>one chance at life>short>brown>otaku (not even the gachafag sociable kind)>no friends, can't make them>want to be a woman, can't relate to normal men, women, or even trunesIs there any reason to live? Basically no matter what I'll always be last place and treated like crap. This isn't even living.
do browns actually dislike being brown?or is it just playing-to-4chan shit since /pol/ has infected the hivemind?
>>84314293>do browns actually dislike being brown?Pretty much everybody not brown wishes you were not even in the same country as them. Why would I not be acutely aware of that?
>>84314301dunno. i'm white, grew up in an all-white area. if anything, some women are drawn to black/oriental guys. it's only the Indians and Pakistanis that get no luck.
>>84314346I'm not a normalfag or failed normalfag so I don't care about that sort of thing.
>>84314283At least browns have their own brown ethnostate country to go home to where they can be among like folk. I really envy browns
>>84314380Not necessarily and it's also not necessarily that simple. In fact that's a really naive way of thinking.
>>84314283At least you're not a white incel
>>84314423"White incel" is an oxymoron but were that my biggest problem "boohoo I can't get pussy," would be amazing.
>>84314475>were that my biggest problem "boohoo I can't get pussy," would be amazing.Non-schizoid straight men derive most of their self-esteem from female attention>just don't do that!!You have no theory of mind
>>84314488>Non-schizoid straight men derive most of their self-esteem from female attentionI don't care about normalfags and failed normalfags.
>>84314407Where are you originally from, as in, by ancestry?
>>84314507>wanting not to be treated as a sub-human freak = failed normalfagGuess you're one too
>>84314283iktf anon i really relate to thisbeing brown and living in a backwater country is horriblei also have some agp thoughts but don't treat them seriously cause i'm not white and really don't fit with it it's disgusting even if my skin were magically bleached that doesnt change the fact that i wasnt shaped in a pure/white environment i wont even feel or think like a white person or have a white childhood so what's the point?i see death as the only solution, too bad my cucked country tries it's hardest to prevent people from ending their suffering>>84314380not really my parents treat me like shit and i'm still dealing with the trauma i hate myself genetically and even my past everything about it it's grim>>84314475man it really feels demoralizing when i see people complaining about stuff like this it's like you're living on nightmare mode and you see people complaining about their tutorial mode life problems it's really depressing and makes you hate your life even moresorry for the blogpost btw
>>84314283why do you even care when you arent even ensouled?
>>84314562Okay, attempt #2Where are you originally from, as in, by ancestry?
>>84314524Believe it or not pussy isn't the only thing that matters in the world. If you were actually not a normalfag or failed normalfag you'd realize that you can and would be treated like shit for merely breathing for reasons unrelated to vagina hole. >>84314516I'm FBA so somewhere in West Africa.>>84314562I don't think that's a blogpost, I appreciate you sharing and not being a failed normalfag (like genuinely). I get things could be "worse" but like it doesn't change that rolling a hand like this basically means it's over and you have to suffer for 60 years while trapped in your station at least. Until you die. Give or take. >>84314577This is the kind of thing I'm talking about, btw. I'm self-aware, I at least know that I'll never live properly.
>>84314632>The vast majority (~99.9%+) of the population is of indigenous sub-Saharan African ancestry, with ethnic groups such as Yoruba, Igbo, Hausa, Akan, Wolof, Fulani, Mandinka, and others making up the overwhelming share.Do you know of any countries or continents I can go to where the vast majority (~99.9%+) of the population is of indigenous European white ancestry?
>>84314802Look dude I don't care about your extinction anxiety
>>84314632>This is the kind of thing I'm talking about, btw. I'm self-aware, I at least know that I'll never live properlyeven the lowest forms of life on earth have an instinct for self preservation.
>>84314817Just saying at least you have your own ethnostate to go home to where you can be among like folk, get married and take it easy. Someone said it wasn't necessarily the case and it wasn't that simple and I was naive for thinking it, but then now it seems that it actually is concretely the case and it is that simple when you look at the numbers. Anyway I'll ask again, I want to find somewhere where I won't always be last place and treated like crap. Can you direct me as I've done for you?
>>84314283I relate to this OP except I'm white and not short. But I'm still a complete loser friendless khhv NEET.
>>84314841>Just saying at least you have your own ethnostate to go home to where you can be among like folk, get married and take it easy.Not even remotely, my ancestors have been here for longer than the average white American's. Let's say I go back to a country I've never been to before because ethnicity is king (I do not care). I don't know their language, I don't care about marrying a woman because I'm not a failed normalfag, what will this do other than make you feel slightly less worried about BBC? Moron. I'm sure these people would also not take kindly to people like me.>Anyway I'll ask again, I want to find somewhere where I won't always be last place and treated like crap.I don't know anything about your situation. >>84314837I don't really have any strong desire for that, I just want it to end or get better.
