>get a job in a field i dont care about because i cant find a dev job>1 hour and 30 minute commute>open office space>the only person in the office that cannot maintain eye contact or talk let alone make friends>literally have nothing to do for months on end and can barely pretend to be working i feel like puking whenever i think of my first job situationthis experience might make me a perma neet when i eventually get fired
did you just stop searching/applying to jobs?
>>84271488i dedicate a few my work hours applying for jobs every dayand no I'm not getting any replies back"doing what you're supposed to do" is pure goycattle humiliation ritual at this point id rather drop off of society or die than do this shit
>>84271507good luck on finding something more comfortable... but you should have picked a more masculine profession
>>84271570>but you should have picked a more masculine professionid literally be the butt of every jokeim a low t loser
It's obvious that you just need to be better at pretending to be working
>>84271681its pointless id rather get fired than engage in this ritual all i want in life right now is to have a job where i actually do something useful and not be stuck in traffic for 3 hours every dayalso fake jobs like this have 0 skill and the only way to climb up the ladder is to socialize and be known around the office which i cant dothats why all the dumb whores have all the high positions here
>>84271719Well what's stopping you from getting yourself fired?
>>84271472A job where you have nothing to do sounds great, can you not use the time to learn or watch something to pass the time?
>>84271928>can you not use the time to learn or watch something to pass the time?i try to but having an open office space makes me unable to focus + i hate the fact that people are always behind me talking and probably looking at me coding and being autistc instead of socializing like everyone else
