i have no talents or redeeming qualities
Thanks for infecting this board with your mediocrity
>>84315462mediocre is a compliment for me
>>84315457Me neither but I don't care, I only care about video games.I bought Hundred line for the switch yesterday, what did you do recently?
>>84315512my mind is unravelingi literally cannot do anythingall i do is play video games and daydream but i am too ashamed of my own interests to share them with anyonei am going insane no matter how hard i try to do something i dont have the mental fortitude to even do basic things i just instantly give up at the first minor challenge, i open the program to do something productive and stare blankly at the screen like a zombie lost in thoughti have zero self awareness outside of nightly panic attacks where everything ive done and not done and everything ive said assaults my mind relentlessly and i descend into a spiral of uncontrolalble self hatred and guilt
>>84315581Damn dude, I don't understand why you care about being productive, I'm a NEET so I am genuinely useless but not ashamed at all. Hope you get better.
>>84315639>I don't understand why you care about being productivehe can't make quality content for his friends on 4chan if he is useless, duh.
If you dont have any skills why not autistically obsess over cooking it pays good returns from effort or half assing
>>84315457>>84315581im sorry youre so miserable...i think youre being way too hard on yourself buddyjust because you struggle to get things done or havent cultivated a skill doesnt mean you deserve to beat yourself up over itmaybe you should try some beath focused meditation? focus is a muscle and needs training, meditation being one of the easiest ways to do so, with it calming your nerves and helping to relax you as an added benefitalso, you shouldnt be ashamed of your interests because i guarantee plenty of people share them or wouldnt judge you otherwisedaydreaming can translate into creativity if you give it time, youd be surprised how much work youve already done just by being so internally vibrant<3
>>84315581only way out is through if you take away a toddlers ipad then he screams and cries bcause it is the worst thing he can imagine and he has no way of coping and doesnt yet know the joy to be found in other things. because he is a dumb toddler and doesnt know. for whatever reason you probably leanred to stop screaming and crying but you still havent learned to find joy yet, doesnt mean you can't. go learn something, read something, just try to take small steps. be aware of the passing time, try to read a couple pages of a philosophy book every day maybe. or try to watch anime or movies and think critically about them
>>84315457I am good at loving people when they don't love me back
