twink bf with a big sword editionprevious>>84216996>>84216996>>84216996
>tfw no robot bf to kiss
i'm a big guy and i need a big phallus
Do you guys like licking buttholes or is that too gay?
>>84249213i love licking buttholes
>>84249213Idk but that's my fbf's problem!
>>84249144tfw no 9s bf
>tfw no bf to watch spoopy/weird films with
remember to wash your face
>>84249144If you like "twinks" (as defined by r9k) you're bisexual and should kill yourself btw
nobody cares about your mental illness definition of a word thats older than you
>>84249213As a top apparently I'm not allowed to be into rimming because bottoms will call me a scat poster for saying that I like rimming as a non chad top but if I was chad saying it then of course they wouldn't have a problem with it but if you're a non chad top apparently you're not allowed to like that or do it
>>84249775the only guy who is vehemently anti-anal is an incel. please don't be the one to say this it reminds me of pic related
>>84249763Twink used to refer to underage boys
waow. cool. thanks plebbit.
sat next to some faggots at the noodle shop
how did we go from Oscar Wilde to this
>how did we go from Oscar Wilde to thiswhat the fuck does that even mean
>>84249862>what the fuck does that even meancase in point
>case in pointok
>>84249896Guy looks like if hp lovecraft was amish
>>84249144>finally find tgirl on Grindr>she wants to fuck my ass>I feel sick af and my stomachs been tightNot ready to lose my anal virginity yet I think I should probably save that for someone special not an Indian trans woman thats just gonna pump and dump
^trolling outside /b/ btw
>>84249923even worse when it's not trolling and they're instead gooning to their fantasy and hoping people egg it on for further goon validation. shit is creepy
>>84249923>sharing wanting to be fucked in the ass on the gay thread on the off topic board is trollingWould you prefer if I said a bear daddy was going to mutual masturbate with me
>>84249896Cutting your hair short should be illegal
>>84249896>you were able to pull 14 year old bottoms looking like this in the 19th centuryBottomflation is out of control
>>84249929thats all people use this shitty website for, as a collation of people who exist to be acted upon for the users exclusive pleasure, one way or the other. nobody has gained a single thing from this website in 10 years since moot sold it.
to be fair he was pulling 14 yos when he had cool long hair and was famous for being an author
>>84250023>nobody has gained a single thing from this websiteyou just need to be willing to be one of the users willing to take. i've gotten a lot from this website that way.
>tfw being 5'5" as a top is enough that no bottom will want to touch you even with a critical top shortage
>>84250068I'd love to have sex with a 5'5 top
>>84250068if you have a big dick I bet it'd look absolutely freakish on you. could be a huge turn on tbqhwyf
stop taking the cuck faggot bait
>>84250150Sadly my penis is only 6.5 inches so most bottoms make fun of it for being too small when they see it>>84250104It's not just the height though my penis is too small and my hairline is norwood 2 making me extremely ugly and unattractive to a bottom's eyes
>>84250162he's not that gu->>84250171GOD DAMN IT HE IS THAT GUY.
I think when I decide to be done being a khhv I'm more interested in bottoming, but how do I reconcile that with my total inability handle being seen as a 'lesser' man? I think this might just be a trust thing. I assume gays see bottoms as lesser men and the really flamboyant faggy ones are just leaning into it as a coping mechanism
>>84250184its always him. just dont even pity anyone calling themselves a top while crying like a bitch. hes either not a top or is the cuck, so its never worth touching.
I went two days without eating out. Yay...
>>84250162>PLEASE STOP TALKING TO TOPS THAT AREN'T CHAD DON'T YOU REALIZE THAT THE TOP YOU'RE REPLYING TO ISN'T CHAD?!?! SOMEBODY STOP THIS RIGHT NOWTypical bottom behavior
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=it-LtlOkb_w
>the raped male lashes out
>>84249896>>84249852>It's only okay to date twinks as a top if the top is a famous multi-millionaire and a pedophileEven in victorian times bottoms would only settle for chad
>>84249756The only people allowed to sexualize twinks on /r9gay/ are bottoms because if a top ever does it then suddenly they're a "bishit" bisexual "straggot" and need to leave because r9gay is a bottom echo chamber for bottoms to shit on tops and abuse them whenever they get a chance and seeing tops sexualizing bottoms infuriates them because they are seeing tops being happy for a single brief moment and that's not allowed
>>84250289>if a top ever does it then suddenly they're a "bishit" bisexual "straggot" true
A bottom twink bf was promised to me 3000 years ago..
I don't feel bad for bald people at all. Balding is effectively cured and it's entirely your fault if you choose not to take it.
>>84250320I'm legally not even allowed to leave my own country I'm not going to fucking turkey for a hair transplant
>>84250335Fin retard
>>84250343Fin only increases hair density and prevents further balding it doesn't actually regrow hair that's already lost if your hairline has receded at all then you need a hair transplant but they are saying that pp405 may be able to do this if your hair follicles are "dormant" and not damaged but it's still in clinical trials and hasn't been fully tested yet
>>84250335Why is that? What did you do to get slapped with such administrative measure? Are you a public health risk?
/r9gay//biz/ idea: BWC
>>84250399They just have extremely strict criteria for owning a passport and I don't qualify so I can never legally leave my country so basically even the government is punishing me and entraping me here because I'm not chad>>84250429Shame I have a tiny white clitty that will never be a BWC
I suffer. Sometimes daily. That's all I got. I also have to get up in four fucking hours and there's no bf around. Bye.
>>84250439What? How old can you be still walking around without the primary form of identification?
>>84250368Yes well it's your fault for not going on fin when you still had the chance. Go on it now to minimize further damage
I'm already norwood III vortex. It's ogre for me already.
I like bald dudes, I think they're cute. Just shave that shit off.
>tfw no bf to kill subhuman low self confidence whiners with
>>84250473>How can you walk around without being finger printed and photograph id'd by your government!Most docile goyim award>>84250478I started balding when I was 17 and my family didn't allow me near cities or towns growing up so going to a doctor and asking for a prescription wasn't possible and I didn't even know about drugs like that back then
Bald men are hot but balding men are gross. Just shave that shit off at that point.
I'm also balding at norwood 1
>tummyT-T
>>84250537They know when and where you were born and what school you've attended anyway and what you're doing on your computer rn.>without being finger printed and photograph id'dSorry I got mine during peaceful times in a human country, don't know about your draconian laws tho.
Leon KennedyLeon Kennedy
>>84250584Actually no since I was never born inside a hospital and I never attended an actual school so none of my schooling was recorded
WMAM will sav /r9gay/!
>>84250633Yes we all know that bottoms love chad so you didn't really need to make this post and tell us this
>>84250578the thing that upsets me most is that i can't kiss and use it as a pillow because he will see the top of my head the only angle where my bald spot is visible
I have only 36 hours left with my cat, I can't believe it's so short.
