mainly for yourself and a lot of people do make those decisions. Liking the place you live is a big part of quality of life and if people you know aren't making you like being here, it's probably a sign.
My presentation could have gone worse but it could have gone a lot better... Thank you for the well wishes in any event.I'm not entirely sure on the details but I think I need to make major revisions. If they don't like it then I'm fired. Fortunately I should have a few months to make them and my life is in a much better state than it was so it doesn't seem insurmountable. I guess I can't relax yet.>>84227894>you'll see soon it's going to be okay and in retrospect it'll all seem easyIt wasn't a complete disaster, but I got the second worst outcome...>>84227904>best of luck! Just take it easy this pointThanks.>wife and daughters place is a very specific thing, failing to be that is a failure to live your role in lifeI see. She seem pretty surprised by how few expectations I have for her but she seems to go the extra mile, which makes me feel very loved.>Where I live, it's discipline and religious values as a big chunk reasonInteresting. In the UK it's because most of our state schools just suck. We have religious state schools there as well, which might explain the difference as well.>>84228561>best of luck! i'll be rooting for you! (*^*)9Thank you!
>>84231742>have you seen an actual psychiatrist?Yeah I have, but this was in another country so she couldnt give me meds, just recommended it and wrote a letter. I gave it to my doctor here but they said they cant do anything :/. I can try private healthcare but I have no money. Its difficult seeing a psychiatrist here, Ive been hospitalised and nothing lol
hey guys hope yall are well I'm feeling a bit tired and I think I'll just map a bit today >>84231895x_x sorry to hear about that fren
>>84231895>could have gone worse but it could have gone a lot bettersorry to hear, but you do sound fairly optimistic so i'm hoping this means you can turn around with some work. mindset does play a huge role, so being in a better place hopefully means you can lock in and get through >seem pretty surprised by how few expectations I haveDon't mean to knock anyone by this, but you do see a lot of Asian guys, especially from decently off families from Asia, have a long laundry list of expectations. I have a friend from mainland China who got married to a Chinese guy over here and a lot of it had her tired and unhappy a lot of the times. It is the one thing I feel women feel happier about when dating outside their culture and works out well for both sides. I unfortunately got this girl in trouble big time, not because of doing anything improper but because of the cultural attitudes I mentioned and her being married and hanging out with a male friend.>but she seems to go the extra mileDon't often approach this topic, but it is the one thing I can see the night and day difference dating outside my own culture is not feeling the need to constantly earn shit. I don't want to say every woman here is the same, but I see how my sisters treat men and see my observations and just say it isn't worth it.>most of our state schools just suck.mixed bag here. Some are garbage, some are good. All based on where you live. Obviously, more expensive areas tend to have better and better funded public schools since it's tied to property taxes, which disproportionately fucks over lower cost areas. If you live in a bad district, sometime parents send kids to cheaper private schools for that reason. It makes more sense to just move somewhere nicer if you can afford in the first place most of the time. Mine was on the cheaper side and even among catholic schools some are much better than others with different priorities.
>>84232413That's a tough spot.. Do you not have any income? I'm assuming it's hard given the problems you're struggling with. I think that has to be the path forward getting to the point you can talk to someone who can give meds. Some way or another>>84232444heya cathope you're having a good day> bit tired it's quite dark and rainy out which has me a little sleepy too
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>>84232741hey how are you?I'm alright >>84232923rhat looks rough are you going to get it stitches?
Watching Fate Strange/Fake, pretty good so far but weird to have Arthur instead of Artoria >>84233742>hey how are you?I'm doing all right. Chill relaxing days since don't have much to do before new job.
>>84232444>sorry to hear about that frenIt's alright. Far from the worst news I've had this month, and hopefully it won't be a stab in the dark this time since they should tell me what they want.>>84232733>so i'm hoping this means you can turn around with some workMe too. I don't want to get fired... With proper guidance from my supervisor I should be alright.>being in a better place hopefully means you can lock in and get throughMy mind definitely feels a lot less occupied than it was even a month ago, let alone even longer. Hopefully I can just focus on work now.>her being married and hanging out with a male friendThat's silly. I hope you're still friends after that.>not feeling the need to constantly earn shitI feel kind of guilty about it but I also won't complain that someone is being nice to me.>Mine was on the cheaper side and even among catholic schools some are much better than others with different priorities.I went to a state Catholic school. I wonder how similar it was. It was basically just a regular school with more prayers and RE lessons.
