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>>84239144
probably when i stopped going to class in college and wrote a bunch of software
i wrote it badly but it was very powerful cause i can generate into video games those flat grass and trees you see sometimes i have a way of building this with the same compute and work effort but it is three dimensional

>>84239144
2022
>had friends
>graduated HS
>started college
>had a job
>felt generally ok
then everything fell apart.

>>84239144
-1
I wasn't here yet

>>84239183
My life also fell apart near the end of 2022

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>>84239144
hopefully the remainder of this year

>>84239144
not including years when I was a child because I don't remember them well, or years when I was a teenager because although I had good friends and had fun with them, I was full of depression. I'd say either 2023 or 2025.
In 2023 I had sex a few times with a fwb, started living abroad, started socialising properly, got a job I like, had nice sex with a short-lived gf which ended bad but was magical while it lasted, enjoyed living independently. I also met some people who became close friends for years to come. But the 2nd half of 2023 was somewhat sad and grey and cold.
2025 began in a similar way, having sex with a fwb. The sex was good. Though my closest friend left me and the girl left me too, I felt terrible in May/June but sprung back by July, moved into a nice flat, met 2 girls who became fwbs with and had nice sex, continued living independently.
So either 2023 or 2025. It is really hard to say as even though there were more highs in 2025 and the lows weren't that bad, and in 2023 there were fewer highs, this was the first year where I kind of started taking control of my life and there were big changes, going abroad, living independelty, the people I was hanging around with, relationships, sex, job, etc etc.
So 2023. Or 2025. Not sure. I hope my best years are ahead of me.

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>>84239144
1998. Just happiness the entire time. You guys have no idea. The world was completely different.

I hate to say it, but probably 2009 when I was 11 years old.

>>84239144
Last year I bought a new house and the shower is big and fancy and the toilet is sealed right so I don't have to shit in the shower and wafflestomp it.

>>84239144
I was in deep depression in my mid 20''s. After I fought it myself things started to slowly get beter. so far every year has been better than the previous one. I am really excited for the future in 10 years from now.

>>84239144
Idk probably 1997 or 1994 some year in my childhood in the 1990s. The 2000s were bad and 2010s was far worse. 2020s have been shit so far too.

This year because every year is better than the last despite my anxiety disorder and depression. Doing EMDR therapy and hoping that this year will be the one I get the nerve to start college. I'm in my 30s.

>>84239144
2020 because that was the last time I still had hope for the future, reality then beat the shit out of me over the span of 4 years and now I'm too jaded for most things nowadays.
relationships? doesn't fucking matter, won't happen and if it does, it falls apart quickly.
friends? I'll inevitably give them the ick and they'll leave me.
School? I'm too retarded and autistic to be able to function inside it.
Health? went to shit because I got a chronic illness 2 years ago.
I'm silently praying for a terminal illness now, because I bitch out at the last second every time I try to an hero.

>>84239144
hopefully these next few years. I just turned 20 and I'm still in college so all that I can do now is just go through the motions, get my degree and hopefully move abroad and teach as is the plan. I can only hope that when I become independent and move out from my parents I can truly do whatever the fuck I want.

2016 when I was 9 years old. I had friends and was one of the best students of my grade. 2021 was also good because I started studying more and got close to my former best friend. Then my life got shittier after that point.

>>84239144
2020
Covid lockdown made the world feel quiet and peaceful. It gave me a good look into what my ideal world would look like. The days seemed brighter and the air seemed clearer. The streets were relatively empty so I got to feel like I was the only person in the world sometimes. I got more exercise and I was in the best shape of my life. Hell, I didn't even mind the mask mandate since it meant I could be lazier about shaving before I go to the store.

It's a shame normies couldn't stand it and would have started rioting if it continued for longer than it did.

>>84239167
Based spakker

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>>84239144
2024, i made good friends after 3 years of having no friends and being bullied for the way i look
but im sure the best years are yet to come, i recently got a job and im saving up to move out
i wont kill myself and ill use /r9k/ less
ill stick to /a/ and /v/ from now on

>>84239144
I am still waiting for mine :(

>>84239144
2020 because of covid lockdown. It really changed my perspective on life and what I really valued

probably 2019 and 2020 before covid hit and fucked my life in every aspect

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>>84239144
2018.
>Lost 60 pounds in half a year and gained a lot of muscle
>Went from a fat loser to the center of attention
>Several female customers said I should be a model
>The attractive female coworker started flirting with me (turned out she was crazy but her ass was huge)
>Former high school female classmates randomly added me on social media and started talking to me
Despite all this I feel more empty and angry.
>All of a sudden my "nerdy boring" interests are now "cool and attractive"
>I would intentionally act like an asshole at times, got rewarded for it
>People actually listened when I talked
>Cheated on my first gf multiple times just because, I didn't even care about the sex. Just did it so I could experience it
>Realized that no one actually cares about what's on the inside, if you're attractive enough they will literally let you walk all over them
Then the pandemic hit and I fell into a massive depression and identity crisis from this. Gained all the weight back and as expected I went back to be the loser. I want to lose all that weight again but just so I can get away with being a manipulative asshole again. There was shit I did that I don't know if I can even tell you guys.

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>>84241776
>There was shit I did that I don't know if I can even tell you guys.
Spill it, you're anon

>>84242535
Here's of them. Judge me how you will.
>Had a former friend I've known since elementary school
>Our friend group falls apart in 12th grade, he starts acting cold and yells at me
>Friendship ends, we go our separate ways but I'm still in the discord
>mid 2019 rolls around, I'm at the top of my assholery
>Check on the discord, turns out ex-friend attempted suicide again
>Remember his mom is divorced and I remember her being quite attractive
>Go to her house after work and knock on her door
>She looks decent, might as well try
>We talk for a bit, she sad and crying a lot
>Turns me off
>Say my goodbye and never see her again
Much like when I cheated on my ex-gf, I only did it to see if I could. Now I feel kind of bad for it, but I'd be lying if I said I wouldn't do it again.

>>84243098
im confused did you fuck her or no
if not thats not really a big deal

>>84239144
I guess the last 365 days since I'm fitter than ever and started paying for sex. My life has always sucked and still sucks. I just want a gf and haven't had one yet.

2010 or 2015 stand out
yeah im old

Between 2000 or 2007, transitional periods with possibilities open really.

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>>84241187
ahha wheres ur website fagot