As a kid I learned that losing to girls feels good but that was with my childhood friends and in grade school, after puberty the social hierarchies become strict and determine your interactions with girls. For me that meant girls either being antagonistic, treating me like a retard or like a pet. I never grew a spine and only leaned more into being a nice guy/simp and started getting into femdom doujins and captions. Recently realized that dominating girls is a lot more satisfying, arousing and natural than bending to them but now I'm an adult manchild who no sensible female would submit to.
>>84315044i didn't really hang out with girls until grade 8 when my friend from another school brought three girls from his school to hang out with us. it was definitely quite the high hanging out with girls for the first time. we all went to the same high school but kind of drifted apart.
>>84315044>femdom doujins and captionsAt what point do you type of folks seek out this stuff?
>>84315053Being around girls is such a rush especially at that age, I've never done anything explicitly sexual with any crush of mine but I did hang out with her at a pool school trip>>84315123I think I stumbled on that stuff at like 15/16 and only got into worse stuff from there, people were posting censored captions on here about 10 years ago
>>84315044>Recently realized that dominating girls is a lot more satisfying, arousing and natural than bending to them but now I'm an adult manchild who no sensible female would submit to.That gives you incentive to get in shape and get yourself together, which you are young enough to do.Being a man is being dominant, you'll never be happy submitting to females, they'll just destroy you.