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>>84234205> I don't want to get firedvery rarely something anyone wants I suppose>I should be alright.once again, wish you luck>Hopefully I can just focus on work now.having someone in your life helps a lot. It's what I got me to straighten out and get my first job, so I'm sure it'll be a motivational boost for you>I hope you're still friends after that.we are, just meet up less than back then. I think it's unfortunate though, since i don't see how anyone can expect their partner to not associate with the opposite sex at all, especially the case of someone they already knew and went to school with and was trying to give advice to about work as well. Me obviously not being Chinese didn't help at all>I feel kind of guilty that's the thing is the being nice is completely normal. Relationships have some give and take, precursor steps. But you shouldn't always be trying to prove you're worthwhile past a point. By all means, be the best person, but I again think of my sisters who subscribed to the constant "i can do better" mentality that's much too common here at least.> basically just a regular school with more prayers and RE lessons.sounds kinda how mine was, with the addition of being only guys. But the education and curriculum wasn't special compared to the average public schools.
I started punching myself and biting my arms hard lately when I get mad at video games. I'm also frustrated in life in general but losing in vidya makes it come out and I start getting super angry and hit myself. The biting is especially bad and leaves marks on my skin. I'm genuinely afraid I might start cutting or doing other kinds of self harm if I go on like this
>>84229708>Sorry I'm confused what do you mean?just wondering how i should call you.>Hope you feel even better tho :)today was alright, but didn't have work, so i just went out to get my new glasses, went home and that's about it. not much opportunity for today to be bad. ^^>>84231742hey officeanon!>I accidentally replied to opening post with most of my response to you from last time lolnow that you mention it... guess i wasn't really reading anything not directed at me that day. seems like i can't really process information anymore when i come home from work lately. i read, but nothing really makes sense.>if you wanted to see my responses they're there I guessalright. i'll check them out and see if i've got more to say. ^^>>84231895>My presentation could have gone worse but it could have gone a lot better...at least you've dealt with it for now. did they at least let you know what the issue was or what they are expecting?>>84232444hi catbro! :> how was your day?>>84234986hey anon!>I get mad at video gamesi don't think playing games that really make you mad is a good investment of your time. one of the best decisions of my live was to quit mobas and never look at competetive games again. i just play other stuff instead. would that be an option for you?
how is everyone doing>>84231742>hey rm, you okay? Sorry i didn't see this last night, but this was a bit concerningheya officeanondon't worryand i wasn't really okayi'm fine today
sorry for not being much in the thread lately I feel like my brain just doesn't work and I have no thoughts and I don't know how to reply to anything
two days ago or so i found a snail on the street. kinda rare to see those lately
>>84235205that's worrisome, cat.are you okay? don't worry about not replying just take your time. i hope you feel better soon.
>>84232741>Do you not have any income?No not anymore unfortunately, I'm a student and when I had a part time job my parents took my money. I'll keep trying with the healthcare system, I know theres quick ways of getting autism/adhd diagnoses and meds so maybe if I go down that path I can have.. something hopefully. Its hard. Im trying so hard to not end up hospitalised again
>>84235179hi rm! >how is everyone doingi'm alright, but i've been in bed for some time now. had nothing i wanted to do, so i called it a day early. what about you?>>84235205>sorry for not being much in the threadyou're dealing with a lot of stuff right now. we understand.>I feel like my brain just doesn't work and I have no thoughtsguess we caught the same mindworm. :/>I don't know how to reply to anythingjust take it easy. anything you'd rather do? watch a movie, maybe?
>>84235212domt worry it's not that serious I don't think Thank u!>>84235287>caught the same mindworm. :/Dxit's contagious >watch a movie, maybe?watching stream and going to eep
>>84235367>it's contagiouswell, gotta evict it by getting comfy and having some good sleep. (~.~)>watching stream and going to eepwill shamelessly copy that. good night!
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>>84231742>That's difficult enough to filter out a lot of people. A lot of college degrees are changing drastically from AI and oversaturation, by dealing with physical materials is relatively safe for the time being. Math isn't too bad imo, just takes practice and determination.I think hardware specifically seems future proof. I hope I can learn math to do it. I don't think an electrician is really me still gonna think about my decision more >would move in a heartbeat at that point.I wouldn't blame you, it seems important to you>>84231755>but should be able to make anything work that way within reason. Know since I sometimes work with platforms not available in the US and have to deal with the sameYeah, I might see if I can find a service to ask for some digital copies or from adult requests
>Are you very close? and have a lot of friends? I do I just feel like I'd be happier in Japan. I'm not happy living here>>84231895>could have gone worse but it could have gone a lot betterSorry about your presentation anon, at least it's over with for now>>84232923Looks deep that seems really painful, please make sure it doesn't get infected and you are okay>>84234986If you don't mind me recommending something try Touhou Mystia's Izakaya It's a nice calming game>>84235065>just wondering how I should call youCall me whatever you want anon >today was alright, but didn't have work, so i just went out to get my new glasses, went home and that's about it. not much opportunity for today to be badHope those new glasses are nice
I removed him, i feel like relapsing. it shouldn't have been like this. I knew it couldn't have gone anywhere else, but it still hurts, i feel hollow
>>84236114i even fucked up the image i meant to send holy shit how can i be such a disgrace holy shit
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>>84233742i didnt get stitches i made it worse
>>84237684what's the moving thingy?