>>84314283No one has ever answered what to do as a dysgenic in a world that requires eugenics, not even religion. Everyone's best answer is "work so hard that you don't think about it and one day you'll be dead and it won't matter anymore". The genome is a piece of shit that way. The dicerolls are often failures and the way nature prevents the failures is to cull them no matter how bad it'll make them feel. On the other hand, if you're eugenic, the world is your oyster and you can enjoy life.
>>84314869>I don't know their language3 months language study>I don't care about marrying a woman because I'm not a failed normalfagThen marry a man then faggot>what will this do other than make you feel slightly less worried about BBC? Moron. It is the logical answer to any nonwhite gibbering on this site about how they have it bad. Factually, numerically, statistically, financially, geographically, demographically, no, they don't>I'm sure these people would also not take kindly to people like me.They are literally the same folk as you. You look like and act like them.
>>84314954>3 months language studyThe thing is I don't want to go there. Sorry. >Then marry a man then faggotI can already do that here. I will. >It is the logical answer to any nonwhite gibbering on this site about how they have it bad. Factually, numerically, statistically, financially, geographically, demographically, no, they don'tHow so? By what metrics? >They are literally the same folk as you. You look like and act like them.Not really, FBAs are fairly different from non-FBAs. You just don't notice because to whites, all nonwhites look the same.
>>84314963Okay, continue whinging on /r9k/ about how you have nothing to live for as a nonwhite despite having everything in life handed to you on a silver platter. My only job is to point it out
>>84314971>Okay, continue whinging on /r9k/ about how you have nothing to live for as a nonwhite despite having everything in life handed to you on a silver platterSuch as? Be specific. I can't even afford a car.
>>84314380>At least browns have their own brown ethnostate countryOnly some type of brown people do. That's a half-truth.
>>84314293I dislike the usual racial traits that come with being brown, if i was brown and had nice racial traits i would not give two shits, also when you are brown most of the time you are doomed to be poor and stress about money problems that somehow never go away
>>84315032Everyone bitching on here for the last few decades veritably does, especially if it's in English. Take for example this faggot in picrel. Every hispanic, jeet, muslim, african and chinaman has a country of ancestral origin comprised of 99.9%+ their own folk to live among, and they are probably offered some kind of right-of-return to expedite things. To be nonwhite in modern times means to not suffer.
>>84315057I somehow doubt you lived a academy award winning sad childhood with a rickety wooden shack for a home
>>84315057>Every hispanic has a country of ancestral originTrue, actually. So I would be right if I wanted to go live on the Iberian Peninsula in Europe, right? Most of my blood originates from there, after all.
>>84315089But would they allow you there if you're not a muslim or an african though? Maybe if you went in blackface >>84315078Don't know which anon is saying this, but I don't think anyone ITT has brought up their childhood till you here. It doesn't really factor into your adult life unless you're a permanently infantilized by some kind of neurosis
>>84315141>It doesn't really factor into your adult life unless you're a permanently infantilized by some kind of neurosisSo you're a failed normalfag
>>84315147>I have no agency in my life because of nth-order effects from my childhood memories (mommy hit me o algo)>anyone with any agency in his life is therefore a failed normalfag What the fuck am I reading and who cares?
>>84314283I, too, am a(n, black) otaku who is generally considered unattractive and unsociable. Age: 37. My advice? Fuck everyone else and just live your life the way you want. Not saying you should go out and do illegal shit or whatever, but understand this:>nearly everyone in society is just faking it>relationships, marriages, jobs, etc it's all fake bullshit that doesn't actually mean anything in the grander scheme of things>people are literally killing themselves over shit and people that don't actually matterthe only true 'laws' that govern this universe are those of Physics, and even those break down at the Planck Level. Focus on (You).
>>84314283>>no friends, can't make themHuh, is this really that important to you?
>>84314283youre not a subhuman, please dont say that about yourself...youll make friends eventually even if its hard you should think about interacting with fellow weebs since you share an interest with themyou can transition to be a woman with hormones & be recognized as such by a lot of people who get it and support you or you could just focus on being more feminine in the ways you can to help yourself feel betternot everyone will treat you poorly because of these things, im sorry your experience in life has made you think so<3
>>84315141>I was referencing the boondocks