crazy how fucking antisocial i've become, i fucking hate everything, and this is not a jokethankfully i have no friends to hate on so that's cool, but every day i feel more mentally ill because of it, man the dilemmado i stay alone wanting to kill everyone or stay with my fellow men wanting to kill myselfwe'll see we'll see
>>84315765i hope that changes dude, it sounds miserablemaybe some meditation would help? quieting the mind could help cleanse yourself of some of the hatred and just relax and let go
The only thing Inhate more than other people is myself
I hate the American system we live in now more than ever.Everything is just a straight up cult or extremely over priced. Everything is made to be purposely inefficient so they can charge more money for an efficient option, I'm just done with all the scamming. Our laws are actually being over powered by all the scamming and fraud going on.
>>84315815nah i meditate all the time and my general outlook is still the same. although i dont want to kill people like op i still despise most if not all of them.
>>84315765>do i stay alone wanting to kill everyone or stay with my fellow men wanting to kill myselfquestion of our time
Same, past month really I've been just completely self isolating. I don't know why and right now I like it but further down the line it's just going to get worse. I am not social but I keep in touch with a couple of buddies from HS who want to call and play vidya every couple weeks, and I have a group of close internet friends. We were supposed to all meet up but I couldn't due to a really bad stomach bug at the time and ever since they it's just been downhill.
