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I used to clock in and put in work for these threads all the time. Now they just die with no responses. They correlate. It was me all along. I was the glue that held drugfeel together. Now it's dying. Without me, you guys are nothing. Just nobodies.
>>84231075Captcha ruined genuine conversations and paranoia is in bloomWhatever it is, it will disappear. Whatever it was, it will be back.
>>84230960My Lyrica guy will only have more boxes to sell Monday but I've got plenty of Meth and bonzos. This weekend won't be boring though I wish I had pregab. My gran's place doesn't inspire me to dose a lot of Meth so a little will do. Switched the non-stop news for some music.It's been a long week, so a good weekend's rest is right on time. Tbh, I missed the boards last week despite all the negative toxicity. /r9k/ is all the same with a few gems. /v/ is next.Hope you've some good drugs stashed, have a good weekend, anons!//Real World News//LatelyTL;DR It's a Russian Roulette out there.A misslie hit my brother's apartment on the side opposite to his room and 2 hit my childhood neighborhood not far from here. 4 days ago my dear cat of 3 years has passed away of unknown causes and I cried a lot. They say it's moving towards peace talks, which is a good thing.//RantI worry about the hundreds of kgs of weaponizable uranium Iran sits on and how close they're to a bomb. While it'll take some more time in war before Iran may accept a deal that costs them uranium, atomically disarming Iran must be done! Maybe send a few boots on the ground to get it physically (it must be guarded well) or negotiate a deal saying Iran gives its uranium away to Russia (like last time) or something.//StalemateThing is, Iran is a huge-ass country, so the "massive system-shock" Israel and America aimed for missed its mark. Iran managed to survive and even function while being heavily crushed from the air. I mean, we've achieved many great things during this war and can claim victory even if it ends today. But Iranian war and control capabilities remain. No side will ever stop, an unmovable object and an unstoppable force: A stalemate. //EndWe're learning just how different to Gaza Iran is. Ending the work calls for some capacity of ground presence imo. Otherwise, all we can hope for is securing the uranium and sign a long-term peace treaty.
Anyone else get psychosis from cannabis? I got psychosis when I quit and had some audio hallucinations while smoking so if I smoke again something bad will probably happen
>>84231075>Now it's dying. Without me, you guys are nothing. Just nobodiesI've been putting out /drugfeel/ threads every weekend for 4-6 months now, maybe more and, I reply to most posts I see, especially ones without a (You).I think /drugfeel/ isn't dependent on one person, but on all of us as a community. I need others to post so I can reply.Ofc, I do it for the convos and spreading cheer, not only for the life of the thread.But it's safe to say that /drugfeel/ is my "home" thread that I always refresh, post, and reply in.I record most highs ITT and report on dosage.This thread is very precious to me. I "get" drugs as a topic and have some knowledge that may help others. Sometimes I come off as judgey though I can't judge at all and it's often just my opinion (e.g., Cocain is shit, a lot of people need to quit 7OH, school is important. In fact, Coke works for some, a few are fine with 7OH withdrawals as a fact of life, and people who go to school more as a chore than anything exist. I just can't say that my opinion is better) Funny how I moved from lurking Incels.is (not an incel) to /r9k/ to /drugfeel/ in a few single months. I'm glad to be here with all of you lovely people! Let's make a fucking/drugfeel/ thread!
>>84232494I think thats a sign you have AIDS
>>84230960Drinking beer at 9:30am edition -_-
>>84232083>Captcha ruined genuine conversations and paranoia is in bloomDo you mean Captcha in general, or the new version? Cause I think Captcha in general is needed in an internet space where some invested programmer can run bots upon bots to record, add, focus, spam, etc. And I like the new version, it takes a fraction of the time to pass as does a regular typed Captcha word in a box of symbols to confuse text-reading software. Also, passing it once will mean no Captcha for the next 5 posts is needed. I can have full conversations while doing Captcha and have, in fact, done that even when the old version was up. It's such a minor thing, you get used to it or pay for a pass. I get no ads since I'm using a ChanReader app on my phone and it shows only posts. In addition, paranoia of what? Speaking to a human? Captcha does that. Speaking to a fed?It came with the territory. I can't think of a reason to be too paranoid to post. Enlighten me?
randomly found this thread when I clicked on the wrong board on accident. haven't done any drugs in like five years but used to experiment heavily with dissociatives, stimulants and psychedelics. 2c-b used to be my problem drug. godspeed out there anons and remember, if you are a functioning adult then the worst drug of them all is weed. I used to rail lines of mephedrone and never got addicted to anything, but weed did me in. if you force yourself to have a full time job then you can't really do drugs that would compromise that, but you can still do weed daily with a full time job and steal years away from your life just getting fucked up. good luck niggers
>>84232494>Anyone else get psychosis from cannabis?I do. I get bad psychosis from weed. Like hallucinations of voices, derealization, dissociation, a TON of delusions like everybody can read my mind or that people in videos were aware of me and used psychological warfare against me. Basically some strains work for me, mostly Indica, but risking 6 hours of psychosis to find out everytime isn't for me. What's the worst you've had it? I thought my real mom is dead and I talk to a clone/her original body but with a mind overtaken by parasite and have heard voices, sometimes in form of repeating sirens, and a crying baby. Weed is very harsh on me. I miss when I could smoke however much I wanted and be lazy and sleepy as the worst that can happen.Some anon said it well, that weed is on a timer for how long you get positive effects from it. When that timer runs out, well, many such cases.
>>84232724you may be susceptible to schizophrenia, stop using drugs that can activate it, especially weed. the more times you do weed, the more often and the more intense the dosages, the higher the chance of you eventually triggering schizophrenia which then doesn't go away. if you are experiencing milder schizophrenia-like symptoms even when sober that means you are in the phase right before you get it and should definitely quit and hope it never fully develops. don't mean to scare you anon just trying to help. look all this stuff up so you at least know what you are dealing with
>>84232632>Drinking beer at 9:30am edition -_-While I'm against making a habit out of it, I've had a few wake n' chugs with beer or for 6 months straight by slowly drinking all day from a 750ml thermos of Spiced Wine I'd make every morning (prolly 500ml wine) before everyone woke up.I'd get slightly buzzed everyday and it was good while it lasted, though it was to escape my issues and I stole from my mom her card and ordered from an online supermarket with free shipping to my door. It was ~32$ per 5X750ml bottels of basic wine, which was fine since I spiced it with many things (i.e., honey, anis, nutmeg, cloves, hot chilli, orange slices, lemon juice, citrus peel shavings, vanilla extract/pods, etc.) Over low gas for 1 hour then strain to a thermos through a net. Never to a simmer/boil to avoid losing Alcohol. I've never gotten drunk in my Spiced Wine era.Anyway, have fun, anon!What beer are you drinking this morning?
>>84232679>the worst drug of them all is weedExperienced take. People underestimate weed for being a "light" drug and get too involved with it until they don't feel normal unless high off of weed. Whenever I've done weed it was always daily for many months in a row, which never happened with any other drug in my life, maybe speed coming close. There are anons ITT who claim laziness and brainfog aren't side-effects of weed, but I know better.Also, welcome to /drugfeel/! We have a thread a few times during the week and 2-3 big and high-activity threads in the weekend (Friday-Sunday night). Feel free to return to disscuss drugs with anons or share your experience. We're always open for more members! I think I too got here by a mistake click.
>>84232802That sounds awful and I've had enough.Gennius.
>>84232739>you may be susceptible to schizophrenia, stop using drugs that can activate itOh, I am. I've got fully blown F20.9 (unspecified) schizophrenia (chronic psychosis) and have had it for about 5 years, now. I quit weed, as that was a foolproof way to get psychosis, but found that I can trip on 250ug LSD and eat 500mg Meth (though most I do now is 250mg in 18 hours in single doses of 50mg) without aggravating my symptoms whatsoever.I don't know if I'm lucky, or built different or what, but only weed caused my symptoms to be unmanageable and strong.I'll go as far as to say that other drugs even calm voices or other psychotic symptoms I've been experiencing on the regular. But put a joint in my mouth and I'm a lost cause for 6 hours. Some strains of cannabis DO work for me, mostly Indica, but risking a 6 hour episode to find out isn't for me. I prefer to just avoid weed altogether if I can.Thank you for worrying for me, anon! Appreciate it a lot!
>>84232958>That sounds awful and I've had enoughGood. I pegged you for one of the thread's many Alcoholics and glad you don't suffer from overdrinking. Also, if you ignore the life situations that got me to drink daily, the Spiced Wine wasn't bad at all. It was really tasty and comfortingly warming! I trolled witch/nuWikka Discored servers at the time. That was over 5 years ago. Nowdays I avoid booze if I can and no more trolling. Man, was I banned from servers left and right. But they were all like "The god Hades has visited me in person last night and told me he is proud of me" or some shit, I had to say something.Added for personal use in this post: The Centaur Scale.
>>84233055Well ackshually paganism is hecking valid but I'm a Christian now
>>84233073>Well ackshually paganism is hecking valid but I'm a Christian nowYeah, modern "woke" types infested those servers (and I'm not a person that calls everything "woke", they just are a stereotype!). It's neo-peganism. Picking and choosing parts you like and ignoring parts you don't.I've had a Wiccan book of spells when I was young (things like write a name on the peel of a red apple and bury it in the front of your house at the middle of the 30th day of the month to make someone fall inlove), but I took it as a curious bit of occultism, not fact and definitely never have believed that literal GODS can visit me or even took a passing interest in my life. They use Hindu gods, Nordic gods, Egyptian gods, Greek gods, whatever.Their magic is very symbolic and working with the existing energy to make some thing, usually emotional, happen (e.g., binding two candles midway with a rope and let them burn until they cut the bond. Done in order to sever a bond between the caster and a person they've a hard time letting go of). No esoteric rituals with magic incantations. Not to mention this version of neo-Wicca only got popular in the USA along pop culture as the religion spread to there. Traditional Wicca is inharited in the family. Christ is also fake and gay, but for other reasons.
Meth is hitting well, might take more way later, when grandfolks go to sleep, at 10pm or so in two hours. One baggie (0.5g) lasts me 3 weeks in here (more like 2.5 weeks). Was quiet all day long apart for like 3 alerts. Grandfolks are outside my room playing with the grandchildren (aunt's kids). Mom went home to meet her BF and won't go to a shelter when needed as it is too much work and both younger brothers lack a proper shelter as well. I'm very lucky. May my luck continue. Currently playing Crypt of the Necrodancer OST and got to the shopkeeper's part. Damn kino.Gran is religious so music in Shabbat time is a no-go, but she lets me do it and I keep it low so it won't leak outside the room. This is my 3rd Friday here. I never thought it'll take this long. They're talking of peace talks soon, so I'm hopeful. Meth is making reading /v/ threads easy to do, which is good. I reply as well if I've something to say. 4Chan in general is just way more fun and interactive while on Meth. This low dosage reminds me why I take it every week in the fine details of the effects. Meth is the king of stimulants and a weekly treat I can wait for as a reward for surviving the week sober.Already got the money, just need to wait for my Lyrica guy to resupply. He sells more stuff like Percocet, medical-grade Amphetamine (10mg/30mg pills), benzos, and other APs/mood stabilizers, but his Lyrica is very cheap (~130$) and I don't feel like I need anything else right now. Oxycodone won't work on me since my APs mess with Dopamine levels and, I don't need Amphetamine since I've access to pure and clean Meth; also I've enough benzos (may get curious and buy Xanax) and, I don't take psychiatric meds without a prescription. My wide access to drugs is also lucky. All common drugs at my fingertips. Being here means I spend way less (zero) on junkfood and have only maxxed-out my card paying for my cat's failed vet treatment.2nd long post today, but it's so slow here that I make it up!
>>84230960The worse possible thing happened to me with drugs and alcohol....It stopped being fun.
God why wont this spamming kike get hit by a missile
About to go do a urine test I need to pass wish me luck anons.
>>84233793>The worse possible thing happened to me with drugs and alcohol.... >It stopped being funWhat drugs in particular? Some drugs are only giving positive effects on a timer and as you get older the timer is shorter and shorter until they stop being fun or give negative effects. My advice is to try new drugs. Stims and psyches shouldn't get old, but beware of tolerance still. Weed definitely stops being fun at a certain point.
>>84233950I'm sorry for spamming, I was trying to keep the thread alive and didn't want to do "A bump of life" and that's it, so I made long posts talking about general ideas in my head at the time. Also am not a Jew as far as Jews are concerned. And was close to getting hit a few times already! Talk about a rush. May my luck continue until this damn thing ends. Wishing for me to get hit is not very original, anon. I bet you don't even think about what you're typing before typing it. You don't really mean it, I know.But I AM sorry for the spam and tend to put war stuff in spoiler blocks so that people who don't want to read it, like you, won't have to. Just keep it blacked out. I also make sure to write drug-related posts to be on topic. Just don't click the spoilers and you won't see any spam that may get you down. I already post this stuff on a /drugfeel/ thread, I don't wanna force people who seek drug-related posts to read it.Honestly, I don't want to die, but I got used to the idea everytime a siren starts. Like, I'm ready for the damage. You can never know what tomorrow is going to bring. Today less than 3 alerts, yesterday? Over 10. 2 hit really close to here, too. Thank you for the kind words. Have a blessed Friday night. Much love.
>>84234006>About to go do a urine test I need to pass wish me luck anonsGoodluck! What drugs are you testing/stopped taking? Did you get enough time to get clean or are you using the cranberry juice method and drinking a lot of water? Is it for a job or crime-related? What's the job? What's the crime?
So someone told me dissociatives can help with opioid dependance or something like that, what do you niggas think about that? should I wait until I have the opportunity to buy some ketamine or should I just go with otc dxm?
It's been a year now since I first tried meth. I bought 4g but only used about 1.5g over the course of a month (all oral) before I started losing control of how often I used it and threw it all out. I still miss it. Playing video games for 8 hours straight and being completely enthralled like I haven't been since I was a child. Also the stimfapping. Nothing can compare.
>>84234574Just weed, I think I gave it enough time to clear my system, but I drank lots of water prior just in case. It's to get meds
>>84235413>I think I gave it enough time to clear my systemGood, good.>It's to get medsWhat meds in the world require a weed urine test prior to getting a prescription?
>>84235528Adderall in my case
>>84235548>Adderall in my caseThe hoops some people jump through...You only should ever need a diagnosis to get medicated. USA?
>>84235677Yeah, they're really anal about it here
>>84235689>Yeah, they're really anal about it hereHopefully you're clean! Best of luck.
>>84235029>I started losing control of how often I used it and threw it all outYou could've tried to put your use under control, but if you felt like throwing it was the best way to solve your use issue then who am I to say no?I too got 4g at the start and used them all in 3 days and got close to an OD. I still do it, but in a more controlled and limited way. Only on Fridays until 3am the next day, only 500mg max (more symbolic. I do 250mg max nowdays), never two days in a row, and only oral. Maybe a few more I don't remember right now.It makes 4Chan much more fun to be in. It takes a strict hand to do right, but it's worth it imo. Meth is king of simulants. King. Doing it 50mg at a time ensure that I get to a good level (not under or over it) and the long-lasting nature of it keeps me on that level for a good while and not redose compulsively. This fact helps avoid addiction as does the oral ROA and one day limit.Maybe try it again if you think you can take it, that is. Set rules like max dose in a sitting and a day of the week where you take it.Stimfapping is a bit risky, but can be done safely.All I mean is don't miss out on one of the best drugs out there because of slipping once while not having strict personal rules in place to keep you grounded. If you break your own rules then I agree that you can't be trusted around it and should stay away.
Does anyone here have experience with midazolam? I'm thinking of buying it, but I found little information on Psychonaut and there's nothing about midazolam on Erowid.
sup faggets... had 3 beers, a couple of Benzos and smoked some Lemon Vitton. Soon all my other stuff will arrive! Ohhh I hope it's tomotrror! (At least most of it)It's extremely hard to write, because I'm nodding so hard.
>>84236161It's a Benzo that'll give you prettty much ZERO EUPHORIA. It's purely for sleeping in my experience. I heard somewhere (don't know if it's true) That it's used in anasteisha before an operation. In my personnel experience they were shit. No anxiety suppression, no euphoria, only blackout and sleep.
Took 100mg Tramadol for the first time. It's been an hour and a fucking half and I don't feel anything. Wtf.
i fucking hate usps
>>84236726it's a complete meme, as is odsmt, sorry you had to find out this way
Days without phenibut are so empty. As soon as I come down I remember how pointless life is and I can't even feel sad anymore Its just emptiness until Its another phenibut day and luckily it is a phenibut day today. Ah mommy that feels so good. I love the feeling of phenibut mommy yes!!!
>>84236161Midazolam is a short-acting amnesic benzo that is used in some medical procedures to sedate a person or keep a person from remembering the procedure in details. I'd be careful with amnesic drugs. Other than that it's like any benzo: sedation and anti-anxiety properties. Nothing interesting."One of the primary reasons midazolam is used for medical procedures is its ability to cause "anterograde amnesia." While you may feel physically "awake" within an hour or two, you may not form clear memories for several hours after the dose." -Google AIApart for its use in medical settings it's an unremarkable drug. I've never tried it since it's uncommon. But I've enough experience with benzos to pretty much know how it'll feel.
>>84236239>Soon all my other stuff will arriveAnd "stuff" includes?>I'm nodding so hardBooze+benzos is a common combo and a classic like weed and booze. Have fun, anon!
>>84236726>Took 100mg Tramadol for the first timeMy first 100mg of Tramadol were on an empty stomach and got me feeling warm and happy.Later 100mg did nothing.>It's been an hour and a fucking half and I don't feel anythingYou should. Did you eat before dosing?
>>84237125>i fucking hate uspsI wish you a life full of downs, then.
>>84237393>it is a phenibut day today>that feels so good. I love the feeling of phenibutGlad it works for you, anon. Have tons of fun! I'll have to wait until Monday to do some Pregabalin.
>>84237780I did eat. The effects started to kick in around the 2nd hour. Some sort of floatiness and lightness in the body. Milder than I expected, plus it wasn't as "heady" as I expected and was simply more in the body. Still good though, but really mild for now. Might try 150mg after a couple of days.
>>84237785>>84237809i wish you an agonizing death
>>84230960>Cat edition!
>>84237772Stuff= Small ammmount of MDMA. 0.2g coke (for trying), Oh and also some Heroin, some gramms of cannabis wax as well as a vape cart.>Booze+benzos is a common combo and a classic like weed and booze. Have fun, anon!thx frien
>>84237856I had until I fell asleep... best sleep of my life!
