30-year crisis>at the bar I've been regularing my whole adult life>almost no one there>bartenders are miserable>weird tension between staff>realize I'm moving in a month>thirty in two>hate everything about what I'm doing with my time>completely ready to resetHave you guys ever rebuilt everything? I feel like I've lost all my friends. I don't have anything going on. I'm basically just jerking off and playing videogames. Every time I think about rebuilding my life I'm too nervous to do it. I hate meeting people. I hate learning about them and figuring out how they want me to act. It's exhausting. When you're a kid you just do whatever your parents sign you up for. Now? It's like every adult on the planet has their friends and they never let anyone else in. What you left with is what you've got, and I've got nothing.
i don't like joining groups because everyone is always better off than me. but loser groups are usually tiresome and basically like this place.
>>84298468satoru gojo is eating good damn
>>84298468Start doing things you hate and do them with great anger
>>84298468I decided to go back to school at the age of 33 and ended up getting my CS degree. I suppose that was sort of a rebuild attempt. Unfortunately, I graduated in 2024, one of the worst years for hiring in decades. The only thing I did with it was get a raise at my old job.
I'm 38 and yet to feel any of these things
>>84298468you should take a loan and buy the new sportscarit's confirmed in research that it'll make your life better
>>84299463I already have an old sportscar that I like a lot
