I did everything right and got nothing. I was told that my school bullies were just losers who had a bad home life and who would turn out to be failures in life. Instead they are all rich, married, well off and succesful. They have hot wives, healthy children, nice jobs, nig houses and are still friends with their HS school chumps. Im 37, make 59k a year, live with my parents and Im an acollohic. Np wife, gf or kids. I never got into trouble once in school, always did my homework, serve dmy country and in the military an I got nothing for it. I was lied too. I was lied to by my mum, byt the system, by school by everyone. I was raised to be a pussy, a bitch, a good boy. So scared of breaking the rules or getting into trouble I couldnt even defend myself or voice an opinion or fight back. And even if I did, I was shut down and destroyed. Not the bullies though.I want to start shooting things. I was selected by the system to be a failure and thats ot fair. I wasnt allowed to fight my way out of or change my path in life because whenever I did, whenever I showed the slightest hint of rebellion I was destroyed. Not like the class clown or bully who gets in trouble and its just stock standard patterns of life, when I did it it was like the world ended. Everyone was shocked and no one tolerated it. And thats bullshit. I want revenge.
>>84295373Just go to Thailand to fuck a random ladyboy. Bet you'll see life in brighter lights.
>>84295399>just become a faggot, goyimNo jew. I am going to impregnate a fertile white woman ans create a legacy and use it to destroy you. Because I deserve it.
>>84295373tfw got to fuck my HS bullytalk about catharsis lol
>>84295408>I am going to impregnate a fertile white womanOk, living-with-parents 37yo alcoholic.
>>84295415>tfw got to fuck my HS bullySlut. Thus proving that its ok when does it. I bet you rejected loads of nice guys like me.
>>84295415Alright fine give us the story anon
>>84295373Amazing tits. And her having a double chin makes her feel attainable. Very hot lady.
My school bully was a deeply disturbed closeted homo, which is why I feel pity for him more than anything. He tried to bury the gay with violent fake bravado but as cliche as it gets, the cracks slowly show until it shattered into a "a-anon, what would you do if I- I mean your son was gay" question while he was beating me to a pulp. It was then that I knew that despite all his rage, he was just a gay little rat in a hypermasculine household cage
>>84295373i understand your fury OP, and if you knew the source of my rage you would realize that your situation isn't entirely terrible.your parents let you live with them so you can save up money. save up that money. use it to upgrade yourself. switch addictions from alcohol to weed at the very least so you don't suffer from brain or liver damage. withdrawals are also different and weed withdrawals are more manageable.you could also try an SSRI or gabapentin or whatever.there are people with shit jobs that make no money at all. you're making decent money. i know people who can't even take care of their bills. i know people who are getting arrested and in jail. you've avoided some absolute nightmares and you need to remember you're not terribly positioned for your age. you're not 57.
>>84295431>I bet you rejected loads of nice guys like me.I did yeah. I can't help what Im attracted too.
>>84295442Her parents cut her off after she got expelled from college, and after burning through friends she turned to me. I supported her living with me in exchange for sex. She still bullied and treated me like shit though lmao>>84295431I'm a guy you faggot
>>84295373If you are going to do anything drastic at least make sure it's not a place filled with random fuckers like a wallmart, okay? I'm rooting for you bro
>>84295473>She still bullied and treated me like shit though lmaoThat's kinda hotWas the sex good?
>>84295473You getting bullied by a girl is way more gay than fucking dudes.
>>84295448i always wondered how closet homos cope with that life as an adult and then you see the news about kristi noem's husband.
>>84295480Take the dick out of your mouth when you're posting >>84295478I mean, from the perspective of me who was miserably bullied by her, it was good to me. Objectively probably not because she had a sour attitude about the whole thing, even if I could get her off
>>84295373You are hyper focused on the bully aspect (prob narc low self esteem posturing larp) but if it isn't then it's simply you are not successful.
>>84295591>it's simply you are not successful.Because I was made to be that way. The bullies were selected to be successful and I was chosen to fail. How can you win when the game is rigged?
isnt that sort of shit they tell you more so meant to motivate you to actually do shit, rather then expect that to happen. Its still a dumb thing to say but if you're gonna just mope around and do fuck all its kind of on you at this point
>>84295619>Its still a dumb thing to say but if you're gonna just mope around and do fuck all its kind of on you at this pointNo its on them. Why play when the game is rigged? People who break the rules and refuse to conform should be punished and ostracised. People who obey an the rules and be good boys should be rewarded with success. This isnt the same as people claiming descrimination based on race or gender. They deserve to fail. Not me.
>>84295634why reward a fish for swimming, following rules isnt an achievement.
>>84295373They did that shit to me too, they wanted you to be a good boy, so you'd be an obedient and diligent slave to the system. It didn't work on me though, because 1) my graduation year was 2009 [Great Recession says, "You're not entitled to be a slave"] and 2) I attempted to kill myself as a result. After that, my dad stopped trying to pressure me into being a "strong and smart princess" and my mom stopped pushing for me to be a "good girl". I went bad to survive, because I *HAD* to. I don't regret it since, I have a mind-broken Chad husband now. It's fucking great, I'm richer than my parents who toiled hard in this country for 20 years and my 4.0 GPA sister who is now chronically unemployed.
>>84295669*I didn't mind break him though, the unfairness of this country against successful white men did.