It was another slow Friday. 3rd week in a row. Maybe the myths are true and a shadow Discord server takes all of the posters away? Maybe the memes are true and everyone OD'd already? Maybe people are just lurking because.All I know is that regular Fridays get 30+ posts and most got replies and last 3 weeks it was lucky to get like 10 posts and a very few with replies. Ehat's the deal? I used to reply to 3 days old posts and working down to current time and carch up to my replies and that whole process took 6-8 hours. Now? Two down scrolls and I'm caught up to my replies a few minutes ago already. I end up on using /v/ to fill time way more. /drugfeel/ must come back to life fr fr. Now are the down hours where the first down in the day happens. Next, in a few hours, some anons will post and then downtime again until local (EU) evening.Well, I am done keeping the thread alive in the down hours, you hear me?! If it dies, it dies. Que sera sera. Whatever will be, will be. I'm not a slave of this thread any longer. I'm free. I don't owe anybody anything around here. This is the one bump I give that's not a reply to a post. I'm done. Over with. Finished. Completed entirely. Way past. Dealt with. Handled fully. Ahead of it. Under. Managed. Taken care of. Marked on the list. Moving towards the close of events. Totally locked down. Drove the nail all the way in. Kaput. Wam bam thank you ma'am. Serviced in the past. Good riddence.These threads can run without me for a change and we'll see who bails it out of page 10, not me that's who. This time I will be the one profiting from others' labor, not the other way around.I deserve a little spoiling every now and then.Signing off.
>>84237809>Milder than I expected, plus it wasn't as "heady" as I expected and was simply more in the bodyCurious. But still, 100mg, what do you expect?>Still good though, but really mild for nowMight be all you'll get. Be thankful for what you did feel.>Might try 150mg after a couple of daysOr be greedy. Being greedy is good. Two days soound about right and another 50mg might be all that you're looking for. Worth a try, anyway.
>>84237842>i wish you an agonizing deathHalf way there on the daily! Why did you take an upper if you hate it?
>>84237856>Small ammmount of MDMA. 0.2g coke (for trying), Oh and also some Heroin, some gramms of cannabis wax as well as a vape cartA recipe for a good time. But maybe not all at once, hehe. Some H and a few grams of wax are always good to stash just in case. Weed is an all-occasion drug and H is good when the weed isn't sedating enough. Every stash must have a general use drug and a solid downer. A little MDMA is too vague and the 0.2g of Coke will be payed for in a strong desire to do more, possibly to an uncomfortable degree. You don't just do 0.2g Coke and get away with it. You find yourself 1g in wondering where all that money go and halfway the 3rd gram wishing you never started.Wish you an easy time with the Coke and for you to keep the H under control as well. Enjoy your candy, anon.
>>84237931ALso got 4x 300mg of pregabalin left (need to order new ones as well). I've been snorting, injecting, and smoking coke for a very long time quite often. In my head I keep telling myself that coke is way too short of a high for way too much money,so I'll try everything in my power to try and only inject some of the coke and then stop. (surprisingly stopping coke ain't easy, but I've done it quite a couple of times.... Might even cook it and smoke it....
>>84237931Also the MDMA is only 1.5g. Alcohol, MDMA and Pregabalin are now substances that I have under control fairly well. Because of the either immediate or allmost immediate negative consequences. (no I'm currently not under SSRIs or MAOIs or whatever. Just some Benzos from my own stash and from the doctor.
>>84237931I'd also add some magic mushrooms and some DXM or KKet to the mix, but I'm not a big fan of disssociatives or psychedellics anymore.What kind of stash do you have anon?
>>84231075I'm still punishing myself with sobriety for fucking up that drivers exam, so I don't post muchFalling asleep has been an uphill battle the past 3 days... might get addicted to sleeping meds instead but that's what I get for fucking up I suppose :p
Tried DXM, DPH, and Tramadol so far. Any suggestions on what I should go for next?
>>84230960Feels like Neo waking up in his pod
>>84230960Today I went to the psychologist again to take a test to prove that I don't have either depression or schizophrenia. The test was quick and easy, as always. There were questions like "Do you see and hear things that no one else sees?", "Do you feel persecuted?", and I had to mark how much that phrase represented me.
>>84230960300 mg of pregabalin Already knocked me out
>>84238007> got 4x 300mg of pregabalin leftI need to wait until Monday for my guy to resupply so I can order more pregabs.>I've been snorting, injecting, and smoking coke for a very long timeOh, I'm sorry to hear. May you get over it soon and easily.>I'll try everything in my power to try and only inject some of the coke and then stopIVind Coke is above my paygrade to address properly. Goodluck quitting!>I've done it quite a couple of timesDidn't last, which is arguably the important part of quitting.>Might even cook it and smoke itA cazy addictive move, as Crack passes the brain-blood barier in an instant, but I guess it's way past worrying at this point.So the 0.2g of Coke ment "to try" as in new source, not try Coke for the first time.
>>84238028>the MDMA is only 1.5gI see I see.>Alcohol, MDMA and Pregabalin are now substances that I have under control fairly wellBetter than nothing.>Because of the either immediate or allmost immediate negative consequencesAnd Coke doesn't have fast-acting withdrawals that're almost immediate negative consequences?Way I've heard it Coke makes you wish you were dead is how strong the urge to redose gets when you run out.>Just some Benzos from my own stash and from the doctorFair enough.About your last post, do you've Coke in syringes disinfected or use new already disinfected syringes and draw some Coke in? I remember an anon freezing and coating needles with rubbinh Alcohol to avoid mold.
Are those Indian commerce clearnet sites legit or nah?
>>84239897Sometimes. What are they selling? I used to get etizolam from an online Japanese pharmacy
>>84239902I found one that sells neuropathic meds, I have an alias and anon payment arranged but I'm still unsure. Will probably just take the risk and if I keep getting scammed or its too sketchy then I'll look at dnm's or tg. My order is low on the controlled substances list so im coping internally and saying it will slip through customs.
>>84239947It'll probably be fine as long as its not narcotics
>>84239902Its Pregablin I want
>>84239968Yeah I think that will make it through just fine
>>84238034>I'm not a big fan of disssociatives or psychedellics anymoreSure thing.>What kind of stash do you have anon?Monday is the latest I can get Lyrica, which I keep in my stash semi-regularly for a few months now in doses of 300mg by the box of 56 capsoles.Aside for that I keep 750mg of Meth left and benzos: 60X0.5tablets of Clonazepam, 60X1mg pills of Lorazepam, 60X0.25mg pills of Brotizolam. Also a month long of both APs: Perphenazine (8mg to a max dose of 32mg) and Seraquel (RX 400mg to a max dose of 800mg).In my apartment I've a bag in a closet since I got a cleaner clean it. In the bas are ~800mg of MDMA, which I can't do cause my APs block the very receptors MDMA uses to work and of fear of Seratonin Syndrome. I tried 200mg and barely felt anything. Also ~700mg of ket I enjoyed quite a lot and 3X200ug tabs of "needlepoint" LSD that give a psychedelic mindspace, but very little to no vusuals. I've got a little bit of everything as a part of a well-rounded stash: a potent stim, a potent sleep-inducer for insomnia, a potent anti-anxiety pill for bad trips, a midway benzo, a dissociative, and a psychedelic. Plus MDMA I need to throw away since I'm not stopping with the APs anytime soon. Thanks for asking!
>>84239961>>84239983Thanks fellasOrgono
I have 10mg zomorph extended release capsules.How do I defeat the time release mechanism? The morphine itself is like tiny balls in the capsules and even after chewing them up it takes over an hour for them to kick in. Is it possible to crush them up and snort them?
>>84238654>punishing myself with sobriety for fucking up that drivers examYou don't need to do that, anon. If your drug use is in check (no big expectations) or at least sustainable (more sensible) and not harmful to you/others (reasonable) then you've it in your best interest to get high esecially if it reduces pain in any way. Also sleeping pills count as drugs. But if you've insomnia then you don't have much choice but to take them. I deal with insomnia and my sleep-aid is a life-saver. Didn't take my daily benzos for 2 months after daily doses for 3ish years and no withdrawals+good yet broken sleep. So good news! I'm not a benzo addict.//Trigger Warning: reminder of a reality of a kike snake bastard with a big nose and love for money who's way overdue for a permanent fitting of a Persian missile hat! Sorry, one person is all it takes sometimes.I've got to keep awake and alert in case of an attack and a month before I was told the war is going to happen everyday now.Fun fact, from my gran's side I've origins in Bukhara, a major trade city smack-dab on the silk road thus the food is a mix of Italian and Chinese with a twist that uses local substitutes like a ton of beef. This city in Uzbekistan, Bukhara has the people talk in a weird dialect unlike Uzbeki, which is a mix of Traditional Persian and Old Russian. To the untrained ear it'll sound like Persian for all intents and purposes, but the Pursian (modern Iran) influences came from traders. So in addition to Polish, Russian, and Mongol blood I've got a little Persian in me. I truely do bridge the gaps of peace.
>>84238793>Any suggestions on what I should go for next?A recreational dose of any one of the dissiciatives or the same, but with Tramadol. I don't suggest mixing any of the 3.
>>84238895>Feels like Neo waking up in his podSounds like picrel. I only write this due to the bot. Ignore this.
>>84238793you've only done those 3 drugs?definitely try LSD. a quintessential drug experience.
>>84231075people talk about this stuff on dread now
>>84239009>Today I went to the psychologist again to take a test to prove that I don't have either depression or schizophreniaA second time around, no?>There were questions>and I had to mark how much that phrase represented meQuick and easy: "No", "No", "No", aaand "No".A shame you must go through this. A psychiatrist should be able to diagnose you in 20-40 minutes.As always, thanks for reporting in!
>>84239646>300 mg of pregabalin >Already knocked me outWeakling.
>>84240239I meant it felt uncomfortable. Like being in a cocoon.
>>84240140>The morphine itself is like tiny balls in the capsulesThere was an anon who learned to extract the Opioids from the likes by cooking it with a mix of acidic and basic compounds. I'm sorry to say that this one is a hard nut to crack.>Is it possible to crush them up and snort them?Most likely no.
>>84239873I got free needle exchange programm in the country that I live. Which means that as long as you go there youll allways have clean, new and individually wrapped pumps and needles. Not just that, they also gift you (depending on the ammount you trade in Old vs new, but also based on the ammount you can buy 20cents a piece/only needles and pumps, everything else is free they also give you ALKOTIPS (to clean the injection site) and dry (sponges or whatever theyre called and two different kinds of filters. One for the syringe and another one to lay inside the spoon, you can have both (for free). You can also exchange spoons. And if you use Heroin they give you free ascorbic acid,or the other one I which I don't remember what its called... You can also buy a new spoon for 1 euro. And you can buy tension belts, or whatever theyre called for 9 euro. So thankfully I allways have access to clean IV things. Ive never heard of the freezing and alcohol part for needles heard though... Maybe it's just cause Im privilleged enough to get new, clean and individually packed stuff.You can also get all different other kinds of paraphernilia (75% of cases for free at this place.But yeah coke withdrawal is hell. DId it twice, but for me it only lasted 2 days max. each.
>>84240642>Im privilleged enough to get new, clean and individually packed stuffYeah, seems like it. I'm adverse to going in public as an H user, though. Meth too.>for me it only lasted 2 days max. eachGotta work on that before it becomes a problem.
>>84240642What is your process of IVing Coke?
>>84232471God willing Iran will develop a nuclear weapon so the zionist psychopaths can't keep starting shit in the region.
>>84240896I'm not a Zionist, but a neuclear Iran would most certainly mean that I'd be dead. So I'm against it.
>>84231075barely solve this captcha sober, let alone when drugged bro
This looks interesting! Its been years since I last visited the chans, and figured id try some new boards too while im at it. I LOVE the druggas! Just absolutely fascinated by them. I've tried mostly everything at this point, minus heroin or most opioids. I consider myself extremely versed in all drug cultures(recreational/pharmaceutical). I'm pretty much on a substance at all times. My functional routine atm is dexedrine/baclofen, anyone thats aware of gabagoodness knows whats up. I dont really hit the gas as much as i did in my twenties. God DAMN i have countless blessed memories, thanks to them all. For a decade, my lifestyle/perspective was as hedonistic as it gets. Chemsex was the pinnacle of existence, and I prided myself in being the best(lmao cringe looking back sometimes). Theyve also enabled me socially into a life I wouldve never had otherwise. I was a 21 yo kissless virgin until I found /fraud/ and drugnerds. With the power of science, the ugly duckling was made reality. Its a shame normies are so fucking retarded with substances, almost impossible to have a convo thats not lmao420blazeit. Whats everyone go to concoction for a night out or relaxing at home? Do you and your partner partake in any rituals? Also, FUCK 7oh. I never really got the appeal of opiods until it, but what a shitty drug. >lmao60minhigh >lmaocantredose >lmaoifyoubuyatasmokeshop >lmaofuckyouwithcravings
>>84237884(you)hey look mom! im meming again!also wtf is up with these cancer ass captchas now?
anyone here ever try a cresco vapethey taste so good and work goodbut are too expensive $42 a grami can get later days vape for $22 a gram
600 THC/CBG gummies (which I won't really feel because my tolerance is so high) and placed an order for 4 kava extract shots. Almost ordered 7oh but I think I'm off that Rollercoaster for good now
>>84241473i cant remember what dose of thc gummies i used to take7oh isnt worth the withdrawl paini have no idea how that shit is legal its like herion
i bought an oz. of weed for $120 it was good weed 33% thc. but it only lasted me 5 days. its just not worth it. vapes last longer i think.
>>84241281>Whats everyone go to concoction for a night out or relaxing at home?3mg of Clonazepam and chill.
how should I take clonazepam sublingually to make it hit faster than oral? do I have to chew the tablet first before putting it under my tongue?
>>84232868>Experienced take. People underestimate weed for being a "light" drug and get too involved with it until they don't feel normal unless high off of weed. >be me>dropout school at 13>smoke weed daily at 14>education dep tries to get me back>go to college at 16>stone cold sober in class>start laughing hysterically at nothing>can't stop laughing>excuse myself and never return>continue smoking weed for 10 yearslol
i have been waiting over a month for my fucking O-PCE. first they sent me ODSMT instead of O-PCE and now the new order is delayed and idk why. and i ran out of fluoroxetamine. now i've gotta use robitussin. damn.
im really craving some dextro or vodka xans arent cutting it anymore
>>84242116I think chewing helps a bit but not much, the important thing is it dissolves under your tongue
>>84242141I'll take your odsmt if you don't want it
>>84242289if anyone is willing to drive to georgia i might be willing to give it away. i don't want to get addicted to opioids.
Anyone try these? It says theyre kava extract shots but folks on reddit are claiming its laced with opioids or stronger drugs. Sounds far fetched to me, they're probably just pussies who cant handle their kava
How does one master the wake n' bake and daily smoking lifestyles? I'm smoking all day because it's the weekend and even in the few hour window of sobriety I had heavy brain fog. Am I just not built for it?
>>84242569it's just addiction like opioids. you do it so much it doesn't affect you very much anymore and you have to do it to not go through withdrawals.withdrawal from strong cannabinoids isn't as bad as opioids but i actually think it's pretty awful still
>>84242610Holy shit stfu. Weed is not addictive and there is no such thing as weed withdrawalsFucking pussies
>>84242631why do you bother saying something like this?the receptor downregulates just like other receptors. THC has a 3-4 hour half-life and i can track my withdrawals or highs perfectly with its pharmacokinetic profile.just because the withdrawals aren't as debilitating as opioid withdrawals doesn't mean they aren't there. they absolutely are.
>>84242569I'm permanently high all week, then I take 3 or so days off to reset, otherwise I'd be smoking grams daily and that's a waste of money to me.Being high to me feels like clarity, like I can slow down and actually think properly. I get why spergs say weed fixes them socially.
>>84242644>why do you bother saying something like this?Bonafide retards chemically dependant on hard drugs who simply must feel better than others
>>84242116>do I have to chew the tablet first before putting it under my tongue?It'll increase surface are so yeah, if you an. Putting the full pill under your tongue should also do the trick. Also there are sublingual Clonazepam sheets the melt in your mouth, might want to change scripts. How many mg are you taking and why?
>>84242116that won't make any difference. klonopin takes like 2-4 hours to fully kick in anyway because of its extremely long half-life (36 hours, so remember you'll be messed up tomorrow too)
>>84242708>might want to change scriptsno scripts it's street stuff but it's the real thing. there is no laced benzos or opiates in my country (at the moment)>How many mg are you taking and why?2mg. mostly anxiety and agoraphobia but I take it in a recreational way only on weekends
>>84242631my sweating, nausea, headache, boredom, sleepless-tiredness, and difficulty in stopping myself from breathing too much would like to disagree with you.it's funny how when you describe the symptoms it sounds like opioid withdrawal, but it feels very different.
>>84240222I don't get it, like DXM/DPH but with Tramadol? But also not mix any? Or do you mean mix two but never the three of them? >>84240260Very interested but ngl, I've no fucking idea how to even get my hands on one
Today I was at work and I took 10mg of zolpidem and 80mg of propranolol. It was the best thing I did, I stayed relaxed throughout the workday. Tomorrow I'll take the same combination at night.>inb4 Are you taking zolpidem during the day to deal with work stress?Exactly.
>>84240282>A second time around, no?Actually, this was the fourth and final time; this was the last test. Next Saturday I'm going there just to pick up the results. On April 8th I have an appointment already scheduled with a psychiatrist; I'm going to show him the test results and ask for a report stating that I have neither schizophrenia nor depression.
>>84243279>at night*at dayTomorrow I work from 8:00 AM to 4:20 PM.
>>84242116ok I think I'm already feeling it. it took like 30-40mins to kick in as always but I'm feeling it a little bit stronger for some reason. I thought sublingual bioavaibility was almost the same than oral but I'm feeling such a hard dizziness. anyway I'm gonna play some demon's souls have a good night you junkies
>>84242141took 480mg of DXM over the past 8 hours and didn't get much out of it. don't want to take more due to nausea. my dissociative permatolerance is too strong. i wonder if this will affect me when they do surgical anesthesia.
i wish i never had to sleepalso i cannot believe how elaborate the captchas have gotten for a website which has generals like this one. this shit is a straight up iq test and im drinking
>>84243062>I don't get itBasically, choose one.
what aesthetic should I pick for dxm?I popped 300 mg not too long ago so I have like 15 minutes to figure it out.