>>84250714Let it go, if you gave the cat a good life you will be able to move on quickly (If the cat knew how much you cared it'd want you to move on)
>>84250723Move on? I don't know this is the second cat I will have lost within two weeks. These cats are all I have to care about.
>>84250736Stay strong anon <3
>>84250743maybe if you suck story's dick he'll feel better
>>84250761I'm a top althoughbeit
>>84250767tops can suck dick
>>84250794>tops can suck dickFolks the loony left have gone insane
>>84250578damn, I wish I was gay
Who the hell only stick to toping and borroming? Sounds boring as hell
>>84250818i'm too lazy to bottom
I just hope this is the last one I lose for a long time, I don't think I could handle any more.
me when the hotdog i slip into my ass never comes out: >>84250845
>>84250842Simply sucking dick does not require the preparation that bottoming with your butt does
My fbf has to be a vers
>>84250869yeah i'll suck dick i'm just too lazy to change my diet or douche to fuck.
I hate the idea of sucking dick or bottoming... that doesn't mean I don't love those who do it <3
>>84250911i'm a pretty toppy top, but hating sucking dick seems a bit much. do you just not like cock?
>>84250923>do you just not like cock?I'm Bishit, I don't, sorry
>>84250934are there any particular male aspects you like then? why not just strive to find a girl into anal if you want ass?
>>84250948 >are there any particular male aspects you like then?No not really, even wide shoulders are ok>why not just strive to find a girl into anal if you want ass?I mean If I can find a girl who loves anal I'd be a very happy man kek
>>84250934Bisexual means you like both sexes, meaning you should like dick too. You're straight
>>84250966>You're straightI'd fuck a man in the ass. That's not straight. I'd probably fuck (You) the anon reading this
>>84250956if you don't find the male form all that attractive, how are you bi? I doubt I'd enjoy fucking a guy in your position, as I'm still going to see dick even if he's of a slender and feminine frame
>>84250976>I doubt I'd enjoy fucking a guy in your positionI would
>>84250975Being willing to tolerate fucking a man in the ass while imagining he's a woman because you're an incel does not a gay man make
>>84251040You're being straightphobic, chud
I want a 30 year old incel boyfriend who I can treat like this
>>84251047I'm not straightphobic. I have plenty of straight friends. I just don't agree with how you lot push your degenerate lifestyle down our throats
lgbt is so alive compared to this reddit shithole but it's filled with normans
If I don't get a boyfriend by July I'm killing myself
The normans were chads thoughieeverbeit>>84251187
>>84251315get your ass stuffed before then and that should keep you topped up for another few years
If I don't get a bottom bf this year I'm just going to complain even more
>>84251187be with the normans. we'll be okay
>>84249144>twink bf with a big sword editionThe gays are sexualizing characters that look 11 years old again.
AI psychosis but it's just convincing me that it's okay to go back to school and it's not too late to have hope for the future
>>84251187You keep using reddit as an offense but it's by far the most welcoming place to LGBT people on the internet, I wish this thread was more like reddit
>>84251062lmao /lgbt is filled with chuds with questionable, politically incorrect opinions. It's just that some people here are so deranged their calibration is all fucked up
>>84251473hes right r9gay used to be based but now its full of faggots and trannys
>>84251639we all just wanted to fuck men and then realized we were all men so started fucking eachother, bringing us to the current state of affairsi think hegel called this the dialectic process
ah yes, 9s, a beautiful twink wasted on a woman
bersonally, i would be proud of 9s
bersonally, i would be top 9s
it was okay knowing you guys
Scary Top 9s
>>84251878don't diethat's an order
>>84251886see you on the other side (server maintenance)
Come get your bottom. He's lost.>>84251951
>>84251975bottoms will write out the most convoluted fucked up fantasy that ultimately boils down to "i want to be held"
>>84252207They need a highly contrived fantasy because they can't imagine it happening normally in reality :(
Death is everywhereThe more I lookThe more I seeThe more I feelA sense of urgencyTonightCome here, kiss me, nowCome here, kiss me, nowThere are flies on the windscreenThere are lambs for the slaughterThere are flies on the windscreen
>>84252277nobody is hearing the music that you are in your head when you post this man. they're droll lines of poetry not carried by the tones and harmonies from a piece of music. it looks like you're trying to do slam poetry.
>>84252284Behind my eyesIs rage aloneBut you don't understandIt was all homegrownI'm not afraidI just don't belongIt may be cynicalBut it all seems wrong
>>84252336our bodies touch and the angels cryleave this place - go back to yoursour lips first touch outside your doorsa whole night what we've got in storewhisper in my ear that you want some moreand i JIZZED IN MY PANTS
>>84252284this nigger has zero contributions, hes not capable of or is otherwise unwilling to be a real normal human being with complex articulable thoughts or emotions. its the terminal stage of the retard and bottom cross section. the rest of the world must simply endure his selfish presence
i love dick but hate socializing, i hate that i need to socialize to get dick
>i love love but hate socializing, i hate that i need to socialize to get loveftfy, disgusting whore
>>84249144>twink bf with a big sword edition
>>84249144>twink bf with a big sword editionAny reenactmentfags here
>>84251187Ok go fuck off there if you like it more. Thread goes brrrrrrr
>>84251473Shut up sister favelamonkey no one cares about your preaching
I had a dream about falling asleep on the couch
The great compassionate mantra
>>84249144Blindfolds are cool, one day i might gouge out one of my eyes so i can walks around with one on so i can wear one, but not yet.
roughly 24 hours left with my cat. Time moves too fast.
Bottoms are shitting up the catalogue with coomer bait again posting twink porn to think this is how I actually first got into guys by being lured in and seduced by bottoms like this only for them all to reject me and refuse to sleep with me..
i love him hes so cute he doesnt even know im right behind him haha
i cant take it its too much ahaha my heart
his hand is so nice hahaha im shaking
thats kinda creepy ngl
im sweating so much ahahaha cute cute cuuuute
Meow I'm lonely why aren't you guys giving me attention wa
Can you stop stalking some poor guy you gross faggot
No one is giving me any attention either and I have the cats with cancer :(.
I'm too ugly to ever have a bottom stalk me it's over
Saw a argument between two fags and one said something like>you'll never be as successful as meAnd I bet he thought it's such an own but all I could think about is how pointless the statement is given that different people have different goals in life. That's like the whole reason why you have free time vs grind dilemma in the first place. The only way to measure success is by how well one is fulfilling their own goals, not by projecting your idea of it onto them. What's extra funny is those who preach about the matrix or whatever latest manosphere bullshit to penetrate into the mainstream is are never happy and never content with where they are in life, nothing will ever satisfy them.
Sensei is probably the coolest anime character of all times
he doesnt even know what hes doing to me ahahaaahhhaha so cc cccccuteeee
yeah you need to stop taking pictures/video of this guy without his knowledge. Don't be a creep.