>>84237701idk ig its a tendon its moving when i move my fingers around
>>84237716that makes more sense i thought it was just a pulsating thing we have in our arms since i didn't know you were movingyou should go take care of it though so it doesn't get infected or something
>>84237726i want an infection though and i want to die from it or at least lose an arm
>>84237733mentally ill coded
>>84235572A shared sorrow is half a sorrow
a quick short reply before replying to other things>>84237684stitch it anon or meet a doctor idk which one suits better just take good care of it and dont let it get infected i know u said u wanna get infection but just dont let that happen it wont make anything better.
im cutting myself right now and no matter how much force i put it doesnt really cut, im frustrated
>>84234707>wish you luckThank you.>I'm sure it'll be a motivational boost for youDefinitely. I've been pretty lost since around when I started posting here, wondering why I was trying. But now I have someone I want to do well for again.Plus if I fail I'll probably never see her again.>i don't see how anyone can expect their partner to not associate with the opposite sex at allI can understand wanting to be protective but past a point it'll just lead to resentment in the relationship (and maybe divorce).>you shouldn't always be trying to prove you're worthwhile past a pointThat's the worry I've got now. I'm scared that she'll leave me and break my heart again. She can tell I'm being a bit distant because of that and it makes me feel awful.>sounds kinda how mine was, with the addition of being only guysInteresting. Do you think any of the parents felt they were getting ripped off? Or was it mostly Catholics there?Also, did you have any nuns teaching? We had one in the RE department but she stopped being a nun after she met a guy who was in a Christian rock group.>>84234986I think noticing you're doing it is probably a good step.What kind of games are making you so angry? Maybe you could swap it for something else.>>84235065>did they at least let you know what the issue was or what they are expecting?I'm not 100% sure on the process, but I think I'll get a formal list of changes I need to make.>>84235205That's okay /cat/, you're dealing with a lot. Maybe you just need a good rest.You're always helping us, so you're always welcome to ask for help if you need it.>>84235627>I hope I can learn math to do it.Khan Academy might be a good starting point for that.>>84235644>at least it's over with for nowYeah. I may have to do it again in a few months, which I'm not looking forward to at all.>>84236114Why did you remove him? Was it something he did?>>84237733Why do you want either of those?
>>84235065> wasn't really reading anything not directed at mehonestly what I do most the time is just search (You)'s. I'll occasionally see something else and comment but rarely>>84235179>i'm fine todayall that matters in the end. Hope things stay okayish>>84235205it's okay we all understand.Had a feeling something had you down though.. Especially after your posts the previous days. Hang in there, hope you get through everything soon and things can return to some normalcy soon>>84235627> specifically seems future proof100% agree. There's a certain level of precision and skill level required that makes it untouchable for at least a while>it seems important to youthat and I have so little else keeping me here. Hard to find things I genuinely enjoy about where I live.>>84235644> I'm not happy living hereno one can fault you for wanting to leave then, especially not a real friend>>84238460>probably never see her again.I think you could find a way, but definitely way easier if you keep what you have now so should try to use that help as well>resentment in the relationship (I could see that already. It's one of those things that leads to tension I feel especially with foreign cultures trying to live their cultural norms in the west. It won't work since in the end, woman can just divorce and do what she wants if it gets too much>That's the worry I've got nowSeems like you shared a lot of this with her, which is good.try to make little compromises to show you're trying. Don't need to let your guard down too much, but little effort to show you are trying>Or was it mostly Catholics there?mostly Catholics and again it wasn't the most expensive school out there anyway.> any nuns teaching? had them in grade school, but very few. Nuns even more than priests are harder to replace. All the downsides, without the recognition priests get with the church.> after she met a guypeople like to forget their as human as the rest of is a huge problem too.