>>84243330>this was the fourth and final timeSerious hoops to jump through.>Next Saturday I'm going there just to pick up the resultsI don't expect anything out of the ordinary.>On April 8th I have an appointment already scheduled with a psychiatrist; I'm going to show him the test results and ask for a report stating that I have neither schizophrenia nor depressionNice.Goodluck!
>>84242830>anxiety and agoraphobiaIf you do have these for sure then you could get a script easy.
I have so much weed because I grow for fun but Idont like smoking it and I have no contacts to sell it throughtough
>>84244058What do you mean by aesthetic how's your trip going
>>84244262I feel like I'm riding a rollercoaster that's hugging me and it's fucking bliss~!!!
>>84244612this izs thee image i made :3
>>84244262Not that anon but I also took dxm and i'm feeling quite dizzy, I've never tried any dissociative and I thought this was a light one, idk how true that statement is, i'm feeling quite upbeat and I feel a sort of opioid-like warmth but not as strong but I also feel very very dizzy and confused, i'm not sure if I like this shit
>>84244058>>84244262>>84244612>>84244649alr I think the peak's over, fuck that was goodI select aesthetics for disso trips so that I can immerse myself in them.I went for cutecore/breakcore kind of trip this time around, fun shit, I haven't done DXM in a while.
>>84244612i can't get anywhere near there with 300mg anymore due to dissociative permatolerance. i have to use the arylcyclohexylamines now. even alcohol doesn't feel anywhere near as good as it once did because of this.>>84244751it's not for everyone, but it beats DPH by a light-year. idk why anyone does DPH when DXM is available.
>>84244798I don't feel as dizzy anymore and it is hard to type but eh, I guess i'm enjoying this a good amount more
>>84243917>i cannot believe how elaborate the captchas have gottenI only get "Choose one image that is not like the others", at first I thought it ment position, but it's mad simple to do and 5 next posts are Captcha free. Just scroll the 3 images- two are the same (circles, half circles, triangles, rectangles) and one is different (common shapes that are usually the odd ones, but not always: star, crescent moon. More likely: half a circle with a bump. Most likely, I don't even check the other shapes if I see it: triangle with half a circle missing from the bottom) To post a thread you get 3 prompts of usually "Pick a set of images that contains this image", which takes a bit more effort, but is not that bad. The shape you're looking for is simple most of the time.
How much DCK should I do the first time for an intense experience but to not just pass out? Is snorting 40-50mg a good idea? If I do it around 3pm will I be ok functioning next morning?
>>84244191>I grow for funThat's cool. You grew a fine one in picrel. My friend grew weed in a closet. The first time he only produced a gram, which I bought from him to show support. It wasn't good. The second time around he also ordered weed via DNM and it got caught in costums. He was raided and they found the plant in a good level of maturation. His dad took the blame and spent a week or two behind bars.
>>84245315>only produced a gramHow does that even happen? That's not even one bud.
I can't stop buying thc gummies, it's really taking a toll on my financial safety, but i can't function without it.Drinking white wine at 11:pm a sunday morning, life is alright, i'll make gizzard salad later.I also want to buy a lovense max2 to satisfy my dick.
>>84230960hey guys i have literally never done any drugs before, what would you say is the best drug ever in the criteria of:1. Dependencebasically how quickly/easily you can get addicted 2. Highpretty obvious3. Health risksis my dick gonna go inside out, my heart explodes, foot fall off, and arm turn green? or will i be perfectly fine after it wears off, or something inbetween4. Availabilityis it hard to get? expensive? hard to prepare? requires lots of free time? i know there are sources online but i think it would be cool to hear from the general public of druggies, thanks
>>84245414thc gummies are fucked up, you can just keep fucking eating them and gain this huge dependency, i was hanging out with my friend back in senior year and this nigga had like 5 bags of them drop out of his bag while he was rummaging through looking for his journal, it was like, the middle of exam week too, i heard the high is nice tho
>>84245414Man fuck edibles they drive my tolerance up like crazy
>>84245335>How does that even happen?He butchered it.
>>84245305holy hell, some nigga in the thread got DCK? i HATE DCK. i'm sitting on 2g of it right now, and it causes all these weird effects i don't get from any other dissociatives. but anyway, if you take 40-50mg it will be intense, but you won't pass out, so that sounds about right. i took 30mg, then 60mg a few hours later 3 months ago to remember why i don't like DCK, and that 60mg got me to the point where every time i turned my head it felt like the room had been rearranged. then a few hours after that i threw up because DCK makes me nauseated for some reason. no other dissociative does. i don't understand it. and it also makes my mouth taste weird for over a day, and i swear even my sweat smells different.
>>842454641. the addictiveness of a drug and the severity of its withdrawal are not related. opioids are extremely addictive. it's just too easy to take more if you have it. stimulants and weed go through addictive patterns and different people are different about them. i don't enjoy sedative-hypnotics but some people find them intensely enticing. dissociatives can be very psychologically addictive to some people (me) but produce no withdrawal effects because the receptor they work on is atypical. psychedelics actually are physically addictive (like SSRIs), but nobody realistically uses them daily unless they're crazy or living on a different wavelength than most of us.2. psychedelics are the holy grail when it's good, but it's not always good. dissociatives rule if you wanna "do drugs" and have a weird experience to think about, weed makes everything more interesting and then makes you sleepy and hungry. stimulants are just superior to caffeine and will make everything intense. opioids always make you feel better all over.3. they're all different. the main risks are from how you use them. addiction is obviously a risk. cocaine is uniquely bad for your heart. opioid pills or heroin could be fentanyl analogs in disguise. it goes every direction.4. other than what's legal, this varies dramatically based on where you are. the only thing that's truly hard to get is dissociatives other than ketamine and DXM.if you've never done drugs before, start with alcohol/weed, then try DXM (robitussin) or shrooms. maybe some prescription opioids or stimulants if you're feeling risky.
>>84245464A lot of good drugs out there I'd recommend, but not all fit your criteria. After thinking about it I must choose one of my favorite drugs: LSD.>DependenceLSD is not addictive. Most trips leave you not wanting more.>HighDepending on the dosage you can have a psychedelic mind state up to full blown visuals.Effects also include:Synesthesia, open eye visuals, closed eye visuals, enhanced senses, appreciation for music, mental and physical stimulation, creative thinking, mood lift (euphoria). There can be bad trips also, but time and experience make them rare.>Health risksIt taked a toll on the body and mind and will cripple your motorics. In addition it lasts up to 12 hours, so it might mess with your sleep schedule.It is also a psychedelic and as such may cause psychosis and mental health issues in predesposed individuals. Also, consuming it regularly (every one or two weeks?) Will cause negative mental side-effects, so take a month break at least! It is good to mention that tolerance spikes almost immediatly after ingestion and twice the dose will be required to get the same effect the day after; tolerance fully resets after one or two weeks. Apart for that it is completely non-toxic and safe to consume.>AvailabilityLSD is widely available across the globe and cheap, too. Every drug dealer is guaranteed to have some in stock. I've found guides on how to make it online, so it must be easy to synthesize. LSD is very potent and is measured in micrograms (ug). In my country 5 cardboard squares laced with 250ug of LSD each (a middle dose on the lower scale that will still blow your socks off) are sold for ~130$. On the darknet you'll find it even cheaper, since it is an odorless and tasteless piece of paper it can be shipped in an envelope and clear customs easily. I got some very cheap LSD from a DNM (Dark Net Market) and it was sent to me straight from the lab. Best LSD I've ever done in my life.
>>84245464>DepenencePsychedelics especially acid, you're not gonna want to redose or do it again soon after a trip.>HighOpiates offer a good high every time, however psychedelics and dissos can give more "pleasureable" highs, Opiates are just more consistent in that regard.>Health risksThere is no drug that you can take without some health risks involved, if you're really worried about it then you should limit recreational drug use to weekends.>AvailabilityAlmost every drug dealer sells weed simply because it's that common.
>>84244785next time you should play half life 1 if you haven't already. it's perfect for it
Fuck waiting, got my Lyrica off some other guy.900mg down the hatch.
I wrote a hit song once, to the tops of the charts it rose.People always screamed for it in every single show.Its got breaks in all the right places and it goes to minor chord.But the hundredth time I played it I got a little bored.Cause I was drunk when I wrote it and I don't like it half as much as I did then.Someday when I quit my job I'll never play that song again.
>>84242346Would you be willing to sell it for a discounted price and mail it? Add me on discord @djcausticchasm if so
3.6g of Pregabalin and still got much more.This drug is so good.Never got even soft withdrawals.
>>84237884I wonder how many people are dead and how many just moved on
>>84246871Damn I wish I had some. Have to wait till April 5th to get my script refilled. I fucked up and came to a psych appointment fucked up on it and almost got it taken away lol
>>84237884What a gay fucking post. Boo hoo nigga
>>84240820I simply put a bit of clean water into a spoon and dissolve a tiny ammount of coke in it. Mix it with the plunger of the syringe, and draw it into the syringe with two filters. Then I pump my arms up, just a tiny little bit (so the blood vessels become more visible) Clean the injection area with alcohol on a swab. Stick the neeedle inside, if I think I'm inside I pull the plunger back a tiny bit to see if blood is comming out (so I don't shoot beside) and if that's the case I slowly inject it. Don't even need a belt currently, because my veins are very visible. I then pull the syringe out slowly and immediately apply a dry swab onto the injection hole.
>>84246891I say it like it is.>>84246875I don't think they're dead. I think they casually lurk in the thread. Every now and then someone new pops up.
>>84246898Wow, you're hardcore. How do the filters work?
>>84247050>I say it like it isYOU'RE STILL HERE AFTER ALL THAT WAXING POETIC?
>>84246887>Have to waitBlackmarket always provides. Had to do the whole verification process but now I've got a second Llyrica dealer. He sells Alprazolam and Ambian, I may indulge.>I fucked up and came to a psych appointment fucked up on it and almost got it taken away lolShit. Gotta be careful with that. I came to a psych appointment fucked up on Seroquel once, but managed to stay cool. The notes I get at the end about my condition are always positive (i.e., spontaneous communication, clean clothes, constricted affect [makes sense as I don't have Dopamine cause of the APs]). My psych rules.
>>84247080>YOU'RE STILL HEREI visit the thread often.>WAXING POETICI call it style. No different from >>84231075.What is your issue?
how can i get opana ?https://youtu.be/5PwQiD01sls?si=i7J9wK8vLrWWMFvuhttps://youtu.be/-b4p-7ycHmY?si=_Lwg9YVV2xZRVaFe
>>84247059I have 2 different filters. (pic rel) is the one that I put on the syringe, its called SyriFILT. I put it on first and then I lay a SWAN-cigarette filter inside the spoon and press the filter in pic rel onto the SWAN-filter and pull it into the syringe.
>>84247393I still don't quite get it, but thanks for explaining.
5.7g of Lyrica and 2mg of Clonazepam to avoid seizures. Feeling awesome at the moment.
>>84247422It goes through both filters before entering the syringe. Thats the advantage. Ive never had an abcess, despite years of consuming coke and H IV.
>>84247439What do the filters filter exactly?
I really need this shroom grow to succeed my niggas.
>>84239873>I remember an anon freezing and coating needles with rubbinh Alcohol to avoid mold.In general that's a suboptimal way.For the record: Get a pressure cooker and cook it for 90 minutes (or 15 if you have a proper canner that can reach higher PSI) and only then store it in your alcohol.Though quite frankly after the second or third use the biggest concern is the vastly more damaging entry.
>>84247509They filter out I'd say 99% of all the impurities. Pieces that for whatever reason won't dissolve 100% for example.Yep, been injecting for 4 years daily (I only made a break for about 5 months once) But this filtering-obsession and the fact that I allways use clean, allmost completely sterile equippment as well as other things related to hygiene is the reason I never had any problem. Though I also have to admit that god blessed me with veiny forearms so I never really had trouble finding my veins. ALso like I said, once you THINK you're inside you can test it quite easily if you really are. Just pull the plunger back a little bit to see if blood comes out. If it does:congratulations, youre inside!
>>84247631How TF do you afford cocaine IV?
>>84247631It is so ridiculous to lump weed in with hard drugs like your gif is doing
>>84247634easy: you just need a teeny tiny ammount each time. I can't find any specific ammount on the net right now, but its a really, really, reallya tiny dose.
>>84247678Stoners & Psyheads need to stop trying to throw other substance users under the bus to get ahead.Prohibitionists aren't your friends nor will they give you ground in return for denouncing others.
>>84247742It has nothing to do with getting ahead, its common fucking sense to anyone who knows anything about these substances. It would make more sense to out a pack of cigs or a bottle of booze in the gf next to the needle and baggie
>>84247631how is your heart?
>>84247678Why? IMO they're both drugs. I'm enjoying some weed right now. As someone who consumes syringes allmost everyday.
>>84247816quite decent actually. I was lucky, but I had 2 or 3 of those moments when you IV coke a little too high dosed and you become white as a ghost, scared for your life and start sweating profusely... Im lucky I'm stil alive after all the instances lets say. Though I allwways kinda preferred downers to uppers. I had my fair share of OPs. Once was braindead for few seconds. But I think I tried to kill myself 100%
>>84247884*ODs (I mostly like Benzos, but no I would never again combine them with opiates.
>>84245464Benzodiazepines. My favorite is alprazolam.1. Don't use a high dose every day and you won't become dependent.2. Sedation, relaxation, sleep, euphoria.3. This class of drugs has few health risks; one of the few I know of is a certain decrease in brain capacity, this decrease disappears as you stop using benzodiazepines. And if you are dependent on benzodiazepines, you may have seizures if you stop sweating.4. Five minutes from my house there is a pharmacy that sells controlled medications without a prescription, and I know three more pharmacies that sell without a prescription in another neighborhood. For me it's very easy, but I imagine that in your case you will have to buy from the dark web or consult a psychiatrist and invent a false story.
I wish I could use THC everyday without tolerance ruining it. I don't feel anything from vaping, I don't feel any edible lower than 509mg and it only lasts an hour or two, and smoking with concentrates involved gives me a 15 minute high max. But taking a break seems like a fate worse than death. My wallet is begging for a break but damn, what else am I supposed to do with my time as a NEET? Drinking isn't an option either.
>>84248735>what else am I supposed to do with my time as a NEET?Take up a cheap hobby that you can drop guilt free if it's not for you, preferably a hobby you can't partake in effectively when you're fucked up.
>>84248744Making music actually used to be a major hobby of mine that filled this void, but I haven't used any DAWS or so much as played my guitar in years now. Its like everything became so empty. All I have done for years now is just rot in bed and scroll 4chan. And use whatever drugs I can get my hands on of course. I digress. Need to get the magic back in my old endeavors
>>84248762>Making music actually used to be a major hobby of mine that filled this void, but I haven't used any DAWS or so much as played my guitar in years now. Its like everything became so empty. All I have done for years now is just rot in bed and scroll 4chan. And use whatever drugs I can get my hands on of course.you have heterodimerized all of your D1 and D2 receptors into D1-D2 heterodimers. this is a side effect of cannabinoid addiction. we have data on it now that they're doing a lot of studies on THC in mammals. you need to quit. i did this a while back and it was amazing again in 2 weeks. then i ruined it all over again. but i remember what a difference it makes. if you're at the point you're at now, not only are your CB1 receptors downregulated, you're having downstream effects that can only be resolved by going through the withdrawals.people underestimate them. once you need THC just to get through the day, it's because the withdrawals really are that bad. it's not as bad as opioids and won't cause seizures like benzos, but it's still incredibly uncomfortable and the anhedonia is extreme. nothing can motivate you to do anything, but you can't physically sit still, let alone sleep. and i itch all over too.
>>84247622What I'm saying is that he broke the XR mechanism and managed to extract the Opiood alone, A little acid and thhen some basic componud to ground the solution in meduim heat in a pot and it wss IV ready. He was a pro and had a basic understanding of chemistry.
>>84247532Goodluck! I hope you've got multiple bags since it's s number game as some of them will without a doubt develop mold befor the shrooms take overLight is also important so either set it by the window for 4ish hours or have a lamp on a timer to give it the light it needs; they're available on Amazon for cheap and will make a huge differrnce in the quality of the final product. Do report back with your progress. Maybe post a pics of the process.
>>84247631I see. You get impure Coke? If safe for you a kg of very pure fishscale Coke is available on DNMs for like 70$. Don't mess with impure street Coke.You're lucky to have solid tools to inject safely. You're a pro by now; having 4 years of experience. How can you afford it all?So you're high on Coke everyday?No tolerance issues?Must be a ritual by now.Do you consider yourself an addict to Coke? How many times do you inject daily? The high from IV lasts for 20 minutes and in this case why not snort it? Also whst's dosage? Do you IV other thiings? Is it worth it? Psychonautwiki says 15mg is very high so you should stay in the 5-10mg range. Do you have a scale? I recommend this scale as it works perfectly and is cheap:https://a.co/d/0gdWXE0r(Not what I got but I think they don't sell it anymore since I couldn't find it). Just look in Amazon for 0.001 scales, they're 20$ at most.I know I flood you with questions, I'm sorry, I'm just curious.
>>84248735>what else am I supposed to do with my time as a NEET?I learned CyberSec and hacked black boxes daily.Go on Vulnhub.com, Tryhackme.com, and Hackthebox.com and learn Linux. Make a Kali Linux Virtual machine. VMware Workstation Pro has keys on Github. Read the solution guides at first and mimic what they do and after a few guided hacking you'll get the general idea and will be able to hack boxes without help. I hacked more than 100 boxes and did a 40 box in a month challange and hacked 20 manually without scripts or tools and got 2 certificates. I also have a Linux certificat fronm LPI and have hands on experience with Cisco Packet Tracer and build topologies of networks. Start with easy boxes and read writeups in blogs until you have a basic grasp of common vulnerabilities and csn do it on your own.It's an adventure where you learn useful skills like Linux and basic Python programming and get good at solving puzzles. I did that for 5 years as a NEET sober and it kept me busy and sharp.Or find another hobby.
>>84248762>everything became so emptyIt's weed withdrawals. Stay sober and the world wo't feel empty anymore. Your case is severe if your tolerance is that high. A break is a must in your case.