>>84254432I think you're a very cute guy and your ass looks good an rimmable
>>84254618Okay but you're not a twink and already stated that you're a regular masc dude which I'm not into also I hate jonah
his fingers look suckaeble haha
Feeling lonely again but I don't know where to go to meet people now that I don't drink and disco is swarming with feds.
At the very least I hope you are in college and not posting these pics of a HS boy.
i want to touch him hes like a little animal haha and pet him
>>84254646>his fingers look suckaeble hahaGenuinely gagged. People's fingers are fucking disgusting
>>84254715dont fucking say that about his hands you piece of human trash your shit colour skin isnt worth the praise i bet youve never received any compliments like that before and its upsetting you now. fuck off
>>84254625Yes but am I wrong for my beliefs? You can feel however you want about it idgaf that you're not into regular people like, I will always tell you how cute you look and how cute your butt is and how much a want to hug and put my mouth in thereand I will have that eventually
>>84254747>he is unawareEnjoy the shit particles and HPV from things he has touched throughout the day
Please dont bait the school child, i thought everyone would have better standards than this.
>>84254755>I will have that eventuallyWhat?
>>84254767hes a sweet and innocent boy he wouldnt have any of the faggot germs that you have dont even compare yourself to him your life is meaningless you two arent even on the same plane and its not even funny how impossibly wide the margin is. i bet he does cute things with his hands like wiping them on towels after he washes them and they smell nice and all you have is a rope in your amazon cart
his head tilt is soooo precious hes like a little lost lamb aaahhaha too cute my heart cant take iiiiittttttt
>>84254791His hands are on a public table, my homo.
cute cute cute too cute it should be illegal for boys to be this cute if he ever dated a boy i would kill myself
>>84254922Is he indian or something?
>>84254925shut up just shut up youre just trying to piss me off asking retarded questions why dont you go ahead and stick both hands in a blender so you never type something so vulgar again? piece of shit
>>84254936Could've just said yes lol
i wonder if ai will let me have a robot bf
>>84254936He's brown though and his phenotype doesn't look south american or latin so he must either be arab or indian genetically and this is the first time I've ever seen someone obsessing over a brown indian like this
>>84254786your ass and anus on face and tongue
I have a problem with Grindr, and I wonder if anyone has experienced the same thing. The only people who match with me are men who are on the DL and old men.
>>84254971Not unless you can turn yourself cute or get a twink body mister
>>84254980Only if I get to tap that cute ass
i wish gay men were real
>>84255047I'm a top I'd only ever let a guy lick it and grope it at most
>>84255072Can I get preferencial treatment and at least motorboat it?
>>84255086Isn't that pretty much the same as rimming? I'm fine so long as there's no fingering or penetration
>>84254922are you in fucking highschool
>>84255108Clearly yes please stop baiting the child guys please have some dignity.
>>84254864I wonder if this kid has any idea a fat discordian rapist wants to rape him
>>84255108He's a teacher
>>84255097No that's whole act of assplay and I will slip a finger or two or five in it
>>84255204You see I'm a top which means I don't bottom and you're not a twink so I'm not attracted to you and this is why that will never happen
>>84255224I believe in miracles which means you will bottom for me sometimes and you will either fall in love with me faggot or I will become a twink in this relationship while you may become a top
>>84254979customer support here, its working as intended.
>>84255276post customer support hole and pole
>>84255244I will not I will never bottom or become a bottom that's disgusting
>>84255576jeez buddy a little bottom won't kill you it's not 'disgusting'
Cuckbot is basically straight
>>84255703It is disgusting and I need soft cute twinks on my cock not fat hairy masc men digging around inside my asshole
I very much enjoy art like this. I can often have yearnings to find myself in places like this and lose myself in them. The most memorable times of my life are when I found myself in places such as these and was so overwhelmed I felt physically weak and disoriented with vertigo. One time I even needed to lay down.
I'm pretty sure the faggot obsessing over that guy in his class is a psyop and that the other guy is aware he's filmed which is why he did the zesty fingers moving on the table like that thing>>84254979Fuck off with normie fagapp problems this is not a thread for it
>>84256092he types like a real bpdemon. I bet he's going to try and lovebomb the shit out of that guy before absolutely destroying his life. here's hoping that dude is straight so he can avoid that fate.
>>84255812What's so bad about it? I thoguht you wanted you butt played with... you don't have to be mean towards me either...
*loud shota noises in the distance*
>>84256158I only want to be rimmed that's it nothing else I've said I'm a top many times so I shan't be bottoming
>>84256274>wanting to be rimmed instead of rimbottom-coded.
rimming is gross, need a no rimming bf who wouldn't expect me to eat his ass nor want to eat mine.
needing to get your prude bf drunk and pliable so you can eat his ass until he gets over his childish apprehension
>>84256269*bunnymutt runs up to it**is shocked to see bosnian bunny beat him to it*
>tfw no bf to smack with my penis every time he disagrees with me
>>84256279I want to rim and be rimmed I want it both ways and it is not bottom coded to want a twink to kneel down in front of you and then make him service your hole with his tongue
>>84256339it's how tops should end arguments. if your bottom gets uppity, just slap your penis on his until he relents
>>84256339only if you penis is big simple and clean
Is 7 inches big enough? I keep finding videos of dudes with 8-9 inches and it's making me insecure, but they're so addicting to watch.
>>84256418getting caught up in the "am I big enough" thought is a pitfall the bottom puts you in to control you. he can have a freakishly big cock (and all the better for it), and you should still be able to put him in your place with your dick.
Did i mention i HATE bottoms. I just want to add that to the record honour.
>>84256339>>84256274Ok alright, I didn't ask to become a total sizeable bottom slut, idk why you're so serious about it, it's just a finger
>>84256418much bigger than mine, at least you have normal sized penisfucking humblebraggin slut
>>84256503How am I a slut if I'm khhv? My penis looks normal so I won't complain, but I dream of having a giga penis where everyone I post my hog, everyone would rush in and compliment me. Imaging posting a nut video and getting 100k views. That's so many people just looking at your dick for no reason other than it's big. How am I not supposed to get big dick envy???
>tfw no small pp top bf
>tfw no bf with a simple penis
>>84256418My penis is only 6.5 inches and bottoms have repeatedly told me that it's not big enough
I'm a shit eating canadian cuck that spams this board and I never get bored of it
I'm going to kill my fbf the moment he asks for anyone's validation even mine
>>84256606post it and you may get praise, full nut, fucking spambot
>>84256751Ummm are you okay sweetie?
Gloo bloo blyy blaa *eats a sink*
This is my last night with my kitty, hard to believe the time to say goodbye is almost here.
>>84256808Why would anyone want to see someone with an average dick nut?
I think this board has a high population of beautiful wide hipped twinks but for whatever reason I don't believe they frequent this thread. It just seems like they wouldn't.