>>84295676was about to say that sounded fucked lmaotheres definitely a hentai or something out there of some chick mindbreaking a rich dude into a husband/slave
>>84295679There definitely is somewhere out there, lol.
You still get the chance to make an example of someone later on in life. My bullying has made me ruthless towards the class of person that bullied me. Basically if a meth head steals my shit he's getting hunted, scalped and tortured in various ways. Shove my fingers straight into his eyes. Grind his face on the pavement and sand it.None of this in adulthood in my own Kingdom, I am the lord now.
Teacher here.Bullying has a lot of causes. One thing that is not talked about very much (but is pretty obvious) is that often bullied kids have personalities and traits of behaviour that massively alienate and irritate others. They cannot read the room or think about what is appropriate or at least try to fit in. So, they receive hostility and meanness from others. I have stopped bullying before and come down on it hard. I cannot make people like certain kids. Have had to have words with kids like >yeah so this thing that you do where you try and muscle into other friendship groups and tell people how to do things ect. That is not working for you stop doing it. Or >I think sometimes you need to keep thoughts to yourself. >Getting upset and wound up and trying to explain to someone why calling you a fag is hurtful will not work. They will just find it funny and carry on. >just shrug it off and go play with someone else.
>>84295611True I never should of chosen to waste my life in Texas. I'm leaving now and going to be happy
The moment someone says they were bullied I know they are a weak little faggot bitch. People do not get bullied for no reason. They get bullied because they irritate others, say weird shit, think they are better, are whiny annoying faggots.
>>84295750The teachers and other students always told me to "just ignore it", even though ignoring them doesn't stop their behavior. When I got beaten up 2 against 1 by a girl who was stalking me, the teachers didn't do shit about that either. Thanks for telling your side of the story anyway. And yeah it makes sense, because most bullied kids grow up weird and unsuccessful.
>>84295778My ex gf stalked me and then finally showed up and confused her love for me
>>84295772now that i think about it i wasnt really bullied, or even had a 'main bully' most that happen was i tried fighting some other kid and after that we were kinda just chill, not hostile towards each other or anything. by high school i mostly just kept to myself and no one really tried picking on me
>>84295772>>84295820meant to add that there might be some truth in what you said lol
>>84295750I have teachers openly side with the bullies lots of times, because the bully was the charismatic/cool kid and I was the ugly loser. Worse thing was I would get bullshit from the teachers like "just be a good boy" or "just ignore them" or the bullshit in OP. Teachers are part of the problem.
>>84295877Yeah, hard agree with you here, that happened to me too. Certain teachers would straight up resent that I got good grades too.
>>84295649>following rules isnt an achievement.Why reward a fish for not swimming/Yes it is. Breaking them isn't an achievement. Imagine being so dumb you cant follow basic instructions and conventions.
>>84295886No it's fucking not an achievement. Some people HAVE to break the rules to swim upwards in a system that is stacked against them. I experienced this as a 3.5 GPA Asian American, so I know what I am talking about.
>>84295750>often bullied kids have personalities and traits of behaviour that massively alienate and irritate others.1. Ne we dont2. Too fucking badKids dont get to be the sherrif of the school yard and snuff out off behaviors. Not liking sports and prefering warhammer shouldnt mean you get to be truamtised. >They cannot read the room We don't have too/Dont want too. The room is wrong. Youre just a coiward like most teachers who wpuld rather have the bullies attack the victims than have waves caused that would would disrupt the balance of power and force you to have to actually police the situation, which is your fucking job. Most bullying occurs because a stronger kid picks on a weaker kid. Thats it. And the system turns a blind eye to it until the weaker snaps. Because you cant have the weaklings rising up and realising they actually do have the ability to be strong. Because then they would go on to be succesful and statis quo of the world order would be turned upside down. >>yeah so this thing that you do where you try and muscle into other friendship groups and tell people how to do things ect. That is not working for you stop doing it.Or>I think sometimes you need to keep thoughts to yourself.>Getting upset and wound up and trying to explain to someone why calling you a fag is hurtful will not work. They will just find it funny and carry on.>just shrug it off and go play with someone else.How about>STOP PICKING ON THAT KID RIGHT NOW BEFORE I EXPEL YOUR ASS!
>>84295779>confessed her love for me
>>84295890>Bully spottedYeah it is. Fuck you, you dont deserve anything you have. >Some people HAVE to break the rules to swim upwardsNo they dont, swim the same way as everyone else as per the rules. If you cant succeed than that just means you are the loser and Im the winner. Stupid ADHD weirdo.
>>84295902Indubitably based, my good sir anon.
>>84295910Not a bully, was bullied everywhere I went as a child, preteen and teenager. And fuck no, you can't force me to be chronically unemployed "following the rules", like what happened to my goody two shoes obedient and submissive virginal 4.0 GPA little sister. Fuck yo punk ass, fuck yo mama, fuck yo gramms.
>>84295772>People do not get bullied for no reason.Yes we do. I got bullied first day of my new school. I was just sitting at my desk. You just dont care because you were werent affected by it and or were probably a bully yourself. The biggest problem is the system protects bullies yet punishes the victims. I remember when I stood up for my myself. Everyone and I mean everyone turned on me. The teachers, the school, my friends and even my parents. I was threatened with everything from prison to having my life ruined, principle writing a report against me that he spread througout the district etc. I was made to realise that standing up for myself and causing trouble for everyone else was worse than being bullied. I wa smade to apologize in front of the whole grade and then the bullying continued more. I was in year 5 ffs. What kind of teacher is willing to go to the much effort to crush and 11yo's life.