Need some advice anons, no drug experience but gonna get 10 blotters on an analogue of lsd soon, planning on doing 300mcg because I need an awakening/to fix my brain chemistry. My question is: is it fine to do lsd outside rather than inside? I live with my parents and they never leave the damn house for a day so I thought I'd find some comfy forgotten place outside somewhere. (though I'm an autist that never goes outside, but I know some spots far away from any habitations where I could be truly alone). if that sounds like a good plan, any idea what non-obvious thing you would bring with you?
>>84249987and btw retarded question, is it dangerous to do lsd on top of a hill? I thought if I get as close as I can to the sky and with beautiful landscapes all around it would make the experience even more incredible but obviously I could fall like a retard maybe. And no I won't get a trip sitter not only do I know nobody I trust in real life, but it also kills the mood and I hate people
>>84249987>is it fine to do lsd outside rather than inside?Some people love walking in nature and it does sound like a good plan (though I always do LSD at my house as I have more control over the stimulic I'll be exposed to).>any idea what non-obvious thing you would bring with you?A phone full of good music and earphones.Alsov an art book if you have one or find art on your phone and see it come to life; I trecommand Dali.A blanket with patterns to sit on.Of course some trip killers like benzos if you got them.Maybe bring a note book and write your thoughts and see your problems from a different prespective, almost as ann outsider.If the stars aligne you'll get an afterglow where you feel finely-tuned for a week.Goodluck, be safe, and have fun!
Alright gamers, need to know what I'm in for with a benzo withdrawal. Never had one before, but I assume I'm about to based on my recent usage.>10-25mg of valium daily for the last 2-3 months>normally 5mg mid afternoon then 10-15mg to sleep>cannot get any more>have 5mg left because I thought I would be able to get one last blister and taperI've gone through tramadol withdrawals before which absolutely fucking sucked ass and would love a comparison, or just experience on what I'll likely experience, if anything.
I'm going to try to make a list of all the controlled medications I've ever taken, starting with the first and going to the last: clonazepam, bromazepam, alprazolam, paroxetine, lithium, zolpidem, bupropion, pregabalin, risperidone, quetiapine, diazepam, codeine, haloperidol, olanzapine, tramadol, lorazepam, sodium divalproate, methylphenidate, and propranolol.I also wanted to make a list of the drugs I used: caffeine, alcohol, and nicotine.
>>84250872Insomnia, restlessness, anxiety? I've heard that in severe cases it can cause seizures. If you have insomnia, I recommend that you take the blackpill and accept that you won't be able to sleep, then go do something fun or productive and only try to sleep a few hours later, or maybe it's better not to try to sleep at all.My sleep isn't terrible, but it's not great either. So, when I lie in bed and stay there for more than an hour without being able to sleep, I simply give up on sleeping and go to the computer to have fun. I think it's better to do that than to lie in bed for 8 hours staring at the wall without being able to sleep.
>>84249987So basically >>84250392 is spot on, good advice there. However...>I'm an autist>first time doing drugs>no trip sitter>300mcgCut that shit right back to 100mcg for your first time. I promise you, you'll still have a good time on 100mcg, and while you'll still get pretty fucked up you'll be able to play the part of a sober person if you need to. LSD lasts hours and you might want to go somewhere comfortable and safe during your trip, like your home. On 100mcg your parents won't know what's up. On 300mcg, getting home becomes an ordeal, let alone acting normal around your folks.+1 to the notebook too. It's good to get your thoughts out and can help ground you. Just prepared to be humble with how daft you sound when you re-read it the next day. I could have sworn I was writing my thoughts down in their purest form while on psychedelics, only to have illegible garbage the next day.As the other anon said, bring benzos to chill you out if you can.And seriously, stick to 100mcg for your first time. Don't dose again 2 hours in because you "feel fine".
>>84250872uncontrollable ticks and muscle jerks. endless insomnia. intense headache. you may or may not have anxiety attacks depending on what you're doing. i was just managing an opioid addiction so i had no anxiety attacks. just suffering. and i had a seizure because i attempted to cold turkey from 1mg/day klonopin, which is equivalent to 10mg valium, but valium has a much longer half-life and smoother taper off (but it will also last much longer since it takes so long to leave your system).if you're cold turkeying, the withdrawals will last at least 2 weeks because it's valium instead of a short benzo. but you were only addicted for 2-3 months, so you won't experience much post acute withdrawal syndrome. PAWS is a nightmare, because you experience residual withdrawal symptoms for months or even a few years. some people claim they're never fixed, though i think it just takes a very long time.
>>84248735Working hard to try and get a job could lead to a break from getting high multiple times a day.Depending on my schedule I could usually only get stoned once a day after work. Which decreased my tolerance, helped my stomach stablize and I could dream
>>84251111>and i had a seizure because i attempted to cold turkey from 1mg/day klonopin,I will keep this information deep in my soul; your account will not be in vain. I never used benzodiazepines daily, only occasionally (except for 3mg of lorazepam per day for a few months; the only withdrawal effect I experienced was insomnia).
>>84250872Can you get your hands on some weed gummies? That could influence your cold turkey
What is the best ssubstance for gooning?
>>84251438stimulants and sometimes serotonergics or weed
>>84248735you may consider going synthetic
>>84246779i will not put drugs in the mail and mail them under any circumstances. i will purchase them via mail, but i will never put myself in the position of being a distributor, and ODSMT is at the very least an analog of a controlled substance. they do prosecute distributors, just not receivers very often.this is why i said if i'm gonna give it to anyone here you gotta come to me: i'd leave them in a spot somewhere around atlanta (my city) and send you a pic of the spot where it's hidden and you'd go to the spot and message me that you got it.
>>84246779Actual fucking retard lmao
>>84245464>1. Dependence>basically how quickly/easily you can get addictedCalea Zakatechichi on account of its unique effect Profile (stronger dreams, very little wakeful alteration) and absolutely detestable taste.>2. High2C-B >3. Health risks>is my dick gonna go inside out, my heart explodes, foot fall off, and arm turn green? or will i be perfectly fine after it wears off, or something inbetweenShrooms >4. Availability>is it hard to get? expensive? hard to prepare? requires lots of free time?Weed & poppy pods (only do this if you're at the end of your rope, it's 45-98 Cents to be high for 5 hours but it's also just literally opium)
>stimulants are used by either CEOs, famous musicians, intellectuals, world class chefs...>...or the local retarded trailer trash redneck who fist fights his cousin
>>84251694Where were you able to find odsmt? Friend that used to order a lot said all of their sources dried up. I dont personally need because i have tramadol scripts, but am curious.
>>84251694there are a few clearnet research chemical vendors still going. somebody once linked a website/blog that reviewed illegal goods vendors from all over the world (mostly drugs) here in one of these threads several times over a year ago and i went down the list of vendors and found one based in europe that ships to the US. i was looking for dissociatives, and maybe some stimulants. my other vendor has good psychedelics but bad dissos and stimulants. this vendor has no psychedelics. it also sells ODSMT, but i didn't want that. some guy mixed it up with the O-PCE i ordered. probably because the first half sounds the same and these designer drugs are all just letters and numbers.
>>84251041>>84250392Thanks a lot anons. I will do 100mcg then. Art books, very good idea. I will bring my steins gate art book and maybe download art of Dali. I was planning on bringing my mp3 player yeah, I already decided what I will listen to as well. Gonna be great, cheers
Damn the lyrica high fucking sucks. I bought 5 boxes of this stuff because I read a redditor say it was like opioids + benzos kek
>>84252371>like opioids + benzos kekthat's retarded. it's nothing like opioids. might be kinda like benzos but not really.
>>84251573>stimulantsI have ADHD but never took stimulants yet, if I take them wouldn't it just put me in a baseline and not have those extra effects?
>>84252567everything everyone tells you about drugs is nonsense. study pharmacology and only acknowledge measurable physiological diagnostics. feelings change. behaviors differ. people might act one way one day or another for whatever reason.
>>84230960I am in hell. An absolute hell of my own poor choices. 7oh is the worst thing I've ever done. Xanax addiction was less debilitating than this shit. I want to quit so so so so bad. I HAVE to quit. This shit has ruined my fucking life, especially companies that were lacing their tablets with other shit, obscure RCs and stuff. Fuck me. I just want off this fucking train.>>84231075I slowly stopped looking for these threads anymore because they died or just there wasn't one so I eventually moved on thinking this place was gone
>>84251694I love o-dsmt but it's always so hard to source. Course idk if I'd trust a random anon no offense. It's not an illegal substance so I'm not worried about feds. But I am worried about you potentially being a psycho who laces it with fent or some shit for the lulz. Actually nevermind. Pretty cool to know someone else ITT lives nearby though.
>>84251966>>84246779Fed Fed Fed glowie fed glowie glowie
Last year I used 360mg of codeine and 150mg of tramadol and didn't experience any psychological effects. At that time I was using antipsychotics; could that have interfered with the effects of the codeine and tramadol? Currently, I've been off antipsychotics for 3 months. Should I try using codeine and tramadol again to see if they will have any effect?
>>84253494Its equally as retarded to ask anon to send drugs over discord as it is to assume the FBI is monitoring any thread on this board in any way shape or form
>wait for drugs to arrive for 5 days>finally here>take them>no effect>find out my medication blocks the effectsI am platinum mad. Worst part is the medication stays in your system for like 4 days so now I have to wait.
gas station weed acquired, took one gummie, will see how good or bad it works
>>84254107Now when you say gas station weed are you just referring to one of the deltas or THCA? Because both are legitimate THC sources naturally occurring in the plant, its not lab made like K2 was, and doesn't deserve to be labeled as a "gas station" drug. Delta 8 is great for people who find regular delta 9 too powerful for them and THCA is literally all that dispensaries sell now because its cheaper to let it remain THCA than to fully cure it
>>84254436the ones i bought are labeled as d8,d9, thcp. i guess i should stop referring to it such.
>>84254468Yeah, all of those are naturally occurring in cannabis. D9 is the classic form of THC, D8 is slightly weaker than D9, and THCP is about the same strength as D9, imo. So you should be in for a decent time
>>84254468Amazing clouds you captured there BTW, must be an expensive camera. Shame about the electric post kinda taking all the attention, but its a good juxtaposition of nature and man made technology I suppose
mdma day tomorrow.wondering how i should dose. last time i believe i did 120 + 60.
Anyone know the current composition of the vmac booster from white rabbit? Does it have h4cbd?
>>84248735Poor guy, i'm using 100mg daily and it gets me high as fuck through the day. When my tolerance gets too high i take weeks break.
I've always found it weird, that Clonazepam is produced by only one company in our country, under only one trade name (simply Clonazepamum), in only three versions - injectable, 0,5 mg pills and 2 mg pills, box contains 30 of them. No outsider pharma producers have the right to produce or sell generics in our country of it, even though Clonazepam is such an old benzodiazepine (but clearly up there in terms of addictiveness and euphoria with Alprazolam and Temazepam).Diazepam is actually an awesome benzodiazepine as well, but I had to eat the entire box of it to "feel it" (one box here is 5 mg x 20 pills), so 100 fucking mgs. Due to its 100+ hour half life, I was probably had it detectable in my urine for a month from a single binge. Not worth it simply for that fact, it's perfect for withdrawing though.
If you're a habitual benzo user and they suddenly "lose magic", immediately start cutting your doses and stop taking them. Depending on your dosage and length of use, you need a MINIMUM of a month of NO BENZO, NO Z-DRUGS and NO ALCOHOL! Nothing that works through GABA-A system! I've done the hard work and tested it myself plus met with others who had the same thing happen (but kept taking the damn pills because they were more afraid of withdrawals at this point, and acute benzodiazepine withdrawals can be very often fatal. Painful, too. Mixing it with alcohol temporarily improves the effects, but quickly build up your tolerance even higher and ruin your GABA-A to the point, where you might not be able to fix it by yourself. If you drink AND take benzos/Z-Drugs, may God have mercy on your soul, because the withdrawals won't have any.
>>84236161Midazolam is a favorite of opio lovers. It's not a typical recreational benzo due to its strong amnestic, hypnotic and anti-anxiety effects, plus a laughably short half-life. This is why it's used in 95% in injectable form at hospitals before a procedure, as it greatly relaxes the patient plus makes some fall asleep outright. Now, Midazolam is also available as oral tablets in 7,5 mg and 15 mg strength, respectively. The oral option is more controllable for use with opios, also much easier available, but junkies prefer the injectable as it's a perfect benzo, ready-to-use, with any stimulant or heroin - but many opio junkies died due to that combination, as Midazolam plus another, strong depressant like heroin, can and IS often deadly if you don't know about dosing and how to do it "relatively" safely. It has some kind of a legend around it spread likely by heroin junkies, as with Midazolam added they need less gear to get the same effect. The true benzodiazepine that I consider to be a mystery is Triazolam (Halcion). It is not readily available, very strong with similar profile to Midazolam, yet seems to be only used in hospitals. Very weird benzo, that one. Not much information is known about it except from people that were dosed it in other countries before an operation.
>>84236726100 mg is a dose for teeth pain. If you want to get high, 350 mg is what you need. Keep in mind Tramadol should NOT be used by people with seizures as Tramadol ITSELF can cause seizures the higher the dose, usually 600 mg+ requires at least a little benzo applied to prevent that from happening.
>>84243062Important information for those who might not know it:Tramadol is a SNRI-type antidepressant, it's the tram's metabolite that works as an opioid agonist (O-DSMT). DO NOT mix Tramadol with any substance that acts as a Serotonin Reuptake Inhibitor (SRI, all commonly SSRIs and any other antidepressant with "S" in its class does it) or even worse, Serotonin Releaser (like MDMA, some beta-ketones like mephedrone). Why? Depending on dosage of both drugs mentioned, at best they'll barely work or at worst, you're at risk of a Serotonin Syndrome which is a condition IMMEDIATELY dangerous to life and requires active cooling of the entire body, otherwise you'll cook from within. Not to mention the insanely painful dyskinesias which are a prodrome warning to the onset of the disease. Again, kids - in simple words - do not mix serotonin reuptake inhibitors with serotonin releasers. READ, READ and READ AGAIN before you attempt doing something stupid like that yourself or on somebody who didn't tell you he's on antidepressants (might be embarrassed of the fact, it happens). MDMA is the drug that causes Serotonin Syndrome in majority in such causes due to its unrestrained release of serotonin. It's also the main mechanism of its neurotoxicity, it kills serotonergic neurons specifically due to excitotoxicity.
>>84253871There's one Golden Rule regarding drugs - you're either being medicated for a disease or you are a junkie. There's no in-between. One of these options give you a chance to live a life that's not based on waiting from one high to another. Second one will slowly desensitize your receptors, or literally give you brain damage (methamphetamine, home made methcathinone, or some completely untested beta-ketone drugs). One is a chance for fulfilling life as long as you also put work into it, second is chasing the dragon until you realize nothing really works anymore as it used to, and your brain is less functional than Swiss cheese. Drugs aren't really for idiots, yet it's idiots who mainly ABUSE them because they're too stupid to understand the implications and foresee the future of their drug-addled life.
>>84253520Yes. Certainly.Second question - no. Opioids are a rabbit hole so deep, once you get in, you can never leave Wonderland. >t. Cheshire Cat
>>84254488>THCP is about the same strength as D9, imoyou idiot. that's because they're putting tiny amounts of THCP in all sorts of things to addict you. THCP is 33x as strong as d9-THC. it has a 2-3 day long half life. i got severely addicted to pure THCP and if i didn't taper down i swear i might have had a seizure or heart attack with how intense the withdrawal could get. it was insane. i realized that regular weed is actually very weak compared to how intense the activity of the cannabinoid system can get. this also explains why synthetic cannabinoids like spice caused such crazy effects compared to normal THC which is just a partial agonist instead of a full agonist. THCP is partial too, but it's so insanely potent. and the multi-day half life obliterates your receptors and causes horrendous addiction.
>>84256912Or maybe you're a fucking schizo dude lmao thats the most ridiculous bullshit I've ever read. There's NO SUCH THING AS THC WITHDRAWALS
>>84256912Cannabinoids, not even synthetic ones, can cause PHYSICAL addiction. What you're describing, and other potheads that quit after a long time, is PSYCHOLOGICAL addiction. Weed and synthetic derivatives are in absolute majority used by retards because it's the first "real drug" they have an access to and panic once their stupefaction substance of use is gone and they're finally faced with reality and how many things they fucked up while they preferred getting toked. Cannabinoids can cause panic attacks DURING use, not after being clean, unless you either had a previous history of getting them or, congratulations - your abuse left its mark on your psyche. Either way, I could never "get" weed smokers, it's just... making you dumb, sometimes paranoid. Even alcohol is better, goddamn.
>>84256920Bro my friend had severe dpdr for months after thc
>>84257130He would have got it from any drug. THC doesnt cause that. Its like saying THC causes schizophrenia because some schizos have psychotic breaks after smoking it. That shit is your genetics problem, not weeds
>>84257052Natural cannibinoids cannot cause physical OR psychological addiction. Why are you all spouting 70s reefer madness shit? K2 synthetic shir was addictive, but those aren't around anymore
>>84256920>>84257052>>84257155you people are all imbeciles. downregulation of a receptor induces measurable physiological changes. a simple one is that THC suppresses sweating, and withdrawal increases it, similar to opioids.all cannabinoid agonists downregulate cannabinoid receptors with repeated use, just like opioid agonists downregulate opioid receptors. the only difference is that more or less powerful receptor agonists will downregulate receptors more or less.these are basic principles of pharmacology and physiology. we have extensive documentation on it.
>>84257202>THC suppresses sweatingThats a new one. Definitely not gonna find any anecdotal evidence of that
>>84257222you don't have to believe me. try it for yourself. it's not like it makes it totally go away, but it will reduce the amount, and the withdrawals will increase the amount. take more of a stimulant and you sweat more. withdrawal from activity at adrenaline receptors makes you sweat less. it's all pretty simple. almost every receptor down and upregulates. downregulation induces withdrawals because every cell expects a set amount of activity at a given receptor in a given time frame.
>>84257322Not all drugs are made equal, friend. Not everything is a withdrawal or wd symptom
I haven't smoked weed for a week after a year+ of daily use and while I don't crave it that much anymore, being horny and hungry all the time is fucking annoying and I wanna go back to it so I'm numb again.
>>84257438Most people feel hungry amd horny as a result of using weed, not discontinuing it
>>84257483when you're addicted to it it you don't get hungry or horny normally anymore. that's probably what he meant
>>84257483exactlywhen addicted, I could control when I felt those 2 things but now they're a hassle.