>>84257050Not enough chads here for them probably
>>84257059I came here to ask if any of them wanted to see my cock and bod but alas
>beautiful >wide hippeduh uh
>>84257093hips to hold worth more than gold
>>84257093I've seen them post in other threads it's crazy. Like exactly my type twinks
>>84257072I came here in search of twinks but all of them rejected me for my penis size and height so I'm forever single
>>84257115Owned I fear, sorry hoss
>>84256269Anon will you adopt a boy with me
for all that is good in our heathenous lives please let's not do this
I think it's time watch second season of frieren now that it wrapped up. Hope it's at least half as good as first one.
The normalfag whores are not here, this is a romantic general.
romantically eating out his asshole while simultaneously milking his cock until he shoots all over the floorromantically speaking, of course
Can you guys colonize gaygen I'm embarrassed of being khhv in there
>>84257552Goygen
Husband who doesn't remember the first Trump term
>>84257037qrdcan a nigga get a qrd
>>84257621He overfed his cat now it has cancer from all the red40 and its dying
>>84257628at least kitty lived a real life, couldve been a communist slave
>>84257621my cat has oral cancer and is getting put to sleep tomorrow morning. He's only 12 years and I just lost another cat not even 2 weeks ago.
>>84257672> oral cancer How could you do that to your cat anon ew
I'm gonna give my fbf an oral euthanasia.
I'll deal a "killing blow" to him, if you will.
Why did you rape your cat to death
Oh wait there is an r9gay thread, I'm just lazy
i need him
>whore>cutYikes
>>84257722Shut your mouth bologna blanket euro
getting a euro anon attracted to you and then forcing him into a relaionship with your cut cocksorry babe i'm a joint package *sunglasses*
>>84257672what happened to the other cat
foreskin legitimately doesn't look good on a penis and it causes them to smell bad.
>>84257737this is why islam must win. jews dont like to share their rituals
>>84257737i'm cut and like cut dicks but hoo boy that is a shit take. i have literally never seen a bad uncut dick. uncut dicks are amazing and smell bad goodly. if you don't think the slight acrid smell of pee and pre is hot then keep your faux faggot ass shut and let the real homos do the talking
>>84257722>>84257731>>84257737My future goysband will have his goyskin
>>84257736Anal cancer
>>84257737This is like saying teeth don't look good in a mouth because they can get dirty
>>84257736woke up at 3am to her struggling to breathe, took to an emergency vet and they said she was in heart failure with nothing they could do besides euthanize.
>>84257757oh i get it bcuz most people with foreskin have brown teeth
>>84257758did the same vet say all of this?
>>84257831No the one I went to then was different one than where I normally go and will taking the cat tomorrow. That was an emergency 24 hour vet while this was a regular vet office.
>>84257745I'm not just attracted to every penis that exists. It has to be white and cut and look nice. Sorry not sorry. Also I'm not going to smell a dick cheese ever, and uncut guys can't bathe themselves properly.
>>84257757Foreskin doesn't serve a function besides to carry us further from God's love each day
I didn't reply because I went for a smoke and my fat female neighbor cornered me like she does and made me talk to her. God why can't women take a hint? She just pushes her way past the hints to force me to talk to her.
>>84257895it's not a bad thing to make peace and formalities with neighbors. you live next to them, after all.
>>84257914i do but this one in particular comes by every day. it's not normal. I talk to my other neighbors when i see them but this one seems to always lurk and then find me like she's waiting for me.
>>84256269>have the same name as thisI'm scared if I ever date a 4channer he's gonna pretend to be a shota and make me his butler.
>>84257976You'd be into thouh
>>84257726Mutts mad he got jew'd at birth lmao
>>84257749No that was your mom you retarded subhuman piece of shit
>>84258368what did this guys mom dowhats the story there
if i was a woman i'd be a lesbian
>>84258730>whats the story there>storyHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
i dont understand how im expected to know what to do with my life i havent got a clue
>>84258756usually you work a job that covers your bases of living (food/housing) and then whatever beyond that is freeplay. do you like to do anything?
I have less than 12 hours with my cat left. I know I should stop thinking about it but I can't.
>>84258865youll have to pull an all nighter if you dont want to miss any of those hours but no worries /r9gay/ will help you stay awake
>>84258904No, I have to get some sleep. I hate driving when tired. It was bad enough going on the interstate with like 3 hours of sleep that one time.
Mfw 21 and twink body but face holding me back
can you teach me how to dance
i'll teach you kickboxing if you teach ballet
how am i going to teach ballet if i need lessons brugh
>>84258865What's going on, story? Are you about to put your cancer cat to sleep? Didn't you lose another cat recently? I'm sorry about that my man, losing pets hurt like hell. But hey, the fewer cats you have, the better. 9 was just too much. Do you happen to like dogs?
>>84259282Yeah, I lost a cat on 19th and about to lose another one tomorrow. This wasn't even the original cat diagnosed with cancer, she's still hanging in there. The cat I'm losing tomorrow is the one I thought just had dental problems, come to find out it was oral cancer. He has a large mass growing in his mouth, he can't close his mouth and drools everywhere. There's no other choice but to put him to sleep.
my cat died and my dog died and my grandfather died but nobody on /r9gay/ ever cared about me
vacuumed the boydemesne today
Feeling good about this thirst trap I took does anyone want to see
>>84259386>she's still hanging in thereDamn that's one tough kitty, she's literally living long enough to bury the others. Puting him to sleep is the best thing to do, story. If it got to that point he's probably in a lot of pain right now. How did the other cat die? So you're down to 7 cats now? Are they all old and decrepit or you have some young one? I'm really not a cat person but I know the pain of losing pets, I had to put my dog down because he had cancer all over, it looked like a cauliflower growing out of his ass, poor thing. It's the saddest reminder of impermanence and arguably the only downside of loving pets. You actually have to say goodbye.
>>84259504thats against the rules>>84259495thats not against the rules but it feels like it is
>>84259429did you tell anyone here about that? Story is known because he has been sharing his neet quest log for years now. Alternatively, do you care about anyone here besides yourself, at all?
my face after looking at anon's penis and butt
>>84259577take a picture pal it'll last longer
>>84259552yea i told everyone and i cared about everyone but they tried to hurt my feelings so now i dont no
You reckon I could buy drugs here?
>>84259626cigarettes and alcohol at least
>>84259626from the black guy barely visible standing to the right with the big NO sign above him? Yes.
>>84259626That guy in the corner looks like he's passing. Approach him and ask: hello, kind sir. Do you happen to be selling narcotic substances of abuse? He will love that
have you ever met anyone from /soc/ and how did it go?
>>84259695ive looked at it 1 or 2 times and it only made me feel sick. why? did you make a friend there
>get into argument with a poster in a general>they come across as petulant and arrogant, and peg them as a young buck with more bark than sense>later on they reveal they're late teens or early 20'severy time. trust your gut, lads.
