Did any other robots have a femboy phase but grow out of it? When I was 18-19 I fully shaved my body, crossdressed, rode dildos. I even posted my nudes online. But when I started college after my gap year I mostly stopped and I also go to the gym now so im not as feminine. I mostly dont think about it and I have a gf now (she dosent know) but I still frequently get the urge to suck dick and eat ass and do femboy fag shit. But most of the time I feel normal and not like that.
>femboy phaseMore >>>/lgbt/ spam
>>84307771Yeah I did. I also grew out of it but then went back. I don't go for a fem look anymore but I'm a twink. And I fully embraced being bi.
>>84307915Yeah I'm thinking I also might sometime idk. I miss doing it and I really want to suck a dick
>>84307959Well don't cheat on your girlfriend. Sucking dick isn't worth that. But maybe see if she's open to being more degenerate with you.
>>84307771>When I was 18-19 I fully shaved my body, crossdressed, rode dildos. I even posted my nudes online. But when I started college after my gap year I mostly stopped and I also go to the gym now so im not as feminine. I mostly dont think about it and I have a gf now (she dosent know) but I still frequently get the urge to suck dick and eat ass and do femboy fag shitI used to be like that, then I transitioned
>>84308020Okay so how well do you pass bud
>>84308037not that well, mostly because I'm tallbut I don't look bad because I was naturally a twink anyway
>>84308020How did your friends/parents reacted to this decision? Did being a femboy before softened the blow?
>>84308064my friends weren't surprised at all, my family were more surprised but it's fine now
>>84308068Did you have any women friends? Did their reaction differ much from the guys?
>>84308077yeah most of my friends are women
Ive been a femboy for a few years now but it sounds to me like you just had a weird crossdressing fetish rather than you actually being a femboy. id never ride dildos and post nudes of myself online, thats incredibly embarrasing for you lmao. Its not a phase for me, being feminine is who i am and will always be. Masculinity disgusts me. You on the other hand, are just a retarded gooner who mistakenly thought you were a femboy. We are not the same.
>>84307771Same as the other anon, I transitioned. Now im in this weird mindset where I pass really well but I just boymode 24/7 cause I got the benefits I wanted but I dont really care for being treated like a girl. Its hard to get people to take you seriously if you are female presenting and its easy to get put in the category of just being bitchy or whiney. Im around 100 lbs and 5'5 and ive always had hormone problems so I probably shouldve picked up HRT earlier or did testosterone instead but it took me awhile to decide. I guess I ultimately did it for the hormonal benefits rather than any kind of social transitioning or social "acceptance"
>>84308650What are you still doing here if you were successful and cute
>>84308697habit and i still got some issues cause I keep falling back into being a NEET. Trauma related stuff, (despite what anons always say about trannies and gays), it wasnt rape or anything sexual, just a lot of physical abuse.
>>84308732Hope you're able to move past your trauma
>>84308743Thank you. Even though ive been coming on here for a long time ive been wondering if its good for my mental health with people always complaining about lgbt and trannies even if I dont really put myself in that group. Theres also just a lot of general depressive and angry vibes and rhetoric that goes nowhere. But this place has helped me feel better when I was at my worst and I dont know how to reconcile any of that.
>>84307771I was gay when I was younger and had sex with men but i'm not gay no more. I dont choose to be gay no more
>>84308650Did you grow breasts?
>>84308756I know how you feel. There's a lot of bad here but also some good now and then.
>>84308743This is probably stupid but ive also just made myself stuck in life and I keep fucking up whatever relationships I get started online. 3 or 4 times now ive got people that ive been online dating want to come visit me and I started with just avoiding the question until the relationship dies but lately ive just ghosted and dropped them and this whole friend group after knowing them for a year+. I dont know why im like this and I WANT to meet people irl but I just panic. its pretty pathetic to say this to someone who randomly said that they hope I heal from trauma, but I dont open up much I guess.
>>84308789Yeah but theyre not that big probably smaller than A cup. They are stupidly sensitive though. I was taking an herbal thing called pueraria before I started HRT and I think it gave them the extra sensitivity. Wasnt really my goal but its been a nice bonus.
>>84308801I'm sorry anon. It's probably a response to you being afraid from your past trauma. It will probably be hard work trying to move past it but I hope you can make good relationships.
>>84308831Why were you taking that herbal supplement anon? Have you ever had another person stimulate your nipples? That would be fun.
YeahI'm pretty sure literally all of my friends know and they make fun of me to my face without really addressing it.They're probably even going to read this message.If I ever jumped through enough hoops to convince some SSRI fried BPDemon to even touch my PP they'd immediately sabotage it because my suffering gives them immense pleasure.Meanwhile they're all fat, ugly or retarded and the fat ug;y retarded landwhales they convince to take their dick all cheat on them and leave so in that sense it is a little itty bitty bit difficult to be that offended by the somehow both cowardly and blatant contempt they have for me.Went on a trip with one and I didn't even really feel the need to ask about her previous BF and or husband.Every other sentence out of her makes being such an absolute worthless jerkoff such an absolutely god damn reasonable thing to be.I never really grew out of it as much as the websites I'd upload would get taken down one after another because I refuse to use any that require ID.
So you grew out of being a femboy when you when you stopped being attractive to other men
>>84308866mainly wanted the softer skin and better hair. I was hoping it might help my low hormone levels without needing to go full hrt but that didnt happen.
>>84307771I did and took hormones for a few years. After a while I stopped putting any effort into my appearance besides shaving as I became a hikikomori.I was probably always low T and I'm still a khhv twink, my femboy phase was just me being vain and mentally ill desu
>>84308866yeah ive had 2 girlfriends play with my chest before but they werent very good at it and one was just straight abusive and id be left with bruises. She didnt seem to think it was a big deal cause she was rough to herself and ig she didnt have much sensation or strong reaction unless she was twisting her tits off. I thought before the hrt that I was pretty into guys and ironically now that im taking hrt my attraction has shifted towards liking girls, traps, femboys, low t trannies etc... But I think im more attracted to guys personalities now and I get really tired of engaging with women, I used to listen to gossip with the girls in my family and make jokes but now it just seems like theyre being bitchy. I know HRT changes your personality but I feel like I changed a lot. I also eat a lot more now, im around 120-130lbs but I had never got above 110 prior to HRT.
>>84307771so you did basically everything you shaved your body and you crossdressed and you also rode dildos but you never tried anything with a real guy?why?
>>84307771I wanted too have one but I didn't want to get judged for it so I just repressed it