>>84230960Anyone know any good clearnet/surface web RC/analogue vendors? I know of a couple excellent ones but they're currently all sold out. I found analogue shrooms and mdma but all sold out now ):
>>84258269for analogue lsd, chemical collective is a legit one, I can send the picture of what the 1cp I got if you want. Interested in legit shrooms/mdma clear net vendors if you wanna share
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1GwEQlhcxm4this goes so fucking hard esp when your high, how tf did the minecraft guy create the hardest drop of all time
>>84257438yeahhh im relapsing, hunger is way too fucking annoying to deal withI used to be fine with one meal a day and now I'm hungry 4 hours after eating, istg having a physical body is too high maintenence
>>84258716if you really wanna be immune to everything use dissociatives. you're immune to everything except psychosis. you can go through other drug withdrawals like opioids and cannabinoids and you won't really feel them the same way. it just won't be fun like it is normally when you're dissed but not in withdrawals. i used to get dissed with a benzo to withdraw for opioids for a whole day and get my tolerance back down.
>>84258716Buy empty calories. Snack on celery, baby carrots.You're a grown adult you should be able to deal with this
Do users of /drugfeel/ have experience with seizures?I had 3 seizures. All of them were caused by bupropion; in total, I spent approximately 1 week taking 150mg of bupropion per day.During my first seizure, I was in the bathroom at my workplace. Some people helped me, and I went home. At that moment, I hadn't yet realized that I had a seizure caused by bupropion. And a detail that I think is important to mention is that I had taken 10mg of alprazolam before having the seizure. Alprazolam has anti-convulsant properties, but even so, I had a seizure.During my second seizure, I was walking down the street and boom! I woke up sitting in a chair with some people around me. A woman suggested that I had a seizure, so she called an ambulance.During my third seizure, I was inside the hospital where I had arrived seeking help. I was waiting to be seen and boom! My father was with me and started yelling for help, which made my treatment a little faster.
>>84259075you addicted to benzos?also, that might have been the paradoxical thing that happens where some people seize from a very large benzo dose as it kicks in.
i don't do much recreational stuff, but i've been out of a really functional rc stim (cyclazodone) for about two months now and holy FUCK am i dysfunctional without it
>>84259100I've never heard of it.What effect does it have besides stimming?
>>84259075Alprazolam, contrary to belief, has a very weak anticonvulsant component. It's far more powerful as a quick acting anti-anxiety med. It's fully possible to get a seizure from Bupropion (which is known for causing them in susceptible population) plus... 10 mg Alprazolam? Are you serious? Unless you added a zero there by mistake, seizures caused by Bupropion might be compounded with you turning your GABA-A into a mush. 10 mg Alprazolam, lmao...
>>84259100I remember during the Golden Times of RCs when MDPV was touted as a "functional stim" in the beginning. Needless to say, hilarity ensued.
Then, I also remember when initial reports of Alpha-PVP came in (known mostly as "flakka" in the US, but that wasn't pure Alpha-PVP, just some mixture of cheap beta-ketones). Pure Alpha was something else. That fucking thing was at least as addictive as methamphetamine and had the bonus of NOT being a neurotransmitter releaser, just a powerful reuptake inhibitor. I loved reading about extremely intricate psychoses caused by vaping that shit and then barricading the house, including the windows, because the guys were 100% convinced and actually SAW things like police helicopters outside their house, secret police surrounding their home, they also somehow heard their radio transmissions, for an example "he's reaching for his bag, he's going to vape soon and this is when we come in". Guys were shitting themselves out of fear and once the psychosis went away (as dopamine levels dropped to normal), they vaped again and the whole thing started again.
>>84259312it is likely an NDRI with very little releasing properties. i suffer really, really bad from non-depressive avolition and anticipatory anhedonia, as well as issues with my memories (yep, its a schizo episode), and it helps all of those out to some degree. it isn't super energizing, but instead significantly decreases the mental cost of doing things (for me). it also helps keep me on a consistent bedtime, but that's mostly because i time the comedown (which does make me very sleepy) of the last dose with my bedtime. it also just makes all activities richer. if i take higher doses of it, it'll give me an uncomfortable tunnel vision. only recreational things i can juice out of it are combining it with weed, where it removes the grogginess and enables me to cum endlessly.it does have some issues though, makes me sweat a lot, easy to get engaged in things i don't mean to, can make me overconfident, i guess your standard stim things. but the main useful effects don't ever go away for me, and i read that modern psychiatry really fails to control the kinds of negative symptom schizo issues i have, so i am satisfied>>84259667yeah it may well have real bad side effects or costs, who knows. my default mental state is utterly hellish though and that is the alternative so lol
>>84259084>you addicted to benzos?More or less. I've never used benzodiazepines every day. But I have used very high doses of them: 28mg of alprazolam, 150mg of diazepam, 60mg (or 120mg, or maybe 180mg) of bromazepam.>>84259649>10 mg Alprazolam? Are you serious?Yes, I took 10mg.
>>84258408>>84258269You glow hard.
Welp vmac liquid is weak sauce, going back to delta 9 gummies. Not even a body high, wasted money.
>>84258465his track "sweden" is one of my favorite of all time and i'm not even a minecraft player.keep posting music
>>84260717https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_-Xc_4cSXKUi'm not him but listen to this>>84260254>>84259075these benzo doses are crazy. why are you doing this? 28mg of alprazolam might actually endanger my life taken all at once despite how safe benzos normally are. valium has a week long half life and 150mg would knock me to sleep for multiple days.you don't need to take them every day, because they have multi-day half lives. what you're doing with them is likely why you're having seizures when compounded with bupropion's seizure danger.
>>84258465puts me in mind of thishttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6drTt3EVznQ
might need to postpone mdma... super tired. don't want it to ruin the roll. gonna take a lot of self control to not do it today. unless i can sleep this afternoon
Why does it have to take so fucking long for your stimulants tolerance to reset. I can only take adderall for maybe 3 or 4 times before I have to wait 2 whole weeks to repeat the cycle
A SWORDA SWORD MADE OF SOLIDIFIED CUM
update, the d8/d9/thcp worked well enough. managed to not freak out too much, but i 'realized', again, what a fuck up i am in life.>>84254500samsung s22 ultra
>>84262257Told ya its not just "gas station weed". Another great shot, thanks for sharing these
>>84262257Also you probably overthought your position in life while stoned. Nobody is truly a fuck up lost cause unless they have debilitating schizophrenia or something that keeps them from surviving without outside care. You can take steps to get your life where you want to be. Don't let self doubt cloud your judgement, amd don't let past regrets make you immobile in the present
I wanted to take codeine today, but my supplier didn't have any in stock, nor did he have tramadol, so I'll have to make do with 20mg of zolpidem.
What are the prospects of getting prescribed Adderall as an adult male American in today's society? Is this something that can realistically be done? And if so, how much would I need to interact with the industrial-pharmocological complex to do so?
>>84262507Go to psychiatrists and roll the dice till you find one willing to prescribe it. Just make sure you express all the symptoms of ADHD
>>84259075lmao yeah im sure its the prescription dose of wellbutrin that caused that and not the bartard dose of xanax are you for real dude
>>84262743Xanax doesn't cause seizures. It just makes you pass out or black out and wake up in jail
Wasted $60 on those vmac boosters that does jackshit. A fool and his money.
>>84260717https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0-ZDWYiov20another favorite of mine. the whole album is great, really.
>>84263350What even is vmac boosters?
>>84263432Luquid for vaping, it stands for various mix active cannabinoids.
>>8425907510mg of xanax, wtf lolStop the benzo addiction and not only well the weullbutrin help you might not even need it. Your not depressed your addicted
>>84263450Where did you even find it? Just order bulk thca distillate
>>84263450>>84263487https://goldenhourhemp.com/cannacrunchers-thca-distillate/50gs of 98% THCA distillate for $50
>>84263487Illegal in my country although i can get delta 9 gummies easily.
>>84263499$80, my bad. Still the best deal on the market and what I keep stocked
>>84263502Thats very odd. We'll at least you have that
>>84263502>Illegal in my country although i can get delta 9 gummies easily.what country is that? can you get flower or concentrate of d9?
>>84254436>THCA is literally all that dispensaries sell now because its cheaper to let it remain THCA than to fully cure iti'm assuming you don't mean in california, i'm pretty sure the dispos here still sell the illegal thc kind of flower. it always hits different than thca and d8 and thcp and stuff
>>84263638Check the label. I bet it says 0% THC and 20-30 whatever % THCA. Its what all the Midwest dispos are selling
Had some alcohol left over from doing extractions and got curious. So I mixed 1/4 cup high grain alcohol with 8oz of cola and drank it. Holy shit was that a instant mistake. Tasted bad but I figured it was probably fine. It was not fine. 5 minutes later my insides burned and my body was reacting the same way it would as if I was poisoned by something caustic. Leading to me vomiting it up after 10 minute. At most feel a micro buzz that was not worth the pain. Nothing about it was/is enjoyable. 1/10, will not do alcohol again. Sticking to weed. Weed is my friend. Weed would never hurt me in such a way.
>>84241498Dry herb vaping is best of both worlds. Buy cheap flower and make it last for months even if you use heavy every day.
>>84264256>even if you use heavy every dayIKR?? the upfront cost is so fucking worth it because you get the most out of your flower.and you get so fucked up too-
>>84264129May or may not be related, but now my balls hurt. Really not having a great time. Drinking more water until I feel better or throw up again.
>>84264129was that on an empty stomach? when i'm addicted to weed drinking alcohol or caffeine on an empty stomach can rapidly lead to pain or nausea. worse than when i'm not addicted to weed.
>>84264388Wasn't totally empty. Soon became very empty due to the vomiting. Now mostly full of water. Was not and still not high on weed while doing this little experiment. I will wait until I feel normal again and not sick before even thinking about getting high. My body is practically screaming for a water detox right now to rid whatever alcohol is left out of my system.
>>84264489What tinctures did you make with the original alcohol?
>>84263506>>84263499Looks to be on sale rn
Allright I might be under the influence of coke, weed and a few Benzos. I think this is a dangerous combi. Ill leave it be for today.
>>84265269Yeah should be all through April according to their email
IT'S HERE NIGGAS. MY O-PCE HAS ARRIVED.and they actually gave me O-PCE this time instead of ODSMT. but, i don't think the timing is right tonight. i may wait until tomorrow to try it out or i may just give into temptation.i have tried several dissociatives, but i've never gotten to try O-PCE. it's time to find out if O-PCE makes me sick the same way O-PCM makes me nauseated and gives me weird side effects no other dissociatives cause. MXE was a PCE analog, and O-PCM is deschloroketamine. theoretically it's very similar to DCK/O-PCM. i'm hoping it's different enough because it's extremely powerful and 5g is enough for ~100 days where i'm interdimensional for most of the day.
>>842658373-Meo-PCE might be your vibe.
Pregabalin is a shit drug if taken often but if it's only once in a while when having a terrible week and you need half a day off, it's actually a boon.
Lately tramadol gives me nausea at the tail end of it, I even puked twice.Dunno why because it never did it before.I hope it won't stay because I use it once or twice a week.
>>84265847it would be, but i never got to try it and can't find it. i had MXE, 3-MeO-PCP, 3-OH-PCP, 2-FDCK, DCK, 2-FXiPr, and i still have fluoroxetamine and some 3-F-PCP, but 3-F-PCP is actually a dopaminergic stimulant at the same time as it's a dissociative, and it has to be used carefully under certain circumstances. i can't use it as an all-purpose dissociative like O-PCE or fluoroxetamine. well, we'll find out if O-PCE is good at least. idk if it will be. i think it will be though, unlike O-PCM/deschloroketamine.
I feel genuinely retarded without stims.This is sucks.
This will be the third time I'll try DXM. The first time I took 120mg and didn't feel anything. The second time I tried taking 700mg, but I always vomited the syrup a few seconds after swallowing. Syrup is the only way to get DXM in my country, I'm also thinking of adding ondansetron so I don't vomit it all up this time.Do you have any tips or recommendations?
>>84266235i use ondansetron every time i take DXM, MDMA, or psychedelics. it works great at blocking all forms of serotonergic nausea.take it 30-60 minutes before you take the DXM, chew it up in water and swish it around to coat the inside of your esophagus and stomach all the way down into your intestine. you need to take the ondansetron significantly before the DXM for best effects, and they have about the same half life and wear off around the same time.once the DXM converts to DXO, the DXO lasts much longer by comparison. at 700mg, you could have a very intense experience if you don't throw any of it up. 120mg isn't very noticeable, but it really starts to become noticeable around 300mg.
Got 1400mg gummies and a preroll, anyone wanna tell me why I took 300mg and don't feel shit two hours later? Sigh I know the answer. I need a break
>>84266378i use about 300mg of THC every day and my withdrawals are pretty significant. yours must be way worse though. people really underestimate this stuff. it's still rough to just have to accept feeling crappy and nothing to be fun for a few days.
>>84266378peoples sensitivity to edibles can vary. for me sometimes they don't do shit and sometimes i get too high and faint.
>>84266525I don't get withdrawals from weed>>84266530Yeah there's a lot at playFor the record I am starting to finally feel it
>>84266084What's your DoC?
>>84266531Yeah for some people it takes a while to kick in and it lasts a long time
Last week I did tramadol and pregabalin four days in a row and felt retarded for several days after, I hope I didn't lose IQ points.
>>84264743Valerian + Skullcap, lemonbalm, cannabis.
>>84266378Every time I take edibles, even if its the same edible with the same amount from the same strain made consistently by myself from the same batch, the results can vary wildly due to far too many factors for me to reasonably keep track of. It's why for me edibles are a occasional weekend treat rather than ever becoming my main way to get high.
I just snorted some meth, probably gonna jack off for 8-10 hours. Primarily to trannies.
>pregabalin made my autism (specifically my ocd) worsewhat the fuck, its usually chill but now im cleaning the hell out of my shithole apartment
>>84265837alright, i took a nap, and now i'm ready to go.O-PCE time.i have volumetrically dosed 10mg of O-PCE for the first time. will report back soon.
>>84266806Don't know o-pce but enjoy the trip bro
>>84266648i would describe a lot of drugs this way.also, how many of us are there maintaining this general?
Did 210mg of vyvanse last night for some stupid reason and now I gotta go do a chill 5 hour shift. I don't take it and just did it because I was bored, will I be okay after I go to sleep tonight?
>>84266723Stimfapping is so gross.
>>84266759Chill people are allowed to clean their apartments too, Anon.
>>84267100i guess, it might be that its finally calmed me down enough that the mess isnt so overwhelming. things are going good, i was extremely stomach sick for a couple weeks so there was some extremely rotten food which was dealt with. god i wish i had adderall i could clean up this whole place way faster, just focus and no distractions
>>84267236You also could train your willpower and learn to do it without amphetamines.The way everyone does.Discipline is a muscle.
>>84252371>the lyrica high fucking sucksI love Lyrica highs. It's one of my favorite drugs. Have you used enough to get the drunk feeling?There are levels of Lyrica highs. I'm getting more Lyrica today as a matter of fact. Wish I could take those 5 boxes off your hands.
>>84252895>7oh is the worst thing I've ever doneMany such cases. Welcome to /drugfeel/, fren. We have fun here.
>>84253520>could that have interfered with the effects of the codeine and tramadol?I use APs and have researched the matter as well as took up to 50mg oxy and felt very little. APs downgrade and modulate your Dopamin levels to stay at a set level so Dopamineergic drugs like Opioids do very little. Hope your next try will be more successful, anon. Myself, I cannot stop my APs since by now I'm addicted to them and will need my psychiatrist to prescribe me lower doses and make a taper schedule and she won't like the idea very much.
>>84254847>last time i believe i did 120 + 60Solid dose there. Anything shy of 180mg is nontoxic. So if you want a stronger experience go to 160mg+80mg.
>>84267461What dosage do you associate with those levels?I've only done up to 300, I felt retarded, sluggish, and nauseous.150 on empty stomach is best.
>>84267535>if you want stronger effects take moreThanks captain obvious, but the safety of MDMA has not been confirmed above 180mg.And it's only in a calm and cool environment. Partying and overheating on it is what causes neurohyperthermia and neurotoxicity.
>>84267514>psychiatrist>sheOof. Expect to be overmedicated and have your treatment last a lot longer than it normally should.Female doctors prescribe a lot more, a lot more often, and book more treatment sessions than males.It's useful to know when you shop for doctors to get prescribed drugs or a disability proof for welfare fraud.
>>84256213I took 0.25 Brotizolam and 2mg Lorazepam for 4 years stright every night to sleep; some days up to 5mg Lorazepam and all of it worked at the same strength everytime. I quit cold turkey 2 months ago due to fear of bombing attacks so I needed to stay alert to wake up and go to a shelter since they like to attack at night to distrupt civs' sleep. and had zero (0) withdrawals.I am blessed, I didn't expperience withdrawals from every drug I've used beside soft Meth withdrawals (lethargy for 3 days) that stopped when I lowered my dose. Days of Lyrica and YEARS of benzos and nothing. Good general PSA though. Thanks for worrying.
>>84266806I love dissociatives. I wish I could get my hands on 'em as easily as it used to be during the Golden Era of RC. Methoxetamine is my greatest love to this day. O-PCE sounds interesting, it's probably more similar to something like 3-MeO-PCP than a ketamine derivative.
>>84256650>Syndrome which is a condition IMMEDIATELY dangerous to life and requires active cooling of the entire bodyAnd imediate hospitalization and professional medical help*. Do NOT try to cure Serotonin Syndrome by yourself, call an ambulance ASAP.
>>84267552300 is a dogshit dose. wait 2 weeks for your tolerance to reset and do 600-900, or do 1200 today or tomorrow. it's an incredibly relaxing feeling, you become very social.
>>84267715There's no point. I've dealt with pregabalin for years now, off and on. Withdrawals are quick and painless for me, just one day without any pregabalin causes the next day measly dose of 150 mg to feel like rocket fuel. The same dose works on the same level (approx) for three days, then I increase just a bit by 75 mg and it works grand again (especially with benzos).I really see no point in higher doses as they buildup your tolerance almost immediately and the effects go from useful to simple drunkenness. Plus, me and some other people have the rare side-effect from pregabalin - taking a dose much larger than the one I'm used to, for an example 450 versus 150, causes me to have a seizure. Even though I never had seizures before trying to dose bigger with pregabalin. Yeah, Clonazepam protects from such a seizure but like I said, it doesn't make it fun and normal doses are just as great, as long as you keep your tolerance in check.