>>84259767No.. I'm too scared to meet people from online.
>>84259695no but i've had some luck on /trash/
>>84259800I've never browsed trash. I'll give it a look. How do you meet people so easily? What's your strat?
>>84259788yeah true. well i dont think its that scary to meet some friends or whatever but meeting some homo who wants to kiss you is pretty scary
>>84259824i had a very pretty guy want to meet me from another board but i got cold feet and chickened out. i think i might have hurt them in the process. just don't know how to be chill about it and not psyche myself out.
>>84259771who was he who was he anon
>>84259823i don't know about easily, but some generals there have tagmaps that i'd use to contact people locally. most of the time it's a dud, but sometimes you meet someone cool. aside from that, and a bit more of an autistic approach, you can get a feel for recurrent posters of a general and then try and get their contact info if you think there's something worth approaching therebe warned that /trash/ is furfag and fetish central. i don't mind as i'm a furfag (in as far as i consume furslop) but your mileage may vary as a nonfurry
>>84259841i know what you mean, but i dont know what to do either
>>84259844i don't know it's been multiple across multiple generals over the past few months. i just find their feistiness endearing as it shows they still have their youth.
multiplayer games used to have soulnow it's all matchmaking and season pass eternal support deathgrinds where the only you do is hook into a game to get your dailies and weeklies and then stop playing.
>already youthless>already passionless>already crystalizedest>still have decades left to agehow far can it go
>>84259991esports have been a disaster for gaming
>>84260008passion is bullshit. we can still get into stuff even when we're old. even if our neuroplasticity is as malleable as rock and we're getting older, we can still learn to do new things
>>84260033true... life will keep making you learn to do new things even if you wanted to stop
>>84260048in that way, it's better to choose what you learn. better to be proactive than always being on the backfoot waiting for life to teach you things instead.
>>84260056the only problem there is the time to be proactive seems to be a flash. you are still right though
>>84257976are you tall and good with silverware? this could work
>>84260087it can be a whole ordeal to even find the motivation to do something, yeah. I do think turning the preparation process to actually studying/producing something into its own incremental thing that you build up can help with that. I find I have much better success with what I start with once I hone in on something, sit with it for a few days to make sure it's something I want to do and my brain isn't just having a weird fling, and then slowly pulling up resources about it to start planning on how I approach it.
Thinking about building a mind reading device, just a simple one to learn the basics, color change LEDs based on emotions for example. Your thoughts? I can't read them unless you put on the headset.
>>84260127>sit with it for a few days to make sure its something i want to do and my brain isnt just having a weird flingthats funny because for me this type of thought only comes up when i feel the urge to quit something but want to keep doing that thing; its never an early idea. i hope that isnt what you meant too... but i do think i can be mindful of this the next time i get into something. im at a strangely empty time in life right now though
>>84260174i dont want to tell you. i hate wearing headgear D:
>>84260115>are you tall and good with silverware?I am tall. I don't know what the 2nd part means and I'm scared to ask. I do the dishes if that counts.
i have to do the dishes everyday because my sister is a f**king disgusting slob human and id feel bad for making my mom do them
>>84260363It appears we are in the same boat.
>>84257552i will think about conolizing [Cannoli-izing] there>>84259695almost, one timeended up not being able to sneak out to hang out with the guy for the short time he was hereits just as well, i dont think he would have liked me, theres nothing to my personality at allbesides he looked too handsomeive given up on any kind of meetups atp
>>84260363sis moved out and mom still does her dishes sometimes, it's like some people never grow up smdh
>>84260417im glad someone else is living in my cucklife :))>>84260429yeah im actually afraid to know what things looked like when she lived with someone else
>>84260363My sister makes the entire living area including the kitchen sink a mess. Our entire household has always lived on a "clean whats yours, dont clean others" rule set my mom actually scoffs and says "you shouldn't do that" any time I clean or do the dishes in the kitchen and it's not my shit. What inevitability happens is I leave a butter knife or an unbroken down box or can, and then she crashes out on me blaming me for the state of the mess, I clean up whatever 1-5 items I need to, and thats it. I currently haven't spoken to her for weeks, we will see how long it lasts.
>>84260610that is insane. my mom doesnt blame me for cleaning any mess but she gets visibly annoyed at the mess and i dont feel comfortable with that. i wish i could help her more and i wish my sister would f*ck off forever
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rpBPfEgS1bM
>>84260643My mom is the same way, shes worked from home for years, even before the pandemic, and she cant stand the mess. It's a constant source of tension in the household, partly because me and my mom are on the same page, which isolates her. She also has multiple large dogs (who my mom feeds at the correct time whenever my sister out doing shit when the dogs are expecting food) who leave hair on the floor as well as puke, both of which she doesn't clean, often for weeks. They also get "dog ice cream" after every meal, which come in these cups, which she does not pick up afterwards. She empties her pockets on the kitchen table when she gets home, like its her desk or nightstand, which accumulates the same as a nightstand or desk can/does. She actually used the kitchen table as her own personal desk with a monitor and console on it from the start of January until about 1-2 weeks ago. I would try to clean but shes a nasty bitch, it doesn't help her and only lets her get away with it, and it would be a part time job. So even though I maybe should for my moms sake, I'm firmly against the idea. It gets even more insane really but ill stop venting stupid personal shit. The overall sentiment is the same:>i wish my sister would f*ck off forever
>tfw no clean bf who doesnt make a mess
>>84260704>listening to the ai sloppa
clean room bubble boy bf who never goes outside
>>84260836https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-ygaETYkfUM
>>84260233But you need to because you're a special boy T_T
>>84260429Ok thank you well adjusted grown up poster of r9k, we love our neuro typicals here.
>>84260836>listening to ai shota
>>84259539I will be down to 7 cats in a couple hours. The first one had heart failure as I was told. No idea until the very end when she suddenly couldn't walk and could barely breathe. Ironically enough that was this cat's mother cat.
>>84261401i had the same thing happen to one of my cats. my mom found him meowing for help unable to walk and they said it was his heart and put him down. i wasnt there but seems like the exact same thing. anyway, are you gonna be getting new ones or?
>>84261814I leave about 20 minutes. As for more cats, no I still have the 7, even when the original cancer cat goes I'll still have 6. That's more than enough. If I'm still kicking when they're all gone I might get another one or two but that's it. I have way too many, even mom realized that before she passed.
>>84261842yeah i assume you dont need more but i also assume youre accustom to living a certain way as well. are you getting them all cremated and keeping the remains or letting the cet keep them? my mom was too upset and let them keep our cat. it does seem easier in a way to just let them go and that be that. plus youll be in urn city if they all get cremated
>>84261898I got the one that died two weeks ago cremated and have the ashes. It was 225$ for the cremation though. I thought about just burying the one today but there's no way my hips will tolerate that level of work so I guess I'll be dong the same with him as I did with the one before.