>>84295910And btw, sybau you don't know what true suffering is and you don't know anything about anyone. You shouldn't talk with an empty head and no life experience.
>>84295933Shutup nigger. Go play football or something.
>>84295937Wrong race, brainlet. I'm asian american.
>>84295945>I'm asian american. LOL gook
>>84295953Why do you hate Asians, anon?
>>84295926Sorry that happened to you, anon. Now that that happened to you, go MGTOW and become a fucking nihilist. The world is your oyster now, because it fucking owes you. Shuck it good and shuck it hard, anon. Good luck.
Also, everyone in this thread needs to read Justine: Virtue Well Punished written by the Marquis de Sade. There's a reason why Napoleon persecuted him for his beliefs: because it was the truth. You're welcome, I didn't even charge you guys for this.
>>84295967Ive been MGTOW before MGTOW had its current resurgence. Those ideas have been around since at least 2006.
>>84296013Good, we as a society need more "losers" to turn nihilistic and realize that they are owed everything and that they deserve all the things they want. Once we "losers" stop being subjugated by our bully overlords and stop being their slaves, they'll soon realize that they have to clean their own toilets, vote for their own politicians, raise their own kids and care about society by themselves.
>>84295877>because the bully was the charismatic/cool kid and I was the ugly loser.This right here. It should be illegal to use charisma. Life should be based on what you know how how charming you are. Normies would be scrwed if that happened.
>>84295373God, Nadine's jugs were legendary. And they've only gotten better as she's become a fat milf
>>84295373School needs to be about learning and nothing else. If it were up to me school would be maths, english, science and the history. Nothing else. No sport, no extra curricula activities. Just show up, shut up, sit still and regurgitate the information the teacher gives you. Instead of sport there would be a rigorous military tyle fitness program.I know for a fact that none of the football players I went to HS with could handle spending a week on a military base in the cold and rain. They were tough guys on a sports field but not when it really counted. Everything would be based on individual merit. Any deviation to this system would result in expulsion and a life time working in the coal mines. This would result in all the out going kids losing their minds and dropping out and allowing the quiet controlled kids like me to excel and becomes the leaders of society as God intended.
>>84296222Leaders of society need to be charismatic. That requires being out-going. You are not fit for ruling.
>>84296279This, the "meritocracy" people don't understand this at all. If you're functional, you're a slave. If you're likeable, you're a master. Hard flexible steel supports skyscrapers and society, gold lines the walls of the white house and the chains on pretty girls' necks.
>>84296279>Leaders of society need to be charismatic.No they don't. A leader simply needs to give orders and everyone needs to obey them.
>>84296286>If you're functional, you're a slave. If you're likeable, you're a master.And thats not right. Its supposed to be the other way around. And normies like you need to like it. The jews have corrupted the natural order of things. Normies would rather follow chads orders and get it wrong than follow kevins orders despite him knowing better. And thats retarded. All it takes a secret police force to make everyone realise this can be achieved.
>>84295373did you realize it just now? did you realize it decades ago? Change it. You do know that you are the only one in control of your life, right? Quit booze and find yourself a girl. I can tell you were brainwashed in wanting a family.Money is very nice, but doesn't matter that much. Plus, I hope you have saved and invested aplentyover the years, did you?>Instead they are all rich>well off and succesful.they probably aren't. you weren't taught the finance. people have a lot of debt, a shitload. But, they don't let themselves get bothered by it. In fact if you know how to get into "good debt", your life and "success" improve. What I'm saying is that right now it is you, not the society. You can easily buy a home and a car, you simply don't want to be in debt, because you don't know how to handle it and it causes you too much of an emotional distress.>>84296222>If it were up to me school would be maths, english, science and the history.Already wrong. Doesn't mean shit without the economics, statistics, so forth. You intelligence, and esp. the amount of the numbers and names you remember from your history class do not mean shit, if you can't invest and prosper financially.
>>84295772you're an ugly skinny lanklet retarded dumb zoomer. you retards always say that same shit. bullies target people based on characteristics not what the fuck they do retard. matter of fact the more shit one does makes them less of a target you absolute brainlet turd of a zoomer
>>84296316Kevin is functional, because it'd his job to function. If you want to taste Heaven and gain all the loot, you follow Chad and Stacy. And I'm not even a normie, I'm a Becky who was a former femcel. >>84296334And if you fight back against the bully, they will stop even if you lose the fight. >t. It happened to me.
>>84296327>did you realize it just now?No Ive realised it for ages this was just the first time I could be fucked making a thread about it. >they probably aren't.Nah they are. I stalk them online through the social medias. Alot of them went to real estate for some reason. One guy runs his own real estate firm and is a big contributor to his community. >Already wrong. Doesn't mean shit without the economics, statistics, so forth.Nah. You dont need that bullshit. Those things need to be taught in college and to only the select few ie people like who obeyed the rules. >the amount of the numbers and names you remember from your history class do not mean shit,Yes they do. Uno why? Because don't like remembering them. Its a litmus test that they would fail and I would pass.