>>84267715I can't imagine how non-functional I would be on 1200, sounds like 8 hellish hours.And if I wanted to be really fucked up I would do a better gabaergic like ghb, not pregabalin.
>>84267832Or phenibut. One single large dose of phenibut in the morning gives you a great day.
>>84257146>Its like saying THC causes schizophrenia because some schizos have psychotic breaks after smoking it. That shit is your genetics problem, not weedsIn some environments weed abuse can be a catalyst to schizoprenia.
>>84267832>I can't imagine how non-functional I would be on 1200I'm on 1800mg right now and it's very pleasant. An overall relaxed feeling, with the addition of a feeling of confidence and actionability.
NTA, me personally i'm done with THC.high doses just trigger anxiety and paranoia in me.low/medium THC + CBD + nicotine is where it's at.
>>84267915>I'm done with THC >now I take THC and other drugs
>>84267924yes that's righti just won't take anything with excess THC in it and THC on its own is shit
When I built up my dose, I could take 1500 mg pregabalin daily with no problems, but guess what? It didn't work at all due to high tolerance. 150 mg after a clear day or two blows it outta water. Like people before said, there are better drugs, actual GABAergics, not calcium channel subset modulators, that work MUCH better and do respond properly to the dose-activity curve. GBL/GHB, Phenibut, maybe Fluorophenibut and of course benzos. Pregabalin is a happy accident in the gabapentinoid family and it's energizing/mood lifting capabilities are actually accidents, as dumbfucks at Pfizer still don't know why does it happen - Pregabalin and Gabapentin have the same molecular targets, yet work in completely different ways. And no, pregabalin is NOT A GABAERGIC. Yes, the molecule itself is a modified GABA molecule, yet it doesn't bind, activate nor modulate ANY GABA receptors in the body, doesn't even increase GABA production. Whatever it does, is clearly linked to changing potentials on the calcium (subunit) voltage-gated channels, causing a greater electrolyte flow. But how does it elicit such a response, even though Gabapentin does just about the same? We don't know.
>>84230960How badly am I fucking up my body? I get prescribed (by a doctor) 10mg x2 a day valiums, 10mg ambien 1x and yet I'm taking 300mg DXM OTC.DXM is the only one that helps shit. Anxiety, Depression, all of it is gone, I just feel at peace. But I know this shit can't be good for you.Advice, anons?
>>84233950Shut the fuck up and sing.
>>84234574>What drugs are you testing/stopped taking? Did you get enough time to get clean or are you using the cranberry juice method and drinking a lot of water? Is it for a job or crime-related? What's the job? What's the crime?t. picrel
>>84267989Oh yeah that's really bad holy shit. You're basically shutting down your CNS with that much dxm valium AND ambien, what a stack. Talk to your doctor about your issues, see a psychiatrist, a psychologist, etc etc. and try to work something through them. You're going to experience consistent mental decline, but won't notice it.
>>84267552>What dosage do you associate with those levels? 1.2g-3g will get you not walking straight and slur words. I like it.
>>84267614>It's useful to know when you shop for doctors to get prescribed drugs or a disability proof for welfare fraudShe gave me Ritalin, Lorazepam, and Clonazepam as well as permanent 100% disability. She actually wants to switch me out of the meds I currently take for one pill daily of another med. I am very thankful for her, she's a great doctor.
>>84268008No one cares about drug users. No one is paid to make random Internet people incrimate themselves with drug use.If they wanted to arrest users they would just ask reddit to give the IPs from everyone on r/drug or r/meth.
>>84268040>she gives me plenty of drugs and welfare moneyWell yeah it's the only reason to go to a female doctor. If you want to actually get medical help you need a man though.
>>84267585>Partying and overheating on it is what causes neurohyperthermia and neurotoxicityYes. And afaik doses over 180mg. Some anon was posting research links a while back that convinced me. I don't know how to find them now but they said 180mg is where MDMA can have neurotoxic effects. Take it as you will.
>>84268008Hey, I actually care. Or at least am curious. I love making conversation and those questions were conversation starters. He was taking weed piss test for an Adderall prescription, which is much for a simple script. Would've been more interesting if it was for a crime... He won't inciminate himself as this is an anonymous imageboard. One of the boons of being anonymous is telling people how much drugs you take like all of /drugfeel/ does.
>>84267989Probably the most original stack I've seen on here. 300 mg DXM would be enough to make me trip (very weakly, but still), 10 mg diazepam (whose metabolite, responsible for its effects nordazepam, has a half-life over 100 hours) - meaning every day, you get more and more filled with that benzodiazepine. And if that wasn't enough, Ambien (Zolpidem) which I suppose is meant to help you fall asleep with that much Valium (diazepam) long-term? Is your doctor Indian or something? This whole thing doesn't make any fucking sense, your GABA-A is getting thoroughly raped by two different substances - one that traditionally binds to many benzodiazepine targets on the receptors and second, Zolpidem, which was created as a more "selective" GABAergic drug that was supposed to bind only to SOME targets traditionally utilized by benzodiazepines - results being such that Zolpidem can give insane hallucinations (beautiful ones, at that). How did they manage to make a benzo-like drug that traditionally is used to SUPPRESS hallucinations, CAUSE them instead, is beyond me and apparently the scientists that made it as well. Okay, getting back to your "power stack". I surmise you have a quite high body weight if 300 mg DXM works as, basically, just an instant release antidepressant (as is the case with most, if not all, NMDA antagonists) plus DXM works as a quick, non-selective SRI (Serotonin Reuptake Inhibitor) which is likely the main reason it works for you so well in this "combination". Please, tell me more, as this is the first time I've heard of such a stack. Yeah, I know that DXM was and is used by many people as a mood enhancer/tolerance decrease agent, taking advantage of its NMDA antagonist nature and SRI mechanic. But, I've never heard of anyone using more than, perhaps, 100 mg (depending on body weight) and I've never heard doing thrice that amount with (actually prescribed by some madman) 10 mg diazepam and 10 mg zolpidem DAILY.
>>84268015>You're going to experience consistent mental decline, but won't notice it.Is it irreversible..? I feel fine usually the next day.>>84268023
>>84268046Nah, I went through 3 different APs with her and she switched them instantly if I got even slight side-effects until we found the right cocktail of APs that I was comfortable with. She puts a lot of care into my treatment and actually listens to me.She's a good doctor. The AP treatment made my life bareable. Night and day difference. She really cares. When I had muscle spasms and anxiety she gave me Clonazepam that is a life-saver to this day. I trust her.
>>84268148>she gives me a lot of drugs and if I don't like one or get side effects she gives me a different drug or another one on top of thatYeah, a female doctor.>she really cares, she's a good doctorYou need to understand that "caring" doesn't make a good doctor. You want a sociopath that sees you as a problem to fix, not a second mom that will coddle you.But if you want a lot of drugs and welfare money, yeah you want a doting mom.
>>84268137>Is it irreversibleIt's somewhat reversible by stopping/tapering off the medication, but specifically dxm fucks up a lot of your organs, specifically your kidneys and liver. If you're not going to stop, look into ways to reduce kidney and liver damage. I'm no expert at all on that subject, so best of luck.
My guy was supposed to get Lyrica Monday but now he says it's Friday at the soonest. Got a new guy off of Telegram (got plenty to choose from so I'm never stuck) and got generic (not Pfizer) 56X300mg capsules of Lyrica for 100 local coin less than most dealers and a box of 20X10mg Morphine pills for ~130$, which is cheap for Opioids in my cunt. When I told him I want the Morphine for the feeling and not for pains he tried to push a box of 300mg pills of Fent on me and I was like "No, thanks. I'm not there yet". Hope I feel the Morphine through my APs, I'll do it tonight.I took too much Lyrica and got drunk-like, not walking straight and sluring words and my mom and grandma caught me at that state and were horrified so they are against me taking Lyrica though at my usual doses it takes me out of bed and socialize with them and I tell them "The only reason I'm with you and not in bed right now is because I'm on Lyrica at the moment", but they still remember me wasted. Lyrica is a godsend, otherwise I bedrot the whole day and they don't realize it.Anyway tonight is Passover so no more bread(I do not celebrate Jewish holidays) and I'm at my gran's house so I must attend Seder Night. Whatever, some Jewish nonsense followed by good food (grandpa marinated and spiced a whole lamb leg and grandma will cook it. Also ground liver with onion jam and granpa's famous Hazeret, which is a traditional very spicy mix of herbs he makes only once a year and I love it).I wish I was back at my apartment so I can do drugs whenever I want. I also didn't fap for over a month and it's getting to me. Otherwise got lots of drugs and in good spirits! God I hope I survive this night. I'm not taking Lyrica as part of my planned regiment to minimize dependence and tolerance so I'll be shut down socially. supposedlly there's going to be a massive attack at Seder to mess with us. Fucking holiday. Usually I stay in my house and avoid it. Wish me luck.
>>84268256Sorry they stole your foreskin man. Your people really is evil.
>>84268137I only get that high once a week, lay off me, it's fun.
>>84268176She gives me lots of drugs that help me. The meeting note printouts I get at the end of the session are very cold and professional. She notes how clean my clothes are and my behavior. I don't look at her as a mom but as a medical professional. But fuck it, drug me up, mommy!She did fix my problems. A psychiatrist attacks symptom with drugs, that's their job. They're not psychologists.
>>84268272>Sorry they stole your foreskin manThanks, I'm still sore about it.>Your people really is evilSomewhat. With time my family got more secular. My mom eats unkosher food and my grandparents watch TV and use electric devices on Shabat. My gran loves God and is not evil.I guess it's more the collective and mainstream that is evil. The Rabbi sucks blood off of the fresh foreskin wound, that must be evil and illegal.
>>84267989Bro flush that poison into the toilet and do shrooms
>>84268329I've always said it's the cabal of rich, influential people who are evil (many of which are Jews, but absolutely NOT everyone). The rest of Jews, what we would describe "everyday people" live just like every other human being in the Western World and its affiliates. Remember that the most well-off Jewish families escaped the Holocaust, it was the normal people who just tried to tie the ends that got killed. And it wasn't just Jews - Polish, Russian, Germans themselves (that didn't support Hitler), French, Netherlanders, Belgian people, Czech, anyone who wasn't useful in some way to the Nazi regime was murdered. I won't ponder upon the actual numbers, but all non-combatants killed by the Nazis ranged in the millions of people. Millions. All of them were people just like you, trying to go about their day and survive the war. They had their own dreams, jobs, motivations. I find it completely simple-minded and exhibiting a lack of historical knowledge, in order to blame just one, ethnic group (which isn't even homogeneous itself) for all the evils of the world. Yes, many established, rich Jewish families in the United States used the Holocaust, used the dead bodies of their compatriots, in a political way. Which really paid off, it resulted in a creation of Israel... but if that was the TRUE reason behind those families' workings, you'd think they'd all emigrate to the Promised Land. Yet, it didn't happen. A lot of Jews, mainly from the Communist Bloc, returned to Israel ONLY when they were forced to during the antisemitic campaign in the USSR (and by extension, in satellite countries). It tells me that a person is more than religion they were brought up with. Those returnees truly felt they're "Russian", "Polish", etc. but were forced out on the basis of their ethnoreligious category. The rich Jews, those that people usually place all blame on, avoided yet another trouble. Many of the current Russian or Ukrainian oligarchs are Jewish.
>>84268443Look at this goy that believes in the holocaust and that the evil nazis were actually big meanies like in a comic book.
>>84268452I'm not going to derail the thread further. I'm just going to say you should've grown out of reading comic books by now and read historical sources, many that are easily available and documented. Returning to the topic, my favorite doctor has never let me down and I got a nice, clean prescription for 3 packs of 2 mg Clonazepam (30 tab each). Will work well with my monthly prescription for Pregabalin and a little buprenorphine. Feels good, mayne. I tend not to go above 3-4 mg daily and always taper off after 2-3 weeks. This way, I can quickly restore my tolerance to an acceptable level and have a LOT of peelz to support me when I feel like it. I wonder why Clonazepam (Klonopin) has that nice, mint-like taste when you place it sublingually. Other benzos that I know of and tried personally tend to be various degrees of bitter. Alprazolam for an example. 1 mg tablet is sorta bitter, not very much, but still obviously so.
>>84268443A restrained take. What helped create Israel was Theodor Herzl and his Zionism that turned Judaism into a nationality. They wanted to give them land in Uganda but they slowly took other people's jobs in Plestina and bought land until they could push the non Jews away and rule vast amounts of land and positions. Then the UN had a vote and Israel won the majority vote and was created. The Holocaust helped ofc. And true, many non Jews were nazi victims. There are memorials for them at Mt. Herzl cemetery in Jerusalem, I was there.
>>84249252Jars, but yes.I've got bags but I need to find my vacuum sealer first.Light during colonization or just growing?
never a bad time for a stiff drink :P
>>84268329>>84268256wtf is up with you niggas and lyricais the lyrica high really that good?
>>84269297oh it is, it's like every drug in one, you get a bit of dissos, a bit of benzos, a bit of weed, a bit of psychedelics, a bit of stims, and it's great.
>>84269090Light helps the shrooms know they breached soil and are in the "sun" so they can start fruiting. Maybe just growing, it might confuse the colonizing spores.
>>84256650this is a whole lotta bullshit. the only way you get serotonin syndrome is from combining an MAOI with an SSRI or any other monoamine reuptake blocker
>>84269297>is the lyrica high really that good?I don't think a Lyrica high is a mix of all drugs, but the high on high doses is really euphoric and for me, who uses Anti-Psychotics that dampan Dopamine effects of drugs and prevent me from getting euphoria, it really fills the void. The drunk feeling without the bad side-effects also feels great. It's also very versitaile as in low doses it makes you more social and gets bedrotting me out of bed and gives me life. It's a miracle drug.Maybe people kiss its ass a bit much, but it's good.
>>84268526>I got a nice, clean prescription for 3 packs of 2 mg Clonazepam (30 tab each)That's a lot, nice.
Nice to see the thread survive that long. I'm gonna be a bit gay and just say that I always post with an open heart and that I love all of you druggie faggots, even the Anti-Semites and Nazis. You lot mean a lot to my isoleted ass.Alright, enough of that lovey-dovey shit. American Mcgee is making a new game that is in spirit a continuation of the Alice series and now is looking to publish a game demo. Also just want this day to end and do some Morphine as I was writing I got a missle alert
I am on a miniscule amount of meth so I feel at home in this thread
>>84269297Lyrica (Pregabalin) is a happy accident in the Gabapentinoid family of drugs. It's, in my opinion, a true antidepressant - none of that SSRI, SNRI, NDRI, SARI, etc. bullshit. It works instantly (well, after around two hours from intake) and has wonderful energizing plus mood lifting effects, while ALSO greatly improving your sleep if taken in the evening. Saved me from many sleepless nights. I don't like using the brand name "Lyrica" because Pfizer doesn't need more advertising, plus their products are vastly overpriced. I always buy generic Pregabalin and it works absolutely the same, but costs 80% less. That's why when talking about it, or other drugs in general, I avoid using brand names unless someone doesn't know what substance I'm talking about. So, yes. Pregabalin is very much worth checking out - as an actual medication. Otherwise, it gets old quickly - abusing it makes your doses increase from day to day, plus feeling confused, drunk-like and feeling like a happy idiot is your thing. Plus, you might be one of those people who get seizures after taking a big dose of Pregabalin that you had no tolerance for beforehand. Again, it's a wonderful medication. It can be used together with most other substances without any side effects. It's pretty safe as long as you use it as prescribed, that is, as a medication. Very large doses put a strain on your kidneys (pregabalin is excreted by the kidneys in unchanged form). Large doses also might lead to addiction. Remember, to take never buy into the hype and first do your own research about something you might put inside your body, rather than kiddies abusing their ADHD meds and eating pregabalin by spoonfuls.
>>84269473Serotonin Syndrome can be caused by anything that causes excess serotonin to build up. MAOI are obviously the easiest, but nowadays the irreversible ones are rarely used, while reversible ones are much safer. Regardless, if you're on drugs that prevent serotonin reuptake PLUS taking something that pumps even more of it out, then you can get it. Sure, it all depends on the type of the inhibitor, type of the drug/drugs taken, but you absolutely can (and do get) get Serotonin Syndrome without MAOIs. You seem to not understand the mechanism by which it happens, instead concentrating on an old class of drugs that is nowadays very rarely used. MAOIs are only realistically used nowadays for DMT trips or Ayahuasca rituals.
it is the mdma time
>>84269507Yeah, guy is a Godsend. He never asks pointless questions, like:>What do you need benzodiazepines for? >What do you need Clonazepam? Do you have a treatment-resistant seizure? >Do you understand it's addictive? Etc. It's hard to find a guy that knows the drill and likes benzos as well, plus doesn't ask idiotic questions. Actually, most doctors wouldn't prescribe even a single pack of Valium, let alone Clonazepam. I only found about the guy through offline "social networking". Benzofans tend to support each other, because when one doesn't have any, he can always count on the other guy he knows to have some. At least this is how it is around here. Illegal drugs have a completely different "social ecosystem" compared to people who just want legal prescription drugs, not even opioids, yet there are some retarded laws in place that were introduced... Because fucking zoomers (not even joking) were swamping doctors asking for Tramadol and especially Oxycodone. Retarded lawmakers decided that since so many overdoses on Oxycodone were found to have benzodiazepines in their systems, the laws became much more draconic for opioid and benzodiazepine prescription. Problem is, zoomers are still getting high as balls on Oxycodone, meanwhile older people, or people with chronic pain have to jump through flaming hoops just to get a Tramadol prescription for pains, that REQUIRE a stronger opioid like Oxycodone. Meanwhile, possession of benzodiazepines without a valid prescription became a fucking criminal offense.
>>84269965Most of the rural American fent overdoses weren't even prescription drugs, it was people who were on tram or morphine and then their doctor decides to rip them off so they switch to codeine and heroin.