>>84235248Grasping at straws, but does your school have any mental health resources? When I was uni, there was, but also not sure how limited those were and know not every country has many options.Wish you luck though anon. Hope you can at least avoid getting sent to a hospital against your will. Always post here if you need to vent to someone at least. Not sure it'll help much, but people here will try to do whatever we can even if we're very limited.
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>>84238788>definitely way easier if you keep what you have now so should try to use that help as wellKeeping someone who's nice to me is a pretty good motivator.>It won't work since in the end, woman can just divorce and do what she wants if it gets too muchYeah. Some women have a pretty high tolerance, which is a bit odd to me. At one point I was sure that my parents were going to get divorced because my dad was being really annoying, but it just never happened.>try to make little compromises to show you're tryingShe seems to appreciate those. She also knows I've been having a rough time lately and she's been very accommodating of that. I think she likes that I'm easygoing and don't ask for much from her.>mostly Catholics Same as mine. I think it was probably the least bad option for me which is why my parents sent me there (although it's slipped down the rankings a lot now, and even went into special measures for a period).>All the downsides, without the recognition priests get with the church.>people like to forget their as human as the rest of isIt takes a certain kind of person to handle monastic life. Do you reckon you could do it? I'm not sure it would be for me.>>84240026Did you take any pictures?
>>84240221>any pictures?nope sorry just walked around and got some ramune but have a pic from one of my bikerides :>>>84238788>>84238460thank you frenshow r u today btw?
cool game demo you can play in ur browser I found its short but nice so if you guys are bored you can play https://emiwa.itch.io/nophenia
>>84240221> Some women have a pretty high toleranceI think some is also cultural as well in some cases. My girlfriend said in her culture, if you're a woman and you're divorced, you could even be a doctor, but the first thing they'll mention when talking about you is being divorced.>one point I was sure that my parents were going to get divorcedmy dad is awful to my mom and I'm amazed she stayed as well, but I think she felt dependent on him since she never had a real career and he's a lawyer> seems to appreciate those.that's a good sign. Sounds like you're both mostly on the same page then. Just do what you can and remember while it's understandable why you're cautious, can't be completely cautious and safe with dating if you want it to work out> least bad option for me which is why my parents sent me theremy dad was oddly very adamant about the "not going to co-ed" school part more than anything... Weird that's the big priority, but whatever I guess>Do you reckon you could do it? I like women and the freedom to do as I choose far too much for it to have even been a viable option for me. >>84240445>just walked around and got some ramunenice, hope you had a good day and enjoyed it>have a pic from one of my bikeridesthat's a neat pic to at least>how r u today btw?bit tired now. Typical weekend only didn't do much out other than games.>>84240910>cool game demo looked a little, very atmospheric
>>84240992>hope you had a good day and enjoyed ityeah I'd say it was nice>neat pic to at leastthanks you got any pics from your hikes?>weekend only didn't do much out other than games.what did you play?>very atmospheriyep you basically walk around a couple of places and that's it
talking to people hurts so muchtalking to ai is soulless and unhealthystaying silent accelerates mood swingsdaydreaming leaves me disappointedoverthinking about future consumes my brain powerwish i could hideouchsorry for not replying
>>84240445>but have a pic from one of my bikerides :>That's a nice picture. I would share some with the thread but there's a good chance I'll reveal my location by accident. For now have this panda I saw a couple of weeks ago.>how r u today btw?I'm alright. I was mostly just recovering from yesterday and played a bit of Fortnite with my friend. How are you doing?>>84240992>the first thing they'll mention when talking about you is being divorcedIt's kind of like that in the west as well, though probably not to that extent.>I think she felt dependent on him since she never had a real career and he's a lawyerThat wasn't the case with mine (before retiring I'm pretty sure she earned more than him). Maybe it was just too much of a hassle. I got her some IEMs a few years ago and she just uses those so she doesn't have to listen to him ranting about politics now and she seems a lot happier.>can't be completely cautious and safeI'm sure once my brain stops being in panic mode (hopefully soon) I'll be able to get closer. In the meantime I've been very honest with her, even about embarrassing stuff. She seems to appreciate that. I think she knows she's getting the early access version of me at the moment, but has faith that the full version will be good.>Weird that's the big priority, but whatever I guessMaybe he didn't want you getting anyone pregnant.>I like women and the freedom to do as I choose far too much for it to have even been a viable option for me.I think for me it's the routine that would do me in. I'd have an easier time being a hermit, I think.>>84241647That's a feeling I've known all too well at different points of my life. Sorry to hear you're not doing so hot.