>>84295877i used to substitute teach in my early twenties and was subbing hs one day and a kid minding his own business was getting messed with by a group of people and instead of fighting fire with fire like most teachers do i cut straight through with the truth and told the group what they were doing, why they were and to stop. and what happened next? pure silence from them and they left him alone the rest of the class
>>84296348>If you want to taste Heaven and gain all the loot, you follow Chad and Stacy.No you kill them, take it and then change the system to suit you. >And if you fight back against the bully, they will stop even if you lose the fight.>t. It happened to me.No it didnt you faggot. I stood up to my bully and got beaten down more AND I got in trouble not him.
>>84296363I'm sorry that fighting the bully worked against you, lol. I guess that was your experience. As for robbing Chad and Stacey of their natural birthright, shame on you. Go move to Russia or better yet, Afghanistan.
>>84296353>I could be fucked making a thread about it. you should be fucked to change your own life instead. It is YOUR life, anon.>One guy runs his own real estate firm and is a big contributor to his community. dude has debt for centuries. that's how real estate works. How do you think people become landlords? It doesn't fall out of the fucking sky. You get a mortgage, you rent home out and get a second one, and so on, and so on. Until you build a portfolio of real estate. I am simplifying a little, but that is the essence. Just fucking do shit, if you want your life to improve. You're an adult, please act like one.>Nah. You dont need that bullshit. holy retard, financial stability with debt is how you get the Chad's confidence and become attractive to people around you. You do know what women like, right?>Yes they do. Uno why? Because don't like remembering them. Its a litmus test that they would fail and I would pass.Stop living in a fucking delusion. Your fantasies are never coming true.
>>84296384>Chad and Stacey of their natural birthrightBeing beautiful doesn't entitle you to a birthright. What you know is more important than being liked. Franco knew that. He was an ugly manlet yet he won the Spanish civil war, banged bitches and ran his country for 20 years with an iron fist and a ruthless secret police. And it worked. Being charismatic didn't save the republicans.
>>84296396>financial stability with debtThat is the stupidest thing Ive ever heard. That said I am financially stable and have debt, albeit student debt. I also live in Australia so we don't actually have to pay our student debts back but still I technically meet your requirement. Wheres me stacey? Wheres my big house, fancy car, boat and friends?
>>84296313And they need peopl who will obey a good leader. If you have no charisma, none or little will follow. Some the biggest dictators in history was able to gain a following and blind faith from people despite their huge obvious failures. Cult leaders are very charismatic thst they get people blindly believing them despite evidence tgat they are wrong.It takes more than barking orders. If you have no followers to take or obey orders, it means jack shit.
>>84296403Charismatic leaders aren't necessarily pretty: charismatic leaders can say things that relate to the common man's struggles and become charismatic that way. The people who know how to actually run shit then work under that charismatic leader. Like I said, gold is for the top, hard flexible steel is the bottom of society. It has always been this way. Franco used forced labor of talented and skilled people for economic prosperity.
>>84296417you're completely retarded just stop
>>84296421Charisma =/= LooksA leader still has to sound relatable to rally people underneath him. Technically skilled people are usually not very charismatic or nice. Therefore, it's right that mean and ugly people deserve to be the bottom of society, while nice and pretty people reap the rewards.
>>84296426reddit spacing attention seeking fucking nigger that's making this debate your entire life identity. go somewhere else
>>84296415>And they need peopl who will obey a good leader.Chad and stacey can do that, or they can die. Easy choice, What difference does it make, I'll be making good decisions. Whethe ror not they like the way I look is rellevant. Considering how chockingly bad modern world "leaders" are I dont think they should complain. Look at trudeau, he destroyed canada yet cuntoids and normies voted for him because he was good looking. He's now banging katey perry on a yacht. Keir Starmer, same thing he was more attactive and charismatic than the other guy. He's a total retard. What people and what they need are two different things. They need to be made to accept whats best for them and not what their "feels" tell them. >Franco used forced labor of talented and skilled people for economic prosperity.No he used artillery and aerial bombardment.
>>84296426>Technically skilled people are usually not very charismatic or nice.So what? Do normies have some inability to follow what is right and correct if its coming from an ugly person?>Hey guys dont drink your you're own piss its bad for you-5ft3 manlet with glassesNormies:>Lol yeah whatever *GULP GULP GULP*
>>84296435>cuntoidsOh, it's you. No one who stays on 4chan for 5 days straight shitposting, sleeps for a day, then gets up to do the same thing for years on end will ever be a good leader. Add in you have zero charisma by how many on /r9k/ laugh at you.
>>84296432>>84296435My point still stands: steel is for the bottom, a silver tongue or a gilded face is for the top. If Franco couldn't convince people to rally for him, his goals would never have reached fruition. Leaders have to be convincing, irregardless of what they know. And knowing things isn't hard, any 90 IQ idiot can learn the basics of how the world works.