>>84261926yeah its really stupid expensive to cremate small animals. i dont know what its like to be in your body but i think that its stepping away from opportunities like this that led your body to be so dysfunctional to begin with, and that theres no way you cant manage to dig a couple feet into the ground even if youre sitting down every 10 minutes or something. you can use your own body weight to cut into the earth and scoop it after. doesnt require that much more movement than walking if you really need to do it that way. you can do cremation if you want, but you should frankly be digging holes anyway, so. and you will need to at some point probably. i hope the cats at least having a nice final few hours, did you make it a nice final meal or anything? not that it can probably eat much :\
Waa where husbie meow waaaaaaaa!!!!
>>84262005it's done, at least he's no longer in pain. 500$ for both euthanasia and cremation. You don't even want to know what I've spent in vet bills over the past 2 weeks. I only ever use my credit card as I'm too adhd to mess to with cash and I very nearly maxed it out if I didn't pay some on the bill last night. I probably could dig a grave for him but it would take me a while and I have no place to keep the body cold while I do so. As for spoiling him in his last days he got all the canned food he would eat and even some chicken from the deli but he wasn't big on human food.
>>84262875you two are quite cute.
>>84262875congrats on finding your true love!
>>84262875the pure bond between you two is beautiful !
>>84262875heh, you guys look really good next to each other~~ !! cutest couple ever ! ! ! <3
>>84262875simply fantastic. ill be cheering for you both.. forever.
He um does know you two are dating now right, little yandere?
This larp is alright the samefagging is a nice touch
>>84262881>>84262886>>84262898>>84262909>>84262920thank you every1 for your kind words!!! im glad to have everyones support!!! (^_^) we r starting off kind of slow but ill make him notice me! definitely! its not a distant dream or a fated promise.. its a plan to capture his heart!!!
actually retarded larp
>>84263138lol why is it a different teacher from yesterday? also why would u have the same class 2 days in a row?
>>84263154because he's likely an underageb& still in HS where you do have the same classes every day.
>>84263213i've never heard of a hs that has the same classes every day. every hs i've known has had different periods that alternate days
>>84263288In the US when I was in hs we had the same classes every day.
>>84263138stop being such a creepy coward and ask him out already so you can find out he's straight and speedrun youthful disillusionment with your sexuality
>>84263301i grew up in the US too. you had all of your subjects every single day? i dont know how youd cover the material with any depth. 1 class clown will ruin a whole days progress
>>84263366try being schooled in an urban environment. the courteous niggers would camp in the corner and do their own thing while everyone else studied, and the rest of them would make their existence everyone else's problem. I just dropped out of highschool and got my GED instead
>wake up>2026: year 2 of the Trump presidency, month 2 of ""ww3"">beautiful spring day>the economy still exists>america still exists>fill up my car for less than 80 dollars>grocery store isnt missing a single item>draft announcement nowhere to be seen>blue wave fizzled outcanadians, communists, and europeons feel free to leave your apology here
>>84263138I look like this but i have even more autistic tics
>>84263757Pedophile cuck kys
>>84263757>our retarded decisions haven't imploded the country so they must have been goodso trve sister, just like how russia has absolutely walloped ukraine in their 1300 day SMO
>>84263853>>84263868>IM SORRY>SO SO SORRYno problem bros just dont get so worked up next time
mm youtube is really annoying me with this infinite loading whenever i want to watch more than 1 video without restarting firefox
>>84264032same except i'm using brave. have to refresh the page or else it'll never load.
>>84264036theyre probably trying to make us watch ads
my eyes are sore but only when i look up
meanwhile on firefox I still get no ads with maybe a small 1-2 second pause between videos.
would you date a boy obsessed with thinkpads?
>>84264449maybe he can teach me a thing or two about tinkering
>>84264449i dont know what a thinkpad is
Im a man but I look like this on the inside
>>84264636the coolest laptops
>>84264659please dont post nasty or disfigured girls here we only like cute girls
>>84264701why is it so small i could crush this thing in my hand
>>84264711well it's me on the inside and I'm not particularly attractive
My brain just isn't made for wave based games no matter how fun the gameplay is
my brain isnt made for existing it wants to kill itself so bad
I'd give anything just to pet my kitty again, I miss him :(.
>>84265726does it tho or does it just hate where it's at and can't stand to be there anymore
>>84257050Im not gay, a lot of them arent, and even for the ones that are, this thread almost acts as an enclave against androgyny and other tranny adjacent forms of faggotry. Like half the guys in here are just normal looking masculine hairy men posting about wanting to fuck other normal looking masculine hairy men.
>>84265813*turns you gay*sry what was that
>>84256418If it is any consolation, when I look at a huge monster dick, I think that I may never be sexy enough to deserve such a thing.The feeling of inadequacy is mutual, you know between tops and bottoms. We've both got our issues.
>>84266026Dont be a masculine normal looking hairy man if you want to try that on
>>84266058i try whatever i want oni'm just not very effeminate so it's usually only normal guy clothes
>>84266057yes but you still crave that monster cock. a small dicked top can never truly be loved on wanted on this own.
>>84266107just find a bottom who likes small dicks. desu if you're at least longer than 4 inches you'll survive. i'm sorry to say lower than that and the bottom life may sadly be a necessity
>>84266107Yeah, but my point is, what is a bottom is fugly?Like, what if he's so ugly that no guy wants to fuck him?I'd wager there's a good deal of those here.
Bought a transformer today (impulsively) I am a manchild...
>>84266202brad since when do you like hazbin hotel
Seems like the only thing I spend money on are the cats, the vet bills for the past two weeks or so have been a lot.
>>84266202what kind of animal does he transform into
>>84266211I just saw it and thought it looked cute.>>84266215A truck.
>>84266229uhh i'm gonna have to see a cladogram how does that relate to the bumblebee
i dont know how to be a fun person :(
>>84264449depends how cool his thinkpads are, and whether or not he runs Arch
>>84266470why do you need to be one
>>84266593it doesn't feel nice being boring and unfunny
How do I talk some boomer/homeless person into letting me use their face for the stupid fucking grindr age verification video shit?
>>84266651you don't need to be fun for either
>>84264082yes. "experiencing interruptions" is because of ads. mpv+yt-dlpmaxx btw
>tfw no big spoon bf for cold nights
>tfw no small spoon bf for rainy nights
I don't understand why I think that anime girls can be cute, but I don't find real bitches attractive at all. It had me think I might be bisexual for a while. I don't know why I'm like this.
>tfw no cock leer implant bf
>>84266202very jelly i wanna blow my whole paycheck on the o but i dont have anywhere to put models
>need frot bf
Size difference frotting with fbf...
i hate how sexual gays are. The fact you all have allowed yourselves to degenerate makes it so unlikely that you'll ever find true love. Even just joking about 'twink penis XD' is harmful to your psyche.
