my parents are going out of town & older sister is busy working at the hospital so my mom bought me a 12oz red bull and a medium pizza (and it's all mine!!!)she said i need to eat more... apparently my doctor thinks im malnourished. but i've always been like that. people nowadays are fat as shit
i know you look like that lass irl but you're not allowed to self-insert as her unless you have an advanced autistic hyperfixation with tanks or alternatively helicopters aeroplanes trains etc. it's just stolen valour atp
>>84312299eeehi was never really into tanks, desumostly agricultural machinery (tractors, combines) and ww2-era submarinessometimes bulldozers
>>84312092are you a tranny or a faggot or just a normal straight twink
>>84312343the second onenot my fault exactly zero bitches showed interest in me during high school (except a ftm)
>>84312355>the second onehuhenjoy your pizza and listen to your mom and doctor
>>84312367i will!im not sick anymore so im hugnry latelythank you for talking to me it made me happyhave a wonderful day
>>84312402thats nice, thank you and you toobe well yeah
>>84312355zero bitches showing interest in you made you gay?
>>84312528yes?i got demoralized after a while... and men were nicer anywayive never had a bf thoughieand ill be a virgin trucel until i die
>>84312092I know what this is like, my doctor has been steadily telling me i need to eat more, and i only recently got over 40kg for the first time in years.For me the reason was pretty flat out, i'm very mentally ill, i was undiagnosed and unmedicated, going to a regular school, which means i was suffering and having sensory overload seizures almost constantly. And after finally being hospitalized when i dropped to a very dangerous underweight, i was finally diagnosed, and put on meds, but those meds also mess with the appetite a little bit, but lees than just being unmedicated and forced amongst people daily. It makes me feel bad, because my Dad honestly is a good cook, and he makes food almost every day, and i can see he is worried when i don't eat a lot of it, but i just can't eat more, i don't feel hungry or anything.What do you think caused it for you? Or is it just wanting to be skinny and being afraid of becoming fat?
>>84312555that's rough anony, sorry you had to go through that. hope things get better.i've always been like this ever since i was a kid - and it's basically part of my core identity at this point. my diet is very bland (bread, chicken soup, crackers, some sausage, noodles) and on the rare occasions where i get more "exotic" stuff (say, a steak dinner or even fast food) i can only eat very small amounts without feeling queasy. my father was the same way at my age, he was around 130lbs at 6'2. for reference i'm 117 at 5'11. but both of my parents are pretty worried desu. they got me some ensures which dont help since i get sick from them. admittedly i am happy im not fat, i'd much rather be like this than a 600lb fatass. but i dont actively starve myself
>>84312092Holy comfy. Enjoy yourself for me anon, maybe play a cool game or watch a nice movie or something. I haven't been able to do something like that in like a decade.
>>84312587Sorry the American measurements don't tell me much but i understand, some people supposedly have just low appetite or stomach that can't process large amounts of food, so it fills up very quick. As long as it's not causing you any actual health problems, it's alright.Plus i love yaoi so yippie for twinks yaay now go kiss another boy yippiiee woo yaoi :3>Hope things get betterYes and no. Long story short, things can't get better fully, because my mental illness is not something that can be cured or go away, unless they make up some new surgery that removes defection out of the brain. I have neurotic SPD, which means i'm basically alergic to human contact and human touch, i can't form relationships or anything, my Dad being the only exception. So i'm kinda condemned to a live of being lonely, i can't have friends, i can't have a boyfriend, despite wanting one very bad, the craving is still there, but the option isn't.However, things did get better technically speaking. My whole childhood all the way to second year high school was being constantly in internal pain and overstimulated. My Mom refused the possibility that something is wrong with me and just thought i'm a missbehaving brat, so she wouldn't take me to a doctor. So i got bullied very badly in school, and also teachers hated me, because i constantly had outbursts and stuff, cuz of mental illness. Thankfully since i got diagnosed, i was taken out of highschool, and i'm on disability. It's not much, but thanks to my Dad letting me live with him and taking care of me, i can afford to live and even buy some stuff i want, like Plushies or... "Toys"... to get the edge off... which is a huge improvment from daily suffering. I'm 21 right now, so i'm still kinda riding the high of being free from the daily suffering, but i imagine by 25 the loneliness will be crushing me.
>>84312092anon gets a whole damn pizzaand what do I get!!!?
>>84312355Since ur home alone you can eat pizza and download Grindr and get TOPPED
>>84312542so you became bi or exclusively sexually attracted to men? when you masturbate do you watch gay porn?
>>84312679that sucksim sorry im not of much help herei hope things work out, eventually>>84312701nothin!!! ehehehe>>84312725i dont use dating/hookup apps because they're for elite snobs>>84313134i only really like menwhen i masturbate i solely use my imagination, porn is gross
>>84313196do your parents know you are gay?
>>84313530yesthey just pretend im notinitially they werent happy but things are okay now
>>84312092How dare you stand where she stood. Disgusting faggots shall not sully the image of Yukarin.
>>84313569be nice to me :<i bought a manly video game today im trying not to be gay
