Im still reminiscing about childhood crushes and failed romances due to chronic loneliness. Still virgin at 24.Does this happen to you?
yeah all the time like most here
Do you get really obsessive about new crushes? Uncontrollably think about every single interaction, criticizing your behavior no matter how normal and reasonable you were? Struggle to regulate your emotions around these people? Daydream about them and all the possible futures together that you can dream of?You might have HPD, OCD, and autism like I do. It's hell and it never gets better.
>>84300082I dont really have such intense emotions about anymore like I used to have. But did obsess over a girl I spoke to once in university for several years.
>>84300004I dated a girl for a couple weeks in my freshmen year of high school, we went to the homecoming dance, and we hung out at her house one time. Thats all we ever did and after we broke up she said she wishes i wasnt her first boyfriend. Even still almost 6 years later I think about it as it was the only true romantic experience ive had and most likely will have for a long time / for life
>>84300004>24It's time to move on nigga.
>>84300185>after we broke up she said she wishes i wasnt her first boyfriend.Kek, this is brutal.
>>84300004Don't worry, you'll still be exactly the same at age 30 too!
Yes. It doesn't hurt me that much anymore. I never stood a chance with my last two crushes too. I still remember two embarrassing moments I had with each one of them, and this hurts a lot, since I'm a weirdo.
>>84300004I went thru this early, this is your brain telling you you messed up, to quickly become financially stable, get married and start having as many kids as possible. Anyone saying anything different is warped and wants you to become an oldhead giving bad advice on r9k in ten years, don't listen to them.
She said "hello" to me once... That was the acme of my life. Funnily enough, this was my first (and last, I suppose: several years have passed since then) case of infatuation.She probably doesn't even remember me (why would she?), ignoring the impact she has had on my life. It's relieving and devastating at the same time.
>>84300004yes but even worse, I reminisce about nice interactions I've had with women
>>84300004Yes, and I'm 26 and a virgin.
>>84300004over my entire life i have had 1 huge crush, 2 big ones, and a little onei'm 30
go pick up a fat chick at a bar or hire a hooker or something. There's something about getting pussy for the first time that really changes ur outlook on all this. I was a virgin till i was almost 23.
>>84300004look buddy, don't even worry about it. even men that get sex go on long dry spells. women are looking up everything and aren't giving anyone anything. just take my word on that buddy. all men are in the same position as you and are suffering from chronic loneliness. don't think you have it worse just because you haven't experienced it, it's those that are on long dry spells that have it the worst because they know what it's like
>>84302207locking up*
>Does this happen to you?Thankfully not. I'd KMS. I had some 'missed chances' in my teens, and got friend-zoned once.Never at the time did I think I'd end up a perma-incel that has NEETed over 7,000 days. Though just as well, without sex.I was a shy kid, who got past some of that. But as an autist, I am still a social retard who is more comfy as a hermit.It really annoys me that I was never at the level where foids were very direct with me, sexually.I don't talk to strangers, yet I go to the park each week. I wish women wanted me.