>>84268275>i hate how sexual gays arelollmao
my twink bf loves when i joke about his big twink penis
>>84268275Nibba I have only degenerated in completely asexual ways (wasting away with no bf and no sex).
>Tfw no yellow bf who worships me beacause I'm White so I don't have to put any effort in and sexo raceplay sex
>>84268275damn crazy you lived this long and haven't met a straight dude
WOO, I GOT THE DAGOTH UR CAPTCHA
>>84268275>men are sexualpicrel
>>84268355there's nothing wrong with being sexually active, but god damn there is this dionysian worship of muh twinks and muh rape, you are not going to find a long-term bf that way. You are not going to be a good long-term bf that way.All you are doing is corrupting yourselves, and corrupting others.There is nothing wrong with being gay. There is nothing wrong with having sex with your boyfriend. But this onanistic sex talk needs to end.
>>84268365glad you could drop in here with your longterm bf to inform us all on how it's done
>>84268365youre either trolling or retarded. /r9gay/ is fundamentally apollonian. this general stands in direct contrast to every other hedonistic enclave of homosexuals irl, on this website, and everywhere else. seminaries in latin america are more homosexuality dionysian. regardless, dionysianism is both inevitable and fundamentally healthy in balance; if anything this thread is suffocatingly and unhealthily analytical and in our heads- it goes in the other direction. fuck off nigger.
diogenes or something
in athens whatever happened there
>>84268365Nobody brought up twinks or rape, that was you.
>>84268453>WHATEVER HAPPENED THERE?! WHATEVER HAPPEND THER-
>tfw no intercrural gay bf
i didnt know thigh fucking had a clinical term
I'd like to say I'm damaged.But I'm pretty sure the damage is just looking at reality.And everywhere I turn is simply one more person who would be upset with me pointing out the obvious that they don't ever want to think about let alone entertain the idea of.The world exists at the behest of high-trust good natured men.The more of them that are literally or even just figuratively killed the worse the world becomes.Without them everyone is just wallowing in the muck.The other things are not good of nature.They can only be threatened into acting good for fear of consequences.When you remove the threats their true nature shows itself and is on display for all the world to see.ANY attempt to show ANYONE what they are is met with>It doesn't matter>It is what it is>I can't accept thatNothing but denial or apathy.It is un-fucking-reasonable to expect sympathy from me or anyone else when the delusion you are engaging in results in just one self-inflicted strike after another.Stop being such a fucking dipshit and recognize who and what in the fuck those things are!Cherish what you have you absolute mongrel.
Me, personally? I love vagueposting.
i dont like vagueposting i just like to vent about my loneliness and such despite it not helping
>>84268618its THEE gay sex of greece. or at least the most common one. the most /r9gay/ too
vase sex niggas always look so done with lifei got this wrong, so sad
https://youtu.be/sGD3w3GI8_ANickel's back and he is full of rage. Shouldn't have made fun of xim back in the day, now you're going to hell
An online friend of mine bought me these yay I'm veri happi
meow got simps buying him plushies. Wish I could have that.
death be upon those who insult the prophet twink top
ive been trying to start an onlyfans but its too difficult
>driving to school to pick up my top bf >his friends ask if I'm his dad
I wonder if my future son's friends will tease him for how creepy his dad is
Do you ever stop and think about how the world fundamentally runs on child abuse? The parent-child power dynamic is inherently abusive and we enable it systemically for no reason other than that we need more bodies and this is the easiest way to get them, regardless of how it harms the child.
>>84270108So what are you supposed to let children run free with no structure? Is making sure they can't eat anything but dino nuggies and ice cream abuse?
>>84270108wow thats so crazy. if you stop and think about it youre a terrible person- i mean, the you-food dynamic is inherently exploitative, abusive, and parasitic, and you enable it by eating food for no other reason than your selfish desire to live, regardless of how it harms the food.
>>84270115Great question! There are no stupid questions. And you should probably know the answer to that, and a lot more, before you're allowed to have access to a child. Instead of just letting anyone who wants to have total power and control over a vulnerable little individual with no ability to protect itself.
>>84270159That's actually a great point! I'm not sure if you're being facetious but you're correct, actually. There are two coherent, reasonable positions around meat: either it's never acceptable to eat, even cows and chickens, OR, it's always acceptable, even eating other people is no different. Eating a pig but not a man is incoherent and hypocritical. Neither of the morally consistent options are really practical though, so we all just hypocritical for practical reasons. It's exactly the same type of situation. Very good anon!
nope. forget meat. plants are life too nigger. you WILL learn how to photosynthesize or you will shoot yourself in the head.
Do you ever stop and think about how the world fundamentally runs on metal abuse? The metal-society power dynamic is inherently abusive and we enable it systemically for no reason other than that we need more metal and this is the easiest way to get it, regardless of how it harms the metal.
Do you ever stop and think about how the world fundamentally runs on PHYTOPLANKTON abuse? The PHYTOPLANKTON-earth power dynamic is inherently abusive and we enable it systemically for no reason other than that we need more BIODIVERSITY and this is the easiest way to get it, regardless of how it harms the PHYTOPLANKTON.
>mid-wit plebbitor mad lib the funniest shit ever
>tfw no bf to hold hands with when we cross the street
killing anti-natalists in the street (it's okay i'm just stopping the cycle of abuse)
>>84270355Your dedication to being retarded is impressive but misguided. Ultimately the person being harmed most is everybody else, but you're being harmed too and that's not nothing.
shit nobody cares about hue
>>84269191He's a friend not a simp
your friend is a simp...
Those poor plushies are gonna have to watch meow take BBC in his hairy hole again and again.
>>84269097Aren't 4 of them the same fucking thing
Big dick small dreamsFag thread all inSix feet balls deep
wageberg starts soon
>>84270399nice dream I'll never have
My favorite part in gay sex is that part where the bottom accidentally farts and sprays diarrhea all over the top's dick.
What bottoms are you getting with??
>>84271130that only happens when the bottom doesn't clean out their ass properly.
>>84271130My favorite part of a tranny's life is when he hangs himself and gets put in a male casket.
>>84270933I'm still a virgin>>84271063It's intentional, they're litlle poss babies for the bigger one I already have
>>84271189Take pics when you get them, they look cute.
>>84271277Sure yay I washed their mama today the water was all yellow yuck
>>84271149>random obsessed trans mention out of nowhereI think the anons like this are the ones who are trannies in denial and will end up transitioning at 35.
>>84271286stop pissing on your plushies meow, jk. Sweat and stuff builds up on them.
>>84271315Yeah I sleep with her every night it's probably sweat from me squeezing her paw
>>84271337meow sleeps with a girl every night...
>>84271391Yeah I'm saving my sleeping-with-a-manginity for my fbf
>>84271149lmaothey really do that
>>84271403You have no boy plushies meow?
>>84271515I do, I just don't sleep with ems
>>84271616Poor boy plushies, forced to watch and never cuddle with their master.
storyanon status
>>84271656Missing my cat and trying to avoid getting fast food for dinner.