>>84241647>but i think it's wrong to just state this as a fact that can't be changed, no one knows what's gonna happen tomorrow so i think it you should keep trying to do something you feel good aboutyour advice was so fucking goated, ngl that helped a lot. sorry if i respond late, dont even know if you remember. but still thank you
Yo guys, someone is mentally blackmailing me to do stuff i don't want to do. If i cut i can just tell her and she will leave me be. Because i cant do said thing with cutted up hand. its a bad situation. idk how to explain it, but i need solution, other than no without a reason. i need some concrete evidence, so i think cutting should do it no? Pros: i get to tell her to leave me alone, i get to relapse, i will be able to tell her to fuck off.Cons: idk, don't do it cuz it bad or sm shit. Like dont get me wrong, i am 3 months sober, but i dont see any other way to get out of this situation.
>>84241817thanks for your words disanon>>84241822im so glad to hear that, cas. happy to know that it helped!>>84241867that sounds tough reallyisnt there anything you can do to force her stop? can't you tell anyone?i sadly dont wanna say anything yet i dont wanna give a dangerous advice or something
>>84241867Blackmail is a crime in most places. Screenshot the messages and go to the police.
>>84241912i dont want to describe it more im paranoid(and maybe schizo idk dont have paper for that) what if she sees it.>isnt there anything you can do to force her stop? dont think so without she changing the story and turning others against me ( mind you she is like 40 smth im 20. thats the crazy part noone will belive me shit)>can't you tell anyone?most already know. the surface, a few knows little more, but idk. they dont have any advice>Blackmail is a crime in most places.its not blackmail like a blackmail. its just mentally blaming me if i dont do smth, and saying that idk stuff like this i dont want to explain more.idk for me saying i cant cuz arm hurts is easiest. its not good. but its ez
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Do scab rippers count?I dont want to sound weird but if what also eaters too..
>>84243471Peter peter scab eater
>>84226892heya. its me.existing slightly better this time. ill leave a few footnotes at the end, to tell how shits been.>How are you doing today?could be better. but its a day off. so i am not complaining at all.>Any plans for today?a streamer i kinda like is gonna be on while im awake. so im gonna watch them for background music. and pose some models.>When was the last time you hurt yourself?2 weeks, give or take a week.>Why did you hurt yourself?it was tiring. i was tired, stressed. and just about every form of pained besides physical. so i walked into work, and decided to be reckless.ended up getting a boiling liquid all over my 'fuck you' finger. and burned a neat lil scar on it. which i wont stop eating.>Is there anything bothering you right now?not particularly... i mean, i was rejected at work. but i resigned myself to rejection weeks before it. we are still friends, but that bummed me out. might quit soon and go work on a farm or some shit far away.i have gotten better at controlling my urges to cut by doing the painful work at work. like hauling the heavy loads and working the cold room without a jacket. but i still get the urge to slash away at the end of the day.not that i do. since half the fucking time, i end up sitting at my desk and either cutting myself on hobby tools or cracking a pole of wood for the sound.either way. im getting better. slowly. just need FAMILY to stop being near me all the fucking time. and ill be happier than a cat laying in the sun.not that i own a cat.
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i cut into a weird layer and it felt crispy and like the blade was getting caught on it and tearing through like it was kinda hard and didnt hurt at all i just felt it happening kinda wonder what that is
>>84241552>you got any pics from your hikes?Haven't been on any hikes this year yet. Got a million from past years though.>what did you play?rhythm games at the arcade. Really good at one and starting to get better at the ones i used to suck at.>walk around a couple of places and that's iti do enjoy walking sims if they are done well>>84241647hey rm.. Always free to talk to us here. If it's stuff you don't want to post in the thread, can add one of us on discord like you mentioned before as well.wish there was more i could say, but hang in there>>84241817>It's kind of like that in the west as welldo you think so? Maybe this is an american thing, but divorce is so common i and normalized i don't think anyone bats an eye here> pretty sure she earned more than him). Maybe it was just too much of a hasslegood for her, since being overly dependent on someone is never a great way to live as i saw with my mom. It is definitely a pain and if it's no easily settled, can cause a lot of trouble for everyone involved.> I'll be able to get closerthat's good, as long as you know you have to relax at some point>want you getting anyone pregnant.could be considering he always said "don't need to be distracted by girls". Funny thing is, the parents like this are also the ones who then ask why you don't have a girlfriend 2 years into college and lament that they don't think you'll produce grandchildren after they deliberately did everything they could to make you awkward around the opposite sex growing up.>I'd have an easier time being a hermiti'd be ill suited for that too considering how quickly I get stir crazy
