im always looking towards something that's never coming. id like friends who dont think anything like me but who suffer in a similar way. i feel an abhorrent sickness talking to normies, being seen and evaluated by them, because i know how they see me will always be as lesser, and that there is something about me that will always demarcate my weakness. they can sniff what it is about me that makes them all band together and treat me the way they do. and worse of all, when i try and find frens i see everyone trying to brandish these empty fucking symbols of 'difference' and 'non-normativity' in the things theyve learned to signal that they like; the slop they watch, the aesthetics theu actually understand cultivating. uit's terrible! why am i too lonely to make friends with the lonesome, why is my solitude complete and unyielding, why am i left here with no respite? why do i work to become a better and more interesting and more self aware person to an invisible spectator that comes froma world i find abhorrent?
Narc bawwing
you're a namefag retard, you belong on tumblr
>>84307009i dont know what that means... gomen...>>84307015i have a name and a voice and i wont be Silenced
>>84306995>who suffer in a similar wayWhat's your suffering like?
>>84306995I want a neurotic gf like op that I can comfort by giving her hug and cuddles and she stops being retarded then
>>84307250I feel like for people like me and OP who are high anxiety neurotic people the happy hormones you get from sex and cuddling in general are genuinely life changing since it's the only way for people like us to lower our cortisols
>>84307238i want for nothing and am inconsolably lonely because nobody i find wants anything of me, or wants to maike me anything better. nobody makes me see the world any differently, everybody says the same things over and over. i go days withou ttalking to anyone and weeks without leaving my place. i write down thoughts i have that i cant share with anybody. i want to give myself to something. iw ant to want for something. i wish i didnt shake when i went outside and i wish people wanted to see me when i do go out. i want to be recognised and held with value. i want to want
>>84307260I relate to you on a profound level anon wanna add each other and share our thoughts?
>>84307260Welcome to the club, buddy, and no jannie faggots, I won't write a wall of useless text.
>>84307595>and no jannie faggots, I won't write a wall of useless textThat was against the rules.
>>84307260Are you anything more than an anime fag? Id be down to talk but don't expect much. I can't even relate to most people off here anymore eitherWhat's your discord?
>>84306995>>84307260im sorry youre so isolated and lonesome...i think youre being a bit too hard on yourself, the average person doesnt look down on others that harshly, even if they find it difficult to understand themplease dont lose hope of finding people who get you, there are lots who can sympathize with what you wrote<3
>>84307632Glowie hug