>>84296409>That is the stupidest thing Ive ever heard.that's every single rich person with no exceptions.>That said I am financially stable and have debt, albeit student debt.that's dogshit. it is bad debt. not good debt.>Wheres me stacey?your stacey is waiting for you to get a grasp on the financial system. You larp as an intelligent human, what is preventing you from learning how finance works?>Wheres my big house, fancy car, boat and friends?they're all depreciating assets. it is obvious you don't know shit about finance. which is exactly why we need it in schools.getting a mortgage is good debt. I'm simplifying, but here is how it works.>anon has savings>anon has some portfolio of investments>liquid part i.e. cash isn't very important. >numbers go brrrr, albeit slowly.>anons gets credit, a mortgage against that portfolio as an asset>you pay it out slowly, but your income is high enough>value of the property increases over time>inflation goes up>you pay the same while having more to your name>this is good debtNow you have a house to your name and can mention it in a convo to any Stacey, which are bonus points for you.What stops you from doing it? Thinking too much about risks, because you don't know shit about finance and might just be financially irresponsible, then you're fucked.Also, your mentality. Being anxious about it, scared. Because people were taught wrong. They think debt = bad. This is horseshit. Debt can be good and make your life better, but you have to study and analyze and minimise risks.TL;DR: fucking learn finance you dumbfucks.
>>84296441It's always been this way, have you looked at Jonestown and many of the scammer Christian leaders in Ethiopia? You posting here isn't going to change who gets to lead and who gets to fart in the wind while working in a filthy coalmine.
>>84296452You>Have money but in debtNow you>NO NOT LIKE THAT!Normies everyone....I bet you're a cuntoid. >>84296454No it hasn't/it can change/I dont have to accept it and be happy about itI REFUSE to accept my place. And I will make everyones life a living hell until my grievances are answered.
>>84296444Deflections aren't answers cuntoid, they are concessions and I accept yours. Get off my board.
>>84296461>I WILL publicly make a fool of myself by farting in the wind in a filthy coalmine in front of everyone, while whining about living in a coalmine and not a castle!!!!You and 99% of society, lmao. Whatever, bottom.
>>84295884This was a big problem for me in school. I was a normal honor student till grade 3 then a divorce destroyed my life, I started missing 100+ days of school a year but still showed up for tests and got 85% plus, never did homework knowing I could skip it and still pass. This continued for a couple years while my mom refused to do anything about it. They failed me in grade 6, so I attended even less and did even better in the tests. They then decided to bump me up to grade 7 near the end of the year and the last month I never went at all. They said I was going to high school then I dropped out.CLASS was my issue back then. I went to a school full of upper middleclass kids and was broke. I just kept telling teachers I had no money to go to school so I didn't go and they just kept punishing me. The whole time I was angry better off kids were doing shittier and had a free pass to swear in class or be shitty while I was held to a high standard.
>>84296461>Have money but in debtyou have to get rid of bad debt and get good debt. pretty self-explanatory to me, mr. I'm-so-fucking-smart-that-people-should-obey-me. How fucking retardeded are you? No wonder people bullied uppity arrogant retards, fucking duh. They bought Stacey with credit and don't bat an eye.>Normies everyone....I bet you're a cuntoid. knowing about finance is not being a normie. Look at Elon Musk, richest man in the world, still made fun of. Why is he the richest? Understanding finance. Do you know how much debt Musk is in? All of it.Fucking U.S. has 40 trillion dollars of debt and here you are trying to act smart while living a shit life. you're an imbecile.
>>84296476Thar happened to me too. If you're held to a higher standard, it's a form of discrimination. They are just using any and all excuses to get you in trouble, because they can and they want to. Sorry people were such counts to you, you are not alone that happened to me too.
>>84296465>I'm so charasmatic that I couldn't get anyone to join my raids, including the one against a tranny site when 4chan was down and posted it on da shartySo which larp are you using today? Are you going to finally break your seven day record? I will admit it was impressive you stayed up for that long just shitposting on 4chan.>d-d-deflectionNot an argument. Are you going to meltdown over d4 j00z again?
>>84296484>NOOO ITS NOT A DEFLECTION!Also you>Deflects again while raging about tranny's(prijection)Bit upset? I think so lol. You're still not a woman
>>84296490There were go again, we get the tranny accusation everytime someone is a total loser or has lost the plot and can't respond with anything else.
>>84296483>If you're held to a higher standard, it's a form of discrimination.This so much. Because I was raised and marked as a "good boy" or well behaved student, when I stepped out of line it was like a sin against God. Whereas when the class fuck up does it, no one cares. None the less I wa punished to the point of trauma yet he just go the usual "ok chad, go outside and face the wall" like it was routine. Meanwhile he just went and had an early lunch without caring.
>>84296497Its also because when you're punished its effective. The class clown kid doesn't care and the teachers know that so they don't bother that much.
>>84296483Funny thing is their treatment of me has carried out how my entire life has been. I'm 40 but I've always lived alone since I moved out and I've always only popped in to do the minimum required to pass, as there was never anything besides punishment and grievances for showing up and working hard. I work and put in a good effort, but I won't do 8 hours a day if I only need 5 to live. Not being supported by a family always eclipses my own efforts. I learned a lot from school.
>>84296506I was abused at home for having bad grades, that is why any of the abuse at school worked on me. Pshaw. I should have ran away from home and became a prostitute or lived in a 25 year old boyfriend's house in middle school.
>>84296490>You're still not a womanNever claimed to be, but you likely are. Only women bitch, whine and complain like you do. Women hate other women more than all the the incels on 4chan combined. Is the 38 year old NEET black girl who gets beat by her mom everyday and prays to God everyday for a bf to magically manifest in her bedroom one of your larps? If so, it's one of the best, especially blaming j00z for you being a NEET since you graduated high school 20 years ago. That's some funny shit.
