>be me, neurotic 11yo>newly homeschooled, lonely>go online to find friends>actually meet another girl who introduces me to her friend group of small town canadians>one guy is an oddball, also likes filthy frank>immediately develop obsessive crush (nonchalantly)>he dips in and out a lot because dad, who he works for, is a fisher>still text and call him frequently, sometimes alone, sometimes with friends>become "one of the boys" etc>feel like we have a genuine strong friendship, lots of personal convos>eventually tell him i like him>he reciprocates, says we're bf and gf now>???>we never bring it up again>literally leave parties to call this guy because i am in love with him>year is 2022, we are now 16-17>i trooned out (trauma response) but i'm pre-everything>ask him if he'd still date me>get into a really long convo about it >he says yes>he says he always wanted to>leap for joy because its been a little over 5 years of hard crushing>he ghosts me 3 days later>months go by>finally get a hold of him>he has a gf>picrel>they have on and off bpd relationship for another year>i pretend to be her friend>eventually they finally break up>my time to shine>except he's a frequent party goer and drug doer>and says he doesnt want to date but he "would totally fuck">pic fucking rel>october 2023>briefly dated and quickly broke up with ftm partner>maybe we can finally be together>message back and forth a few times but nothing ever happens>now december>randomly meet 6'1 geeky chad at work that's 9 years older than me and wants to pay for my entire life>fall in love and still going strong two years later>no longer talk to childhood friend>he continues partying and fucking random nonbinary chicks and lowkey troons outthinking i kind of dodged a bullet, but that feeling of puppylove still strangles me at times. i wished, for almost a decade, that we'd meet and be together. i hope he's happy this way. i hope we can be friends again some day.
>>84298337I'd say cut him loose as those types always drag you down, but you seem to want to be dragged down so glhf
>>84298337Insane darktriadpill tsar bomba level blackpill ITT. Tall Chad could betabuxx and all it will do is keep his LTB pooner fefail obsessed with abuse Chad who did nothing for her but left her yearning for more each and every time.
>>84298361>post literally ends with "no longer talk to [him]">"erm CUT HIM LOOSE you seem to WANT to be dragged down heh"Try to finish reading the post before replying
>>84298337> i hope we can be friends again some day.I did, retard
>>84298393She will inevitably KEKOLD her betamale provider with drug addict darktriad Chad. No advice you can give will take her off this path.
>>84298382i'm not obsessed with him anymore. i have long since gotten over him because 1. i love my boyfriend, and 2. he's given into degeneracy, which is unsuitable for any form of stable relationship; note that i literally don't talk to him anymore. i just miss my childhood friend, our friendship [FRIENDship] was genuine and sweet. you are projecting hard.
>>84298393>i HOPE ... SOME DAYThey are no longer friends.
>>84298393yeah, i hope he chooses to be better and we can one day laugh about our shitty young adulthood together. we had a very similar sense of humor. lots of good times before the drugs n party life.
>>84298407i will not, because that is adultery, i love my boyfriend, and the childhood companion not only does not interest me, but lives in a different country. thanks.
>>84298407>OP calls bf 'chad'>this nigga somehow ends up thinking the guy who got the woman is the 'betamale' and the fucking troon junkie is a 'chad'Are you off your meds, anon?
>>84298337>>randomly meet 6'1 geeky chad at work that's 9 years older than me and wants to pay for my entire lifeMan this is brutal for zoomer men pussy so inflated this is what it takes to pull an autistic loser pooner
>>84298490not being argumentative but i was indeed genuinely interested in him before he started buying me shit. we have a lot in common :]any sad lonesome gentlemen reading, be not discouraged; my old crush was 5'8 and 6/10 in an avante-garde sense. his personality was the nice part. all you have to do is stop taking drugs and just talk to the weird emo bitch that keeps bothering you!
>>84298560>emo bitch that keeps bothering you!No girl has ever wanted to talk to me
>>84298682if you read a story about a foid finding love on this board it's only being posted to upset you
>>84298560I get why women who dont settle before their before their 30s go insane because you have these really high quality men giving them attention they didn't really do anything to deserve other than for existing and sudddnly when you're post wall that's gone
>>84298682It's the personality, anon.
>>84298698This, it's probably some tranny/incel trying to ragebait us. I have no more rage to give, I know how easy it is for women and the apocalyptic nightmare difficulty my life is on.
>>84298708>apocalyptic nightmare>isn't even being drafted to war>literally just can't talk to women>story about foid being rejected repeatedly by avpdpilled transgenderIncels, man...
>>84298707How could girls know my personality when they actively avoid me, looked away in disgust whenever I tried to speak to them?
>>84298703yeah, post-wall it's just young fit guys with mommy issues that want your worn-out pussy and ballooned body.so hard for women.
>>84298719I am not joking, they sense your neuroticism and lack of confidence. Keep yourself well groomed, smell good, dress plainly but neatly if you cannot afford nice things; you will *at LEAST* be able to find someone to fuck.
>>84298698Not-so-subtle demoralization;The chick tries relentlessly to go for the likeable-but-damaged loser, fails, so she just goes for the very next guy that approaches her.
>>84298732>neuroticismLiterally proven to be genetic >Keep yourself well groomed, smell good, dress plainly but neatly if you cannot afford nice thingsWhy would you assume I'm not doing that already?
>>84298337>puppyloveI don't see any love, just lust.
lol you can literally provide everything for a woman and they'll still happily daydream about and invite men like that into the life you build together. OP if you ever talk to that guy again while dating your new BF you're bringing a world of problems not just into your own life, but his as well. worst possible decision you could make at this point.>>84298777trips speak the truth
>>84298769>Literally proven to be geneticExcept there's LiTeRaLlY therapy and drugs that make you chill your rejected faggot ass out>Why would you assume I'm not doing that already?Because if you were, and you still aren't getting pussy, then that only leaves one other option: you're Indian, and you were fucking cooked from the start.
