>No longer enjoy vidya>No longer enjoy watching youtube videos>No longer enjoy watching cartoons>No longer enjoy masturbating>No longer enjoy getting drunkWhat do I even do at this point? all the copes don't help me cope anymore and I'm too fucked up, stupid and lazy to fix anything.
>>84312744Depression sucks, but is very treatable. If you have someone you like, talking/chatting to have a social outlet helps. And bonding is always good, we are social animals.You already said you're too stupid and lazy to fix anything, so you already know that your next era will be your healing era. Baby steps.
same anonmaybe its time for drugs or medication
>>84312744im in sort of the same boat as of recently, so i cant pitch you a cure all. but recently, ive been raising doves/pigeons and it's helped calm me down and allow me to process some things. everyone says to hit the gym but they say it for a reason as well. good luck, i hope you find everything that you need to out of this life. <3
>>84312753>If you have someone you like, talking/chatting to have a social outlet helps. And bonding is always good, we are social animalslollmaowhy do you think we're here? we can't find these things that will fix us. we are the ones doomed to live without it. we're like some animal that lost a limb that will live miserably without redemption.
>>84312744It sounds like you need to engage with the worldHave you thought about getting a job?
>>84313317I came to the conclusion not too long ago that if I'm gonna feel like shit anyways, I may aswell have money via wageslaving, but I'm a highschool dropout with no driver's license so I've been having a hard time finding a job that isn't completely shitty.
>>84313306you pretty much summed up how I live, if there are things beyond my copes that could make me feel better they would always be beyond my reach anyway
>>84313392Is it possible for you to tap into a family network and live temporarily with a cousin or uncle who could set you up with a job?I am Canadian, I have family in Nova Scotia who could help me get a job on a boat, but usually people talk about having a relative who lives in Albert and can get them an oil job as the ideal
>>84313411Not every hobby is beyond the reach. Going to local forests and being able to recognize the trees by their leaves, the mushrooms growing on the tree trunks, the types of birds in the trees, the fish in the rivers, this doesn't cost you anything