>>84296490he may not be but you certainly are with how much stock you put into 4chan arguments you little despicable nigger
>is doing the sockpuppeting samefag trick againCringe.
>>84296509>I should have ran away from home and became a prostituteSlut.
>>84296516Lmao, better than being an incel nerd...virgin. And yes, I am using virginity as an insult.
>>84296518the only incel in this thread is you. you reddit spacing incel fuck
>>84296518>Lmao, better than being an incel nerd...virgin.>And yes, I am using virginity as an insult.Also you....
>>842965201) Not an incel. 2) Not a man. 3) Not a virgin. 4) Not single. 5) Not poor. I just also happened to have been bullied in youth and unfairly targeted. *shrug*
>claims to not be the racebaiter>posts the racebait they posted sevetal times beforePretty obsessed with niggers despite hating them, huh?
>>84296523Lmao, thanks for calling me a whore!Whores make dough, unlike you, Mr. Coalmine. In fact, I got my plastic surgery money by whoring myself and it felt good too!
>>84296530>In fact, I got my plastic surgery money by whoring myself and it felt good too!They still wont be as good as real tits. Troon lol
>>84296541There we go again, accusing me of being a troon, because you pissed on your own face and lost the plot and made a fool of yourself on 4chan again. Anytime someone uses troon as an insult against a non-troon, it means they don't know shit and are basically shitting themselves textually. Congrats. So much charisma. ;D
>gets btfo from people who actually have real life experience>has to resort to posting nigger shit that no one is shocked at and as normal on 4chan as goatse, then accuse everyone as troonsYou are having your period. Get your tampon in. Might as well spam gore that doesn't shock anyone at this rate.
>>84296509>I should have ran away from home and became a prostitute do you want to be a prostitute? I'm curious as to why people choose it. They clearly enjoy their jobs to an extent in the first world countries with legalized prostitution.
>>84296569Yes, my dream at age 14 was to be a sexy tanned stripper with long curly blonde hair. My fake friend Leslie said to me, "You can be SO MUCH MORE than a lowly stripper!", that fucking fake ass bitch. I SHOULD HAVE BELIEVED IN MYSELF. I SHOULD HAVE WHORED MYSELF AT 14, INSTEAD OF WHORING AT 20 FUCKING 7!!!
>>84296584Well, the cycle continues. There is no shortage of abused girls going into sexjobs, that's for sure.
>>84295772>t.nigger minded sociopath who feels he has to justify his own crueltyJust say you like hurting people and look for excuses to do so. You're not fooling anyone.
>>84296569>I'm curious as to why people choose it.Because theyre pathetic cunts who despite feminism still fall back on the easy route to make a "living". Current follows the path of least resistance. All women are whores.
>>84296603lol go figure you're an actual anti woman incel. makes more sense now. you don't get any sex so you take all your energy out online on here. fucking incel
>>84296596Yeah and my parents were from an intact conservative Catholic arranged marriage. My dad had delusions of being of the Koryo royal family of Kims and had a big American dream to be high class at all costs, to own a big home. He would always say to his bullies and detractors, "I AM KING! I AM A PRINCE!" and he even tried to start his own church. If I hadn't gotten his shitty genes and the poverty upbringing he gave us kids, I probably would be your average good girl nerd. My mom got a candlestick broken over her skull by him and she defended the shit out of him, because she said, "Single mothers are ostracized!" My mom would always stand by her own worthless, unemployed, abusive and fugly man over her own kids. Sex work saves lives. It saved mine.
>>84296603Sex work was the only place where I wasn't viciously targeted and harassed. I was actually more respectd there than at CVS and I was molested in a strip club.
>>84296613do you play do it for life or do you plan to retire in 40's or 50's? Which wagie jobs would you do after your retirement?
>>84295373Damn its not exactly related to bullies but i remember reading that in the real world its not like the jocks are different from the nerds and the good looking kids are shit at studying but its more like the same kids are good at sports and also good at studying and also the ones who look the best like people think that just because these kids are jocks or look way too pretty they'll end up at shit unis but nah statistically theyre also the ones who end up at good unis
>>84296613>Sex work saves lives.KEK
>>84296625I'm already retired and working on losing weight to go back to the strip club. I am going to save my money and live off of it when I am old. Plus, I met a rich husband from sexyjobs, so I technically do not have to work at all. I told you sex work saves lives.
>>84296613>My mom got a candlestick broken over her skull by him and she defended the shit out of him, because she said, "Single mothers are ostracized!Lol good. You should have listened and followed your parents guidance you trash whore slut.
>>84296632Nice. Glad to hear that it has worked out for you and that you still want to do it, because you want to.
>>84296628I don't do street walking for a reason. And I prefer to work under a pimp who does all the booking/talking to the clients for me/sets up my page on Eros, because independent work is also dangerous. 50/50 is more than fair under a pimp, because under a good pimp you will make a lot of money. Before the pimp's cut, I made $10,000 in one week before I developed a UTI and had to go to the emergency room. The other week, I got caught by the cops, but they let me go.
>>84296626This right here. The idea that "jocks" are dumb knucle draggers is a hollywood myth. Theyre not geniuses but theyre just not stupid and coupled with the fact they have zero fear or anxiety they are capable of achieving decent grades. Where as the bullied kids who may be genoiuses are plagued by trauma and fear that it affects theur ability to be good. And because they dont have "le sports" to back them up they are also insecure. A jock can get mediocre grades but still go to college and play sport and do ok for themselves.