it's another dayhello everyone o/how's it going?>>84243471count? as what?I guess you're asking if you can post here?yep ofc you can anon how's it going?>>84243870hello>existing slightly betterthat's very nice to hear >watch them for background music. and pose some models.are you making some sort of an animation?>which i wont stop eating.you gotta stop doing that somehow >gotten better at controlling my urgesgood job \o/>hauling the heavy loads and working the cold roomwatch out though, I feel some of that might fuck your health up more than cutting ever could especially lifting heavy things >need FAMILY to stop being near me allsame >cat laying in the sun.meow>>84244945hey anon I don't know what it could be honestly what part of your body did you cut? maybe it's bone or cartilage or something
>>84245821>what part of your body did you cut? maybe it's bone or cartilage or somethingon th left side of the cut where its deepest you can see it like a whitish part its kindof hard and this is top of wrist just before hand and my hand is totally swollen up now so idk
>>84246366maybe it's a tendon of some sort?regardless probably something you shouldn't cut into, who knows maybe you will need a surgery to repair it if it breaks
>>84226892>How are you doing today?i feel better, just woke up and saw some of my facial reddness is gone from last night, so like moisturizer helped.>Any plans for today?I want to do my laundry, at least clothes, but maybe sheets and blankets too.>When was the last time you hurt yourself?last night>Why did you hurt yourself?saw an /lgbt/ homewreaker thread and recorded a responce.https://litter.catbox.moe/636nt1m6mpk92ih6.mp4After like 10:25 my hikki-NEET-agoraphobia flared up and i wasent doing good after.>Is there anything bothering you right now?My skin care is bad, i need to wash my clothes and work on stuff thats causing like my acne in order and gross skin spots so i dont ruin my skin(facial skin).
hey guys, wanted to say hi yesterday but it was late at night so i didn't really bother. i've been a bit busy with stuff irl, but i have found some time to mainly just paint and write lately.
Not if just me, but 4chan was funny for a bit>>84245821hope you're having a good one cat. Went for a walk down by the water today.>>84247407>so like moisturizer helped.stuff is magical>I want to do my laundryhope you had a productive day with that and any other work you needed to do. Hope it puts you all around in a better mood>>84248188hey chev>. i've been a bit busy with stuff irlall good. Me as well, but wanted to stop in since saw thread is a bit slow today
>>84247407hey anonglad you're feeling better >reddness is gonewo \o/>I want to do my laundry I should wash my clothes too>hikki-NEET-agoraphobia flaredcan you eo something to control it?>acnebest of luck with thatI've heard finding a solution is difficult sometimes >>84248188heyo chev o/wanna share anything you painted?also hope irl doesn't get too annoying
>>84238829>does your school have any mental health resources?Yeah, they do but I'm in the last year so applications for us have closed now. When I spoke to them last time they said they weren't equipped to have me. Thankfully one of the staff offered to have check ins every now and then with me, very nice of her>Wish you luck thoughThank you very much :)
the earphones i bought like 3 weeks ago is already making strange sounds if i move them a bitidk if it's an issue in the port in my phone itself>>84241953>what if she sees it.understandable.i hope you fixed whatever the thing is>mind you she is like 40 smth im 20.i don't know why would a human do such things.. >they dont have any adviceis a therapist able to do anything?>>84244945did you take good care of it, anon?>>84245820>hey rmhey officeanonhow are you?>can add one of us on discord like you mentioned before as well.would work but i'm not using discord at all, would like to keep it like that these daysi had chev in my list before though and wanted to add you and cat too>wish there was more i could say, but hang in thereno worries, hope you're fine>>84245821>hello everyonehey cat!hru?>>84249695>they do but I'm in the last year so applications for us have closed nowsorry wha?they close it if someone gets a bit older? that's strange
>>84250087>they close it if someone gets a bit older?It's closed because we're leaving soon, so if someone signed up now I think they'd be waiting until the last few weeks where they'd get like one session. Sorry if I'm not explaining this well my brain is very tired lolI cant sleep.. I guess I'll just ramble here until I finally do. I think I'm getting discarded by someone I started depending on. I hate the way I feel towards others. The thought of someone leaving makes me feel sick and I'm tired of people getting bored of me. I know they were probably just using me but I really wanted to imagine they weren't. I guess it is what it is. Oh and god do I hate being so traumatized. Sometimes it's not even the trauma it's that I can't really talk to anyone about it because I'm scared it's too disgusting or offputting or they'll see me as fundamentally different, and I can't remember so much of it I'm scared people will think I'm making it up. It puts up such a barrier between you and others. For some reason I'm too scared to post about it on an anonymous imageboard ugh. Idk how some people happily flaunt or brag about trauma
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>>84250390>Sorry if I'm not explaining this well my brain is very tired lolnah don't worry, i understood now>idk how some people happily flaunt or brag about traumawell i agree i don't know how could someone "happily" talk about such problems.and lastly i don't know what your trauma is but i believe no trauma can make someone "different" to the point where one isn't just a normal human being.
