why exactly are you not normal?
>>84305082Grew up on the internet and used you people as a substitute for actual social interaction
>>84305082>why exactly are you not normal?i stuttered as a kid and teen which made me afraid of people, also my parents are spergs so i am one too
If you can read, write and use the internet you're normal
>>84305089>>84305091do you want to be normal?
>>84305082victim of child abuse and bad genes
>>84305137>do you want to be normalI don't wanna be afraid of others
I was groomed as a child and mom was overprotective and wouldn't let me go out to play with the kiddos so I grew an autist. Also dad was an alcoholic and older brother bullied me. It bothers the shit out of me when parents ask why I'm not normal despite checking every possible childhood trauma. They do not know I was molested though
God knew I'd be too powerful if I wasn't a complete sperg.
>>84305082I am not 'normal' because people say I am not normal, the word itself is metaphysical and so every interpretation of the word is correct and there is no fixed definition so I am not normal only if someone thinks I am not normal
>>84305290>They do not know I was molested thoughWho molested you?Why did you never tell them?I'm sorry that happened to you, that an adult let their urges use you, it's a vile thing what people are capable of.
>>84305344I don't know or care if you're normal, but you're definitely a fucking fag.
>>84305365You can't extrapolate sexuality from my post
>>84305082I was born with a birth defect that caused blindness in my right eye due to improperly developing. I also met the test requirements to be considered gifted and am a USCF National Master chess player
>>84305082Rotting so long I became a flat earther.Way too schizo to be outside
>>84305082I'm not normal because I'm not a female and I don't care what any of them besides my mother thinks. That's what it really boils down to. Foids make up most of the world's population and society is designed around whether they realize it or not. They love to talk about being oppressed and living in a man's world like they don't dominate the workforce and drive the economy with their shopping and consuming habits. Being a man already puts you at an extreme disadvantage and then refusing to put pussy on a pedestal completely drains whatever social credits you may have had otherwise.
>neet>hikkimori>mid 30s>never had a job>cant drive a car>cant cook>cant wash clothes>dont have any idea how to be an adult>diagnosed schizo>shitty cracked and broken teeth>hunched over >have these weird growths on chin and side of cheek, went to a dermatologist to make sure it isnt cance, and she said its not, has no cure and im now stuck with a fucked up skin condition >did i mention im a virgin>fat>high blood pressure>they say 6 inches is average but i just feel small you know i feel like the man in the iron mask, or the phantom of the opera, or the hunch back of notre damnsome freak who should wear a mask in public and who will die alone
>>84305416and i thought I was the hunchback of Notre dame, fuck anon
communicating with people is not easy for me.
>>84305082i was sheltered and women avoided me
>>84305082I lack confidence to be normal
autism, adhd, avpd, agoraphobia (former), dropout,
>>84305807also csa (1 instance) since we're sharing
>>84305082I have an abysmally low iq and I'm also ugly. I developed extreme agoraphobia. I've been a shut in neet since graduating high school, yeah there's no future for me and I just bed rot 24/7 with zero contact with the outside world. Dont even talk to anyone online.ITSOVER LET ME JUST DIE IN MY SLEEP IM DONE BREATHING.
I'm very depressed, and I don't do anything but feel sorry for myself
>>84305082I worked hard to self-improve and turned myself into a semi-monk
>>84305823You're talking to me right now
>>84305082idk the exact cause, i guess a mix of anxiety, stuff i went through when i was younger, and the fact i used to really hate myself. im basically incapable of maintaining any kind of relationship. i'm constantly ashamed and embarrassed at everything i do that involves other people. i also don't go outside.
>>84306007Why would you want to talk me? I'm useless.