I have an unhealthy obsession with old scene influencer in picrel. I'm a biological bisexual women and I either am jealous of women cause I wanna be them or I'm really attracted to women and wanna kiss them, but for this women it's neither. I just love her sentimental and sweet energy so much, it feels ethereal.I love her typology (infj 4w3). In her videos, she always speaks so kindly and interestingly. I wanna hug her sweetly. I don't feel comfortable with most attractive women in real life but I think with her I'd feel normal.
>>84316235Brother, you are having an identity crisis. Go offline for 2 weeks.
>>84316273I'm a biological woman and I don't think there's a identity crisis. I just really like her.
>>84316289You're in a one-way co-dependent relationship with an influencer.You are clearly looking for a guide, a protector. Someone soft, authentic, someone who can lead you on, because outside, in the real world, you aren't functioning as well as you want to.So you're using a curated digital version of a human as a coping mechanism, using her energy to feel calm and less stuck in a void.
>>84316308Well the thing is even if I weren't chronically online I would still become obsessed with certain people. Even if the internet didn't exist, I think I would still get invested in people.I know I described it as unhealthy, but now that I think about it, I'm just a certain type of person. By the way, I like Luna from MLP in a similar way too.
>>84316235i've loved leda since i was a kid too op... i hope she's doing well these days.
>>84316338Yeah, but you would get obsessed with real people. And have a real life. And growth. And actual happiness.Loving online characters is safe, it's distant. It's your safety net, you can turn it off and on whenever, and there are no expectations.
>>84316338What kind of people are you drawn to?
>>84316354I'm simply drawn to people with interesting personalities. I'm really drawn to sentimental INFJ and INFP women.
>>84316435>people those arent real people
>>84316454I know, I'm just posting anime pics
>>84316289this was such an ugly era
>be op>falling for the ethereal INFJ psyop in 2026Anon, take your meds. You are fucking displaced chasing some manufactured niche vibe into your theta-wave coma from some remnant of the 2008 emotional-harvesting experiment.Kiss me instead. I'll undress you and we can make out like animals and then you can ride my 8.5inch cock till you squirt in ecstasy. INFJ = I'm a Nigger From Jupiter
>>84316289I had a crush on this girl growing up, vid relatedhttps://youtu.be/U954Y5-r34w?si=wBUhetk8aRWxZ5IEshe was beautiful, but she was never a bitch about it. I think she had a vlog up where she talked about how people act towards her and look up to her and how she feels very unworthy and like she didn't do anything. She must have felt like people just saw her as hot (which she was and fair alot did) but she also just had good energy, and a disposition that lets lower your defence a bit. I don't think girls like her ever really understand the value of that, and how unique that is.
>>84316509I don't know how to describe personalities the best way so I just use typology. Infj is Ni - fe function wise. Ni is constantly connecting dots and having a strong sense of what's going to happen then with Fe is the awareness of others emotions and etc. So someone who is a specific type of INFJ would want to translate what they sense into something meaningful. When reading this Japanese infj former idols interview, it may come off as stereotypical feminist awakening stuff, but it comes off as really attractive to me because it's still inherently meaningful and you can tell she wants to help other women see things how she sees.
>>84316591I am drawn to this liberal Japanese woman and the other fictional characters and the girl I first posted in the op. She used to be an idol and identifies as a feminist.Men would find it easy to say she's your typical feminist while reading her interviews but they don't understand that feminist women still can be well spoken and interesting. And feminism isn't about misandry anyways.I'm actually a Christian (not the libshit Christian) aspirant, and I appreciate what she has talked about even though I'm not liberal like her. I just like how she talks in interviews. Pic related she's a typical attractive Japanese women and she isn't Japanese American.