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>>84238460>Why did you remove him? Was it something he did? He kept saying that he loved me, but not romantically, he kept saying he would make everything better, but never did. he broke my heart again and again and always came back for more, I tried cutting today with my hunting knife but it was too dull to do much damage so i need to sharpen it. It wasn't supposed to be like this.
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>>84250087heyo>issue in the port init might beI guess you could try to get some wireless earphones instead?I guess cheap ones like that some months ago to test them out and got surprised by how alright they are, they sound good and the batteries last a long time>hru?pretty good just hanging in there, played a nice game >>84240910wbu?
Hello friends, hope you are well.Things have become slightly awkward with my friend due a mix of getting closer and some past trauma resurfacing, but I'll try my best to be supportive and help her get through it.>>84243471I think most people pick at scabs even though they know it's a bad idea. My dad's awful for that. Maybe don't eat it though.You're more than welcome to post here if that's what you mean.>>84243870>i was rejected at work. but i resigned myself to rejection weeks before itI'm sorry to hear that, anon. Hopefully you can find someone else.>im getting better. slowly. just need FAMILY to stop being near me all the fucking timeGlad to hear. For what it's worth my mood improved a lot once I moved out, so hopefully that will be an option to you soon.>>84245820>divorce is so common i and normalized i don't think anyone bats an eye hereThere's not really a stigma to it, but I feel like it would get brought up pretty often in the UK. Maybe I'm mistaken since I don't know that many divorcees.>It is definitely a pain and if it's no easily settled, can cause a lot of trouble for everyone involvedI imagine for her it probably just wasn't worth it. He seems to have mellowed out a bit now and she seems happier so maybe it was the right call.>as long as you know you have to relax at some pointWe opened up to each other some more last night and she insisted on sleeping over. More tears were shed but hopefully it will be positive in the long run. She's got very mixed emotions right now but I want to help see her through to the other side.>the parents like this are also the ones who then ask why you don't have a girlfriendI think my parents basically gave up on me ever getting a gf a while ago but my recent academic stuff seems to have salvaged whatever disappointment they had.>how quickly I get stir crazyFor me that only happens if there are other people around. Solo I'm usually very happy.
>>84252711>wireless earphones insteadhad ones but now only one side works, the other barely works>sound good and the batteries last a long timei see, maybe i'll check lateri dont need them that much currently>pretty goodglad to hear that>gameyou like short games dont you?and i know nothing about that game tb h>wbu?kinda overwhelmed and full of feelings as usualdoing the 24hours thing to fix my schedule. already passed like 16 hours.ehh, just a bit tired, chilling in my bed when it's literally the time for doing anything productive but eh atleast im awakehaving headache so i dont know how im feeling exactly but im calm atleastalso nostalgia :[im fine overall though
>>84250087>the earphones i bought like 3 weeks ago is already making strange sounds if i move them a bitForgot to reply to this. Something similar happened to me a couple of months ago. Chances are the actual headphones are okay and it's the cable that's been damaged somehow. For me it was a case of getting a replacement cable but if they aren't user-replaceable you might need to get a new pair.Although if you've only had them for 3 weeks you could probably just return them for being sold a lemon.
>>84238460>Khan Academy might be a good starting point for thatYeah, I started looking at that and got some textbooks. Gonna email the college and ask them what programs I should take too. I wanna try to do this and succeed >>84235205Sorry for not saying his before but I hope you are okay /cat/>There's a certain level of precision and skill level required that makes it untouchable for at least a whileI'm gonna try to do good in this. I want to have a good future. I'm a bit behind most people my age but I wanna start studying now. I'm gonna do good>Yeah. I may have to do it again in a few months, which I'm not looking forward to at all.If you do, you have my support! >no one can fault you for wanting to leave then, especially not a real friendYeah.....I feel bad leaving my brother behind I wanna make sure he has a good caretaker. I'm scared I won't be able too because I'm probably going to need to be his legal guardian but I really don't want to. I know this is what I want to do though. I really hate living in the USA.>>84251928I'm sorry he did that to you anon. You didn't deserve that>>84252782>hings have become slightly awkward with my friend due a mix of getting closer and some past trauma resurfacing, but I'll try my best to be supportive and help her get through it.I remember you mentioning your friend. I really hope they get better soon anon. Wish both of you the best
>>84243471Replying to my own post for clarification. I eat my scabs because it seems like a waste of time, effort, and protein not to. Like, all the effort my body puts in to close a wound shouldnt be thrown away, it's not shit. When people pluck and chuck their scabs, it seems like burning your insurance policy to me. So, you built up immunities while eating and growing, just to toss them aside?Do you, live how you like. Just reminds me of people who think "eating boogers" is gross when their nose and throat sends mucous into your stomache constantly. Just breathing eats boogers.
