Trying to take it easy
>>84231593me too buddyhope you have a small moment of joy soon <3
>>84231665thanks anoni hope u get some joy 2
Take it easy, Kaguyaanon.
Take it easy! Easy easy!
take it easy guya
>>84231980>>84232012>>84232065I wish i could u guys. I hope life's been treating u well at least
>>84231593Be cool Kaguyanon let's try to take it easy together cause I'm not having a good time either rn.
>>84232619>Be cool Kaguyanonidk how
>>84232229Life is the same as always dear
>>84234115u're giving up too, aren't u?I am tired, yuyu
these threads still going? thats crazy
>>84234133no no I gave up a long time agoI just let this body serve its purpose
>>84231593for what it's worth, i'm proud of you for hanging on, kaguyanonyou and everyone else who choose to persist, may your resilience be rewarded, for it sure is appreciated alreadystay safe, and take it easy, my dudeit's the weekend after all, hit up a museum or something of the likes, see some cool stuffi know it's lonely going by yourself, i know that very well, but you won't be alone foreverwhen that comes, make sure you have some nice sightings and stories to share, aye?here, have a song i stumbled onto todayit's been stuck in my head all day lolhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VKnGfwTK1fg
>>84234167why did you give up?>>84234175i'm very tired of persistingeverything's the same. Everything's always the same. It's like hitting your head against the wall
I got some more bad news but I'll hobble along as always and try to take it easy.
>>84234220change your approach, frenyou don't bang your head against walls, you find (or cobble together) a drill and go through them, or you find a way around themif everything's the same then shake the foundations of your current state a little bit, change is scary but it may come for the bestyou make it sound like it's hopeless, but it's notit never will be.
I've been suffering from such a bad case of paranoia recently I feel as if there are eyes peering from every corner and everyone on the internet secretly plot to harass me even though I stopped appearing on social media ages ago.
>>84234220>give upTheres nothing that can be done with a broken mind and bodyIve got a pretty piece of paper in my hands now telling me just how over it was from the startGenetically chronically fucking over from the startJesus fucking Christ
>>84234264i don't know what i'm doing wrong. it's like i'm retarded or smth>you make it sound like it's hopeless, but it's notit is hopeless. I'm almost 25 and i can't figure out how to make a single close friend or how to keep people interested>>84234488me too, thought i am paranoid about different things>>84234958i don't think it's over for you.
>>84235297man.kaguyanon, you make it sound like we only live until we're like 35-45 or something, even then that's still a long ass timei get it, it's fucking frustrating, i struggle with that shit as well for crying out loud, but i don't give up and neither should yousee all i can tell you is that people are fickle, and maintaining friendships is both synergy and effortif the synergy is off then no amount of effort will keep them near, but if you get along with someone and neither of you care enough to be around each other then it collapses all the samebut... an approach of mine is that we're kinda like celestial bodies orbiting each otherin every orbit there are two points: the apoapsis and the periapsisin the apoapsis you're furthest from the body you're orbiting, in the periapsis you're the closestpeople's relationships, in my experience, have all been like that, they grow distant and then come back (or i hit them up), so if you're expecting something solid, don'tdon't overthink it, kaguyanonenjoy being around people and don't worry about them going away, just hope they'll be back or hit them up later
>>84235653I wish ppl weren't this way. I get attached and then i get hurt. Also the way i see it, i don't get closer to ppl at all. Everyone keeps me at arms lenght and i never truly get close to anyone
>>84234239i hope it all works out 4 u, eiki anon
>>84237268Thanks. I'm sure I'll be okay in the end now that I'm in a much better place mentally.I don't want to go back to the UK and there's a chance that might happen now...
>>84236569>I wish ppl weren't this way. I get attached and then i get hurt.question is, why do you get hurt over how they are?when i went through that, i realized it was just my own expectations of them, i expected them to do certain things, be certain ways, and when they weren't, i'd get hurt over thatso in the end it was just me hurting myself, you know? figure out why you get hurt, kaguyanonpeople are gonna be exactly how they are, and if you ever have hopes of sticking around anyone to be as close to them as you wish to be, you're gonna have to accept itaccept people just how they are, flaws and all, cause no one's perfectbasically, rather than expecting things from them, enjoy them, is what i've been sayingmost will come and go, but some will come back and will stick to you like glueeven if they bounce off of you, wouldn't it be nice if they came back too? another round of enjoying their company, some more time to spend, stories to share, experiences to haveyou have many years ahead of you anyway
