Happy Misaki Friday brosThis past week has been kind of ass for me, but I got some important tasks done and I've been saving.How've you been?
>>84286651A misaki riding my dick and tenderly making out with me for like only 3 days would fix me
>>84286651I failed multiple attempts of getting a job and now feel completely demoralised I fucking hate hr, i hate that i have to sell myself into the slavery and it being treated like a goddamned privilege
Not good. Life hasn't been particularly kind to me the last few years. I haven't give up yet, though, but if I were to die tonight I wouldn't mind.
>>84286651>but I got some important tasks done and I've been savingWell, at least there were some positive things. I hadn't classes this week so it was great, I had plenty of time. At the same time, I'm overstimulated with dopamine (vidya & 'chan) and that's making me sad. I'm very addicted to my PC and need to regain control over my life asap... I still want to read some books and write some short stories... I need to do that! Also, I've been wondering whether my life will improve for good someday. If things keep going on like that I'm sure it won't change. I hope it changes, though.Sorry for my blogpost. Hope you guys are doing great.
>>84286651Pretty shit week. I need to stop procrastinating and make some progress on my projects. I've been so lazy.I'm going to the liquor store and when I get back I'm going to work on my projects.
>>84286651Paid off my loans, need one more bill to pay and I'm a free man. Don't know what I'm going to do with my life now that I don't have money stress as a distraction from the pain
>>84287620>Paid off my loans, need one more bill to pay and I'm a free man.Congratulations manFuck this jewish interest crap
>>84286651I bought the Megaman starforce legacy collection.Next week I might buy some horror games like fatal frame 2 remake, white day and clock tower 2.
>>84286651I'm glad that your week was well anon. Mine was shit, I was violently ill for half of it and have been in a melancholy since. I'll probably do some ketamine this weekend which usually eases my depression for a week or so before it comes back, in which time I'll hope to be productive and reach out to my uni. I'm hoping that I can return next year, just on academic probation.
>>84286651I've spent the week in my cave ruminating. I keep telling myself how lucky I am to be a neet on autismbux but I think 6 years with zero social interaction might be getting to me yet I can't even get myself to use text chat in games.Also been playing Alan Wake 2, isn't as good as the first imo, and writing about all the experiences that I think made me become a recluse
Spent all week thinking about the bishop's daughter. Haven't showered once.
pretty bad still fighting cancer in the hospital and been a month already since my r9k bf cheated and broke up with me and im still stuck thinking about him daily like a lovesick fool, sad times
>>84286651i quit my freelancer job to do doordash, FUCK remaining standing all day long.