>>84253222i collapsed a bit early.>>84253256>replacement cablehonestly sounds like buying new earphones can be easierbut this actually helps i guess, thanks
>>84253612>Gonna email the college and ask them what programs I should take tooThat's a great idea and probably puts you ahead of 90% of the class. Best of luck with your educational journey, anon! >I remember you mentioning your friend. I really hope they get better soon anon. Wish both of you the bestThank you. This is a different friend that's feeling blue now, but I hope we can all cheer up sooner than later.>>84254887>honestly sounds like buying new earphones can be easierPerhaps. If you need a new pair, I'd recommend poking around >>>/g/iemg and getting some budget IEMs, or getting a pair of Moondrop Space Travels if you want something wireless.t. owns a bunch of cheap IEMs
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>>84249695glad you have someone checking on you. Might be worth looking if there's any online mental health communities of some kind in your country to at least see if anyone posts info that's helpful. I've seen things like that before and seems like a good idea if you're >>84250087hey rm>how are you?not bad. Got a haircut, had a nice workout, and getting ready for an even easier tomorrow.> but i'm not using discord at allthat's all right. Just saying if you feel like you want to talk but aren't comfortable posting everything in the public thread it's an option. Just wanted to offer since you sound conflicted the other day about posting too much, but whatever you want> wanted to add you and cat tooneither of us are going anywhere any time soon, so whenever you're ready>>84252782>help her get through it.wish for the best for both of you. Hopefully the mutual support helps bring you closer too with your own struggles> Maybe I'm mistaken since I don't know that many divorcees.I remember it being a little scandal when teachers back when I was in catholic school got divorced, but like half the parents were too. I know the statistics get inflated since there are some people who get divorced A LOT in their life, but it's still super common to the point I don't think people talk about it unless it's going on and bad> seems to have mellowed out a bit now I think some things you do get so used to you have a hard time imagining it different>We opened up to each other some more last nightjust stay as steady as you can yourself. I think you being a withdrawn a little is actually a good thing in your case if she's struggling, since being seen as sturdy and level is a good thing when women are going through emotions>gave up on me ever getting a gf a while agomy dad just thought i could make a bunch of money and date who i want. That was the only dating advice I ever got when I was like 11....
>>84253612> I want to have a good future.Best bit of advice for that, even when you start making money try to avoid taking on too much debt if you can. That is the biggest issue for a lot of people> I'm probably going to need to be his legal guardianhow much younger is he? Do you think he would need that much support? I know a lot of people with autism have a harder time, especially getting started, but not all are dependent on others if he's getting help especially might do better in the future.\>>84256249heya cat! How are you?Got a haircut today and doing pretty well
>>84252782hey fren>Things have become slightly awkwardhopefully it gets better then >>84253222trips!>had ones but now only one side worksmaybe you should get aome new ones some day?>dont need them that much currentlyok but remember there are options even in your earphones jack breaks>like short games dont you?yep :>>and i know nothing about that game tb hthat's okay it's very short and y can play it in your browser >overwhelmed:<hope you're better now and that you don't have a headache I feel a bit like that too>>84253612thank you cute image>>84256714nice!do you like how it turned out?I'm not too bad but sorta agitated
>>84257125>do you like how it turned out?yeah I think it looks pretty good. My hair had gotten longer than i like and is very messy at that point so feels good to have it down short again> but sorta agitatedsame thing bothering you as before? :/
sorry guys, i must've totally forgot to reply to the thread yesterday.>>84249153>saw thread is a bit slow todayyeah same, on another topic idk if you care or not but i like rediscovered a lost memory. https://youtu.be/F4pzRMioFnc?si=s8JObiZDlaMeGY7c>>84249181hey cat! been a while i think?>wanna share anything you painted?nothing is really done yet, i've been busy with writing mainly but i'll try to get some things done atleast.