>>84271143I hate this comic. Nice to see another fan
>>84271674why are trying to avoid that
>>84271703Because 1 I need to eat better and 2 I need to save money. I spent over 2k in vet bills in the past month.
>>84271715saving money is pointless with rising inflation bro if you dont buy the burger for $5 today its going to be $6 tomorrow
>>84271750Better to eat my 4 dollar frozen pizza than spend 8-10 on fast food.
>>84271687I love seeing ferris fuck up his faglationships at every turn. Next up he's totally going to alienate Owen. Can't wait
>>84271789I don't follow this comic but they could just do a polycule, they seem to be all the rage in the lgbt community.
>>84271767spend the 10 today while you still can and start making your own pizza to lower expenses ez
>>84271796Ferris is pretty pathetic insecure and cowardly so he may pitch that to Owen (his current boyfriend he doesn't actually want to be with but sticks with because he's too much of a weak coward to break it off). stay tuned and you may see just how grim a faggot's life can get!
>>84271805I've already spent the 4 dollars though. and you know I'll never make my own pizza. That's way too much work.
>>84271650I cuddle with em just not while I sleep
>>84271674what was your cats names
>>84271975the 9 were >buddy>coco who were the ones that passed, still living are>Emerald >Edelstein >Bethany>Sissy>Cricket>Jack>Tiger.
>go to get a haircut>specifically tell the guy what I want>he doesn't listen>go to a new guy and ask for him to fix it and tell him specifically what I want>he doesn't listen>now it's too short to fix unless I buzz itcool now I get to look stupid as fuck for three months
>>84249144i want to make a cute boy whimper with my cock
>>84271811Desu I think he's unironically going to get attached to Owen (because of his recent behavior >>84271687) and then Owen will be the one to break up with him. Bleak
>tfw 30 year old daddy twink
>>84272084I know it's going to be great
you have a time machine, from what year do you kidnap a bf from?
the year 2100
I didn't expect second season to live up to my expectations but it did. Immediately I was reminded of why I love the show so much. Really enjoy that slice of life feel that made time pass so slow yet I think it was faster paced because they had multiple stories in an episode. The lack of action was mostly a positive but my god when the time comes they overdeliver. I do feel like a dumb kid crying so much watching it tho
>>84271297>35Story how are you holding up buddy?>>84272056>failed to explain himself well twiceAnon...
>meet mtf troon from here from a thread about warframe >start erelationship >hes the single most gaslighty, manipulative person ive ever dated, even counting the 18year old guy that i dated irl and faked his death when i was 17i know i shouldn't have gone along with this to begin with, especially knowing how a lot of people here on r9k are. i just couldn't help kt, as im a touch starved and affection srarved mess. it got to the point where id literally flinch when he messaged me as i knew it was likely going to result in me accidentally saying the wrong thing and starting a huge fight. i shared too much, and im afraid now of being doxxed or of the fucker trying to convince my online gaming friends that im insane and need to be locked away, as hes already tried it. is there something i can do or do i just have to accept this as is?
>>84272872I'm not going to transition if that's what you're getting at. As for holing up I am, I'm just waiting to get my kitty's ashes back, hopefully tomorrow.
>>84272879dealing with bpdemons is scary stuff anon, sorry. worst that ever happened to me was one of them posting my dick pics in a public place as a gotcha. they'll get bored of you and then move onto their next target. they probably dumped you with a lot of affection to get you in their sphere before starting the bpd routine. they'll find another target soon enough just stay away
>>84272992sounds like exactly whats happened, unfortunately. i hope they let go sooner rather than later, as theyre actively making threads about me and accusing me of things that aren't true or are completely missing context. its very surreal.
>>84273007as hard as it might be to do, just turning this site off for a bit and finding something else to do while letting them do their thing may be the best thing. it's not on you, man. people with bpd just have a lot wrong with them.
>>84273023thanks for the advice and support anon. i think i will actually do that. have a good day/night.
>>84273029good luck. remember that this stuff won't matter in a week, or a month, or later on. this is just another life lesson. have a good daynight
yt decided to recomend me my old hs era music. guess emo story is back for a bit.
>>84272992btw not all bpd diagnosed are demons that will bring you misery, look for the shit behaviors not for diagnosis plss
>>84273220if someone is willing to be up front about it and consequently implicitly allow their actions to be observed under a fine microscope, then fair. you can't be manipulated as easy if you're aware it could be happening and all that.
>>84273255oh i do tell everyone. can see how some wouldnt tho due to fear of the stigma. btw the bpd "high" with that strong affection out of nowhere isnt possibly sustainable, there will always be comedown afterwards. don't instantly get attached to that high, watch for lows. i think if bpd person truly cares about you they will do their best to direct it inwards each time or hide until next peak
I'm watching Invincible and they keep talking about Upstate University, getting into Upstate, going to Upstate with my girlfriend. It's a transfer university, high schoolers can't go there. You have to transfer from another university as a junior or have your undergrad degree already. FOOLS.
>>84273220incorrect. very sorry, but you all need to be avoided at all costs as if you are a monstrous creature looking to strip flesh from bone.i am sorry you have it, though. despite my hatred towards bpdnigs
>>84273325desu anyone lovebombing is a redflag, even if they're bpd or not. there's honeymoon phase, and then there's saying you love someone after only knowing them for a few days.
>>84273598>as if you are a monstrous creature looking to strip flesh from boneyeah but like... it doesnt have to be your bone, we can chew on our own bones too>anyone lovebombing is a redflagtrue i should probably learn to stifle the high too a bit
>>84273621forgot to click>>84273636
>>84273621i always start talking about our plans to live together after 10 or 20 mins
>>84273662nice bro keep them on the backfoot but don't forget to then talk about hating them and threatening to kill them soon after to keep them guessing
I'll lay a nigga down and I won't give a fuck bro. On crip.
>>84273668also stuff like this is not premeditated btw, its a failure to control blame for unreasonable extremely bad feels, we can force it onto ourselves or dispel it slowly which is really hard
>>84273636>it doesnt have to be your bone, we can chew on our own bones tooi purposefully did not specify whose bones for this reason. i understand that its not easy for the person with bpd anymore than it is for the people they hurt.i dislike my hatred for you types, as i know you didnt choose it and are suffering as well. but i have simply been hurt too much by them.
>>84273738is ok anon, i just felt like trying to make it a bit easier for us demonic monsters. sometimes i feel like ill be alone forever partially due to stigma around this no matter what i do. cant say its not justified though
>>84273763if you hit it off with someone well, it shouldn't be a big issue. if you have it under control, it should hopefully not be the dealbreaker for a prospective partner.
>>84273796thanx thinking that eases me abitbtw our sense of control is wonky and inconsistent, feel like for us its more about letting go without taking drastic action when its bad
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