>>84298793>Except there's LiTeRaLlY therapy and drugs that make you chill your rejected faggot ass outI'm on stimulants that make socializing easier, but they don't fix my looks>you're IndianGermanic and paler than you
>>84298777i never really was sexual with him in any way. we just liked each other a lot. >>84298792the only thing i 'daydream' about is having my friend back, before the drugs, before his rampant dysgenic hedonistic behavior. he had his chance to get better. i don't desire to be with him.
>>84298799>and paler than youOk but like being pale is not a good thing.Genuinely retard logic if you think getting tan makes you less white
>>84298806Ethnics can have lightish skin but only whites can truly be pale
>>84298799>neurotic and ON STIMULANTS??? Nigga duh>paler than youYeah, but you admit that women don't want you. This is probably why. They think you're an iron deficient, haemophilic, genetically fucked cretin.
>>84298804trust me your boyfriend doesn't want to have to deal with your emotional support bum.
>>84298814The supreme aryan race; the only one that naturally, without intervention, can look like they are chronically dying of tuberculosis. Well done, Hitler. You saved your people from... *reading notes* looking healthy.
>>84298816>??? Nigga duhStimulants make you less in-your-own-head for people with actual adhd>They think you're an iron deficient, haemophilic, genetically fucked cretinYou're brown
>>84298825why would my bf be dealing with him...? he would be _my_ friend, and i'm a grown woman who is more than capable of putting up boundaries. note how we are no longer in contact, specifically because of this.not to mention, he wasn't particularly problematic or aggro like you hormonal cucks. i just gave him an ultimatum and he chose the other option. drugs over hugs, brah.
>>84298814Nigger have you ever met an asian before
>>84298844Stimulants stimulate you, bro.>You're brownYou still get less pussy than me, nigger.
>>84298852Yeah, they're yellow. Even the Japanese use skin whitening creams>>84298855Doesn't deny being brown. Proof JBW copers are all deathnics
>>84298848Would you react the same way if your boyfriend's BPD drug addicted hedonist childhood crush suddenly re-entered his life, even if she was reformed? I'm just saying, if you got what you said you wanted in your original post, it would inevitably cause problems in your relationship. You can deny it all you want but you even say yourself you still feel pangs of puppy love for the dude. That's not conducive to healthy boundaries in the least bit.
>>84298864Why would I waste air trying to prove to a schizoid nazi that I'm not actually brown? I don't know you or give a fuck what you think. I just wanted to give you hope because you admitted, publicly, that you are incapable of attracting women of any kind. Plus, I know Indian larpers when I see them. If you were truly an 'aryan chad', you'd get all the bitches you want. But you can't, and you're complaining about it on tranime site, because your skin color is darker than mine. Eat cow shit, sandnigger.
>>84298884https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yIneENgOBIY&list=RDyIneENgOBIY
>>84298877my boyfriend is aware of his existence and is unthreatened by the idea that i may one day re-friend the manlet genderqueer drug addict. if he felt sincerely threatened in his relationship by a guy who is shorter and more disordered than himself, i would leave anyway, because that is cuck behavior. i know my bf better than you, and he knows me better than you.
>>84298891Not clicking your jeet link broski
>>84298877and i figure this part is obvious, but i am NOT increasing my humble body count of 1 for that guy, or any guy, because i love my sweet bf
>>84298899Like I said, emotional support bum. I understood fine. I don't envy your boyfriend, lol. He can't even have problems with this dude and you'll leave. It's less about being threatened and more the sort of problems you randomly invite into your own life, and by extension his. You're assuming I'm speaking from a place where I assume something will happen between you and this guy, but I'm truly not.
>>84298899>. if he felt sincerely threatened in his relationship by a guy who is shorter and more disordered than himself, i would leave anyway, because that is cuck behavior.Women are so fucking retarded lmfao
>>84298337stop calling yourself a foid im gonna beat your fucking ass
>>84298944>problems you invite into your lifeyou mean the guy that i do not speak to anymore, and refuse to speak to unless he finds god? that problem? the one that literally does not exist for me, because i refuse to engage with his drama? is that the problem i'm inviting into my life?
>>84298996mhm, the one that to this day you still hope re-enters your life and are "strangled" by the feeling of puppy love for. that problem! you're getting it.
>>84298958moids are so emotional. they think you should be upset about your secure relationship if your gf dares to conceive the idea of toying with the notion of thinking about rekindling a friendship, even acknowledging that it's unrealistic and unlikely to happen.so glad i'm dating a normie chad and not one of you length-challenged psychos.
>>84299008can a bitch not be a little dramatically poetic over her old friend? holy fuck. you're the reason why menopausal english teachers insist that the blue curtains are ackshually a metaphor for blah blah blahi'd say suck my dick but you're clearly drooling over it already.
>>84298984would 'female' be better
>>84299032no you have disrespected yourself. listen to your troonmother
https://youtu.be/FUUVjC1Tyc0
>>84298337girls just want money, of course
>>84299038yes my youngshit passoid queen. sorry for the disrespect ma'am.
>>84299047im not a youngshit im an elder who came out ten years ago. if i misread your story and you detranistioned at some point then thats just what happened and you can ignore me
>>84299045nope, just a sober godly man with common interests. the money part was merely an unrequested but appreciated bonus :]
>>84299056oh, i thought youngshit meant transitioning earlier in your life,in a technical sense i definitely detransed but internally idgaf what people think of me