Went in for ADHD stims and they put me on Wellbutrin, lol. Barely does anything. Guess I'll have to check the rc market for proper functional stuff
>>84269555(Part 2)Now, since you mentioned morphine - years ago, I used to make PST (Poppy Seed Tea), often sourced from local marketplaces. Those seeds were ABSOLUTELY DRENCHED in opium. A single wash, followed with a quick second, yielded you something that looked like milk. It even left the same marks on the bottle. It was INTENSELY bitter, was cheaper than beer, and after drinking it... Man, it's still the best opio I've ever had. Felt like Heaven. I was high as balls for two days, I was in some weird state between sleep and wakefulness. Yeah, I did vomit a few times, but even the vomiting felt so fucking good... Since then, I stopped drinking alcohol at all. I was just making my poppy tea, this time knowing how much to drink in order to not overdo it. It was such a wonderful time. Opium is truly the fucking KING of opioids. I know there are various synthetics, semi-synthetics, RCs (U-47000 was the best, felt amazing, but lasted like an hour and withdrawal was ABSOLUTELY BRUTAL), but nothing beats Opium in the euphoria, the feeling of indestructibility, the warmth... No opioid ever came close to the feeling Opium gives.
>>84269555(Part 1, sorry for juggling it up, damn Clonazepam)Much love to you too, Anon. A Man's gotta survive somehow in this clown world, sometimes drugs/medications are the only things that can make living in it somewhat bearable.I'm not saying it's a good way. But, for many of us, it's the only way currently reachable. My philosophy is to use these substances in small enough doses in order to allow me to do my daily chores. Of course, if I became a father, I would do everything to drop this shit and instead get drunk on love for my children. It's not a good role model for your kid to have a druggie father. And the absolute worst thing is if they notice you doing this, even though you (and the school) keep telling them that drugs are evil. Well, it's not the drugs that are evil. What IS evil are actions done under influence or people selling death (fent for an example) and making big bucks out of people who are literally in the gutter. The main question that should always be asked is WHY people do drugs. Some do it for fun. Some do it to get by in their lives (like me). Some just want to self-destruct (strong opioid users, mostly intravenous - heroin, fentanyl, various pills converted to injectable form, often with other substances added in like various stimulants). Psychedelics and dissociatives are, in my opinion, too different of a subject to talk about it side to side with typical drugs of abuse. Their function is different.
>>84270094You sound young. Doc gave you Wellbutrin because you gave yourself out and showed typical drug seeking behavior. Plus, if you were older, you could get those meds by various other ways, but they require you to be of legal age. Wellbutrin is a good medication for ADHD, very well worth trying, unless what you really want is getting high on stims and gooning for hours.
>>84270359Unfortunate truth nuke.If you're under 38 you essentially don't have access to the era of doctors being a shortcut to stimulants and opiates.Under 33 and the same applies to benzos.The absolutely last time was during the first 20 months of Covid.Right now the pool is closed.You need to treat it like trying to solicit a regular drug dealer IRL now.Patience.Patience.Patience.Subtlety.Patience.It doesn't matter if you genuinely need it or just want it recreationally.
>>84269555Got to the end. Most memorable parts read from the Seder were at the beginning- let the Jews be save by God by means of war and great fury abd in "Blood, fire, and towers of smoke". And the end- "Let God pour his anger upon the goyim[...] they have eyes, but do not see, they have ears, but do not hear[...]" it's very late and I'm too tired for any Morphine. I'll take it tomorrow. Let's see this thread live another day.
Thinking about getting some weed again. Haven't touched it for a few months since it gave me a little existential freakout but it was the one thing that toned down my autistic issues with food
>>84270359Fuuuck, I'm seeing a shrink to get assessed for ADHD. I've been on wellbutrin and it didn't help, but I've ordered and tested adderall from dnms and it has helped. I genuinely just want to get a legit prescription to mitigate any risks of abuse. I even think it's more expensive for me to get it legit.
>>84271425consider going without it.weed only gets worse with time and it's likely to happen again
>>84270359>>84270463Thank you, anons. I'll give the Wellbutrin a real shot. I kept seeing online that it doesn't do much directly for ADHD, but I definitely went in with delusions expecting to get some stims and become superhuman functionally. Or, well... just to be able to do my hobbies without getting distracted and/or bored every 3 minutes.Also seems I was flagged for chronic fatigue on top of ADHD and the tism. So the bupropion might help for it. Maybe.He probably made the right call, and it's frustrating, but I'll just have to work on my coping strategies for my piss-poor attention. My literal homework right now is doing one small task for 5-10 minutes a day and stopping before I feel totally drained so I stop wearing myself into a crash. Feels like a step backwards, but eh... guess it's time to bust out the timers.
i have just picked this up in Pennsylvania im thinking i should have went with supplysupply is the other brandthese carts are $30 a gramyou can get 2 grams for $42-$45
i took kratom then shit my pants
omg thank you so much for taking that t breakI forgot you can get this fucked up
ADHD isn't real btw, you just have dopamine tolerance due to an overstimulating lifestyle.
>>84272734my current doctor is giving me zoloft and zyprexiaand for some reason he said he wont give me a pep pilli will just get tested for adhd or go to different doctors until i get something like adderall. i feel like the zoloft and zyprexia is taking years to work on me, i know someone that gave me adderall a month ago. and it was amazing. i even slept better at night.
>>84272865>I feel good after taking amphetaminesYeah no shit.
Roommate got these Tre house gunnies and suffice to say these are a pretty big nothingburger. Nothing like psilocybin and it just feels like mid weed.
>>84272734I cannot imagine something more dull and demented than camping a junkies thread for literally years just to spam the same message nonstop every time the discussion doesn't suit your tastes.
On Friday I will take 700mg of DXM syrup. I will take 16mg of ondansetron 1 hour and 45 minutes beforehand to avoid vomiting and nausea. Should I take 2mg of clonazepam to prevent seizures? I already take 500mg of sodium divalproate every night; I am not epileptic, but a year ago I had seizures while taking only 150mg of bupropion, so my neurologist prescribed this medication.
>>84273336If you think this is dull it's because you have a dopamine tolerance due to an overstimulating lifestyle.It's in fact absolutely riveting.
My easy bud autoflower seeds arrive today, hope i can get atleast 50g dry out of 3 window indoor flowers.Lets see if i even have the patience for 2 months is watering flowers
Please come today lsdPlease come today lsdPlease come today lsd
>>84274247How much did you order, for how much, and how much are you going to take?
>>84274480See >>84252146I got 10 blotters for 65 euros. They sent me a pic, and apparently they sent the stuff in a pokemon card pack lol
>>84274532Why are all LSD sellers so paranoid with decoy packing? It sounds like you're just ordering within schengen? I had a guy put the blotters hidden between some fake building plans and I was ordering to and from canada, while that same trip to the post office I picked up an ounce of molly in pure crystal just in a sealed bag.
Just took oxy for the first time, crushed a 30 in 2 halves, popped the first 15mg, waited 2 hours, snorted next 7.5mg, waited 45 minutes and snorted 7.5mg again. This is so overrated, how do people even get addicted to this shit? It got really boring after the first 2 hours of waiting and I just couldn't resist the urge to smoke weed because the oxy high felt like a waste of the night, even though I wanted to experience oxy on its own just to understand its effects. I still have 9 more 30mg pills left, I kinda don't want to do it again but I spent 200 bucks so I'll have to kek
feels like i need drugs to cope with my boring life.
>>84272168Sounds like the effects of being surrounded with screens and stimuli from a very young age. It's not a coincidence that "ADHD" exploded in occurrence once smartphones became commonplace. The worst thing is trying to fix your overstimulation problem with strong, addictive stimulants instead of simply working on it. It's harder, yes, but gives a permanent fix. Meanwhile, with stims, you only have a concentration of a NORMAL HUMAN BEING as long as you take it. This isn't a fix, this is creating druggies from their earliest years.
>>84273359Mate, a single tablet of diphenhydramine is enough to stop any nausea. Why do you guys feel the need to risk mixing with very specific drugs like ondasetron, is beyond me.
>>84274532>the stuff in a pokemon card packWhy are they doing this retarded shit if it's an analogue, I get all my RCs in a cardboard box with regular ziplock bags in a larger bag made of metallic looking plastic. Also 65 for 10 blotters is a ripoff.
>>84274679It's not Paranoia it's good survival instincts.Stealth used to be a massive contributor to your DNM ratings before they threw it out the window during Covid.There's always leaks.If you can frustrate a search it gives you a much better chance of staying out of prison.This isn't meant to defend against random searches but people actively looking for it. If you make it harder you make it harder building a case.
Had 90mg Morphine, don't feel nothing. Damn APs, I'm sick and tired of them blocking the effects of drugs. At least Lyrica works as intended. If I really focus I might be feeling a bit sleepy and content, but not nearly the amount 90mg should make me feel. Though the APs are prolly one of the reasons I'm not addicted to Meth.
>>84275012I think it's probably better to pay a little more and be sure of what you're getting. I trust this source unlike street vendors who might be cheaper but you don't know what you're getting (you can always test it but still). Besides I don't know of any near me
>>84275032I never doubted the importance of decoy packaging especially if you're in a high danger country, but this is LSD going through an extraordinarily liberal part of the worldActually now that I think LSD is especially easy to decoy so it's low effort high reward, fair enough
>>84275041It's even more expensive from street vendors though. And I also wouldn't trust weirdos putting legal drugs in pokemon cards and sending you pictures of it before shipment any more than random retards on the street, sounds like it's a single guy with very few customers reselling some random shit he got God knows where, legit big vendors don't have time for this tomfoolery.
>>84275041>trusting an online dealer>not knowing anyone near you = being unable to get drugsive been a neet in a rural town for 4 years now, just use dnms for fucks sake. the prices are not only better but vendor reputation is a lot more trustworthy
>>84275073LSD is a popular drug amongst casual drug users. They're often very afraid of using the darknet to order stuff so when there's great decoy (even if unnecessary) they give good reviews and are likely to order again.I know of a guy that didn't order from a seller because he has "bad decoy, almost got me imprisoned", because the 5 tabs of LSD were "only" in a birthday card in a simple letter.Having a happy customer is more important than an optimized method.
idk why you would publicly post this or discuss this on the internetnot only for your sake but also the sake of vendors and everyone involved
we're on the forgotten drug general of the dead board r9k in 2020+6 who the fuck cares. glowies have better things to do deleted whatever
the day that prosecution gets powered by AI there will be no more of the "they're too busy for small fishes" shield
>>84275210That too.>>84275073No such thing as a liberal part of the world when it comes to distribution.Even borderline hippie governments get rock. hard. at the thought of tracking down someone who might have a few kilos of acid on the premises.Even the Netherlands perform heavily armed raids on MDMA labs it's just a little harder to get to that point.The line is always "decriminalized" and "low enforcement priority" and "going after distributors".Well if you're a distributor you're fucked.This is not least of all because if your product winds up somewhere else said somewhere else else might sperg out to a catastrophic degree and lean on the other country to do something about it.Diplomacy is about exchanging favors.My country might not be willing to hand over political refugees to be sent to a blacksite or host nukes or Integrate into the same glowie data sharing umbrella in exchange for a joint tunnel project but following up on a lead suggesting thousands of tabs might be sent from within their borders?Yeah that's an easy and fairly palatable way to curry favor.At the end of the day realpolitik has to win out and drug makers are a fairly cheap target.
>>84275249Because the cops don't care about that stuff. They put the ressources in trying to get actual dangerous drug sellers and darknet market operators.
>>84275293That's true. Best enjoy while we can.Man imagine a day where you can make an offense and get judged and sentenced the same day. Niggers will never see the light of day ever again.
>>84275543>imagine a day where gubrmnt does anything to improve its bureaucracy's efficiency
>>84260206>non-depressive avolition and anticipatory anhedonia,Holy shit that's literally me.Ritalin kind of helps kind of.But the gauntlet of getting a refill is in itself existentially exhausting.I wish my brain worked.Getting up is a whole episode each time
Feel nothing but mild sleepyness and lots of itching from 150mg of Morphine. The guy delivering it to me brought his two baby girls to the deal.
>>84275536That's cope.They want funding.Big number= big funding.>>84275898When it comes to (((stopping crime))) and (((protecting the kids))) yes absolutely.People have been arrested for having their fingerprints visible in drug stash photos.The government really is that spiteful.
>>84276022I find it hard to leave the bed, which Ritalin does not help with. Only Lyrica gets me out of bed and I can't take it more than 2-3 times a week. Most of the week I bedrot.
Will picrel make MDMA hit harder?.. cos of the grapefruit?
>>84276654I don't think it contains much of actual grapefruit juice
>>84276737fuck, why even live? I guess I need to go back to the store to get some proper juice.
>>84274977Thanks. Any ideas on how to go about fixing myself? Or just a direction to go
Question for drug experts. The most I've ever had was THC and that was enough to give me psychosis that could have significantly altered how I live the rest of my life and almost gave me schizophrenia. I'm guessing I should probably stay away from psychedelics entirely, right?
>>84277505Just understand what you are talking about.They are called Hallucinogens because they make you see things which aren't there, but that isn't the primary effect. These drugs tend to take you on an emotional journey, where you can experience states of mind your brain usually doesn't experience, like psychosis, paranoia. You are likely to experience ego dissolution if you take enough mushrooms. But on the flipside, I think you might be able to handle microdosing shrooms. Taking far below the threshold
>>84277505>I should probably stay away from psychedelics entirely, right?If you're predesposed to psychosis it doesn't take a drug expert to tell you this.
i'm clean but i want to take weed gummies for some fire gooning + minecraft sessions this weekend, how long do u guys think it'll be in my urinealso anyone ever use quik fix
>>84277932Longer than you can afford."Drug tests" are really just "weed Tests" because unless you get tangled in a traffic stop or otherwise stopped by someone administering it right then and now you're very unlikely to piss hot for anything else you did more than a week ago.Very hyperbolic but you get my point.
>>84278191but do you think a few gummies will stay in my system for longer than two weeks. i just don't want to piss negative for 3 months after smoking weed for a month like last time
I feel nothing but disgust towards alcohol lately after I really thought about it.It's a bottom-tier drug. The high makes you dumb and prone to accidents, hangovers are miserable, dependence is brutal and can literally kill you and unlike most of the drugs, even in its pure form it's literally toxic to most of your body. It's only legal because it's easy to produce. I'd take almost anything else, really.>It makes you social! Yes it does but lyrica and some other GABA and gabapentinoid drugs are much better at it without being so brutally toxic to every organ in the body. The only disadvantage of alcohol abstinence is having to make up excuses to normalfags without sounding like a faggot or a junkie. Been having much more fun smoking weed, occasional tramadol, lyrica and other stuff once in a while.
400mg gummies plus a preroll for only 21$ after tax at the dispo. Gotta love 4/20 month
>>84278231All THC stays in your system for a month plus
>>84278311I agree with you but deep down you and I know alcohol is better. Being drunk is just so fucking FUN. Lyrica and that is chill but firewater is insanity. The disinhib is out the gate. I got my second gf through VODKA gabapentin could NEVER. Also I did the meth the other day. 100mg over about 3 hours I was TWEAKING fuck meth is pretty good. Everything is so clear and serene my jaw just opens in astonishment at myself, my being, I feel like a God in his own world. Then the euphoria wore off and I felt like death so I popped 2.5mg of lorazepam and took 15mg of mirtazipine and went to sleep. Woke up not feeling great IMMEDIATELY got on the gabapentin train now I'm floating. 600mg every 45mins I FEEL ALIVE listening to Alice in chains about to go walk around town and then into the courthouse to watch the theater for a while, I'll rise for his honor. I just got out of jail a month ago myself. What I said was I'm going sober now, I'm gonna be healthy. By week three I was crying randomly, falling into despair, wanting to die. I don't like living, particulaly sober. I wish I wasn't born. In my mind I compare the non being before my birth and my being now, and I prefer the former. Well it's tough shit then I'm alive now no going back. I guess I could approximate it via roping but that's not really what I want. Bodily corpse death is not non being. And a dead corpse harms those who love that person. I got entrapped in this world. Fated into a body subject to harms needs aging and death. So we pop pills ride and cope who's is with me boys?? Who's in there's still room in the r9konniseg
>>84278371I really relate to you about sobriety being misery. Every morning I wake up and cry at the state of my life and just how awful and anxious I feel. Nothing makes it better but drugs and alcohol. I have fucked my life up again and again yet I won't get off this rollercoaster because I am just too much of a pussy to handle sobriety. All the little things in life get to me- rudeness, bullying, snide remarks, loud noises, waiting, socializing. I hate it all. I want to die. I want to get high
>>84278555Use the respite that drugs give you to fix your life.That's what I did for a few years and now I have a somewhat good life, I'm still unhappy and my daily life is hard so I still take drugs but my life is way better and meaningful now.
>>84265837>>84266806>>84267690holy hell niggas. O-PCE was nuts. it felt similar to O-PCM actually, but it didn't make me throw up or even feel nauseated at all, nor did it produce the nasty taste in my mouth or strange smelling sweat. this is excellent, because it means i can actually use it.but it still felt oddly reminiscent of O-PCM in key ways, but it went so much farther in its own direction that i don't even want to compare it to other dissociatives too much. MXE and FXE (fluoroxetamine) feel somewhat similar, though MXE is better in ways i can't describe and it's a bit stronger/longer lasting. 3-MeO-PCP, 3-OH-PCP and 3-FL-PCP all have very similar feeling dissociation (though 3-FL-PCP is also a stimulant and 3-OH-PCP is a very weak opioid).however, O-PCE produces a feeling i've never felt from other dissociatives. instead of the resonating numbness where you have a forcefield around you, this made me feel true nothingness. i must stress i've never felt this from other dissociatives. my hands in particular felt like paper. as if they weren't even flesh. like there was nothing there. and my train of thought did something it's never done before--the voice in my head kept overlapping itself. words were literally on top of each other and i couldn't fully make them out. normally my train of thought speeds up or slows down or becomes louder or softer. but i've never heard it start overlapping as if it was echoing in my head before.and O-PCE also seems to have a half-life of 10+ hours like the other arylcyclohexylamines with few or no electronegative functional groups. it lasted forever. i'm still feeling it 2 days later now, though it's largely worn off. very powerful afterglow, though this dissociative whomps your memory so hard that it's very difficult to do things on. that's a downside since i like to do stuff on dissociatives, which is why i liked the PCP analogs and MXE so much. i've confirmed that PCEs and PCPs are usually superior to PCMs.