>>84296635How's all that charisma working out for you, you seething moid? ;D
>>84296550Why are you so defensive about being called a troon? You must be one.Tits or you are troon/gtfo.
>>84296641Thanks and yeah I do feel like doing it more. My only regret is not having had done it sooner.
>>84296652Self posting is illegal on r9k. I posted my thighs and the lower half of my face last time and got a warning from a mod.
>>84296613How do you work? You go out on the street, or you arrange stuff on the internet?What do you clients look like, act like, fuck like? Do you enjoy your job? How much do you earn? How many dicks a day you serve?
>sex work saves livesLMAOhttps://www.imdb.com/list/ls095468644/>Dead Porn Stars
>she in full blown meltdown mode nowThis is always funny to watch.
>>84296657Troon confirmed. GTFO
>>84296620>I was molested in a strip club.Its property damage not molestation lamow
>>84296658>How do you work? On my back or on all fours lol.>You go out on the streetNope, I don't do streetwalking.>you arrange stuff on the internet?I met my pimp on the internet, never saw their face and they handled registration on Eros and getting me the clients. >What do you clients look like, act like, fuck like? Mostly white men and they fuck decently. Lots of small dicked mem though. >Do you enjoy your job?Yes I did. >How much do you earn? I earnt $10,000 in one week, before the pimp's 50/50 cut. Still worth it for me. >How many dicks a day you serve?I was booking like 20 guys per day on average. I don't know the exact number, but it felt around 20ish.
>gets called a word>has a meltdownlel
>>84295475>If you are going to do anything drastic at least make sure it's not a place filled with random fuckers like a wallmart, okayI'm thinking about a sinagogue.
>>84296646https://youtu.be/Qu3KI11SLgA?si=sJqu8PzPhCl6-IxtIkr??? And the poor bullied kids who worked hard still statistically end up in poverty at dead end jobs anyway.
>>84296673>Lots of small dicked mem though.How small? Also what would be the average size of your clients?Out of 20 guys on average, how many of them made you cum?How long is the fucking session?What were the most joyful/fun sessions like?
>>84296759>How small? Like 2 to 3 inchers even. >Also what would be the average size of your clients?I would say about 4 inches. >Out of 20 guys on average, how many of them made you cum?None, I don't squirt. >How long is the fucking session?They usually paid for 30 minutes of my time. >What were the most joyful/fun sessions like?I met this one guy who booked me for $900 worth of my time. He was really nice, he took me to the ER when I got that UTI. I was peeing after sex and washing down there too, I still got a UTI anyway.
>>84296449>My point still stands: steel is for the bottom, a silver tongue or a gilded face is for the top.No this is whats at the top. And you don't need to be chad to use one.
Notice how I and everyone else is ignoring all the brainless comments on here, lmao. Any lurkers looking in, please follow suit. Just click the three dots and press "Hide".
>>84295373>I was told that my school bullies were just losers who had a bad home life and who would turn out to be failures in lifePickin' daisieshttps://youtu.be/x5nBFrko9f0?si=kPlsT49N-xxtaklK
>>84296778>I would say about 4 inches.That's small as fuck even considering lots of insecure guys go for escort. But women do have the problem with understanding measurement from eye check.>None, I don't squirtNo, I mean orgasm. Did you enjoy getting fucked at all? Or all the pleasure was that now you receive money, but not physical one?Did you have virgins?Did you talk during sex with clients?What were the communications usually like?Had favourite clients?
>talking to himself again thinking he has derailed the thread while also thinking he's a woman
>>84296685>I'm thinking about a sinagogue.Lol based. Its about time. Notice no one ever attacks ((them)). All terror attacks happen on western soil against christians or in the case of tarrant and mosque.
>>84296814>Did you enjoy getting fucked at all? Yes>Or all the pleasure was that now you receive money, but not physical one?It was both physical and the money, along with a self esteem boost. >Did you have virgins?No, not in the two weeks where I escorted. >Did you talk during sex with clients?Yes, a few of them even had requests like anal and feet. >What were the communications usually like?See above. >Had favourite clients?There was this one hot blonde young guy, he was sooo fine. And his cock was 7 inches too. <3
>>84295373Its called the Prussian system anon. Ford and Rockerfeller brought it in. Its the basis for the education system of every western nation. School isn't about grades or learning, its a giant litmus test, a crucible. Its more about determining whos going to be a winner and whos going to be a loser. And if youve been selected to be a loser, there isn't much you can do about it expect be a genius or play sport. For kids who can't do that, they become victims and failures and take up low level roles in society. School is alot like prison for kids. Ssme rules apply. Id you're weak you get targeted. If you fight back you either get respect OR you get targeted more until you submit. Its a system set up by the elites to make sure that undesirable people dont make it to the higeslt echelons of society as they will destroy ot unwind the system of control. Whether you think outside the box, question things, are autistic or physically weak you are a danger to the system if you succeed. I'm sorry anon. Everything you have described makes sense. You were selected and groomed to be a failure. You tried to fight back and you were beaten down. You are no angry yet neutered so you are not a threat. Thats where they always wanted you. Had you not allowed yourself to be be neutered and remained head strong you would either be dead or in prison right now. They let you exist albeit in demoralized misery. Short of winning the lottery, you aren't getting out of it.
