>be me>getting fed up with inconsistent work hours, etc>renew lease>suddenly feel a strong sense of MOTIVATION>motivated to study a new language, motivated to look for and start a new job/career, feel like the world is truly my oyster>something happens...>all motivation slowly but surely evaporates>feeling of wanting to "drive forward" slows down to a crawl...then a stop>stagnation lasts for days, weeks, months, seasons>just can't get over this 'rut'>before I realize it, a year has passed>have to renew lease again>loop repeatsI'm just so goddamned tired of this. Late-30s, no friends, family abandoned me, single for the last 21 years, Sisyphean job. This can't be the "life."
>>84307705Sounds like you need to work on routinesSome people get motivated to work out January 1st and give up before valentines day.Building up new habits you can do every day, or every weekend. Rent a hotel and buy a badge to a nearby convention months in advance
>>84307705Why dont you look for supplements for energy? Make sure youre eating stuff with lots of protein for energy.