I think alcohol sucks. It just makes you retarded. I never have fun while drunk and I have to drink a lot to get drunk
>>84279471i flipped over my desk because i thought it was a door to a room in my house that doesn't exist. an hour later i looked at my desk and wondered if i'd cleaned it, then realized everything was on the floor. my computer monitor was flipped too, but my stereo kept playing this dnb mix i was listening to on youtube https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rzRI7p_zfhg , and i didn't realize any of this had happened until the hour long mix finished and the room went silent.i then stared at the mess on my floor for an hour not being able to understand what to do about it. somehow, i managed to eat my leftovers from the night before with no issues only an hour or two after this. i blacked out multiple times. i have several mild injuries up the left half of my body. my hip in particular is bruised and really hurts. i knocked over my most expensive guitar but it appears undamaged thankfully.i believe O-PCE is not only an NMDA receptor antagonist, but also an AMPA receptor antagonist. i believe this is why it creates the even deeper dissociation and body-less feeling. it blocks not only the memory receptor but also the regular glutamate receptor so truly no signals go through. of course, signals that are blocked feel different than not sending signals at all (like GABA drugs) for reasons that can't be understood. granted, this is all just speculation. but i can't explain the feelings this caused that were so different from all the other dissociatives i've used. i don't think i can use it as a replacement for my PCP analogs, but this was still just my first time using it, and i definitely took too much. i'll have to work on the dosing.it also seemed like it had the potential for insane CEVs, but i didn't spend enough time lying down with my eyes closed because i was acting so crazy. 60mg was waaaaaaay too much. and i have 5g of this stuff too. dunno what i'm even gonna do with it all.
>>84278311almost everyone who drinks a lot of alcohol really wants to get dissed. social drinking is different. but if you just really like the buzz, you'd probably prefer a drug that gives you 20x the buzz and none of the sedation.>>84277505all drugs feel very different. i also just remind myself that drug thoughts aren't my real thoughts. they are distortions of what i woulds normally have thought or felt and i must always be skeptical of them. i'm not sure why this doesn't work for everyone.>>84274992because this is just wrong. DPH doesn't even work for drug nausea for me. it's also psychoactive. ondansetron is excellent for all serotonergic nausea. it's non-psychoactive. dunno why you're even saying this. you're just retarded.
I am high as fuck on gabapentin, I'm floating. I just had the most risky sex with a tranny lol. Now I'm home music sounds so good. I just made the best shin Ramen as well. I added spring onion and some mushrooms, sesame seeds. Floating around the kitchen chugging monsters. I'm laying on my bed now I feel like I'm vibrating on a cloud. I took 600mg ever hour for about 4 hours, then a few hours later took more.
>>84280840Based except the troon part
>>84280859Fucked "her" raw in a gay bathhouse while she sucked a cock through a gloryhole. She was slutted up to the max in lingerie. I started feeling her up from behind she started grinding on my cock eventually I fucked her raw while two guys watched until I came in her ass. Whole time she's sucking some random cock, I'm slapping her ass etc etc. Never even saw her face she never saw me.Now I gotta be paranoid about diseases for like 2 weeks lol. I basically freaked out and ran out and drove home and showered and covered myself with that antibacterial covid stuff lol. Man that "girl" was such a fucking ultra whore. Sucks cock through a glorhole while a completely anonymous stranger fucks her ass raw and cums inside her. Hahaha just imagine when she like comes to her senses. Probably doing the same shit as me right now freaking out about getting diseases wondering wtf she's doing all this crazy sex LMFAO I dunno what compells people like us to behave in this way.
>>84280840Wow that's gross, I hope you didn't get aids or another fag disease from your homosexual sex.
>>84280840Do you ever contemplate the nature of your relationship with your maker?
>>84280840you already made a thread about this. did you need to tell us too? you're a fag who takes drugs and has sex with strange men. this is a great accomplishment. give yourself a gold star.
>>84281112I just really needed to get it off my chest because I have nobody to tell my life to. I don't have friends and I'm legally not even allowed to talk to my ex-gf or I go to prison. Anonymous venting allows me to share private parts of my life otherwise I feel COMPLETELY alone. I guess it's the same with my drug use as well. Nobody knows the extent of just how much drugs I do but in threads like these it's therapeutic in a way, to share with others something that in my real life is concealed (with great effort).
>>84279577A single pill of Benadryl isn't more psychoactive than a paracetamol pill, but has powerful anti-nausea effects even at typical antihistamine doses. It might make some people with no previous exposure to first generation antihistamines become drowsy, but for anyone else it's a great and cheap anti-nausea medication, OTC as well. Tried it many times, worked every time with no side effects. Sure, you can take a few more to make the DXM trip more... different. You sound like an angry, young man who has no access to anything else except OTC DXM and some meds he stole from his mom/grandma. Take care of yourself, this isn't going to fix your issues.
>>84281419what is the "risk" of a "very specific drug" like ondansetron? ondansetron is widely available and i find it far more effective for anti-nausea than muscarinic anticholinergics. i said it works for all types of serotonergic nausea, and it's great for nausea that can come with MDMA or psychedelics too. on top of that, DPH is still psychoactive and ondansetron isn't. to say it's no different than a paracetamol is once again: wrong.you're not beating the allegations: you are retarded, and you're butthurt that i'm telling you you're wrong while acting like you're not. you're a real faglord. enjoy your DPH.
>>84280840>>84280985>>84281157https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o048xeNQ3Wonot much else to be said here
>>84281157I totally get it. Feel free to share, though, do try not to spam off-topic posts.
>>84281781>ondansetronnta but im currently livid, i spent a week straight vomiting and went to the hospital multiple times. they said they prescribed me this, but i went to my pharmacy and they said "oh sorry we need a signature" like holy fuck canadian healthcare sucks so much dick. they kicked me out of emergency after 4 hours despite puking blood in the last 45 minutes. thank god it was nothing too serious, turns out just prescribed too many blood thinners.
Today on tramadol I got absolutely furious at a small annoying thing even though I'm usually just chill when on tram.I think I experienced opiade rage for the first time.
I have been watching Breaking Bad lately and the question im about to make might be the stupidest thing ever but it's been on my mind lately since it's not a very common drug around here.Is meth really that easy to cook? I understand that Walter's meth is "pure" meth since he's essentialy a genius and knows his shit but actually making meth, any kind of meth, is that easy? I remember watching this movie Spun a few months ago and thinking the exact same thing (you should definitely watch it if you haven't btw). Any robots here that have been on meth btw? How's the high? It always seemed like some schizophrenia inducing shit to me with some of the stories that i have read.
>>84282170>turns out just prescribed too many blood thinnersI remember you, I think. Glad it was something as trivial as this and not CHS!
>>84282994Did you play Schedule 1 yet?
>>84282994>Is meth really that easy to cook?Some methods involve shaking all of the relevant chemicals in a soda bottle. The Meth won't be pure, far from it, but you'll have Meth.>this movie SpunWill check it out.>Any robots here that have been on meth btw?I'm known to do Meth once a week on Fridays. Currently on 100mg and cruising on a good level.>How's the high?Good. The usual. Great focus, mild rush, slight euphoria. I will redose later at night another 100mg, I think.I only ever get positives from ingesting Meth.>It always seemed like some schizophrenia inducing shit to me with some of the stories that i have readI've got my own strict personal rules for use and had a very good experience with Meth as a result, but I can't claim people haven't got burned from it as well. My Meth is pure afaik: the look is off-white whole crystals and taste is gross and somewhat bitter. In the last year of using on Fridays I've not felt anything off. People have ingested fake Meth (like Synthetic Cathinones) or too much of it (I've a rule for max dose in one go- 50-100mg and max dose a sitting- 500mg though this amount is symbolic and I end up doing ~250mg a sitting). Addiction is also an issue(I use harm-reduction methods to mitigate the addiction risk, like no compulsive redosing or taking it only orally). Some have an easier time ruining their lives with Meth and some have more difficulty.I'd recommend you try it once in life to see what's the fuss all about! Unless ofc, you've addiction issues or a mental health thing (or a health thing in general) that prevents you from doing it.Cheers!
I popped 300 mg of gabapentin and it's been 2 hours, do I wait longer or do I pop another 300 mg?this is a lil dissapointing so far.
>>84283947>it's been 2 hours, do I wait longer or do I pop another 300 mg?Waiting longer won't make it any better, redose, ofc.
Today at 7:30 AM I took 16mg of ondansetron, 2 hours later I took approximately 240mg of DXM (the original plan was to take 700mg). If I hadn't taken ondansetron I would definitely have vomited, ondansetron is definitely a very good medicine. I didn't take 700mg because it was torture having to take that syrup with a horrible taste, I still have the receipt, I think I'll exchange the 2 bottles of Vick for prednisone tablets. I'm feeling a little dizzy and I also feel like I'm "floating".Definitely, this is the last time I use DXM.
Just got these in the mail. Haven't had luck with regular dosed gummies so hopefully these do the trick
>>84284028You should see if robocough delivers to you. Its pure dxm tablets designed for tripping. Look it up
>>84283947300 is nothing, go ahead and pop more, and keep doing so till you get where you want but take an hour between each dose
pregabalin sucks because i just get headaches a day or two after my last dose now, and i never take more than 300mg, another great drug ruined
>>84284061Be careful man that's like over a month's supply per gummy. Don't make any decisions after taking it until it wears off. your brain will be fried.
There's really no reason to snort Adderall. Oral hits just as fast>>84272734Factual
>>84284028>Definitely, this is the last time I use DXMYou can't say you didn't try.
>>84284061The box graphic looks bootlegged.
>>84284068>but take an hour between each dose30-40 minutes can do.
>>84284081Have an Advil. Shouldn't ruin Lyrica for you.
>>84284265Is this line all Adderall? That's a whole lot!
took another 300 mg of gabapentin an hour ago and.......I should've taken lyrica instead.
>>84284504naahh it's not that much. Each of those pills is 15mg so that line is less than 7mg. Adderall doesn't do much for me until like ~20mg
>>84281781I'm not trying to "beat any allegations", I'm trying to have a conversation about a topic we all like. I just found out you acting so unusually defensive tells me I was, in fact, right, and you'll always say anything just to get your last word in. Okay bubba, it's your win. Happy? Now, yes, a single Benadryl pill is as psychoactive as Paracetamol - remember (you likely don't know it) that paracetamol's effects are caused by it's AM404 metabolite, which is a Cannabinoid receptor modulator. Hence the pain relief and anti-fever effects (weak, though). It has even anticonvulsant effects. So yes, again, Benadryl (Diphenhydramine) is as psychoactive at the single pill doses we're talking about, and you're simply a person who HATES being wrong. That's why you keep trying to dissociate yourself from this world using huge doses of cough medicine. Ondasetron is psychoactive by the very definition, just to be clear - a substance is psychoactive when it has an effect on the Central Nervous System. Ondasetron is mainly a peripheral 5-HT3 antagonist, but does have limited CNS penetration, helping with the overall anti-nausea/anti-migraine effects. It's mostly prescribed to cancer patients undergoing chemotherapy, chronic migraine with nausea sufferers or people with severe nausea caused by other problems. That's why I'm saying you stole it from your grandma or mom, since I see no reason for someone being so... "motivated" to fight DXM nausea (which occurs only during the loading phase and not always anyway) to get a prescription for that, while he can buy Benadryl (or ANY other first generation antihistamine, really) for pennies and have exactly the same effects, if we're talking about fighting DXM nausea. Please don't be silly next time, thank you. >>84282170Sorry to hear that, bro. It's funny (but not really) that people who REALLY need some medication (ondasetron in this case) have to wait, just to get it, while another one wastes it without needing it at all.
>>84284520I take 900mg every 30 minutes
>>84284603you can get ondansetron very easily in the USA. you just gotta ask your doctor for it. maybe you live in some failed state like canada where you can't just pay a doctor to get what you want. but i don't. i just asked for it when i was sick and got it a long time ago and i rarely use it so it lasts forever.and that argument you're making about the paracetamol psychoactivity is so roundabout. there are no real trip reports on cannabinoid highs caused by paracetamol as well, so i'm not convinced of your premise to begin with. regardless, you keep making dumb assumptions about me to press your point, when everyone knows ondansetron works great for nausea. i don't understand what you're even trying to prove here.>>84284028see? i told you it'd work great. this other guy is just mad he can't assert his superiority the way he wants to.
>>84284545Sure looks like much. Why are you snorting a line if oral is just as quick? (Untrue)
>>84285046Cuz I only recently started snorting it and I don't really feel much of a difference.And too be fair, my idea of oral is chewing it up and then filling my mouth with water and swallowing that. So it's not a fair assessment. Swallowing a whole pill takes a lot longer, and sometimes I feel like it doesn't even work.
>>84283714Even the cleanest, pharma-grade meth is significantly neurotoxic. You're a smart guy, smart enough to have controls in place over your use, unfortunately methamphetamine takes its toll regardless. You might not feel it soon, but a decade of such, even a careful use, will start reminding of itself through various issues. Regardless, I do wish you stay healthy and never stray from the path of controlled use. If I might suggest something that, perhaps isn't as euphoric and long-lasting, then amphetamine, especially dexamphetamine, is a very good stimulant, much more safe health-wise especially if you can get it pharma-grade and are capable of self-control. Amphetamine, used properly, is truly a first-class stimulant. On a side note, I used to make Methcathinone using a method from a Chemistry major. Of course, since it was still a homemade synthesis, it required potassium permanganate (though apparently manganese dioxide can be used instead, resulting in a product much cleaner because it's easy to almost completely remove the manganese from your end product). I'm not going to get into details for obvious reasons, but I've had exact amounts of potassium permanganate calculcated for the amount of pseudoephedrine hydrochloride used (clean, pharma-grade). I used additional three methods when the reaction finished to get rid of as much unreacted manganese as possible (using what was available). I drank the resulting product (always ONLY oral, as you should never inject homemade synthesis stuff into your veins, especially with extra manganese), oral method of administration also greatly diminishes the risk of excess manganese, since it isn't readily absorbed if metalloproteins (used to transport metals into the body) detect already correct levels of manganese in the body, so most of it is excreted. Still, I've only done it like 10 times over a period of a few years. I must say, that the product was like a poor man's MDMA. Absolutely amazing.
>>84285073>Swallowing a whole pill takes a lot longer, and sometimes I feel like it doesn't even workMaybe a lot gets under the tongue and reaching the blood stream while skipping the stomache? Maybe you've swallowed the pills after eating much?
>>84285104No I take it right in the morning without eating. I think stomach acid breaks down amphs right? I have to chew it if I want to guarantee it'll work (or least for me to feel it)
>>84284899Don't pretend to be another Anon, it's pretty silly. I again confirmed your lack of knowledge, since many Cannabinoid receptor modulators don't make you "high" (see CBD). It's only one example out of many and no, it's not roundabout. You just need to work on your knowledge. Best wishes.
>>84284094>>84284469The dosage ended up being mostly HHC with just a little D9 and THCP. Its a legitimate company but this isn't as strong of a product as it looks. I would have spent my money elsewhere if I had known it wasn't mostly d9
>>84285154this entire response is a cop-out. you didn't prove anything other than that you live in a country with socialized medicine where you can't easily get ondansetron, so you're not aware of how your school-marming sounds.
>>84285301>>84285154also, i'm the O-PCE and fluoroxetamine guy, so i don't need DXM. i have O-PCE and fluoroxetamine. but i like to coach people on how to use DXM correctly because that's what i started with back in college since i wasn't a big fan of alcohol and found 300-600mg of DXM to be a good substitute for parties.
>>84285093>Even the cleanest, pharma-grade meth is significantly neurotoxic>unfortunately methamphetamine takes its toll regardlessI wrote a 2,000 character post about how no amount of controlled use will be enough to avoid Meth's toxicity. It's Cardiotoxic and kills heart cells as well as Neurotoxic and kills brain cells. I use it once a week while accepting those two things as part of the risk profile of Meth and hope that I'll live through it fine.>never stray from the path of controlled useHave gone on in a stable way for a bit over 9 months or so and not once did I fail. Responsible use (as much as it can be) is a deeply ingrained habitual behavior by now.>Amphetamine, used properly, is truly a first-class stimulantThanks for worrying, really! 9 months ago, before using Meth, I used speed (street Amphetamine) and underestimated it and that led to a *massive* tolerance and soft addiction. I'd compulsively redose every 30ish minutes until I tweaked hard. Meth is not that euphoric for me since I take meds that lower Dopamine levels, but it IS very long-lasting, which is one of the reasons I take it. I can get to a good level with Meth and stop dosing and stay on that level for a long while, which leads to zero compulsive redoses and less addiction. Meth use saved me from Amphetamine addiction. Speed can be vile and should not be looked down upon. Ritalin, too.Meth is KING of stimulants.>I used to make Methcathinone using a method from a Chemistry majorCool beans! People who make their own drugs rule.
>>84285117>I have to chew it if I want to guarantee it'll work (or least for me to feel it)Fair enough. To each their own. Adderall use is weird for all people.
>>84285208>The dosage ended up being mostly HHCAww, man. Sorry for that.
>>84285361Better than nothing but definitely not 2500MG THC PER GUMMY DUDE!!! Like it says. 1200grams of that is just terpenes to make it taste better. Probably still a better deal than the dispo tho
>>84285462>definitely not 2500MG THC PER GUMMY DUDE!!!Yeah, seems like it. It's shit that you need to check the Cannabinoids a gummie is packed with like that. Back in my day 2,500mg THC ment 2,500mg THC.
>>84285580The vendor didnt list the contents, which is my bad for buying anyway. I had great success with previous gummies I ordered and these were new so I wanted to try them. Best to stick to what you know I guess
Is fentanyl the right drug to help someone with a terminal health condition to die with a bit of dignity left? What kind of dosage is needed and what happens if 10x the lethal dose is administered?Can it be combined with mushrooms to help with EOL anxiety?
>>84285654whatever you're asking about demands far more specific questions. if you're thinking of putting someone down with fentanyl because the grief is overwhelming you then i'm not sure you're in your right mind. did they ask you to acquire fentanyl for them to die with?it depends on how the dose is administered. if you screw up it'll be a disaster. to do it properly, you want a massive OD instantly. you don't want them to feel themselves suffocating to death in the confusion of a deep opiate nod.and combining it with mushrooms is a weird idea for death. if you're doing that you just want them to feel as comfortable as possible with an ordinary shroom trip. you shouldn't be combining all sorts of stuff.
>>84277932Just convert to a religion where weed is part of its practice. This way, no job can fire you for partaking in it for fear of litigation. They may make up some bullshit other reason, but who cares it's your life and you should live it on your terms.
>>84284486Advil is ibuprofen, and ibuprofen is estrogenic and known to lower testosterone in males, don't take it. Take aspirin instead.
>>84285654>EOL anxietyYou just don't want to die lol.Also the only terminal health condition you have is that you're alive and we are all fated to die.If you wanted to die you would fall from a high place or use a gun. You clearly don't.