>>84296838That's the argument for killing yourself, until you reincarnate as a Chad or Stacy lol.
>>84296822Why did you stop the work?>7 inch cockYou probably had bigger ones, did you hurt? Or the opposite, enjoyed more?Also, can you prove that you are actual female and not just mentally ill faggot who gets off from acting like a woman?
>>84296874>Why did you stop the work?My husband doesn't want me escorting, as he is afraid of getting arrested and falsely accused of being a pimp (he's not).>You probably had bigger ones, did you hurt? I had a 10 incher at a swinger sex party, it didn't hurt. >Or the opposite, enjoyed more?Enjoyed more. >Also, can you prove that you are actual female and not just mentally ill faggot who gets off from acting like a woman?I can't post myself on here. I already got a warning for posting myself on here. But if you search the archives for, "Yeah true I'd even be a black Stacey like Angel Lola Luv or Saweetie." you'll find a picture of my thighs.
>>84296887Ah, you are a fucking faggotI mean you do you, just don't pervert children please
>Try not to fap too hard to my thighs
>>84296838Well that system need to be eliminated doesn't it.
>>84295373Maybe your mom didn't want you to hurt her teenage boyfriend.
>>84295373They did lie to you. I ended up better off because most of mines are single mothers, in jail, or alcoholics that wander the street drinking at day, but it still fucking hurts. Go to thailand and coom inside all the 18 yos you want for 15 to 30 dollars a pop and you'll be much happier
>>84295373You are literally me minus the wanting to hurt peopleYou can't turn the clock back, but you can now see your pain and grow from it
>>84296838What you say feels very peaceful despite it all
>>84296013If knowing is half the battle, what is the other half?
>>84298127The other half is doing what you know, you stupid faggot.
>>84298351How do you know what you know? All I know is being angry and arguing with people of equivalent intelligence on the internet
>>84295373You won't do shit they are alphas and you are a beta bitch simple as this if how live is either you accept it or you do something. All beta man could just unite and take everything from the upper men with modern weapons but they don't they are happy to be beta bitch slaves so stfu lamo.
>>84295373My bully and his entire close group of friends died like a week into their freshman year at uni. Dude got blackout drunk and rolled his car over the side of a bridge. Like 20+% of my graduation class is already dead and we graduated a decade ago. Opioids ran rampant in the Midwest
>>84298363You exist and communicate, then you know. That's half of the battle and it's hard.Then you fucking do what you'd just known, and that's the other half of the battle and it's such as hard.
>>84298452"Knowing" feels like 1% of the battle. Doing feels like 99%
>>84295408You aren't going to do that in your room wasting your earnings on alcohol anon.
>>84298952It's an investment into enlarging my liver
>>84298966Just know you do it to yourself and can turn your life around any time you choose.
>>84298974Do you know why I drink?
>>84295473>>84295478>>84295480ahhh...just like my manhwas
I know that. I lived in a city and would be heckled all the time, then I one day I just started dissing everyone that dissed me. I almost got myself killed a few times but guys don't want to start with violence so I was fine. You just don't fake laugh at them, note something about their appearance. It's edgy but you get a feeling of being the king of the jungle a few times. You have to hit back, as Trump says, probably the only worthwhile thing he's ever said, 'fight'
>>84295373I like those tits. Whera are they from?
>>84295373why do you think life owes you anything?, you believed what you wanted after 21 years old, you saw the world moving and you still learned nothing, you're young enough now as you just woke up that the world is physical and literal, flesh and bone and it, we, them, owe you nothing not for your good deeds, not for your nice spirit, not for anything, things come for those who do things, not for those who wait.Those are some huge fucking tits tho, good work
>>84295373this thread still here lol based and red pilled
>>84301289>why do you think life owes you anything?Ah yes the classic gaslighting. I guess everyone else is owed happiness and success but not me for some reason. >things come for those who do thingsIve done enough. Im not asking for riches or stardom.
>>84301815It's been necrobumped continously. So it means that "charasmatic" cancer is doing it. I wonder how long it has been up. I'm seeing at least two days straight now.
>>84301857It was made yesterday you bozo.
>>84296222>>84296279Both of you should read some Machiavelli or adjacent authors. He posits that leaders are comprised of characteristics that are lion-like and those that are fox-like.Foxlike qualities are based on persuading others that you deserve your position, it's what managers do on a daily basis. They include social engineering and scheming to rise through the ranks. Lionlike qualities are strength, bravery and proclivity to violence.An ideal leader should have both, but in practice, some are more foxlike and others more lionlike, but you still need that lion part even if you have the "charisma". Violence IS always an answer, it's just a costly one, but it's always there. A general could always decide to start a rebellion in their country or go rogue. Most of the time not a good option, but the option is always there. If you want to be a leader you need a lion in you to be ready against such attacks.
>>84295373Run for office on an anti-Israel ticket if you want revenge. Right now you will win and then you can work against those who hurt you
>>84302100My idea of leadership is killing everyone who disagrees with me.
>>84300292Her name is nadine Jansen. Shes one of those mega busty tit porn stars.
lol I told you every india hate thrad gets deleated
>>84302522Oh I see. Is she still active?
>>84303208Yeah but shes alot fatter now.
>>84302507exactly, based and lionpilled