guys i got fucking beaten by my father, and even Disgusting sexual things happened to me at a young age and Fukc you guys i know you didnt want to hear that but theres a reason why im here and it's because i've been traumatized to the point of no return. And as a traumatized person i acted in ways in school that only made me accumilate more trauma, like a snowball effect, ball just keeps getting bigger and bigger as it rolls downhill....Well that's all i wanted to say. i did make some jeffrey dahmer pic'd posts about how i thought i am bound to become a serial killersomeone in that thread asked if i had weird crossdressing things or fetishes, uhh..yeah.. I dressed up as a woman and filmed myself, then masturbating to it......What do i do? Seek help?i've spoken to psychologists before, they're strange as fuck. the way they try to dissect my inner world...etc. Also diagnosed schizotypal + bipolar+ antisocial so theres that....But what the fuck do i do? Im not gonna kill myself, i'd rather take it out on others, but i wont even do that.I think it's over.
>I had a fucked up childhood
>>84311941Can you tell me about how you got gaped and post videos of you cranking it while cross dressing?
>>84311941>i've spoken to psychologists before, they're strange as fuck. the way they try to dissect my inner world...etc.that's kinda part of the dealand unforch it only hurts more and more the deeper you gobut the only way to get out of the dark is through