Has there been talk of Trump removing or reducing SSI for disabled people?I don't know too much about this, but got a official email from the goverment and google'd it breifly.I got some shitty fucking email that Trump changed the student loan plan I was put on and I have to pick a new repayment plan, the Biden one that was giving me like 0 dollar a month monthly payments with an option for forgiveness because my income is so low was removed by trumps asmin. That's pretty lame, I can't pay it back anyways because I am disabled due to something similar real fullbown schizophrenia. i'm on SSI for schizoaffective disorder.I hear about 9 voices and have been tricked by the voices into thinking they are God and Angels which lead me to obey them and get evicted and homeless for 4 years. I also was tricked by the voices into attempting suicide so many times I lost count. I also feel an invisible person fucking me all the time and it's like molestation and rape. The invisible perosn fucking me feels real. Medicine doesn't remove hallucinations, tried 7 or so different anti psychotics including zypexa and haldol, the meds just make me passive and less aggressive. I think it's real partial demonic posession or something similar myself but it's close enough to schizophrenia I dont feel bad taking schizobucks for being partially demonically posessed. Can't work demonically posessed.I have a formal schizo diagnosis and have had it for over 10 years.
>>84301480either live like this or do enough drugs to get so high that when you come down youre normalor just kill yourself you fucking faggot
I feel you man, I get this feeling in my side that feels like cancer is spreading. I've also been diagnosed as schizoaffective and lately I've also been getting these weird violent impulses that feel like a really negative energy just shooting out of my body. I'm on clozapine, but I don't think it's helping too much. It makes me sleep 12 hours a day, I feel numb to music, and I no longer feel any pleasure from orgasms. I'm scared to get off it though, I don't want to end back up in a ward. I sincerely hope you're able to find your way, may God bless us both.
>>84301480>Can't work demonically posessed.You'd be surprised.Work sucks but most people work 40 hours a week
>>84301480i pay like $68 a month for my gigantic student loan and don't need to change it. doesn't bother me
Also schizo, but I'm looking forward to seeing if this makes things better.https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/JRT_(drug)
>>84302022>https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/JRT_(drug)Interesting, didn't know about this.
>>84301480Does the molestation feel good, at least? Do the voices think so?
>>84302037I don't want the molestation/rape stuff to happen any more, but it's like frustrating sexual feelings that never make me cum. It feels like a girl taking my dick all the way in her mouth or pussy and holding it there but never letting me thrust in and out.It's undesirable.
>>84302057That sounds fuckin' awesome though. Surely you can see why some might even desire it.
>>84302005Not going to attempt to work again through this stuff. Tried once. Got hired at an electronic store.Got promoted to full time at a electronic store then the hallucinations made it seem like the store was haunted and I almost went up to my mananger and asked if i was in literal Hell because the voices said they were an angel and I had to. I quit the day after even though I liked the electronic store job kind of. Also felt like deities were shapeshifting and entering the store to test me. It was pure misery.When the hallucinations were not so bad, work wasn't pure misery, just required effort. Selling computers and being a cashier wasn't pure misery to me. Doing it through intense hallucinations or even moderate hallucinations is misery especially when the hallucinations are all degrading shit now which include a female spirit pretending to be a men to hurt meit's very hard to focus through the hallucination/demon shit consistently.Got to hope Trump doesn't rip away SSI.
Jews need that money so toughen up you ungrateful entitled faggot. Put in the bare minimum effort and be a decent human being.
>>84301480>Biden: We need to stop predatory student loans and punishing our young generations for wanting to learn. I'm going to forgive student loans.The supreme court and the house:>Nooooooooo! It's unconstitutional! The president can't just make up new rules! God bless America! Debt is good!>Trump: Hey I need a trillion dollars to blow these fucking sand niggers back to hell. *shits pants*The supreme court and the house:>Yes, my liege! Would you like two trillion, your grace? Your undeclared war that targets schools and power plants is the best thing I've ever seen. I adore you, your majesty.
>>84302077What you are telling me was the electronic store job would be fine if you stopped hearing voicesIf you had a medication which worked
You want to get rid of your schizophrenia? Start eating only raw fruits and vegetables and taking anti-parasitics.
>>84304208I haven't tried that yet.>>84304191I think i'd try to get another job if i had no voices.
