i dont know if i have an eating disorder or not, but i havent been eating nearly as much as i used to in the past few days.its mostly because ive lost my appetite, but i also dont mind not eating if its gonna make me skinnier. im 5'10 and 145 lbs, which is "healthy weight" according to google. my goal is to get down to ~115 lbs so i can be slim and good looking.yes im a very insecure personno im not a girlyesterday i woke up and just drank a cup of coffee, didnt eat any breakfast, had like 4 mozzarella sticks at 3 pm, and had a tiny shitty bite sized sandwich before sleepingi also feel kinda guilty when i eat now, even though its the smallest portion after having nothing for like 6 hours. like i feel like a fatass.will update if i have some kind of breakdown or if i achieve my weight goal.
